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Adult ++
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8
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17
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Changing Hearts
CHAPTER SEVEN: Changing Hearts
He didn’t sleep the whole night although he was extremely tired. The last two years had been…. Well… quite confusing to say at least and surely painful for everyone.
‘And it’s entirely my fault’ Remus thought sadly
He didn’t know what to do or what to think but there was something he knew for sure, Sirius was right, he had to make a decision. After a few hours of thinking, the pale morning sunlight started filling the room and Remus stood up.
He was convinced that anything would make him change his mind. He went down the stairs and went straight to the kitchen. On the table, the remaining of the last day’s dinner was claiming to be cleaned. Happily Remus tidied up the mess and cooked a tasty breakfast. He put everything on a plate and went away, stopping in front of a wooden door. He knocked a few times and waited. No sound came from the inside.
He knocked and waited again but he got no answer, so he entered. The room was dark and in silence. He walked towards the big bed where a silhouette was laying peacefully.
“What do you want?” a cold voice asked and Remus jumped, he didn’t expect he would be awake.
“I …um… brought you the breakfast… you didn’t eat anything yesterday”
“Not hungry” He said getting up, but a pair of hand stooped him.
“Wait … listen to me please” Remus said and Sirius sat on the bed, staring at him
“I’ve been thinking about what you said to me yesterday” Remus started and Sirius was opening his mouth to speak when a finger was placed on his lips.
“No… Sirius please… I need to say this. You were right I’ve been avoiding you and I didn’t want to see it. And well, that’s mainly because I couldn’t forget him…” Sirius tried to speak but he was silenced again.
“But I’ve made my decision” he finished and looked at him intently. Slowly he bent down and kissed him gently, laying on the bed next to him.
Sirius pushed him away and looked at him intently, but before he could utter a word Remus said
“Yes I am sure” and smilde at him
Sirius smiled him back and kissed him deeply, caressing Remus’ chin with his thumb. Both bodies fell on the mattress while they kissed, hungry hands caressing roughly and tearing off their clothes. Remus broke off the kiss and went down, kissing Sirius chest while he caressed his arms with his hands. Sirius moaned and pushed himself against Remus’ hands, pleading softly
“Please Remus … I need you” he said and pushed the werewolf
“Shhhhh… be patient little doggie” he said with a sexy low voice and the werewolf bent down to start biting and licking Sirius’ torso making him groan in pleasure.
Slowly but hardly he prepared him properly. Sirius was groaning impatiently and Remus smiled evilly
‘I want him to suffer a little bit’ he thought joyfully
Finally he entered him and the two naked bodies moved rhythmically. After a few long thrusts they both came hard and fall down exhausted to the bed.
“I think we are too old to shag like teenagers” Siius said while trying to breathe normally again
“Speak for yourself” the werewolf said happily
“Oh come on, werewolf pheromones don’t count”
“This has nothing to do with werewolves Siri”
“Of course it has!”
“No it hasn’t”
“Yes it has!”
“Oh… you are an insufferable teenager” Remus said while beating him with the pillow
“Look who’s talking!” Sirius said laughing
“Ok, if that’s what you want…” Sirius said evilly
“..you’ll have it” he sentenced.
“Pillow fight!” he added triumphally and took another pillow to start beating Remus back.
The couple started plating with the pillows and laughing joyfully. After some time they laid completely out of strength on the bed, still panting with laughs.
“I’m glad you’re here Moony” Sirius said spontaneously
“So am I” the werewolf replied and both smiled at each other.
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A couple of hours later the sound of someone apparating leaded both men to the dinning room. When they entered they could see the silhouette of a well-know person. His purple and pink hat and his also purple robe left them with any doubt.
“Albus!” Remus said happily “what are you doing here?” and he started to approach him when his sad look made him stop
“Is there something wrong Albus?” Sirius asked worried
“Is harry ok?” Remus asked quickly
“oh yes, Harry is perfectly fine” Albus answered, two questioningly faces looking at him.
“It will be better if you sit down my boy” he added
“Albus please, tell us what’s wrong”
The old men sighed
“Please Sirius, make him sit down” Albus pleaded and Sirius was obeying him when Remus said nervously
“I don’t want to sit down Albus, just tell me what the matter is” The werewolf said
“Severus” started the Headmaster
When he heard the Potions Master name Remus froze and started to panic.
‘He is ok… oh please Merlin tell me he is ok’ Remus thought and asked
“What…?” started but he couldn’t find the words. Albus looked at him apologetically.
“He had a meeting with Voldemort yesterday night.”
“Is he dea…” he tried again, but something pulsing in his throat didn’t let him speak
“I’m so sorry Remus… I shouldn’t let him go… we knew he suspected him”
“No..” he mutter, shaking his head unbelievingly, the blood inside his veins seemed it wanted to get out from his body
“He is still in coma, but Madame Pomfrey can’t help him… he suffered too much … and we decided it wasn’t worth trying to bring him back….he was badly hurt and…. “ The headmaster said sadly, looking at Remus’ painful expression.
“She says he won’t hold it too much, but I assure you he is not suffering” Albus said trying to calm him down
“No, you can’t let him die” Remus shouted “you m…must help him, Madame Pomfrey..”
“No Remus… we’ve tried but he is too damaged….”
“NO!! I… I…. need to see him” He said confused
“What?” Sirius asked shocked
“Remus I don’t know if it’s a good idea” Albus said worried
“I need….” Remus said in shock and went to the cupboard to take his broomstick.
“Remus…. You can’t go now” Sirius said angrily but the werewolf didn’t pay him attention
“Remus,my boy … I think you should stay” Albus said trying to stop him from seeing Severus’ damaged body
“No.. I need to see him before he d…. “Remus said, tears coming down his cheeks “Oh Severus…. I’m so sorry.. I shouldn’t have left you alone…. I shouldn’t let you go back to those meetings” he said crying.
“Moony…” Sirius said visibly angry “ don’t you remember how he treated you… he pushed you away remember?, you can’t go, he doesn’t deserve it”
But the werewolf was already opening the entrance door while trying unsuccessfully to fly. Seeing the boy so shocked Dumbledore decided to let him go.
“Wait Remus… I’ll bring you to see him but you need to calm down”
“Albus!” Sirius shouted
“That’s not the moment Sirius” the old man said severe.
“But…”
But the headmaster looked at him intently and the black-haired men closed his mouth. Finally both men used a portkey to reach Hogwarts, leaving an angry Sirius alone at Grimmauld Place”
They hardly arrived to the big wooden door of the school that Remus started to ran straight to the infirmary.
“Remus wait he is not..” the headmaster started, but the werewolf disappeared in a corridor
“…in the infirmary” Albus finished to himself
The werewolf ran as fast as he could and burst into the infirmary room, slamming the door with a loud noise. Madame Pomfrey, who was preparing some potions for her patients, looked at him sadly.
“Oh… Remus…” she said quietly
“Where is he?” he asked trying to recover himself after the run and trying to discover Severus’ silhouette on the beds.
“We moved them to his chambers. Albus didn’t tell you…?”
“What?” Remus asked angry “What were you thinking… he needs constant care!”
“But we can’t do more than what we have already done… I thought Albus told you..”
“I did “ said the Heaadmaster from the doorway
“Oh of course… you can’t help him so he can die alone whenever he wants” Remus cried furiously
“Remus!” the Headmaster replied angrily
“I’ve gotta go, he needs me now” he said resolutely and he made his way to the dungeons
“Wait Remus, we’ll prepare him… you can’t see him that way” Albus shouted desperately, but the werewolf was too far away to hear.
“Don’t try it Albus, he is too far and surely he wouldn’t listen to you” Madame Pomfrey said
……………………
When he reached the door, he opened it slowly and listened. Any sound came form the inside and Remus started to worry
‘Oh Merlin please, don’t let him be dead’ he repeated in his head like a mantra
Slowly he went towards the familiar four-posted bed where a body was lying quietly.
“Severus…” he muttered softly and put a hand on the Potions Master’s shoulder in order to see his face. But when he pushed his body in order to look at his face he moved back instantly. What he saw left him so horrified that he remained speechless for a few minutes to finally mutter.
“Oh God… Severus”
And he literally jumped on the skinny body of his old lover, tears running freely down his cheeks.
TO BE CONTINUED
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Thank you very much for all your support, your comments will always be welcome.
To ancientgirl: Sorry girl, we'll see what will happen with the two of them. Hope you don't get upset with me. Enjoy this chapter!
He didn’t sleep the whole night although he was extremely tired. The last two years had been…. Well… quite confusing to say at least and surely painful for everyone.
‘And it’s entirely my fault’ Remus thought sadly
He didn’t know what to do or what to think but there was something he knew for sure, Sirius was right, he had to make a decision. After a few hours of thinking, the pale morning sunlight started filling the room and Remus stood up.
He was convinced that anything would make him change his mind. He went down the stairs and went straight to the kitchen. On the table, the remaining of the last day’s dinner was claiming to be cleaned. Happily Remus tidied up the mess and cooked a tasty breakfast. He put everything on a plate and went away, stopping in front of a wooden door. He knocked a few times and waited. No sound came from the inside.
He knocked and waited again but he got no answer, so he entered. The room was dark and in silence. He walked towards the big bed where a silhouette was laying peacefully.
“What do you want?” a cold voice asked and Remus jumped, he didn’t expect he would be awake.
“I …um… brought you the breakfast… you didn’t eat anything yesterday”
“Not hungry” He said getting up, but a pair of hand stooped him.
“Wait … listen to me please” Remus said and Sirius sat on the bed, staring at him
“I’ve been thinking about what you said to me yesterday” Remus started and Sirius was opening his mouth to speak when a finger was placed on his lips.
“No… Sirius please… I need to say this. You were right I’ve been avoiding you and I didn’t want to see it. And well, that’s mainly because I couldn’t forget him…” Sirius tried to speak but he was silenced again.
“But I’ve made my decision” he finished and looked at him intently. Slowly he bent down and kissed him gently, laying on the bed next to him.
Sirius pushed him away and looked at him intently, but before he could utter a word Remus said
“Yes I am sure” and smilde at him
Sirius smiled him back and kissed him deeply, caressing Remus’ chin with his thumb. Both bodies fell on the mattress while they kissed, hungry hands caressing roughly and tearing off their clothes. Remus broke off the kiss and went down, kissing Sirius chest while he caressed his arms with his hands. Sirius moaned and pushed himself against Remus’ hands, pleading softly
“Please Remus … I need you” he said and pushed the werewolf
“Shhhhh… be patient little doggie” he said with a sexy low voice and the werewolf bent down to start biting and licking Sirius’ torso making him groan in pleasure.
Slowly but hardly he prepared him properly. Sirius was groaning impatiently and Remus smiled evilly
‘I want him to suffer a little bit’ he thought joyfully
Finally he entered him and the two naked bodies moved rhythmically. After a few long thrusts they both came hard and fall down exhausted to the bed.
“I think we are too old to shag like teenagers” Siius said while trying to breathe normally again
“Speak for yourself” the werewolf said happily
“Oh come on, werewolf pheromones don’t count”
“This has nothing to do with werewolves Siri”
“Of course it has!”
“No it hasn’t”
“Yes it has!”
“Oh… you are an insufferable teenager” Remus said while beating him with the pillow
“Look who’s talking!” Sirius said laughing
“Ok, if that’s what you want…” Sirius said evilly
“..you’ll have it” he sentenced.
“Pillow fight!” he added triumphally and took another pillow to start beating Remus back.
The couple started plating with the pillows and laughing joyfully. After some time they laid completely out of strength on the bed, still panting with laughs.
“I’m glad you’re here Moony” Sirius said spontaneously
“So am I” the werewolf replied and both smiled at each other.
............................
A couple of hours later the sound of someone apparating leaded both men to the dinning room. When they entered they could see the silhouette of a well-know person. His purple and pink hat and his also purple robe left them with any doubt.
“Albus!” Remus said happily “what are you doing here?” and he started to approach him when his sad look made him stop
“Is there something wrong Albus?” Sirius asked worried
“Is harry ok?” Remus asked quickly
“oh yes, Harry is perfectly fine” Albus answered, two questioningly faces looking at him.
“It will be better if you sit down my boy” he added
“Albus please, tell us what’s wrong”
The old men sighed
“Please Sirius, make him sit down” Albus pleaded and Sirius was obeying him when Remus said nervously
“I don’t want to sit down Albus, just tell me what the matter is” The werewolf said
“Severus” started the Headmaster
When he heard the Potions Master name Remus froze and started to panic.
‘He is ok… oh please Merlin tell me he is ok’ Remus thought and asked
“What…?” started but he couldn’t find the words. Albus looked at him apologetically.
“He had a meeting with Voldemort yesterday night.”
“Is he dea…” he tried again, but something pulsing in his throat didn’t let him speak
“I’m so sorry Remus… I shouldn’t let him go… we knew he suspected him”
“No..” he mutter, shaking his head unbelievingly, the blood inside his veins seemed it wanted to get out from his body
“He is still in coma, but Madame Pomfrey can’t help him… he suffered too much … and we decided it wasn’t worth trying to bring him back….he was badly hurt and…. “ The headmaster said sadly, looking at Remus’ painful expression.
“She says he won’t hold it too much, but I assure you he is not suffering” Albus said trying to calm him down
“No, you can’t let him die” Remus shouted “you m…must help him, Madame Pomfrey..”
“No Remus… we’ve tried but he is too damaged….”
“NO!! I… I…. need to see him” He said confused
“What?” Sirius asked shocked
“Remus I don’t know if it’s a good idea” Albus said worried
“I need….” Remus said in shock and went to the cupboard to take his broomstick.
“Remus…. You can’t go now” Sirius said angrily but the werewolf didn’t pay him attention
“Remus,my boy … I think you should stay” Albus said trying to stop him from seeing Severus’ damaged body
“No.. I need to see him before he d…. “Remus said, tears coming down his cheeks “Oh Severus…. I’m so sorry.. I shouldn’t have left you alone…. I shouldn’t let you go back to those meetings” he said crying.
“Moony…” Sirius said visibly angry “ don’t you remember how he treated you… he pushed you away remember?, you can’t go, he doesn’t deserve it”
But the werewolf was already opening the entrance door while trying unsuccessfully to fly. Seeing the boy so shocked Dumbledore decided to let him go.
“Wait Remus… I’ll bring you to see him but you need to calm down”
“Albus!” Sirius shouted
“That’s not the moment Sirius” the old man said severe.
“But…”
But the headmaster looked at him intently and the black-haired men closed his mouth. Finally both men used a portkey to reach Hogwarts, leaving an angry Sirius alone at Grimmauld Place”
They hardly arrived to the big wooden door of the school that Remus started to ran straight to the infirmary.
“Remus wait he is not..” the headmaster started, but the werewolf disappeared in a corridor
“…in the infirmary” Albus finished to himself
The werewolf ran as fast as he could and burst into the infirmary room, slamming the door with a loud noise. Madame Pomfrey, who was preparing some potions for her patients, looked at him sadly.
“Oh… Remus…” she said quietly
“Where is he?” he asked trying to recover himself after the run and trying to discover Severus’ silhouette on the beds.
“We moved them to his chambers. Albus didn’t tell you…?”
“What?” Remus asked angry “What were you thinking… he needs constant care!”
“But we can’t do more than what we have already done… I thought Albus told you..”
“I did “ said the Heaadmaster from the doorway
“Oh of course… you can’t help him so he can die alone whenever he wants” Remus cried furiously
“Remus!” the Headmaster replied angrily
“I’ve gotta go, he needs me now” he said resolutely and he made his way to the dungeons
“Wait Remus, we’ll prepare him… you can’t see him that way” Albus shouted desperately, but the werewolf was too far away to hear.
“Don’t try it Albus, he is too far and surely he wouldn’t listen to you” Madame Pomfrey said
……………………
When he reached the door, he opened it slowly and listened. Any sound came form the inside and Remus started to worry
‘Oh Merlin please, don’t let him be dead’ he repeated in his head like a mantra
Slowly he went towards the familiar four-posted bed where a body was lying quietly.
“Severus…” he muttered softly and put a hand on the Potions Master’s shoulder in order to see his face. But when he pushed his body in order to look at his face he moved back instantly. What he saw left him so horrified that he remained speechless for a few minutes to finally mutter.
“Oh God… Severus”
And he literally jumped on the skinny body of his old lover, tears running freely down his cheeks.
TO BE CONTINUED
...........................
Thank you very much for all your support, your comments will always be welcome.
To ancientgirl: Sorry girl, we'll see what will happen with the two of them. Hope you don't get upset with me. Enjoy this chapter!