Mine

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time

*

I didn’t know what else to do except hold her, I had done a lot of things to her head and she was just getting more confused and frustrated by the day. Snape had tried out his curse on her, I wasn’t to worried about that but I started to see what the Potter boy was talking about. Eventually she is going to learn to hate me once again, I don’t want that, she doesn’t realise how much I need her…how much I love her.

“What do I do milord?”, she whispered with a tear, it pained me when she called me that, everyone called me it but she wasn’t everyone, “Tom, please I need something other than what keeps happening, everyday I feel hurt-not from a curse but from your actions”

“I know and though I wont change I promise not to hurt you anymore”, I let go of her and wipe away the tears.

“unless you truly have to”, a small smile played across her face, her beauty grew even more.

“you don’t know how much I love you”, I said stunning myself as well as her at the ‘unlike me’ statement just given,

“I don’t think you know how much I love you”, she echoed and gave a curtsey with a grin then a kiss on my cheek, “thank you, for all that you’ve done for me. I know when I was first brought here I was just a slave and we hated each other, I like to think its changed, I know I’ve changed emotionally but im still me”

“I know and im glad, but remember I am the dark lord, I kill and torture people and im not changing. If you don’t like that then im afraid I can do nothing, im not changing my principles or whole life”, I warned and she gave a nod.

“I understand, I cant and wont try to change that. Just don’t involve me, please”, she pleaded, I nodded my head and she smiled again, “I know it isn’t want you want, but I cant do it, you know-”

“I know”, I finished, “I wont force you, I would have a few months ago yet you’ve changed how I feel, you wont ever change me as I wont change you, but you’ve affected me”, I couldn’t believe how emotionally deep I was talking.

“I know this is really what you want to hear right now, but can I see Harry again? Please, I know you hate him and you hate me seeing him but he’s the only friend I have”, I considered her for a moment as she held her rose close to her body.

“Only when I give specific permission, I don’t trust him and I want to know where you are without searching”

“ok, that makes sense”, she kissed my lips and touched her hands in my hair, I placed mine on her waist, “But you know im angry as well as being upset, you’ve cheered me up but its going to take something more than that to get rid of this anger! I hate Snape and I hate how im treated here”, she growled which made me chuckle.

“so what do you suggest we do?”, I smirked and kissed her once again.

An hour or so later she lay in my arms on top of the bed covers, “something like that?”, I asked while stroking her hair with a smile, are legs tangled together and are hearts pressed up so close to each other.

“yeah that’s about right”, she breathed happily. She had been so fierce I loved it, for once she was the one who was rough and letting off some steam. She was still submissive in the bedroom department but that’s how I liked it, her filled with anger and passion just spiced it up, she looked so sexy when she had a temper-even if she didn’t realise it.

Her eyelashes obscured her eyes from view, when I think about it, if I hadn’t of known of her magic and knowledge I wouldn’t have kidnapped all that time ago-yet her beauty would have made sure I would have her anyway.

Maybe I was a little harsh on her with Severus, I knew he cares for her but he has a taste for a woman to be at his feet, in pain usually even if unintentionally. He is the only one I would allow to hurt her, I made a deal with him that if he carries on his work for me as well as being minister he could have access to my wife, it didn’t bother me as long as he got on with it and she didn’t complain to me. Of course I knew she would but maybe she will cool it off now, she knows how I feel I just hope she knows how much others care as well.

“thank you”, she said

“what for?”

“for not getting angry with me for being moody and emotional. I feel like sleeping”

“Then rest milady”, I kissed her hand as she started to drift off

“goodnight milord”, she finished with a smile. Goodnight my dear.

*

“morning”, I heard him say cheerfully, the smell of fried eggs and toast filled my nose as I opened my eyes slowly. Voldemort sat up next to me holding a tray of food, “breakfast in bed”, I rubbed my eyes to check I wasn’t still dreaming and pulled myself up to a sitting position.

“this isn’t like you, is there a reason may I ask?”

“you may and why should I have a reason to have my wife eat breakfast with me in the comfort of our own bed?”

“I guess not” ,I smiled, “but you are in a very good mood, any reason other than the excuse you just made?”

“well there isn’t a specific reason, im sorry but I missed your birthday so I thought id let you celebrate it today, even if it is a bit late”, he muttered. Birthday? I had forgotten they even existed, “I took the liberty of having a party of sorts for you”

“a party?”

“yes, it’s another word for a social gathering of celebration”, he said sarcastically with a smile.

“I know what it is! Its just its so unexpected, I wouldn’t have the dark lord would be the party type but seeing as you had a number of celebrations unexpectedly I guess I was wrong”

“yes well I like a break from killing people, maybe some fun will do us both good”

“you a really curious person, but I love it that your so mysterious and interesting”, I kissed him on the cheek as he put his arm around me, he was all three of those things, but he was definitely the most interesting person I had ever met-even if he did get pleasure from others pain. I shared my breakfast with him and just enjoyed being there, we didn’t speak but I didn’t want to, his presence was enough.

“before I forget, your necklace, I feel I should let you wear it again, it doesn’t bring a dark edge from you I just thought at the time you would prefer not to wear it. You don’t have to but it still would come in useful…”, he brought out the necklace with the emerald heart pendant, I nodded happily and he placed it carefully round my neck. “do you want me to change back your appearance?”

“what do you mean?”

“I changed it so you would have darker hair and crimson eyes as well as bigger-”

“no. this is still me, what you changed doesn’t change that, I still look like me with just added…assets”, I replied, “I am not a little Hogwarts student anymore, I am the dark lords wife and that’s how I want it to stay and be known as”. this was me now, going back to old appearances would be like going back in time.

“you are perfect you know that, my beautiful wife, you wear so many things to tell others what you are and now you actually seem to enjoy the attention”

“not exactly but im not ashamed anymore”, I said boldly yet truthfully, “I’ve accepted it, just sometimes its hard…”

“I know its not easy, I hope it wont always be so hard for you”, he said before lightly sucking on my neck, I moaned in pleasure as his fingers trailed across my body, “im sorry for everything I’ve done to you, and I apologise beforehand as you know I will probably hurt you a lot more in the future though I don’t mean to, forgive me?”

“Yes, its in your nature to cause pain, and even if I do get upset or angry with me, well…ill get over it as I always do, I will remember how generous you have been”, I said seriously but laughed as well, “is everyone going to be there?”

“yes I want everyone there”

“including Snape”

“yes but he will do no more than dance”, he smirked, “I will get you a dress delivered to your room later, it shall be in the great hall around eight”

“ok then”, I sucked my finger and gently slid it along his chest making him moan in anticipation, but I pushed myself out of the bed making him groan. “If you are in such need for a quickie I suggest popping round you-know-where, if not…maybe ill give you a thank you present tonight”, I said seductively and strolled to the bathroom for a shower.

After a good scrub and smothered in scents of lavender and other floral smells, I got out and wrapped myself in a towel then went into the library. I didn’t bother to get changed seeing as I was supposed to get ready for the party tonight, I didn’t want to get changed to early as not to risk damage to my dress-not that it was likely it would be. He had left a love bite on my neck but I didn’t want to remove it, just wanted to leave it to heal by itself, just below my ear, it wasn’t a mark of ownership, it was a mark of passion and love.

In the library I picked up a random book from a shelf as I had no actual book I needed to read, I settled down on one about animagi. I found it interesting how hard it seemed but it didn’t look like it need to take as long as Harry’s dad and co took, I had no want to actually become an animagus myself but I kept it in my head from maybe sometime in the future, you never know.

After a while of reading and being served birthday cake from a house elf “especially from master miss!” making me laugh I got up, the plate with only a few chocolate crumbs left lay on the table by an empty mug of butterbeer.

In the bedroom across the bed was a grand cream and gold ball gown, studded with gold, cream, brown and diamond like gems, all sparkling in the light. The thick material when I pulled it on fell past the gold shoes I wore, the skirted part trailed round me massively and yet the waist band was tight and fitted, pushing my breasts up showing off a lot of cleavage. I rolled my eyes as he always has me wear clothes which showed them off, typical Voldemort but I didn’t hate him for it anymore, these followers of his had seen enough of my body it didn’t bother me that my breasts were basically falling out of the dress-not anymore.
I placed a golden tiara which glimmered beautifully and picked up a mask, obviously he had forgotten to mention it was a masked ball, I carefully put it on, just covering my eyes and encrusted with many gems matching my dress.

I looked into the mirror and saw how elegant and lady like I look but overall I looked pretty sexy, I laughed at the thought and played with my hair. A few charms and my hair gained a few curves and curls, reminded me of my old hair just without the uncontrollable nature. I didn’t need any makeup yet I wanted to make the effort so I reddened my lips and made my eyes smoky looking under my mask, I hoped Voldemort would like me looking so good.

Unfortunately I knew I wouldn’t know who he was, I had a feeling he will use his mask to keep me on my toes and confused to tease m, getting back on me for teasing him earlier. I still had a few hours till it started so I relaxed on a library sofa with a stack of random books, heaven.

*

I sat relaxed in my study offering a drink to the blonde man across my table, he was well groomed and took pride in his appearance-a long opposite of certain other followers of mine…

“You wanted to see me milord?”, he asked

“Yes it may seem unexpected but im ordering you to take a break, you have worked so hard but too much can take its toll, I do not want one of my best men affected by exhaustion”, I took a sip from my drink and settled it down.

“Thank you milord but I enjoy my work, there is no need-”

“yes there is, even I have a break every now and again, im still on full alert yet I make time to spend for my own personal enjoyment in the privacy of my own home. You will take a break for a week or so and I will hear no more about it, of course I will send an owl if you are in some way needed”

“Thank you milord, you are generous”

“you know that’s exactly what she said earlier, maybe im losing my touch”, I smirked, “But no, I reward those who deserve it but I can be cruel if I want to be”, the man opposite wore a matching smirk and raised his glass.

“To the dark lord and all his successes”, he announced and took a sip before settling it down.

“I appreciate that”, I said and he nodded his head, “well you may have hear I am having a celebration for Hermione’s late birthday, so I must leave to get ready, dress to impress as it were”

“Milord…I apologise if im being to bold but seeing as it’s a masked ball and all, maybe it would be possible for me to come? It has been so long since I have enjoyed some time socialising with everyone properly”, the man asked politely, I considered his wish for a second before nodding my head.

“Yes, I see no problem, as long as you don’t reveal yourself to Hermione, she has no idea you are alive”

“Of course milord”, he got up and bowed

“You have done well, I thank you for all you have done, although everyone knows I thought Hermione may not understand, but it will be good to see you in something other than deatheaters robes, it has been as you say, some time since all of my followers have been together”

“Thank you and good day milord”

“Good day Lucius”

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Dundundun! isn’t he supposed to be dead? You cant bring back people from the dead though!
Obviously were missing something here
;-)
Sorry its a shortish chapter