I Wonder

I wonder


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I wonder if he knows that I watch him. That I let my gaze run over him over and over again, whether it be in class or in the library. Even as I brush our hands together I still watch him, every time I sit so close to him I watch him. And I wonder if he knows that I am watching every reaction I inquire from him. That I am watching every sharp intake of breath he makes when my fingers brush against the back of his high collared robe, or when I slip my hand to rest against his thigh. He must know by now how much I truly desire him, but I still wonder. I wonder if he knows that at night when he is sleeping I stay awake to watch him dream his most intimate dreams. That I run my fingers through his silk tresses my hands down his soft pale skin whenever the covers expose his slim chest.

Even now as I sit beside him alone in his room I watch him and I wonder if he knows just how beautiful he is when he talks to me about his beloved subject of choice. I must have him, I need to claim him. I scoot closer to him on his bed when he points at something in the large book. My hand moves to rest against his waist as I lean over him to get a better look.

My lips brushing against his ear as I give him my most honest opinion on the matter at hand. But my mind is not upon this little subject, no it is being overpowered by his distinct scent his warm and small body pressed so closely to mine. I move my hand over his as his body begins to shiver from my touches, from my lips upon his cheek. With my hand controlling his I assist him in closing the book as my lips curl into a smile.

“W-what are you doing?”

His voice is quivering with fear. Oh but my sweet one I will soon make that voice quiver in something way beyond fear.

“What does it feel like I am intending to do?” My voice is lower then normal and full of desire for him.

He doesn’t dare turn his head though, his eyes seem to be glued to the cover of the recently opened book that sits heavily in his lap. I kiss his cheek, just ever so softly, like a petal of a rose has brushed across that smooth skin. I can feel a distinct heat begin to radiate from his cheeks as I place another kiss much closer now to the corner of his mouth. He whimpers ever so slightly as I pull my hand from his hand and rest it on the side of his neck. He turns his face towards mine and quickly I seal our lips together in a kiss.

Just I have wonder, there are so soft, so hot and I want more. My tongue runs across the bottom of his lip asking for entrance. To my delightful surprise he responds to my delicate touches, to my desires. My tongue slides into the moist cavern of his mouth seeking out the other muscle to play with me. A soft timid brush of his tongue against mine and I know I do not have to wonder. They twist and rub against one another seeking the other out for a bit of play. He moans into our shared kiss before I pull away for much needed air. A bit of saliva runs down the corner of his chin, I smile and lap it up with my tongue before brushing the tip across his lips. His lips part and his tongue shoots out into an opened aired kiss. This time it is he who ends our kiss, his dark eyes open and I stare so deeply into their depths. They’re glazed over with desire and need, his lips now swollen and still parted as he takes in breath.

I wonder how far he will let me take him, how much can he take me into his body. The hand at his waist has moved up his chest and skillfully starts to undo the buttons of his robes. My lips find his jaw and I start to kiss it hearing the most encouraging moans come from him that I can not help bit nibble along the corner of his jaw, the small spot right under his ear. His chest is heaving as he gasps in for air now, my hand has parted the distasteful rob and has snuck under the hem of his shirt. My fingers are grazing over hardening nipples as I capture one between my forefinger and thumb, rolling and pinching it between the pads. He’s gasping louder now his chest pushing against my hand, a loud thud enters both of our ears as he drops his book onto the floor, though the sound made him jump it has only brought a smile upon my lips.

Now that, that infernal book is out of the way I lay him down onto his side my front pressed tightly against his back. His hands shoot behind him and roughly grab my hair, gripping it tightly and causing me to growl and bite down harshly against his neck. He arches against me yelping from the sudden feel of my teeth in his unmarked skin. Well now it is marked. He is beautiful this way, and I wonder if he knows it. My hips begin to grind against his buttocks, and at this he tries to form any kind of words, but can only gasp as my fingers undo his pants and shove themselves inside gripping his hardened flesh.

“Fuck!”

Ah so he can form even one word. My hand pumps him slowly my other leaves his shirt and helps to slide down the unwanted material. Now he is exposed to me, and I watch his facial expressions as they twist with need and flush with desire and mixed in it is pleasure. As quickly as I had taken off his pants I disrobe myself, leaving his cock alone for a few quick moments. He whines from the loss but they are replaced by moans of pleasure. I sat up just slightly leaning against his pillows so I can watch him fully. My free hand slides along his thigh raising it up just high enough to wrap it about my bent leg. I will have him and this is the most perfect time to do it.

His eyes open partly as I grab his wand from under his pillow and mutter a quick lubricating spell and stretching spell. Next time, I will prep him slowly, next time. He gasps in surprise about this but shudders in my arms.

“Relax yourself, it will be much better for the two of us,” I whisper hotly in his ear.

He’s relaxing his body as I slowly slip inside the tight heat of his ass. My head is thrown back and I have to bite my bottom lip from screaming out, but that doesn’t stop him from spilling out his own pleasure fueled screams. My arm goes back under his thigh keeping it lifted up as I wait for him to adjust to my cock that’s now buried deeply inside of him. My lips rain kisses along his neck my voice is low and husky encouraging him telling him how incredible it feels to be inside of him. I wait for him to relax a bit more before starting to thrust slowly inside of him aiming for that one little spot where I know hides his real screams.

After my third attempt I find it. He bucks against me creaming crying out for me to go faster and harder. I groan and do as I am told for once, taking another’s orders beside our lord’s orders. Lord he is so incredibly tight as I pound into his body. My teeth are gritted together in both focus and pleasure, my finger’s are leaving bruises against his pale skin. My hair is falling across our shoulders while his own his starting to dampen from the sweat that is building up between us. My hand is moving faster now against his cock, he’s yelling how close he is asking , no begging, for me to allow him to cum.

“Do it then. Cum for me Severus,” I growl into his ear and that pushes him over.

I feel his seed splashing against my hand. His tight channel becomes unbearably tighter then before and just feeling it clench about me forces me to cum after him, screaming his name as I do.

I cum hard, but why is it not inside of him? I open my eyes and realize that I have spilled my seed in my hand. That I am alone in my room, my sheets are thrown to the floor my body over heated from another dream of him.

Anger washes over my body when I grab my wand from my bedside table and mutter up a charm to clean myself and the bed up. My hand slips through my own blonde and sweaty hair as I lay onto my back throwing my covers over my body.

My grey eyes look up at the ceiling. I wonder if he knows that I dream of him? I wonder if he dreams of me? I smile just slightly. Tomorrow I will wonder but tonight I will sleep and dream of my beautiful Severus and me, Lucius Malfoy, together for all of eternity.



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