Just Pretend

They were out side. Draco was standing there with his arms crossed. Draco was wondering what was up with people hitting him today?


Atleast she didn't hit him on the same cheek as his father. Draco looked over at Blaise he was standing there; staring out into space. He was quiet.


Damit! Spoke too soon. "You throw her to the wall when she mentions your father. So I'm going to take a guess and say that this is about your father." Blaise didn't look at him when he said this.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner that this was about your father atleast that. Then I wouldn't have accused Granger of anything." Blaise continued.

"He threaten to kill her Blaise! He turned and yelled at Blaise. "In front of me. He is going to make me watch her die. He is going to make me see her blood.

"I can't do that! She is the only person I love other then my mother. He wants to take her away from me." Draco finished softly.

"Thats why! You said those things to her. That is why you disapeared."

Draco shot a glare at Blaise. " And you going to just stop everything with her?" Blaise continued, ignoring the glare.

"It is for her own good! If I want her to live! So she is not hurt!" Draco yelled.

"Draco, not being with you hurts her. Atleast when she is with you she has protection. What if he kills her anyway to see how you would react? So really its better if your with her."

Draco's glare turned into a very, very evil glare. "I hate when you are right."

"Draco, if you want I will help you protect her."

"I need a drink...or four." Draco said.

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Draco went back to the Slytherin common room; with his new best friend. A nice big bottle of Firewhiskey. It wasn't easy sneaking back to the dorm, but he was a Head so who would think that he would have his little friend?


Blaise was asleep went to bed about two hours ago. Draco had half the bottle gone. It looked like he was going to sleep on the couch cause with his luck he would end in the Gryffindor common if he tried to go to his.

He didn't realize that anyone alse was up, until Pansy was standing next to him. Draco got up, and when he did, it was just alittle too fast.

"Why are you drinking Draco? That is rare for you. Something happen? Pansy asked.

Before Draco could even answer her, she crashed their lips together. She ran her hand down his body until she found his member.

"Don't you miss this Draco?" She asked when she broke the kiss. "You remember when you were stressed, or upset, or whatever your case was you would come to me. Do you remember how I would help you?

She pulled his shirt out from under his pants and was going to put her hand in his pants. After she unzippered him.

"Doesn't that mudblood do this for you? I told you, that you would need me."

She was almost in his boxers, when he ripped her hand out.

"I don't need you, or anything that you did Pansy! Nothing! Not a fucking thing." Draco yelled.

"You can't tell me that mudblood is better then me. I know you inside and out Draco. I'm better for you my blood is better for you."

She sounded like his father saying that. He did want to hear his father.

"Your blood doesn't ne-" Pansy shut her mouth when she saw Draco raise his hand as if to slap her.

Draco had never hit Pansy before. He never hit a girl before. He hated the guys the would bring themselves low enough to hit a girl.

He wasn't going to turn into his father for Pansy. Draco let his hand fall.

Pansy was shocked and scared. Draco never acted this way toward her. She was scared of Draco for the first time in all the years she had known him.

Pansy ran away and up to the girl's dorm stairs, before either could say a word.

Draco let himself fall back onto the couch. He was unzippered and his shirt was out of his pants. He waved his wand over the bottle and the glass; it disappeared. Then sleep claimed Draco.


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Draco woke up his head was killing him. He tried to remember what happen last night. When he did remember he wished he hadn't.

He needed a shower and new clothes. Draco slowy made it to his dorm. It was early. He thought maybe he only slept four hours.

He went up to his room. He grabbed and green plush towel. On the front of it was a big 'S'. He turned on the shower and the the hot run for a bit, then added some cold.

He went in to the bathroom. He tripped off everything even the glamour charm he used to hide the ugly ass bruise on his cheek.

He knew that was going to be there for a few more days if not more. "Bloody hell Draco! I don't want to see you naked!" Blaise yelled turning away.

"What do you want! I smell like I have been swimming in Firewhiskey." Draco said. He didn't even bother to cover himself. He just got into the shower.

Blaise only opened on eye, to make sure he was in the shower.

"Granger...she went home for Christmas vacation. Did you know that?" Blaise asked, he knew that Draco didn't know.

"She did what?!" Draco yelled, coming out of the shower.

"Come on! Here, cover yourself." Blaise yelled, throwing him a towel.

He wrapped it around his waiste. "Why did she do that? When did she go? She never told me this."

"Well, because that is her family and I'm not sure I think last night or this morning."

"I can't see her until she gets back from when ever the hell she lives. She lives in that muggle world."

"You know, I was kind of talking to Potter and he is going to see her over Christmas break. He is staying with his girlfriend. Um..Ginny..I think is her name."

"So, how does him seeing her help me?"

"Are you still drunk or what? Potter know where she lives! Get done with your shower. Then put some clothes on. As much as I'm sure that would love to see you run in the Great Hall only in your towel. Do what I told you first." Blaise said.


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"Potter, you have to help me." Draco said. He was half assed dress cause of how fast he did it.

"Malfoy, I know you upset Hermione. I not in the mood to help you right now." Harry said standing. He was getting ready to go back to his common room.

"Please Potter!" Draco got down on the ground. He wrapped himself around Harry's leggs. "Please, I want to apologize. I will stay at your feet. You'll have to drag me everywhere with you."

"Alright, I help you. Get off the ground and me. People are staring." Harry said, looking at the people then Draco.

"You will?!"

"Yes, yes, come with me and tell me what you want." They left the common room.

"You want me to do what?!" Harry yelled.

"Please tell me where she lives."

"She will kill me, if I do that."

"I...I need her...I'm not sure. I can't tell you really. I..want her..but I can't and then..my..life it too..fucked up for really date her." Draco said more to himself then Harry.

"What do you mean really date her?" Harry asked suspiously.

"Nothing...Nothing at all. Are you going to help me?" Draco asked, he looked at Harry like if he didn't he was going to get on his knees again.

"I can't tell you where she lives. I'm sorry Malfoy. Unlike you, I don't like to piss her off."

"Please I beg you! I think...I might love her."

"Well...of course you love her. I don't think you would get down on your knees if you didn't. Well...you better love her, if your doing this because she might be a good shag to you. I'll kill you."

"Yes, yes. You don't have to threaten me. So help me god. I will go around the whole damn world...both worlds until I find her!"

"What do I get out of this if I help you?" Harry asked.