This is the Way I Break

Author's note--Okay, so it's not called "Dish It"...but "Dishing It" is close enough! And that means, YES, I was inspired for the sex scene!!! YAY!!! And man, did it feel good to write this one! I hadn't had a chance to sit down and write for so long (for, like, longer than five minutes) and I pretty much wrote all afternoon today. It was beautiful.

So yeah, after reading a really hot bottom!Harry story (Handy Man by dirty_darella...totally fucking hot), this is what came out when I sat down to write. Interesting, huh? And I don't normally like Harry bottoming (except in very specific circumstances, especially in this series) but that story is seriously intense and beautiful. I totally recommend it, even if you don't like bottom!Harry all that much.

Anyway, back to my story, yeah, Harry's the top, of course! And on a funny note, I was just typing along and got so absorbed in the scene that I typed "falled" instead of "fallen"...I orignally typed "he was sure he would've falled after his initial jerk" AND I didn't catch it right away!!! ME, the Grammar Nazi! That's how involved I got with the pictures in my head lol

So yeah, it's pretty much all sex and no plot, so enjoy! Angst will continue in the next chapter!

This is the Way I Break by Graballz

Chapter 9

Dishing It

Draco lowered his eyebrow as a smirk stole across his face at the sight of Harry practically drooling already. He kept his right hand at a slow, steady pace stroking his cock as he turned just enough to allow the Gryffindor visual access to his naked behind. He knew Harry could still glimpse his hand moving, which Draco had planned perfectly, knowing it would taunt Harry's imagination with what he couldn't see.

The only downside to his plan of 'dishing it' was that it required three hands, if he was to keep from pressing his cheek against the shower wall and risking a red mark. The blonde settled for a compromise and braced himself with his right shoulder, even though it put a slight strain on his arm as he arched his back, purposely jutting his bottom out just a bit.

Draco used his left hand to trail from his throat down to his left nipple, which Harry could see in profile, and then over his ribs (where his love handles would be if Malfoys possessed such body parts) to his arse, where Draco could practically hear Harry biting his lip to stifle his groan.

He tried not to look too triumphant because that would make Harry's willpower and sheer Gryffindor stubbornness kick in; as it was, his best weapon was his irrisistible seductive tactics, such as spanking himself, which Draco did, gasping audibly and arching up onto his toes dramatically after the slap.

Draco resisted the immediate urge to rub the stinging area; the smack hurt worse than he anticipated because he forgot to calculate in the water. He could see Harry's green gaze riveted to his arse, and Draco allowed himself to crane his neck enough to see that there was, indeed, a faint redness that was surfacing on his skin.

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Harry jerked reflexively in surprise when his boyfriend spanked himself, and the Gryffindor actually had to grab the base of his cock and squeeze punishingly to keep himself from losing it right then and there. Draco had never minded being spanked; granted, Harry usually had to request it when he wanted to spank Draco, and even then, Draco had to be in the right mood to acquiesce. The black haired boy had never seen his lover spank himself, and though it was practically raining in the shower, Harry's mouth went dry.

He watched as a red handprint slowly emerged, and Harry stifled a groan and his urge to give in and go to Draco. It was only his curiosity at what other lengths Draco would go to to win that kept Harry in his place, touching himself lightly now that he knew he was in serious danger of losing.

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Draco finally allowed his fingers to brush over the tender area, and then he aimed lower and more on the underside of his bottom, but he controlled his strength better so that the second smack didn't hurt quite as much. It still sounded painful against his wet skin, and Draco still arched and gasped to make Harry think it did.

The blonde stole another glance over his shoulder, worried at first when he saw that Harry wasn't jacking himself anymore. Then Draco noticed that Harry's dick practically throbbed by itself, a sure sign that he wanted to cum. Draco smiled predatorily as he rubbed his arse with a little more pressure, making sure to give Harry teasing glimpses of his whorl.

He raised his hand to his mouth.

"Harry," Draco said huskily to get the Gryffindor's attention. When Harry's intense emeralds flicked upwards, Draco caught and held his gaze while he licked the pad of his thumb purposefully. He continued to eye-fuck his boyfriend as his thumb slid from the top of his arse crack down to his hole, where Draco made a big show of rubbing the pad of his thumb over his opening before sliding the tip in and giving a theatrical moan. He was still fairly stretched from earlier, and with the condensation in the shower, it didn't hurt.

Draco huffed out several more groans, pushing his thumb in more. It was the wrong angle for anything, but it was more for show and pushing Harry farther towards the edge than for his own pleasure. He thought he heard Harry's voice, but suddenly there was a slick slapping sound and his hand was pulled out of his arse. Draco's breath caught in surprise, but then he felt his arse cheeks being parted.

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Harry knew he was probably drooling, and he didn't care. When Draco spanked himself a second time, Harry nearly whimpered with desire. Winning was becoming less and less important, and at that moment, Harry couldn't even remember what the contest had been about. He continued to shamelessly ogle Draco's arse, wishing it was his hand that caressed the reddened area, until his lover's voice broke the trance.

When Draco said his name, Harry blinked owlishly and raised his eyes, only to get caught in the molten silver stare that Draco was only all too good at. He shifted his weight, causing his arse to press against a cold portion of the shower wall, which was all the better because it helped stave off Harry's impending orgasm, if Draco didn't stop looking at him like that.

Draco's hand drifted back down to his arse, and Harry wasn't sure which he wanted to watch more, his lover's face or his hand, until it slid out of sight between his arse cheeks. Harry tried to swallow, and then Draco pushed his thumb in more.

"Oh, fuck it," Harry growled, and stepped decisively towards his lover, his foot making a sharp slap on the shower floor. He knew exactly what he wanted to do, but Draco's hand was in the way. Harry unceremoniously yanked it away, dropping to his knees directly behind Draco.

He stuck his thumbs in the blonde's crack and pulled his cheeks wide, revealing his prize. Harry knew that Draco would expect him to go straight for his opening, which was why Harry leaned forward, going a little further south, and firmly licked Draco's taint, causing the blonde to nearly hit the ceiling.

Harry pressed his face into his lover's arse, paying special attention to Draco's perineum and the back of his sac before moving up and thrusting his tongue inside.

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Draco could honestly say that he did not expect the sensations that shocked his body when Harry touched him. He was glad that the black haired boy had a firm grip on his hips and arse because he was sure he would've fallen after his initial jerk. His hands scrambled for purchase on the ungrippable shower wall, and Draco let out a wail as Harry's tongue penetrated him.

Harry's hot breath assaulted his arse, and then Draco almost hit the shower wall when Harry pursed his lips around his opening and sucked. He cried out mindlessly, pushing back onto Harry's face as Harry rearranged his thumbs so that he could make deliberate circles over Draco's perineum. He tongue-fucked the blonde several times, and then Harry shot to his feet.

"I'm going to fuck you now," he proclaimed as the head of his cock popped up into Draco's crack. Harry had already steadied himself and was pushing against Draco's ring of muscle when the blonde had the sense of mind to agree.

"Yesssssss," Draco hissed as he was impaled on the familiar member. He shoved backwards with his hips, nearly knocking the Gryffindor back and firmly wedged Harry's cock in as far as it would go.

Harry's hands immediately went to Draco's hips, and he began to pump. Their bodies automatically fell into sync, and it didn't take long before Draco striped the shower wall in front of them, his head falling back onto Harry's shoulder as he cried out, eyes squeezed shut and muscles shuddering.

Harry turned his head and attacked the soft spot just below Draco's ear, wrapping his arms more firmly around the blonde's midsection as he sped up. He knew Draco had just cum without any assistance, and the clenching was about to drive him wild. He grunted as the pleasure he previously denied himself welled up and burst, nearly blinding him. He rutted against Draco as his cock pulsed and throbbed, filling Draco with his seed as he pressed his forehead down onto Draco's collarbone, wailing himself through his orgasm.

Gradually their movement slowed, though they continued to huff and puff. Harry kept his head down on Draco's shoulder, nuzzling when he felt Draco's hand rise to his hair and card through it tenderly. He was half-afraid the blindness was permanent, but as his heart rate slowed again, he lifted his head and blinked several times. Everything was fuzzy but visible, and Harry sighed in relief.

"Harry? You okay?" Draco murmured, suddenly feeling sleepy.

"Mmmm," was Harry's response. He had tried to say 'yes, I am' but then a wave of exhaustion almost buckled his knees and limited his speech.

"Harry?" Draco jumped when Harry's body twitched dangerously, like he was about to fall over, and he turned quickly, causing Harry's soft cock to slide out with a wet pop. The blonde's grey eyes were wide, and his mind woke up with the adrenaline rush.

"'M okay," Harry breathed, waking up himself after his near-collapse.

"Let's get you back to the bedroom," Draco tried to hold onto Harry with one hand while he reached around and turned off the shower. Then he pulled the curtain back, not even bothering to grab a towel as he guided the Gryffindor out of the bathroom, dripping wet.

"Draco, I'm okay," Harry protested, about to laugh at the worried expression on his lover's face. "I'm not going to fall over unexpectedly; I promise."

"You almost did in the bathroom," Draco pointed out, his hands going to his hips when Harry pulled out of his grasp to prove his point.

"Your fault," Harry reminded him, and Draco cracked a smile.

"I win!"

"Win what?"

"Our bet!" Draco grinned triumphantly at his lover over his shoulder as he ran back to the bathroom quickly to grab the towels. He caught sight of his reflection and couldn't help winking at himself, having to grab the counter to steady himself as the adrenaline letdown crashed over him again.

"I think that, on a technicality, I finished it," Harry said as soon as he walked back into the room. Draco threw one of the towels at him playfully. Since Harry was already lounging on their makeshift bed, it didn't do much good, but Draco began drying himself off while Harry reached over and picked up his wand.

"That's right, we have those again," Draco chuckled as Harry cast a Drying Charm on himself, setting the towels to the side. "YOU couldn't resist," Draco couldn't help pointing out as he cuddled up to Harry.

"Of course not," the Gryffindor murmured, nuzzling his boyfriend's wet hair. "You're irresistible."

"Damn straight," Draco replied as a warm, fuzzy feeling welled up inside him.

"You better not be," Harry teased back, squeezing him affectionately. "I'm totally gay for you."

"I'm totally gay for you, too, dude," Draco mimicked an American accent, but badly since he was starting to doze off.

"Aw, what a sweet way to go to hell," Harry squeaked in a high-pitched falsetto voice, and they both laughed.

"I wore you out," Draco commented, yawning as he did so.

"You're one to talk," Harry murmured, trying to keep his eyes open so that he could watch his boyfriend, but his eyelids had other ideas. They kept dragging down until Harry finally gave up, sighing in contentment as Draco snuggled closer in his sleep.

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Author's note--AWWWWWWW, okay, so I'm a huge sap! LOL Like you didn't know this already!

"I'm totally gay for you."
"I'm totally gay for you, too, dude."
"Aw, what a sweet way to go to hell."

This is a soundbite from one of our local radio stations that introduces the "Gay/Straight Update" daily. It's two male voices, and then a third man trying to sound like a woman (I guess? That seems to be the best way I can describe it) I tried to find a soundbite of it on the internet and couldn't, not even on the station's web page.

But it's funny, and it fit, so I used it. Hope you liked!!!

vampirekisses Thank you so much!!! I didn't realize that I had left you out of the review responses from the last chapter until I was getting ready to post this one, so I am so, so sorry! But I'm very glad that you liked the sex, and I hope you like this chapter too! MORE sex! LOL

tas Hey! Thanks for the review and I'm glad you liked it! Yes, lame joke is LAME, but someone's gotta do it. And OMG I haven't even thought about P&S or 12 Inches in so long! I've been so focused on trying to stick with "Break"! Plus I've been busy with work lately, and today was the first time in a long time that I actually had a whole afternoon and evening to write!

paigeey07 Thank you, hon! I hope this follows tradition!

thrnbrooke Yay, I'm glad you liked! Thank you!

gorgeousbrowneyes Wow, that's crazy! But yeah, I get what you're saying. Thanks for the review, and the good luck wishes must have worked because here's more sex! LOL I haven't actually seen the "Sex and the City" movie, but I've heard it's good.

Roozette So let me guess, Green Day's "Wake Me Up When September Ends" has been your theme song? lol Thanks for the review! And now it's November! I'm officially a 5th degree black belt now! WOO!

And I totally think you're right, that the sex will help to re-energize them, except when it exhausts them! ha Either is good. But yes, back to the angst in the next chapter. I'm glad the other sex scene wasn't squicky, and I hope you liked this one too!

Miss Nikki Oh wow, it's good to hear from you! Thank you for that equally lame joke...now I don't feel so bad lol I emailed you, and I'm sorry I'm not on IM anymore. No computer access, but we can talk through email (or phone) if you want. And here's your update! Love ya! And thanks for your review!

Thank you to everyone who reviewed and everyone who read!