What are big brothers for

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Warning: kinda incest, I guess


What are big brothers for


Chapter one


Ginny didn\'t know what to do - maybe she should send a letter to Hermione. Before they departed for holidays Dean asked her if he can send her owl once in a while and if she would be going out with him next year.

It surprised her so much that she said \"of course\" without much thinking. But what now? She spent two weeks of holidays thinking about this matter and had no one to discuss it with.

She liked Dean and she thought that she could fall in love with him but there was this little problem. There was no way to talk about it with her mum and she didn\'t have any big sister or sister at all. What about Fleur? Bill was dating her obviously, although he said that it was nothing serious. Would it be rude to ask her?

\"Ginny! Hermione and Harry have just came! They are two days earlier!\" Ron called her from downstairs sounding happy.

Great - she will ask Hermione then. But not tonight - she will ask her tomorrow.

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When they were in bed and finished their talk about Romania where the three of them - Ron, Harry and Hermione were headed, Ginny took a deep breath.

\"Hermione, can I ask you something? Like really personally?\"

Hermione was quiet for a moment but then said: \"OK, shot!\"

\"Is good kissing the most important thing in a relationship?\" Ginny asked.

Hermione thought for a moment before answering.
\"I don\'t think so, but I guess that most of guys think so, but I think that boys are much worse when it comes to kissing because they are sloppy and hasty. Quite ironic. Why you asking? Is Dean such a bad kisser?\"

\"No, I mean I don\'t know yet. Say, when you say that kissing is not important to you - is it because Ron kisses poorly?\" Ginny forgot about her problem.

\"Well, to be honest - he\'s not the best kisser ever but it\'s OK, I guess, since he can do some other things much better...\"

Ginny had rose her ears like a small rabbit when Hermione ceased talking - she realishe hhe had said too much.

\"Just forget this, Ginny and go to sleep!\"

\"So maybe it runs in the family that we are doomed to be poor kissers,\" Ginny sprat her thoughts on the subject.

\"I don\'t think so. I mean, there were rumours at Hogwarts that Charlie and Bill were straight A kissers, when Percy was so-so, but Fred and George were good ones, and Ron is...\" she was talking way too much this night, Hermione mentally slapped herself.

\"...so-so and there is me, worst kisser then Percy I guess,\" Ginny continued instead Hermione and sighed. \"Apparently is skips generations.\"
\"I don\'t think so, Ginny. Don\'t spend your time with thinking about kissing. Good night!\"

\"\'night!\" said Ginny and fell asleep with strange dreams.

Ginny woke up from her strangest dreams ever. She dreamt of kissing some guy fiercely, till they almost choked.
\"You stink at kissing, you\'re no good. I don\'t want to go out with you. First learn how to kiss properly!\" Dean pushed her away and left her on the floor of their common room in Gryffindor.

Now Ginny was sitting in her bed and panting, she just realised that she had snogged her pillow.

\"Something wrong?\" asked Hermione sleepily. Ginny\'s rushed breathing woke her.

\"Just some weird dreams,\" Ginny answered and yawned. At Ginny\'s words Hermione sighed \"OK then. Gotta get some sleep, we\'re leaving to Romania tomorrow.\" And fell asleep again.

Ginny felt dull, Ron, Harry and Hermione were to leave her alone for the whole month.

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The next day and few days latter she was hearing these words repeating in her head:
\"... there were roomers at Hogwarts that Charlie and Bill were straight A kissers, when Percy was so-so, but Fred and George were good ones...\"

No way, it would be a folly. Aot tot to mention how embarrassing. How can you ask your brother to give you advice about good kissing?

But as days were passing by and she got like dozen short lettand and postcards from Dean Ginny started to think again about asking for a tip on kissing mission.

Charlie was in Romania, Fred and George would mock her to death, so the only one who could help her was Bill. Just find the guts to ask him.

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It was evening and mum and dad were gonesomesome reception that the Ministry held for their employees once a year and they left her alone with Bill who was working on some spell for his work.

Ginny knocked on his door and entered at his voice.

\"Hey, little sis, what\'s up?\" Bill put his parchments away and stretched his arms while yawning. \"Want me to tug you in your bed and read you a fairytale?\" he teased her.

\"No, thanks,\" answered Ginny through her gritted teeth, controlling herself not to shout something rude to him. You need his advice, she kept repeating in her mind.

\"I, uhm, I need your help, I guess, you have time?\" she spit it out. Finally!

\"Sure,\" Bill stood up and put his hands on her shoulders. \"So what\'s wrong? Let me guess - boys, ha?\" He was looking in her eyes, his gaze warm with a hint of amusement.

Ginny was mad - was she so transparent? Walking around with her face shouting \'hello, help anybody, boy\'s ahead!\' she stepped away from his reach.

\"Well, yes, kinda. I mean,\" she was talking nonsense. Ginny collected her thoughts and started.

\"OK, there is this boy Dean Thomas, who, who keeps sending me postcards and stuff and he is really a nice guy... He\'s Ron and Harry\'s friend and all... He asked me to date him before we left school and I agreed.\" She succeeded in telling the story rather well, she thought.

\"Good. And what\'s the problem? You think our folk\'s would oppose or something?\" Bill didn\'t wait. He massaged his temples and yawn again.

\"OK, so the problem. Yes. Well, last year I was going out with that Michael Corner. He is from Ravenclaw. We met at Yule Ball two years ago,\" she was babbling again, avoiding the inevitable topic.

\"But I ditched him because he became sulky after we beat Ravenclaw and all... but later he kept saying around that I stink as a kisser and that he suffered all the time. I know he might say that because he was mad at me but anyhow... I think that I must be a really bad kisser because we kept hitting with our noses, I accidentally bit him twice and I didn\'t enjoy even a single moment. It must be something wrong with me.\"

Bill suddenly looked completely awake staring at her in surprise.

\"Right...and how can I help you?\" he leaned at the edge of the table.

\"Look, when back in school Dean will expect me to kiss sometime. Maybe not right away but soon. And he had probably heard about me being lousy er -er - therefore I want you to tell me how to kiss properly to surprise him.\"

Bill slipped and just in time caught himself not to hit the floor.

\"Let me see - you, my fifteen years old little sister want me to give you kissing tips?\"

Ginny got red ears but courageously nodded.

\"Oh, by Merlin\'s beard! You have no shame!\" he laughed. Ginny glared at him and hit his shoulder.

\"Ouch!\" Bill kept rolling with laugh. \"More hits less tips!\" he finally abated his laugh.

\"How come you asked me? Why not Ron? Or the twins? Or Percy...\" he ruffled her hair. \"I know why not Percy - he would die of shame!\" He burst into laugh again.

\"Because someone told me you and Charlie were known as the best kissers at school,\" Ginny mumbled.

\"Really?\" Bill seemed stupidly pleased to hear that.

\"Really,\" she scoffed.

\"Ginny seriously - are you that much concerned about kissing?\" his eyes got gentle look and he stopped smiling.

\"Yes, I have just told you that I stink at it!\" Ginny sulkily turned away from him. That was a mistake. He makes fun of her.

\"You like him so much?\" he put his hands on her shoulders and turned her to face him. He noticed tears in corners of her eyes and cursed himself for acting like a complete idiot. Ginny was in sensitive years and she wasn\'t sure about herself. He should help her instead of mocking her. That was cruel.

\"I\'m sorry Ginny. I\'m a big daft,\" ,\" he hugged her tightly. \"I promise that I will behave myself from now on - or you can kick me. Right - see, I think it was the boy\'s fault that you never felt anything. He was probably to fast and all.\"

Ginny looked at him.

\"You\'re trying to comfort me, I know. Because I\'m your sister. You\'re not objective,\" she said in small voice.

\"Of course not - but to tell the truth we boys need more practice then you girls do. It\'s just a matter of right time and right boy. And dean seems to me the right boy after your description. You have absolutely nothing to worry about!\" Bill assured her.

\"Right,\" said Ginny, stubbornly staring at the ceiling to show him how much she trusts his words.

\"You know what - you obviously don\'t trust me nor you believe me. All right then - kiss me and then I shall give you my evaluation of your kiss!\" Bill looked totally serious.

\"Fine - then I will!\" retorted Ginny, locking her green gaze with her older brother\'s.

\"Well, I\'m waiting!\" said Bill unmoved.

\"I can\'t reach you, you tall git! Can you lean a bit?\" Ginny was angry but also nervous.

Bill sighed and lowered his head, so his face was just an inch away from Ginny\'s.

\"Satisfied?\" he asked with a smile in the corner of his mouth.

\"Close you eyes,\" Ginny said sharply and he obeyed her.

Then Ginny remained very still for a moment, breathing the familiar scent of her brother, feeling the warmth of his skin. She had decided and brushed her lips over the ones in front of her, and when Bill didn\'t make any sign of discomfort, Ginny shot out her tongue and lapped at his mouth, beseeching him to part his lips. When he parted his lips slightly Ginny skimmed her tongue over them, then she slowly pushed her tongue further, slipping in between Bill\'s lips and tenderly swept it inside his hot and wet mouth. Bill met Ginny’s tongue in a wet caress, their tongues sparred for a moment, struggling and desperately exploring the contours of each another.
He ended it by capturing Ginny\'s tongue in his mouth for a moment, sucking at it then releasing it.
She concentrated fully on kissing him, while Bill forgot how to breathe and where he was.

Ginny felt filled with strange, unknown yet so powerful feeling of heat inside her body. She wanted this to last forever and yet it was so intense that she moaned softly in Bill\'s mouth. There was hint of pink on her pale cheeks and it felt like burning.

Bill suddenly felt a stirring deep in his abdomen, a spark of arousal that trickled downward and awoke certain parts of him. The feel of so much smooth skin, and the sweet moisture on her lips made his heart pound and his head whirl.
Ginny had her eyes closed while they were kissing. Her lips so soft, so warm and pliant, Bill thought. He kissed her over and over, light and soft, like a tender, whispering breeze. Then came a more firm, hungry kiss, parting her tender lips and tasting the sweetness that lay behind them. Then he felt a hand in his hair, tugging him closer.

It hit him as a brick in his head. Bill gently but persistently tore his mouth away and Ginny blinked completely confused. She stared blankly at Bill before she understood what had happened. She wanted to hide anywhere but he was still holding her firmly.

\"Great kiss, Ginny,\" Bill sounded calm and like nothing had happened at all while he was barely controlling himself. \"Dean is the luckiest guy at Hogwarts.\" He smiled, cleariis fis face of all powerful emotions that were rocking through his body and Ginny\'s breathing eased a little.

\"You should go to bed now, it\'s past midnight and although it is holiday mum and dad wouldn\'t be too pleased with me if you were still up when they came home. So - off to bed you go, little sis!\"

That little sis pinched her but she just nodded and said quietly : \"Thanks, Bill. \'night!\"

\"Good nigh - sleep tight!\" he answered in forced calm voice. A nice cold shower, it\'s all you need, Bill kept telling to himself.
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