What are big brothers for

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Warning: kinda incest and a bit of slash, I guess
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What are big brothers for


Chapter seven

\"The one we love we hurt the most.\"


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\"Dad,\" Ginny put her hand on Mr Weasley\'s arm as she found him by the table with enormous bowl of bright orange punch, chatting with Madam Bones as Mrs Weasley danced with Percy and gleamed in contend regardless of the fact that Percy was stepping on her toes all the time.

\"Hey, Ginny, where\'s your mask? It\'s not yet midnight!\" asked Mr Weasley, his cheeks colored with pink and wide smile on his face. He had more than one pumpkin punch too many.

Good he didn\'t ask her where she had been for the last hour and half, thought Ginny.

\"Ehm, I don\'t feel well, dad... it might be the caviar... I think I will go home and have some herbal tea with potion,\" Ginny sounded so natural and innocent that even completely sober Mr Wasley would never notice that there was something more behind Ginny\'s words.

\"I\'m so sorry Ginny, it\'s such a lovely party! Never expected so much fun at Malfoy\'s Manor though... too many punches dear!\" he actually chuckled and Madam Bones did the same.

Great! Two middle-aged adults on alcohol, giggling like teenagers, sighed Ginny more depressed than she should be.

\"I\'m going home with Floo powder,\" Ginny told her dad.

\"OK sweetie, you want me to escort you?\" asked Mr Weasley pouring another glass of punch for himself and Madam Bones.

\"No need, dad. Don\'t forget to tell mum that I have gone,\" Ginny left his arm and turned toward the fireplace.

\"I shall, Morgana, I shall! I mean to inform her Royal Highness queen Guinevere of Camelot about your departure,\" solemnly declared Mr Weasley and bowed. Madam Bones spit the orange liquid all over the white and green table cloth and both of them laughed like mad.

Ginny shrugged and took a pinch of dust powder in front of the huge fireplace.

\"The Burrows!\" yelled Ginny and a green whirlwind took her home.

*****

Ginny felt the burden falling on her shoulders as soon as she stepped in her room. She hastily peeled her dress away and put it on the bottom of her bin. She didn\'t want to see it ever again. Then she almost ran to the bathroom, pouring hot water in the bathtub and then Ginny sat down in it, the water so hot that her skin got red and stinging. Ginny grabbed a rough sponge, squeezed half of bottbottle of the shower gel and started to rub her body as she was trying to scrub the upper layer of her gentle skin off.

She felt so dirty, so unclean. She gave herself freely to a stranger. She didn\'t even see his face nor knew his name. Slut. Filthy slut. Whore. His hands all over her body, groping her, stretching her with his large shaft. Thrusting in her,p, dp, deeper, fast, faster...

Ginny covered her face with her shaking hands and tears ran down her face, while small cries, like that of a wounded bird, were escaping her throat.

/If anyone ever get to know this - I will die of embarrassment/. Ginny felt so dirty and without any decency left that it started to burn inside her chest. Suddenly a thought of suicide crossed her mind - to be drawn in a bathtub and to put everything shameful aainfainful behind. For good.
She sank under the hot water till her lungs were ablaze, threatening to explode. Then she jumped out of the water, gasping for air and slipped, falling down and hitting the edge of the bathtub.

Ginny moaned as searing pain went through her body once again - she bruised her side this time. But the pain gave her also some satisfaction. It was a proper punishment although not grave enough. That was why Ginny returned to her room not allowing herself to have any of pain-killing potions.

\"I deserve the pain,\" she hissed at her image in the mirror. \"I have to suffer! I\'m unworthy of happiness. I just cheated on Dean who is the nicest boy at Hogwarts. I betrayed my family. I deceived Bill, oh my God, I deceived Bill!\"

Ginny felt the cold climbing up her body. She put on cotton panties that instantly got smeared with blood - the hot water made her bleed again. Ginny put on Bill\'s old maroon sweater and climbed in her bed, burying her face in the coolness and smoothness of her pillows. She was sobbing, her shoulders trembling and her heart tightening in her chests into a small nub of pain. Ginny wished she could be eraseom tom the Earth\'s surface so that there would be no trace of her left.

*****

\"Mister Weasley!\" Bill was sitting on the bench under the ancient willow in the darkest corner of Malfoy\'s park when drawling voice made him jump. He was still trapped in some feverish haze between the hallucination and reality.

\"Still antsy, lad?\" smirked Lucius at him, revealing himself from the darkness. His pale face shone in faint moonlight. \"Should do her thrice, you had to wait for too long.\" Lucius came closer.

\"Malfoy drop dead! I need some time to detest myself in private! Then I can find some time to be engrossed with detestation of yourself,\" said Bill and glared at Lucius.

\"Did your mummy dear bought you a dictionary for fine recovery?\" mocked Lucius.
\"You are a pathetic liar, Weasley. You might hate me but you don\'t hate yourself for real, do you? Your rational mind tells you; Ginny had an itch and you scratched her - just what a good big brother does. Helps his little sister. But I know why you are still here...\" Lucius lowered his voice.

\"You need to be punished to make your conscious-thingy clearer, don\'t you?\" Bill turned away from Lucius who remained close to Bill, almost but not quite touching him.

Bill was quiet not knowing what to say nor what to do. He felt like choking this pale pervert but on the other hand - who was he to judge Malfoy? He was a-little-sister- molester after all. And something was even more disturbing; Malfoy guessed what Bill was thinking about. How could this worm read his minds? Was he such a simpleton or what?
Bill indeed felt he need a proper punishment because remorse wouldn\'t do. (And a scary idea crossed Bill\'s mind - he didn\'t feel the slightest remorse - he would willingly do that again. And again.) And that brought cold fear to Bill\'s heart.

\"Come, I will help you with the punishment,\" Lucius murmured in Bill\'s ear and placed his hand on Bill\'s shoulder. \"Or you want to tell Ginny what a game you played with her and beg for forgiveness like a whiney boy with no responsibility?\"

\"She\'s a Weasley - she might even forgive you. Maybe you can sell your story to that muggle Jerry Springer and earn few quid\'s. Your excuse of a family house badly needs to be repainted at least if not rebuilt. Your parents would be grateful!\" Lucius softly spoke.

Bill swiftly span around to hit smirking blond but Lucius had expected something like that so he caught him, Bill jerked away but Lucius quickly pointed his wand at Bill\'s limps, invisible ropes tying his ankles and wrists. Then Lucius made him float and they went to the Manor\'s dungeons, Malfoy almost whistling and Bill cursing (actually he was just opening his mouth because Lucius was a neat guy after all and he switched Bill\'s voice off with a little useful spell. Lucius didn\'t want to disturb his precious guests nor did he like any audience while entertaining himself).

\"How noble of you to take responsibility for your action,\" drawled Lucius mockingly after they entered the hidden entrance that led to the dungeons.

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\"Welcome to my humble home again,\" said Malfoy coolly as he placed helpless Bill to the wall, his wrists handcuffed above his head. To Bill it looked like some whipping-post although he couldn\'t see much, because he was facing the stone wall.

\"It\'s time to be punished for toying with your little sis,\" Lucius said to Bill and cut Bill\'s shirt. He puled it away and Bill shivered as his bare chests made contact with the cold stone wall. His face flushed as Lucius unceremoniously pulled Bill\'s pants down his slender but muscular thighs to his knees.
\"Nice. Firm. Must say that you Aurors work out nicely,\" judged Lucius and gave Bill\'s buttock a painful squeeze, long fingers cupping the firm globe of flesh.

Bill clenched his fists completely humiliated, a sudden rush of want to hit this bastard\'s pointy face and erase that arrogant smirk from his face and rip his heart with a spoon. Lucius saw Bill\'s stiffing and asked in false concern.

\"Still feel intense, Weasley? You lack a good fuck,\" Malfoy suggested while running his finger up Bill\'s spine. \"You know fucking a virgin is overrated, trust me on this one. I know that a good fuck requires experiences. I could teach you, lad. But not before proper punishment,\" he smiled and licked Bill\'s throat before he moved away.

Bill heard soft rumble as if Lucius was looking for something. Then Lucius sighed in satisfaction. Bill turned his head over his shoulder and saw Malfoy as he ran his fingers along the leather lash.
\"Sweet memories of youth,\" Lucius eyes gleamed in sensual recall. He moved closer to Bill and ran the lash over Bill\'s exposed flesh caressing tanned skin over the well defined muscles. Bill hated how vulnerable he felt and he tensed, pulling ineffectually at the handcuffs. Then he jerked away from the touch and rubbed his shaft as well as his nipples on the rough stone wall which brought unexpected heat in his lower abdomen. His nipples hardened as he collided with the cold wall, a strange sensation rocked through his veins.

Lucius slowly raised his hand and heartily hit Bill\'s back with a lash. Bill clenched his teeth and leaned to the wall for support. A bright red stripe ran across Bill\'s back. Bill had already lost the count of blows when Lucius changed the angle and whipped Bill\'s firm buttocks.

Bill barely muffed the cry as the tender, pale flesh gave under the thin strip of smooth leather. He jerked against the wall, almost melting into it. Bill\'s shaft rubbed against the stone and suddenly hit his belly, hard as a rock. As Lucius was whipping him, Bill kept colliding and rubbing on the rough stones. Bill felt a bit dizzy on the brink of arousal, his shaft pulsing in sudden want.

Then the whipping stopped and Lucius leaned at Bill\'s bruised back, his half open shirt was stuck on his skin with sweat and got smeared in front with Bill\'s blood.

\"You are such a bad boy - you are enjoying our little punishment when you should suffer,\" purred Lucius and sneaked his hand down Bill\'s narrow hips to wrap his fingers around the base of Bill\'s swollen shaft. Bill tried to twist away, but the effort was useless.

Bill moaned as Malfoy started to grope him, his thumb began to work delicate, pullyully slow circles on the gentle, damp skin of his purple shaft. Bill wriggled to break their contact but Lucius caught him between his body and the wall, fisting Bill\'s shaft with deliberately slow strokes. Bill could feel Malfoy\'s rigid shaft through the thin material of pants, rubbing between Bill\'s bruised buttocks. Lucius\' tongue was mapping Bill\'s throat, cheeks and earlobe, leaving gleaming moisture on them.

Bill swallowed a maddening mix of desire and frustration and hit his head in the wall to conquer the sensual haze that was threatening to consume his body and rationality. It didn\'t help. His breathing became rapid and shallow, echoing Lucius\' talented fingers that were grazing the tip of Bill\'s erection, making him tremble. Each stroke sent a joltpleapleasure shooting through Bill\'s abused body.

\"Do you like this more than fucking your little sis?\" asked Lucius, his lips latching onto the skin of Bill\'s neck.

\"I feel nothing but disgust,\" said Bill panting. \"I hate it.\" He insisted, although every muscle in his aching body taunted his denial.

Warm lips brushed lightly against his earlobe and then warm, wet tongue tempted Bill\'s willpower again.
\"I do not believe you,\" Lucius softly said and squeezed Bill\'s aching erection. Then he began stroking from the base of Bill\'s shaft upward, ending with a long, smooth stroke that issued a repressed sigh from Bill\'s lips.

\"C\'mon Weasley, I know you like it. I feel you like it. I won\'t force you into anything you don\'t like,\" Lucius nuzzled along Bill\'s collarbone. Bill was trembling, his legs gave up and he was weak, like a ragdoll, hanging on his wrists as Malfoy licked down Bill\'s exposed throat and caressed the underside of Bill\'s leaking shaft at the same time. Bill whimpered, throwing his head back. Even if his perverted side could be enjoying this, he could not bring himself to admit it.

Bill hoped he would faint, his body felt electrified when finally his self-control gave nd hnd he arched his hips, thrusting in Lucius\' fist that was making a slow up and down movement that matched the ones he did with Ginny... tight, silken Ginny...

\"That\'s right lad, c\'mon, cum for daddy as you did for tight little Ginny,\" murmured Lucius in husky voice sug atg at Bill\'s jaw while squeezing the fluids from Bill\'s rigid shaft. His palm was now slick and the movement was smooth and became faster. Lucius could feel the base of Bill\'s shaft pulsing in his fingers, and squeezed it tighter when at the same time increasing the pace till Bill cried and spilled his warm seed in Lucius\' fist. He brought it to his mouth and licked his palm clean savoring boy\'s almond, bitter-sweet flavor.

\"Daddy\'s boy,\" Lucius purred in Bill\'s ear, feeling the sweaty skin under his unbuttoned silky shirt. Tremors still rocked through spent boy.

Lucius\' body was aching and screaming in primal desire, the feel of hard hot silken flesh in his hand still vivid, his loin screaming and begging for relief that was constantly denied. Boiling blood rushed through Lucius\' veins as he felt boy panting against the wall. Lucius\' shaft was nestled in the cleft of Bill\'s ass and Lucius groaned at how good just that felt. His body was urging him to fuck this lad here and now, splitting him upon his throbbing length while listening to the mix of pleas and screams.

But the time was not right yet, Bill still needed some time to be ripe. It felt like thousands of needles were piercing Lucius\' skin and thousands of razors ripping his very bones. Yet he was Malfoy and Malfoys are the masters of their bodies and minds no matter how good the boy taste and how bad the craving is.

\"Till we meet again,\" whispered Lucius in hoarse voice before he let Bill go. It took all of his self-control and willpower that he loosened the chains that were tied around Bill\'s bruised wrists and left the chamber without looking back.


*****

When exhausted and bruised Bill came home (with a minor break-down and slight amnesia), he took a cold shower stiffing every moment when cold water hit his hurt back. While still in the bathroom Bill tried to organize his shattered thoughts and wild sensations into coherent and rational plot. He failed at the futile attempt, of course.

Maybe he could think better after a good night of sleep - he put on his pants and T-shirt and strolled back to his room. He was just passing Ginny\'s room when he heard muffed sobs.

Bill froze. Two main inner voices started shouting at him the commands - /Go away! Leave this house, haven\'t you caused enough of pain! Go! There\'s no way you can ease her pain, soothing her would be mocking her. Just leave!/
While the second one; /Go and comfort her! She deserves at least that, don\'t you think so you filthy fucker. Go try to soothe her, this is at least what you can do. Though you will never earn her forgiveness, not in a thousand years. But go and check her out - you must had hurt her badly - not only her soul, her body too./

As soon as one voice gained the majority, Bill had gathered all of his strengths before he lightly knocked on Ginny\'s door.

When no answer came he opened the door to take a glance. Ginny was lying on her bed, sprawled and her face buried in her pillow. She was crying, her back and shoulders trembling.

\"Ginny,\" said Bill softly and sat down by her side. Ginny felt the mattress gave under her brother\'s weight but her sobs didn\'t cease. She felt even worse if that was possible. She clenched her fingers around the pillow and felt like dying.

Bill thought that his heart will tear open any second now or he might go and strangle himself after he cuts Malfoy\'s throat open.

\"Ginny, I\'m ...\" Bill stopped when Ginny rose and crawled in his arms, wrapping her hands around his neck. Bill tighten his arms around her when Ginny smuggled her wet face in the warm crock of his neck.

\"I...can\'t...tell....you...now...,\" Ginny mumbled in his skin sending jolts of shudders down Bill\'s spine. \"Just hold me... please.\"

Bill gently stroke her damp hair and lowered his face in her hair. He felt Ginny\'s lithe body wrapped around him, her warm, ragged breath caressing the delicate skin of his throat. First her sobbing got worse before she got tired and closed her swollen, red eyes, tremors still went through her body every now and then.
Bill drove small, lazy circles on her lower back and that slow, repeated moves soothed her. Ginny started to feel safe again, her brother cared for her and that was the only thing that mattered now.

Ginny\'s breathing gradually became even and she fell asleep in Bill\'s arms. He carefully tried to put her down but if he had broken their embrace she would woke up. Therefore he leaned on the pillows with Ginny still in his arms, his bruised back killing him. He pulled the blanket over Ginny and sighed. His body was screaming for her touch, to feel her again, to be one with her while his minds were dealing with guilty, remorse and satisfaction.

His eyes were open, sleep was avoiding him, making this torment even harder to bear. When Ginny shifted a little, her bare thigh rubbed at his crotch and Bill inhaled sharply, his senses ablaze. His moth were suddenly dry and he tightened his grip on Ginny\'s waist completely not aware of what he did.

Bill prayed for this night to end as soon as possible because he wasn\'t sure how much of willpower he had left. Suddenly he was thankful for his abused back that employed his senses and eased his arousal.

*****

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Well, it took me some time to update since I had problems with the direction of this fic and with my runaway pet. Gee, poor me!

Thanks for reviews, they mean *a lot* :)

avril
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