The way she feels

the way she feels


Author's note: Never ask your boyfriend what the next chapter should be about. >.> he tells me to add mongolians, then continues to say 'god damn Mongolians'. yea hes weird.




Chapter nine: You found me



Hermione left work early after the whole incident and Ginny having to scream at her to get something through her head. Opening her door she was ready to make fresh wounds on her healing arm. Since her and George had moved their relationship to a sexual one she hadn't touched the knife that still hid in her dresser. But once she stepped inside she was met with the most delicious smell she has ever smelled. She instantly knew who was there and she closed her eyes unsure if she wanted to face him.



"Welcome home, love!" George called from the kitchen and appeared at the living room entry way with a smile on his face before it faded seeing her swollen eyes and sad face. Instantly he hurried over and took her into his arms. "Whats wrong Hermione?"



"Rough day...and I just was hoping to be able to soak in the tub and just relax after it." Hermione half lied, and George kissed her softly. Hermione kissed him back as if it was a natural reaction. She had hoped that George wasnt there, but in the end she was glad he was there.



"Well go and soak in the tub and relax, I just started making the wonderful feast that my mum had taught me to make just for you. So just rest up and dinner will be ready soon." George smiled kissing her forehead.



"What would I do without you?" Hermione smiled weakly as she made her way to her bathroom and started the tub. She put bubble bath in it and some rose scented bath oil and slipped off all her clothes and climbed into the tub.



Closing her eyes she started to soak herself, her mind running through all the reasons she should leave George and all the more reasons to stay with him. She loved George she knew she did, but she wasn't sure if she was in love with him. There was so many things going on her head she couldn't even think straight. Maybe she only thought she was still hung up on Ron because she was scared to get close to George, maybe she was in love with George and didn't want to admit it since she had built all her walls high when George and her first started dating, maybe she wasn't in love with George and only was physically attracted to him, maybe Ginny was right and she was with the wrong Weasley and now shes with the right Weasley. She was so confused.



She thought back of all the things that Ron had done for her and what George has done for her. Ron, he was impatient, demanding, rude, and took and never gave anything return....while George was nothing like that- he was patient with her paranoia (unlike Ron who would blow up in her face and not speak to her or come home on days on end), he held her and wiped away her tears (unlike Ron who would tell her to suck it up and give her a quick hug), he did little things like buying her a rose or bring over food (Unlike Ron who would expect all the from her), and he had gotten her two little kittens of her favorite breed so she wasn't as lonely in her flat (unlike Ron who would never allow any kind of cat in the house for his extreme hate of them).



Opening her eyes she stared at the ceiling, her mind still racing with how they both were in bed, Ron was always worried about achieving his own orgasm and never hers, while every time her and George would be in bed together...he would work to make sure she orgasmed before her even pleasuring her while not letting her do anything in return sometimes. Ron wasn't romantic or did she feel satisfied with his three minute sessions, while George he was romantic, and his long hour or more sessions left her more than satisfied. She felt suddenly stupid, how could she compare George to the likes of Ron. George was nothing but sweet and caring, while Ron wasnt. She didnt feel right with Ron, though she was in love with him, while everything felt right with George and she wasnt sure if she was in love with him. She hated this.



Then there was the matter of her want for a child. Ron had convinced her that he wanted a baby with her badly and he wanted to start trying right after they got engaged, but after their engagement was announced he stopped having sex with her all together...while George didn't know how she wanted a baby after Ron filled her head with it and never going through it is. She wondered if Ginny was right and if George would give her a baby if she wanted one. But she was scared that after he had gotten her pregnant if he agreed that things would go sour and he would wind up leaving her alone with a baby...she may have wanted to be a mother but she also wanted to be a mother with the father in the picture and wanting to have more children with her, not just one, the whole relationship turns to shit and he leaves.



Her thoughts were interrupted when George came walking in with two glasses of white wine, and handed her one. Sitting on the edge of the tub he smiled and kissed her gently. Hermione smiled and kissed him back before taking a sip of her wine.



"So is the bath making you feel better?" George asked drinking his own wine.



"Yes, a whole alot better." Hermione said truthfully, it did help, it helped her finally come to her conclusion.



"So Ginny told me you two ran into Cynthia today." George started and continued to drink some of his wine. "How did that go?"



"Made me upset, especially when she was rubbing in my face about her and Ron, having a perfect relationship...then Ginny told me she was having triplets, what joy." Hermione said the last part with sarcasm dripping from her mouth as she finished her wine. George laughed and kissed her head.



"Ignore the twat, Ron's already cheating on her since the doctor told her she couldn't have sex again until after the babies are born." George reassured her. Ginny had been right in a way since she said that Ron was pretty much cheating again. It kinda made her feel better, but not quite. "Want more wine?"



"Yes please. Get me the bottle." Hermione said quickly as she could, and George laughed and finished his own glass. Taking her glass he kissed her once more and left the room to get more wine. Hermione smiled softly and dipped under the tub.



George returned a few minutes later as Hermione resurfaced with the bottle and two filled glasses. Taking the glass she smiled her thanks as he sad back down where he was sitting. "The lobster is almost done. And the desert is in the fridge ready to be fed to you."



"I honestly don't know where I would be without you."



"Easy, still in your shell not letting anyone in. But see with my wonderful boyfriend skills, I have succeeded you to come back out to the real world for a while." George smiled as he kissed her once more. Hermione smiled and finished off her wine. "Well you should probably get out and dressed because the food almost ready...but you are more than welcome to come to dinner naked. We can skip to desert."



Hermione laughed at his joke and pulled him into a more intense needy kiss. George kissed back before pulling away and taking the glasses and the bottle out of the bathroom. Emptying the tub, Hermione got out and got dressed in some nice but comfortable house clothes. Walking into the kitchen she gasped when she saw that the room was dim and was only lit by candles, a full course meal was waiting for her on the kitchen island and the two wine glasses refilled. George walked over to her and kissed her.



"George...this is beautiful..." Hermione stammered and George smiled and kissed her again.



"I wanted to do something beautiful for my beautiful." He smiled as he lead her to her chair and sat down next to her. He took a spoon full of what looked like clam chowder and put it to her mouth, "here try this."



The taste of the clam chowder was amazing and it tasted just how Molly made it. The whole meal was wonderful, and Hermione and George had spent the whole time feeding each other, laughing and enjoying each other company. It surprised Hermione how being with George all her problems and issues concerning him and his younger brother. After many glasses of wine and finishing off all the food and sat there with full bellies, George spoke as Hermione was on her 10th glass of wine.



"Im in love with you Hermione..." He said looking at her. Hermione just sat there for a few moments holding her glass before finishing it. She looked at him and smiled.



"I had thought long and hard about this, and I found it so hard to even know. Ginny had asked me today if I was in love with you, and I told her I honestly didn't know. It was because I thought I still loved Ron, which I will never stop loving him, but it was because I built my walls so high to guard myself from you and you possibly hurting me, that I didn't see right in front of me that you were nothing like Ron. I mean, through my whole ordeal with the break up and just that whole problem, everyone tried to comfort me but they didn't fight when I pushed them away...you never stopped...You kept pushing yourself in my life, and when I pushed you pushed back. I don't know...when I'm with you its like a dream, and for some reason, you knew that the Hermione everyone once knew was still in me somewhere, only hiding, and you found it, even though I fought hard to convince myself that I couldn't let you in...you were tearing down all my walls, and believe me I had them high...." Hermione looked into his eyes and saw his eyes filled with what he needed from her.



"You were so patient with me when I was like a lunatic, paranoid, and just fearful. And you held me like I never been held...I cant trust you full...I may never be able to...But I will try...And I will let my walls down once more...Because no matter how much I fight it...I'm in love with you too..." Hermione finished her speech and George looked at her for a long time, his face now unreadable until he smiled and sighed softly.



"You know you could have just said I'm in love with you too without that whole speech...but its good that you did...because it helped me see clearer your struggle with all this. I mean I understand completely where you are coming from. I mean I'm taking a big risk too...I was scared to tell you I was in love with you because I was scared you would tell me that you didn't feel the same...that you couldn't feel the same, but that part of me told me that no matter what...just think about the look in your eyes that you get when I make love to you...because they're full of trust, and love...and thats what I been waiting for you to finally admit to yourself...and out loud too." George smiled as he took her hand and kissed it. Hermione smiled.



"I think I'm with the right Weasley now..." Hermione whispered as she stared into his eyes.



"And I know I'm with the right Granger." George smiled as he pulled her into a kiss. Hermione instantly returned the kiss and soon their tongues were battling gently with each other before George pulled away. "Ready for desert?"



"After this great meal?" Hermione laughed and George raised and eyebrow.



"oh I'm not meaning the one in the fridge...." He smirked before getting up and picking her up and carried her into her bedroom.



They didn't waste anytime with the clothes which were off in minutes of reaching the bedroom. Soon Hermione was laying in bed, with George's mouth kissing her folds softly before jutting his tongue softly between them and licked gently at her clit. Hermione moaned as he sucked softly on her clit as he pushed her legs wider apart, before one of his fingers found itself inside her softly wet tight core. she moaned louder, her hand running through his hair as he sucked harder at her clit making her cry out his name softly, her legs started to quiver a little as she felt herself near her orgasm.



"George...I'm..I'm.." She moaned as he pushed two more fingers into her making her cry out as his tongue pushed against her clit as she came around his fingers. Licking most of her cum up he moved up and kissed her, pushing his hard dick against her wet waiting for pussy. Pulling away from the kiss his breath ragged.



"I forgot a condom..." He whispered and Hermione kissed him again.



"Just make love to me...please...I need to feel you fully..." Hermione moaned as George looked at her surprised, his eyes filled with love and lust.



"You...you sure...you can get...pregnant..." He said softly.



"Just make love to me please....i need you now.." Hermione begged as she pulled him into a mind shattering kiss and George plunged his dick hard and deep into her making her almost break from the kiss but he held her lips to hers as pushed himself harder and harder into her.



Finally breaking from the kiss Hermione cried out, never feeling anything like this before..it was amazing when he had protection on, but it was hard to use words on how amazing it was feeling him compeltely. After a few minutes of him thrusting into hard she rolled him over, and started to push herself down onto him, riding him in a pace that was teasing for both of them and completely intense, her hands gripped at the pillow behind his head and they watched each other faces as George gripped at her ass urging her to go harder. The feel of her pussy around his dick was beyond words can describe. It never felt so right as it did right then.



Moving his hand to her clit he watched her face as he pushed against it and rubbed it roughly. She cried out and felt an orgasm rush quickly making her cry out and tighten around him more cumming, this made George cry out as well as he spilt his seed inside her and pulled her close to him kissing her soundly. Catching their breaths Hermione looked at George and smiled softly



"I love you George Weasley."



"I love you too Hermione Granger."



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