it will never happen...it can\'t

A7N_ i just wanted to say that this chapter is not beta read,and I hope it\'s not to difficult to read. I am also looking for a beta, so if anyone whishes to do the dirty work for me, please, leave me a note :) IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM LEAVING REVIEWS PLEASE GO TO http://archive.adult-fanfiction.org/ PLEASE,PLEASE :)


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Hermione turned around in his arms,still breathing hard,and tried to push him away saying
\'\' You just don\'t know when to shut up, do you? Am i free now, that you had everything you wanted?\'\'

He smiled and leaned his head to her forehead, then said
\'\'What makes you think that i had everything I wanted?\'\'

She pushed harder trying to gain her freedom again, she was still a bit shaken.. He laughed thinking
\' so damn adorable when you get all feisty\'...and whispering \'\' Squirmling in my arms is hardly gonna get you out of here. \'\'

\'\' And what would get me out of here?\'\' she was blushing. She only had underwear on, and couldn\'t stand his stare

He placed a finger under her chin, to litf her head up and make her look at his eyes.......his perfect, amazing grey eyes, and lowering his lips to hers he said \'\' A kiss. \'\'

Then, he just stood like that, waiting for her to decide. He wants a kiss. A kiss after he just.... unbeliavble.

Who in the world could deny Draco Malfoy a kiss. When he\'s asking for it. And looking at you like that. And he\'s standing so close,so tall, and his hair is in his eyes again. His perfect lips are parted, and waiting,and she can feel his breath on her skin.

\'\'why do you want a kiss?\'\' she asks.

He smiled the lightest of all smiles, and licked his bottom lip, then said...
\'\' So I know you are no longer angry.\'\'

\'\' i thought you wanted me to be angry\'\' and she felt dizzy from his closenes,not even knowing how is it that she could form a sentence, and somehow, it was more intense just to stand next to him, waiting for something to happen, than anything the two of them have already experienced together. And it\'s not lust, it\'s that feeling of being completely helpless, and yet, completlely safe when he\'s around. She looked to his lips, hypnotised, and had no choice but to do what he wanted.

She raised her head a bit, and the palm of her hand that was pushing him away a moment ago, went up across his chest, to his shoulder and neck.She was forcing herself not to look away from his eyes and that expresion she could not name . She was burning. She touched his lips with hers, just touched them. He didn\'t move . She traced his bottom lip with the tip of her tongue. He closed his eyes, but remained still. She kissed his lips, gently, and moved back. He opened his eyes , and looking at her changed the angle of his head, closed the distance between them,and gave her the same gentle kiss, while moving a lock of hair from her face.

\'\' It hurt me. You know. The note. A bit. It reminded me of that old evil boy who used to torchure me. I know it\'s stupid, but for a second, I felt like was beneath your perfect self. Again.\'\' , she said.

\'\'I\'m sorry. It was ment to get you angry,...not hurt.\'\' He said, mentaly adding \' I would die before causing you any more pain\'

She looked at him, and saw that devilish smile, as he spoke
\'\' I do not remember you complaining about being beneath my perfect self last night.\'\'

She blushed again, and punched his shoulder. \'\' aghhh, you...\'\'
He was laughing at her atempts to find the words she needed, still holding her,saying \'\' You\'re making this too easy, Granger.\'\'

God, he looked amazing while laughing.

\'\' Now, to make it up to you, I will have the dinner delivered while you go and put some clothes on. \'\' he said.

Her eyebrow arched in question,and he continued

\'\' I would not mind if you stayed in your current outfit, but I\'m afraid it would be a bit distracting. \'\'

She bent down to pull the pants on.He smiled smugly.

\'\'And if you want to actually eat tonight, I suggest you wear something less mine\'\' he added while she was leaving the kitchen.


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She decided to take a quick shower, before joining him for dinner. Her body was a bit sore. She could see light bruises aruond her wrists. They didn\'t hurt, well she could barely see them, but knew they were there. She smiled while standing in front of the bathroom mirror. He was a bit unaware of his strenhgt, sometimes. She entered the shower and let the water run down her body, thinking about him. He was always so, determinate ,to get what he wanted, and the fact that he wanted her was such a turn on. Though Hermione Granger would never admit it...

She put one of the guests bath robes on, and partialy dried her hair, gathered it to a loose pony tail, and looked at her reflection. She smiled. \'\' What a glamourous girl. Well, he\'ll have to settle.\'\' With that, she walked out of the bathroom, and found him in the living, sitting on the floor,in front of the fireplace, his back pressed to the sofa, one of his legs spread on the carpet, the other bent in his knee, supporting a wrist of his hand. His long fingers were holding a glass of wine around it\'s top edge. The only light in the room came from the fire.

Her heart bounced. Merlin, he looked amazing. Sad, somehow. She stood in the door frame, thinking that he must be the most beautiful man she has ever seen. He was now wearing pants much alike those she had on when he arrived. His black shirt was still on him, his sleves pulled up to his elbows.

\'\' How long do you plan on standing there?\'\' He asked without turning his face to her.

\'Damn it. Say something smart Hermione\'she thought,and said \'\' I was just....\'\' ,she started and he turned his head to look into her eyes \'Well, what the Hell\' she thought and continued \'\' ...enjoying the view.\'\'

She strated walking towards him. He smiled, looking quite proud of himself. \'\' Oh, Malfoy, can your ego get any bigger?\'\' She said while sitting down next to him. When he didn\'t answer, she turned a bit to look at him,and met his gaze

\'\'Are you ok?\'\' She asked, feeling the heat building up between them. It was amazing what he could do to her with just one of these looks. He spoke, quietly, looking down \'\'I\'m sorry\'\'

\'\'About what?\'\' she was confused

\'\' About the note, I really don\'t want you to think ...\'\' She smiled and placed a finger on his lips. \'\' I know that you are not that prejudice creature anymore. If I didn\'t I wouldn\'t be here. Now, let\'s drop that.\'\'

He nodded, and she continued \'\' I just want to know one thing . Why were you so sure that I wouldn\'t just go back to the Manor after reading the note?\'\'

Draco smiled \'\' Oh, please, and face Narcissa after you just spent the night with me? I don\'t think you are brave enough to do that. \'\'

She blushed a little, but tried to remain calm. \'\' Why would she think we slept together...\'\'

And was interupted with his correction \'\' Shaged\'\'

After giving him one of her poisoned looks continued ,\'\' after all, we\'ve spent so many nights together in the Manor, and nothing happened.\'\'

He looked at her and she remembered the night he came to her room. He nodded and said \'\' And so many nights at Hogwarts,... and nothing happened.\'\'

\'\' What?\'\'

He smiled. \'\' Oh, come on Granger. We were practically sleeping in the same room. What do you think, what was it like for me? \'\'\'

She was stuned. \'\' I, ....I don\'t understand, you\'re saying...?\'\'

He grabbed her arm and pulled her to his lap, to stradle him. \'\'I am saying\'\' he started looking at her face, tracing her jaw with his finger, then continued to follow the edge of her robe, slightly parting it \'\'... that you already had this amazing little body, and every male at school was very aware of it\'\'

His fingers were on her belt with clear intention to untie it, and his eyes were still on hers as he continued \'\' But you chose to torchure only me, apearing in our common room in those shorts, and tops, shirts, bra, no bra...I was going mental. \'\' She felt the loss of air again. He noticed her? HER? Despite all those girls drooling over him?

\'\' Do you know how frustrating it was? I wanted to shag you 24/7 but couldn\'t even look at you the way I wished to. \'\' With that he opened her robe, and closed his eyes for a brief second at the sight of her naked body in front of him. He licked his lip and gasped out \'\' Fuck\'\' gazing over her.

She felt his eyes burning across her body. When he reached to her her shoulders to pull the robe down, she stopped him.

There was a question in his eyes, and a bit of anger. She laughed \'\' You look like a little boy when his toy is taken away from him\'\'.

He said \'\' Well no wonder, since I am in the mood to play. I plan on making up for all those nights I\'ve spent alone back in Hogwarts. \'\'

She laughed again \'\' How many of them, two? \'\'

A wicked smile apeared on his lips .\'\' You didn\'t leave me much choice, I\'m afraid... I had to deal with a constant hard on. You wouldn\'t help, so...\'\' he said leaning in to kiss her neck.

\'\'So you think I will help you now?\'\' she asked, closing her eyes.

\'\' Oh, I\'m sure you will\'\' he whispered.

\'\' And what makes you so sure?\'\'

He smiled to her skin saying \'\' I think you can feel the heat\'\'

Oh, God, could she feel it. He continued \'\' Your body is burning\'\' placing his hands on her shoulders again \'\' so I believe you need me to help you, too.\'\'

She moved his hands of her once more, looking at him, gathering her Gryffinor courage, saying \'\' I want to see you\'\' . With that she started to unbotton his shirt slowly, leaning in and placing kisses on his bare chest after each button undone. He closed his eyes, and let his head fall down to the edge of the sofa seat, while holding his hands on her hips.... She could feel his heart beating fast. The sight of him was .. pure perfection. This body was designed. Well designed. She kissed his perfectly shaped abdomen, and he gasped.


She slowly untied the drawstring of his pants, gently passing over his erection.He moaned and raised his hipps a nocth to let her pull both his pants and boxers down. When she did, he opened his eyes to look at her. He could see her eyes tracing his every muscle.


Her robe was stil opened, and it was an agony, to have her so close,so almost naked,so hot, and not rush into her. She wanted it nice and slow, he knew it. She stopped his harsh hands twice already.

\'\' Granger, if you don\'t speed this up, I\'ll have no choice but to rape you. \'\' An evil grin on his face. \'\' I know you like what you see, so why don\'t you just take it, and make us both... very happy\'\', he said slowly rising from his half lying, into sitting position, last two words whispered into her ear.

Hermione closed her eyes, breathed in and placed her palms on his chest to push him down, but his hands came to hold her wrists. \'\' I can\'t wait ,to get inside you.... Do you know what was it like, all day thinking, picturing, remembering how it felt to finally have you ,so tight around me, so hot, to have you in my arms, helpless, only mine?\'\' He was destroying her completely with his words breathed out into her skin.

She was giving in, to his soft kisses. \'\' But we\'ve just...an hour ago. Or less. \'\'

He smiled \'\' Does it look like it matters?\'\'

She looked down to his errect penis,wondering how in the name of Merlin did THAT fit into her, and remembered the way he reacted to her touching it, so she placed her index to the base, and slid it upwards gently. He closed his eyes. She leaned in to kiss his neck, and said \'\' Let me do this the way I wanted to.\'\'

He opened his eyes and with his hands on her shoulders, pushed her away, to look at her face. He seamed confused. \'\' The way you wanted to? When?\'\'

She smiled to him and ran a finger over his lips while saying \'\' Let\'s just say that you were not the only one distracted by your....well...almost room mate ,during our last year at Hogwarts.\'\'

A complete shock spread across his face. \'\' Wh...what?\'\'

She laughed, almost, as he continued \'\' Please tell me you are not being serious. You are saying...? \'\'

She pushed him down, his head on the sofa seat again, and leaned in, saying into his neck \'\' I am saying\'\' than licked his earlobe \'\' that you already had this \'\' and sucked on it \'\' amazing body\'\'.... She kissed her way down \'\' And every girl at school was very aware of it. \'\'

He felt his cock being touched by her breasts. His hips jerked up a bit, unvolutray, aching for more contact. She was driving him insane, geting lower, her full lips on his hot skin.

And his hands went from her back to her neck,he pulled her up and with the mad look in his eyes he said \'\' I\'m not sure you would survive the night if you did what you were going to do\'\'.

She gave him the most innocent look and asked \'\'What?\'\'. He kissed her hard, his tongue showing her how much he wanted to have her, now. And she trapped it, with her teeth, then sucked it, into her mouth. He moaned, both of his hands at the back of her head, pullig her closer.

She was wet, so wet, he could feel her on his skin, and it wasn\'t helpping his current condition. Draco couldn\'t remember when, if ever, he was this hard . He\'d have to be made out of stone to take any more of this, and just, do nothing.

So he pulled her robe down , and threw it away, somewhere. He took a moment fo drink in the sight of her body on his, then leaned in and let his tongue swirl around her nipple.

She started to move her hips, desperate to feel more of him. He grabbed her hips saying \'\' I think doing that a bit lower would bring so much more pleasure to both of us\'\', before pushing her down to sit on his crotch.

When he felt her, wet and slick passing over his aching cock he groaned and his head fell down again. She was making these little sounds that were so diferent than all those loud, slightly fake screams he was used to listening from other girls. This was real, and therefor such a turn on.

He closed his eyes and said \'\' Please. I can\'t take any more of
this. \'\' She couldn\'t either. He was so beautiful, so amazing and she needed him inside her, all of him. Now. So she positioned herself right above him, and with the help of her hand, guided him in, sooo slowly.

He sucked the air in, through his clenched teeth and squezed the carpet beneath. Only for a second , because the next thing she felt were his hands on her hips, slaming her down in one move. Her head fell down to her chest, before rising up at his request \'\' Look at me\'\'.


She did. This expression on his face was something that caused so many different emotions rising inside her. She was almost afraid of the wild fire in his half closed eyes. It was unexplainable. Pure lust and hunger. Passion. Hate? Love? Pain?

He was speeding up the rhytm, leading her, showing her how to move. She closed her eyes again, her senses awake and over sensitive, not being able to handle even this dim light.

He did this to her. Her body was drowning in pleasure, reacting to every touch, every word. He sat up , and put his hand around her throath. She opened her eyes, slowly and he kissed her leaving her almost without air. He broke the kiss, with his hand stil on her throath. She could hardly breath, felt lightly dizzy,but was meeting his thrusts.\'\' Ooh, God...\'\' Her eyelids fell down again. She felt her climax aproaching, fast.

And he gasped out \'\' Open \'\' .

When she did open her eyes, he turned her head to meet his and said \'\' I don\'t want any other man touch you\'\' ,his voice husky and low.

She nodded, and leaned in, her elbows on his shoulders, her hands in his hair, she was almost there.

The next second he felt a strong bite on his neck, and heard muffled cry of his name. He followed her in an instant, with one last thrust, and a low roar... \'\'Never...\'\'

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A7N_ the story will get a bit darker. i have a few more chapters written, and if you want me to add them, without being beta read, please let me know. i need your reviews, and the story does, too.