Love is a Battlefield (COMPLETE)

A soft cloth was being wiped over my forehead opening my eyes I saw Lucius’s face with concern in his eyes leaning over me. When he saw I was awake he stopped and the guarded look came back over him. “I am glad your awake I was worried all of the events over the last couple of days had finally taken their toll on you.” Smiling I suddenly realized I was in bed and that I was naked to. “I thought it best to put you in bed so I took the liberty of undressing you,” noticing my look he was quick to explain. “You are my husband now Lucius you can take liberty any way you wish and I am unable to fight you seeing as our wands don’t work on each other.” Holding my arms out I indicated for him to lie down next to me. Placing a hand on his white hair I started absently playing with it looking into his eyes as they searched mine. “You need to get some sleep you have school tomorrow,” I suddenly started laughing at his comment, looking at me shocked he suddenly pounced on me pining me under him. “What’s so funny?” His question brought more giggles out of me as I started to thrash about trying to get out from under him. “It’s just strange to hear my husband tell me to go to sleep cause I have school in the morning.” A grin suddenly lit up his face as he pinned both of my arms with a quick charm. “Well I wouldn’t want my wife to get detention for falling asleep in class, how would it look to the students if the head girl was giving such a bad influence.” Screaming in laughter I bucked as he tickled my sides before dropping his head engulfing my mouth with his. My arms were still pinned so I was unable to return his wandering caress. My giggles quickly changed to moans of pleasure as his lips wandered down my body latching onto one pert nipple. Lathering with his tongue and nipping with his teeth, Lucius was slowly driving me crazy with passion. “No Lucius I need you now!” Screaming out as his hand touched my lower regions. Who ever would of thought this man could be so gentle. In a swift movement he was naked and entering me with a thrust, somewhere he had undone my arms and I had thrown them around him moaning and screaming his name in pleasure. Climaxing at the same moment, he collapsed next to me muttering a cleansing spell before pulling my body into his arms. Right before I fell asleep I heard him murmur into my hair. “I feel that loving you is going to be to hard to resist my angel.” Then I was asleep.

Awaking with a start I knew it was time to get up and go to school, untangling myself from Lucius’s arms I stood up stretching my aching muscles. Walking to the mirror I noticed a large red mark on my neck, he had marked me. Knowing I could get rid of it with a simple charm I decided to leave it, everyone was talking enough crap about me as it was. After my shower I got dressed looking at my still slumbering husband, in sleep he looked so peaceful. Sitting on the edge of the bed I started placing light kisses on his face until his eyes opened. “Mmm is it morning love?” My heart gave a little flip flop at his words. “Yes dear it is and I am about to leave for school, stay in bed there is no need for you to escort me I will be fine.” I didn’t want him coming with me cause I had to talk to Severus. “Ok I think I will stay abed for awhile I will come and get you later.” Shaking my head I stood. “No tonight I had to do head duties, I have to patrol with Draco and have a meeting with the prefects I will call you when I am ready to come home.” Nodding his head I saw him turn watching me as I stepped into the fireplace and was sent to Hogwarts. Severus was waiting for me pulling me quietly to his office.
Once in his office I took a seat, as he looked me over with concern. “I can see he is treating you well, I was worried about you after we left last night.” Suddenly noticing how drawn his face was I stood running over to place a hand on his arm, “What is wrong Severus? Things with Hermione not going well?” Severus shook his head pulling me down into his lap. I was a bit unsure as to what he was trying to do but I sat still looking into his eyes. “We received a letter from the ministry today, as we have not consummated our marriage yet they have given us a week.” Confused I looked down into his eyes.

“Why haven’t you Severus?” Severus laughed looking into my eyes. “She is pure Kellie I have never been with a virgin I do not know how to treat them, and Voldemort wants to meet her this week if she is initiated then her first time will be not nice.” Nodding I knew exactly what he was worried a bout. “So you do not want to be her first huh? Maybe we can organise something, I will have to get Hermione’s permission first though.” Severus gave me a guilty look and at once I knew what he wanted me to do. “You want me to ask Lucius to show her the ways of love making?” His face told me my answer. “But the law plainly states we cannot commit adultery!” I was surprised Severus would ever ask my husband this. “You are able to if both parties know about it and give their consent.” Slow understanding filled me. “So what are we to do while they are doing the deed?” A stupid question I knew but I had to hear it from his mouth. I had always cared for Severus even after I discovered from reading the books that he changes sides. “That would be completely up to you Kellie, you know for a fact that I have found you attractive since the first time I laid eyes on you it was only when this law came about that I knew I would not be able to have you.” Frowning at the way his eyes were looking over me hungrily I shook my head. “I will go talk to Hermione then I will ask Lucius what he thinks of it, having to sleep with one muggle is one thing but to have to sleep with another might send him off the deep end.” Looking at the clock on the wall I realized class was starting soon so if I wished to talk to Hermione I would have to go find her soon. “Severus I must go I will give you an answer later tonight.”

Turning I left the room walking out into the hallway I laid against the wall butterflies in my stomach at the thought of what I would have to do. It was in defence against the dark arts that I found Hermione, she was confused as to why I was so late. Sitting next to her I indicated after class we would talk. As soon as we were dismissed I waited outside for her dragging her along till we came to the prefects bathroom. Pushing her in I finally decided to tell her the truth. “Hermione have you consummated your relationship with Snape yet?” By the colour her face had turned I knew Severus hadn’t been lying. “No I haven’t Kellie I am very nervous and I really don’t know if I want him to be my first but because of the law I can’t do anything about it.” Smiling I gave her a hug, “There is a way around the law yet I don’t know if you want to do it.” Hermione gave me one of her famous looks. “If you have the consent of all parties you can sleep with another married person, I am willing if you like to let Lucius be your first, I just have to ask him.” Hermione looked shocked I knew she would be, “It’s only that you will have to meet Voldemort this week and we all don’t want you to have to go through the initiation a virgin it could be very traumatic,” I knew by the look I was getting she wanted to know how traumatic.
“You will have to sleep with two death eaters plus Voldemort, don’t look so green I have to as well.”

“But he’s evil I hate him I can’t sleep with him!” Hermione was getting close to hysterical I still wasn’t sure if she was against just sleeping with Voldemort or Lucius as well. “Well if you want Snape discovered as being a spy then don’t do it, you will also blow my cover as well do you think I want to do it!” I suddenly realized I was yelling. Looking at the shocked look on her face I knew she was a bit scared of me right now. “Kellie have you developed feelings for Lucius?” Hermione’s question blew me out of the water, “Of course I haven’t you silly girl I am just playing along.” Liar my mind screamed at me, Lucius had been so nice to me since I had come to his house as his wife. There was a side of him no one really got to see and I had seen it first hand. “Look Hermione do you want me to talk to my husband for you or not?” I was getting impatient, I had a patrol to do then I wanted to go home. “Yes please Kellie, I will wait for an owl later tonight from you.” Turning she left me thinking about our conversation. Yes maybe I was falling in love but it would not stop me from doing what I must.

Patrolling the halls didn’t take long and by eleven I was back in my room at Malfoy manor sneaking around trying to get changed without alerting Lucius. I suddenly realized the house was very silent, where was he anyways. Walking into his room I noticed his normal clothes were thrown on the bed, ripping his cupboard open I realized his death eater cloak was gone. There had been a meeting tonight, which meant I was going to be called on soon. Shit Voldemort hadn’t given me much time to think about his offer. There was a sudden crack behind me and Lucius collapsed on the groan into my arms. Opening a pain filled eye he gave a weak smile, “Don’t worry luv I will be okay the master was a bit put out that you were not here tonight.” Helping him up I undressed Lucius directing him to the bathroom washing his back and hair as he laid back. “So how was school dear anything new happening there maybe like Dumbledore and Potter falling off a bridge somewhere,” I couldn’t help the giggle that erupted out of my throat. “That’s not a nice way to talk about my friends dear mind you the image was quiet funny.” Suddenly Lucius grabbed my arms pulling me into the bath with him snuggling up to my hair and neck. “Um Lucius, Severus came to me today with a request of us I have to ask you about it.” I could feel Lucius smile into my hair. “Yes and what was it my dear?” How was I going to ask him this, for once in my life I wished he could read my mind. “It’s about Hermione, she and Severus have not had sex yet and he does not wish to be her first, he asked me if I would consider allowing you to if you would like to.”

There I had said it, I had asked my husband to sleep with my best friend. “Hmmm he doesn’t want her to be a virgin when she’s summoned you do realize that I will most likely be one of the two the lord says she has to sleep with.” I had already thought of this so I guess it wouldn’t be too bad. “Yeah I gathered that, but I would perfure for it to happen first in a bed would you do this for me?” Standing I got out of the bath muttering a quick dry spell I helped him out performing the same spell on him. “If you wish me to I will sleep with little Potter’s side kick and will make it as gentle as possible, but where will you be?” there was a suspicious look in his eyes now. “I guess I will go spend some time with Severus and keep his mind occupied.” Turning I went and crawled into bed waiting for him to join me. “I am guessing you and Severus are planing on sleeping together?” Shocked I looked up into his pain filled eyes. “Even if we did my love I would still come home to you,” Lucius nodded lying next to me wrapping his arms around me. “You had better then send an owl to Hermione tell her to be here tomorrow night at 8pm promptly,” Realizing I had to get out of bed to send the owl I glared at him stomping out of the room down to where his Eagle owl slept. Giving the bird a pat I place the note in its beak then turning I walked back to bed snuggling down next to my already sleeping husband. For some reason all the events of the day kept me awake then a song I heard years ago came to my head smiling I hummed it to myself till I was asleep.

If there’s a prize for rotten judgement I guess I’ve already won that
No man is worth the Aggravation
That’s ancient history been there, done that
Who do ya think your kidding
He’s the and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey we can see right through you girl, ya can’t conceal it
We know how ya feel and who your thinking of
No chance, no way I won’t say it, no, no
You swoon, you sigh, why Deny it,
It’s to cliché I wont say I’m in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming Get a grip, girl
Unless you’re dying to cry your heart out
You keep denying who you are and how
You’re feeling baby, were not buying
hon, we saw you hit the ceiling
face it like a grown up when ya gonna own up
that ya got it bad
no chance no way I won’t say it, no
Give up, give in Check the grin your in love
This scene won’t play I wont say I’m in love
Your doing flips, read our lips Your in love
Your way off base I wont say it
Get off my case I wont Say it
Girl don’t be proud It’s okay your in love
Oh At least out load I won’t Say I’m in love.

A/N
(The song I wont say I am in love is from Disney’s Hercules)