Why I Submit

The next day was sort of a rest day for us.  By that stage we’d been having sex a lot, every day, for several days and the rest was probably much needed.  Coming into this relationship a virgin meant that my body was not used to all this… activity.

That didn’t mean I wanted a break though, no I wasn’t really impressed with ‘being made to do without’ as I phrased it when I whined at Severus.

That proved to be overstepping my bounds.  While we no longer had a contract, there was still a definite dominance and submission aspect to my relationship with both Draco and Severus. 

Draco was the easy going one, possibly because he’d never been in this sort of relationship either, he was figuring out how it all works, the same as I was. 

Severus however had experience, quite a bit of it as a dom in a club, not so much in the relationship sense, so he was still figuring out how it was going to work too.  That said he took far less of my crap than Draco did before he decided I needed to be reminded that I am the submissive and should do as I’m told without complaint unless there is a real problem.

So when I complained one time too many (well probably several time too many to be honest) Severus decided it was the perfect time for a ‘lesson’, it just goes to show he’s a ‘teacher’ through and through.

“But Sev… I really don’t want a break, do we really have to?” Harry whined for about the dozenth time.

“That’s it!” Severus said standing up, “you’ve been asking for this all afternoon” he finished while moving over to Harry and pulling him up from his chair.

Harry practically bounced up from his chair in excitement ‘finally’ he thought to himself, however mid thought he let out a squeak of surprise as he found himself pulled face down over Severus’ lay as he sat in the chair Harry had just thoughtfully vacated.  ‘Ok, not how I was expecting this to go’ Harry thought.

“I’ve been very patient with you Pet” Severus drawled before spelling off Harry’s clothes.

‘Nope, not quite the position I was expecting’ Harry thought as he waited to see if this was going where he thought this may be going.

“You agreed to be our Pet, part of that it following orders when they are given” Severus said in his sexy voice as his hands rubbed over Harry’s arse.  ‘Such nice hands, so many lovely things they could be doing…’ Harry thought arching into the caress.  

“You’ve done a very bad job of following orders today Pet’ he continued “so now you’ll have to be punished.”  ‘Yep, that’s where I thought it was going’ Harry nodded to himself.

Then swiftly, before Harry had a chance to form a reply, Severus brought his open hand down on Harry’s bare right cheek with a stinging (and loud) smack.

“Ouch” Harry yelped and squirmed trying to get himself off Severus’ lap but before he’d even moved and inch Severus’ hand came down again on the other cheek “stop moving Pet, or you punishment will be doubled”.

Harry thought for a moment before he stopped moving and waited for whatever would come next, ‘According to ‘the book’ many subs enjoy being spanked, this may not be so bad’.

“Very good Pet, you’re going to receive 20 swats for not accepting your Masters instructions, you’ve received two so that leaves 18, you will count them out loud, do you understand Pet?” Severus asked as one had pressed down on Harry’s lower back and the other one caressed his lightly pinking skin.

“Yes Master, I understand, I’m sorry Master” Harry said, fully understanding he situation he had gotten himself into, and realizing that the only way out was to accept his punishment.

Immediately Severus’ had came down again “three” gasped Harry and then “f.four” as the other cheek received equal attention.

As Severus began stroking his skin again Harry looked up, trying to see where Draco was and what he thought of what was happening. 

There was Draco sitting back, naked, leaning back in his chair, his hand stroking slowly up and down his cock as he watched.  ‘Oh, my’ thought Harry as, “f.five” and “s.s.six” were delivered and he began to get aroused watching Draco and feeling Severus’ hand caressing his bum.

“S.seven” Harry stuttered the strokes were starting to hurt, but strangely “e.eight” it hurt in a good way.  It certainly didn’t help that he could feel Severus’ cock hardening and pressing into his belly.

“N.nine” Draco was speeding up his strokes now and Severus’s fingers were starting to dip between his arse cheeks as they stroked him, “t.ten”.

“Very good Pet, half way there” Severus said, a smirk and arousal obvious in his voice.  “E.eleven, t.t.twelve” Harry gasped out as they came one straight after the other.

He was getting very turned on now even with the pain and it was clear that Severus was enjoying it too “t.thirt.teen” Harry began rocking his hips against Severus’ thigh, his movements also creating friction against Severus’ cock, “f.fourteen, f.fif.teen, s.s.sixteen” he cried out as the smacks came in fast succession.

“You will cease moving this instant Pet, this is a punishment” Severus commanded.

As Harry struggled to stay still “s.seventeen” and “e.eighteen” were both delivered and Harry groaned in lust and pain as he watched Draco bring himself to completion, rope after rope of cum spurting from the tip of his cock and hitting Draco’s stomach and hand just as “n.nineteen” and “t.t.twenty” were delivered.

Severus’ hand on his lower back eased away and both hands were now stroking his back and bum.  “Good Pet, you did well, taking your punishment and counting the whole way through”.  The hands remained stroking softly as Harry came down from the experience, his arousal slowly fading, unfulfilled and the pain in his bum slowly ebbing.

Harry knew that the pain from the punishment would linger, but honestly he couldn’t say he hadn’t deserved it, and it hadn’t been that bad.  In fact once his arousal started he’d really kind of enjoyed it.  But this bit was his favorite, the care and attention from Severus made him feel warm and tingly inside (in a manly way), ‘Yes, I could get used to this’ Harry thought to himself.

And that was how I discovered that I rather enjoy being ‘punished’ in fact there was a time when I acted out on purpose just to get punished.  It wasn’t really the punishment I was after but the time afterwards when Severus or Draco or both would gently hold and touch me and make me feel wanted.

I’m not sure if I’m pleased or upset that Severus figured out what I was doing and refused to punish me this way anymore, well, if I’d done something in order to be punished anyway.

Severus wanted me to learn to ask for what I needed so rather than indirectly rewarding me for bad behavior (since I wanted to be spanked and cuddled) I was sternly informed that if I was going to act like a child I would be treated like one and got sent to the ‘naughty corner’. 

To say I was mortified would be an understatement.

It certainly got Severus’ point across though, and I never acted out to get attention again.  Instead I learnt a number of other techniques to gain the kind of attention I really wanted, but that’s a story for another day.

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