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Adult ++
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16,651
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A/N ...I would like to thank you all for reviewing the story. But I would also like to tell you that I am aware of the fact that my spelling and grammatic skills are quite poor...,But,see-there is a reason for that-English is not my mother tongue. Well,it\'s very far from it actually...So,I am doing the best I can,and hopefully,will improve my writting. I know that it can be frustrating to read something that is not written well. It\'s been some time now,that i haven\'t been using English,so ,if you like the story , please have some patience with me. I will try to be more carefull...........
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She couldn\'t sleep. She will probably never be able to sleep again. She wanted to go to his room and talk to him. Hell,she wanted to yell at him, scream untill there is no voice left in her. Harry explained it all, but she still needed to talk to Draco. Not now,she decided. „ It would only make things messier. I\'ll wait untill morning. I\'ll be calmer then.“ She nodded firmly ,then smiled to herself.For the first time since her parents died,she\'d let her reason control her..., „Good to have you back, Hermione“.
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It was late afternoon when she finally woke up. She knew she had to confront him today and it was making her stomach contract over and over. She never liked anticipation much, she had to do this as soon as possible. So, she decided to look for him...“Ok. I mean, how hard can it be, Hermione? Just fuckin\' knock at that door,and let the words out...It\'s not like you ever had problem with that...“ She took a deep breath. „And stop talking to yourself.“
She knocked. Than knocked again. No response . \' Well,isn\'t this bloody great.\' He was not in his room. Nor downstairs . No, not in the study either. \' And what am I supposed to do, spend a week trying to find him in this house? \' Her patience was slowly but surely drying out...
„Hermione? Oh, good. I was starting to worry...but didn\'t want to wake you,though...“
„ Narcissa... I ...“ she stopped, question in her eyes.
„ He\'s not here. He left last night „.
„ But,where? I mean, why?“ \'Damn it...what now?\'
„We own a penthouse,in London...I believe you will find him there“ Narcissa smiled to a young woman in front of her. She knew that something must have happened between them. That laim excuse of his, about having to be closer to work, couldn\'t fool her for a second.
It was quite amusing actually, to watch his efforts to lie to his mother. It was one thing he could never do properly.
„Good. We have things to talk about.“ She felt relifed. \'It\'s even better this way. I\'ll be able to yell louder.\'
„Go easy on him,dear. „ Narcissa replied ,as if she knew what was Hermione thinking of, then continued with a light smile on her perfect lips „ He has a certain.........weakness, about you.“
Hermione blushed and looked down bittig on her bottom lip.\' Does he really? \'
Narcissa came closer to her and lifted Hermione\'s chin up, smiled and said „ Go „ .
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She found him sitting on the sofa. His head thrown back...His eyes were closed,his fingers interwined in his hair, legs parted. He didn\'t hear her come, but probably sensed her presence, because his eyes were still closed as he spoke :
„I wanted to give you some space...I know it was a mistake. There was no need for you to come here and lecture me how terribly inappropriate it was of me to take advantage of your weakness last night. Yes, I am a selfish prat, only thinking of my own pleasure...“
He opened his eyes and continued „ Is there something else you would like to add to that? Knowing you, I assume there is,but frankly, I\'m in no mood to discuss it. I\'m tired Granger. It\'s been a long day,and I have no wish of making it any longer. So if you would be so kind to leave, I would really appreciate it.“
He closed his eyes again.
She felt her anger rising inside her throuhg his monologue. Not a single fucking muscle of his body moved. He just blew her off,like that...And then it started:
„So you think you know me,don\'t you Malfoy? You think you know the way I think? Maybe you even know the way I feel? Is that the reason you didn\'t tell me? Is it? You probably asumed how would I react? WHY THE FUCK DIDN\'T YOU TELL ME? I HAD THE RIGHT TO KNOW!“
„ What the hell are you talking about?“ As he let the words out of his mouth,it hit him \' He couldn\'t have told her. I asked him not to. I asked bloody Potter not to tell her. \' His head fell down to his chest.
„Leave, Granger.“
A broken voice came to her.
„The Hell I will!“
„I said leave“
„We are talking this through!“
„LEAVE, NOW ! „ he stood up ,aproaching her.
„Malfoy..“ she started, and then he grabbed her arm and pulled her to him. Her face was an inch away from his. He looked mad, compleatly. He was hurting her, and for the first time in her life, she was really afraid of him. The grip on her arm was tightening as he spoke:
„I WILL NOT TALK TO YOU ABOUT IT. IS THAT CLEAR? IF I EVER DECIDE TO TALK ABOUT IT, YOU WILL NOT BE THE ONE LISTENING. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? NEVER! NOW LEAVE !“ a sudden flash of fear in her eyes made him realize that she must feel pain. He was hurting her. He was hurting HER. Then, in a split second he let her arm, turned away and slamed his fist into a wall. He didn\'t want her to see him like this. He didn\'t move. His hands were on the wall in front of him,his head bent down. He was taking deep breaths to calm himself.... After a few brief moments, he spoke, still turned away from her :
„Please leave. It will not end well if you don\'t.“
„I won\'t leave you like this, Malfoy.“
He was too tired to say anything other than „ Fine. There are too many rooms here,anyway.“ Not even giving her antoher look he went to bed.
Hermione was left alone in the middle of a huge livingroom. She watched him leave knowing that the decision she just made has to be final.She had to listen to the instict inside her. She had to, because it was practically screaming to go after him. She was still afraid, but knew that there is no other way. She was suffering. He was hurt,too. She sat down and took a deep breath. She is going to do this right.
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About an hour later, she was standing in front of his door, for the second time that day...And she was, again, having a conversation with herself. \'I can do this. I want to do this. I really do. I need to.\'
She knocked. And took a step back. Then knocked again. He didn\'t answer. „ Oh, to hell with it!“ She entered the room to find him lying on his stomach over the covers of the bed. He only had pajama bottoms on. His back was bare, his hands under the pillow.
\'Great. Like this is not hard enough. He just has to look fucking perfect in every fucking situation. No backing out ,Hermione. It is all up to you now.\' She aproached the bed, and climbed onto it.
He was sleeping. One second of hesitation, and then she bravely stradled his back. He didn\'t move. \'Ok, lets go further\'
She placed her finger at the bottom of his backbone,then bent down to kiss that same point. She slowlly traced the line of his backbone with her lips, her hans movin up his back. She could feel his every muscle. His skin was amazing. When her hands reached his shoulders she was already aruosed. She licked his earlobe,and whispered „ Open your eyes“ then nibbled the skin under it. She could feel his breathing getting faster in his sleep, he opened his eyes and suddenly became aware of the situation...He still sounded sleepy when he said „ What...?“
„Shhh....“ and she put her finger to his lips. He could feel the heat radiating from her body
„Don\'t do this again....Granger. How strong do you think I am?“his voice shivered slightly as he felt her tongue sliding down his backbone. And then up again,this time followed by little bites.
\' is it possible to get hard just from this? \' She must have heard that thought, because she placed her hands on his hips,her tongue still making little circles on his skin. Then suddenly she blew to the wet skin of his waist and his back arched, his shoulders and his perfect ass (that she was now sitting on) went up a bitt and she slid her hand underneath him, pressing on his swollen cock, and gently rubing it... It left him unprepared,so he let a groan out and squeezed the sheets underneath. „Merlin, Granger, don\'t play with me...“ Her breasts were touching his back,and he could feel her nipples through her thin cotton t-shirt. Her hand was stroking his cock now, and she was sucking the skin on his back...“ I\'ll lose it,....mione...I\'ll lose the last....ahhh... fucking piece of... control if you don\'t stop this....“his voice was hoarse.... She slowly rubbed her self up against him , whispered to his ear... „I want you to...lose it...“ and licked the inner shell of his ear saying the last word to seal her decision „...Draco“.
A/N _ sorry to leave you like this, but as you can see I update often. Still need your reviews to guide me a bit. As you can see,I am more carefull with my spelling,and my grammar...and I even use capitals.
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She couldn\'t sleep. She will probably never be able to sleep again. She wanted to go to his room and talk to him. Hell,she wanted to yell at him, scream untill there is no voice left in her. Harry explained it all, but she still needed to talk to Draco. Not now,she decided. „ It would only make things messier. I\'ll wait untill morning. I\'ll be calmer then.“ She nodded firmly ,then smiled to herself.For the first time since her parents died,she\'d let her reason control her..., „Good to have you back, Hermione“.
************
It was late afternoon when she finally woke up. She knew she had to confront him today and it was making her stomach contract over and over. She never liked anticipation much, she had to do this as soon as possible. So, she decided to look for him...“Ok. I mean, how hard can it be, Hermione? Just fuckin\' knock at that door,and let the words out...It\'s not like you ever had problem with that...“ She took a deep breath. „And stop talking to yourself.“
She knocked. Than knocked again. No response . \' Well,isn\'t this bloody great.\' He was not in his room. Nor downstairs . No, not in the study either. \' And what am I supposed to do, spend a week trying to find him in this house? \' Her patience was slowly but surely drying out...
„Hermione? Oh, good. I was starting to worry...but didn\'t want to wake you,though...“
„ Narcissa... I ...“ she stopped, question in her eyes.
„ He\'s not here. He left last night „.
„ But,where? I mean, why?“ \'Damn it...what now?\'
„We own a penthouse,in London...I believe you will find him there“ Narcissa smiled to a young woman in front of her. She knew that something must have happened between them. That laim excuse of his, about having to be closer to work, couldn\'t fool her for a second.
It was quite amusing actually, to watch his efforts to lie to his mother. It was one thing he could never do properly.
„Good. We have things to talk about.“ She felt relifed. \'It\'s even better this way. I\'ll be able to yell louder.\'
„Go easy on him,dear. „ Narcissa replied ,as if she knew what was Hermione thinking of, then continued with a light smile on her perfect lips „ He has a certain.........weakness, about you.“
Hermione blushed and looked down bittig on her bottom lip.\' Does he really? \'
Narcissa came closer to her and lifted Hermione\'s chin up, smiled and said „ Go „ .
*************
She found him sitting on the sofa. His head thrown back...His eyes were closed,his fingers interwined in his hair, legs parted. He didn\'t hear her come, but probably sensed her presence, because his eyes were still closed as he spoke :
„I wanted to give you some space...I know it was a mistake. There was no need for you to come here and lecture me how terribly inappropriate it was of me to take advantage of your weakness last night. Yes, I am a selfish prat, only thinking of my own pleasure...“
He opened his eyes and continued „ Is there something else you would like to add to that? Knowing you, I assume there is,but frankly, I\'m in no mood to discuss it. I\'m tired Granger. It\'s been a long day,and I have no wish of making it any longer. So if you would be so kind to leave, I would really appreciate it.“
He closed his eyes again.
She felt her anger rising inside her throuhg his monologue. Not a single fucking muscle of his body moved. He just blew her off,like that...And then it started:
„So you think you know me,don\'t you Malfoy? You think you know the way I think? Maybe you even know the way I feel? Is that the reason you didn\'t tell me? Is it? You probably asumed how would I react? WHY THE FUCK DIDN\'T YOU TELL ME? I HAD THE RIGHT TO KNOW!“
„ What the hell are you talking about?“ As he let the words out of his mouth,it hit him \' He couldn\'t have told her. I asked him not to. I asked bloody Potter not to tell her. \' His head fell down to his chest.
„Leave, Granger.“
A broken voice came to her.
„The Hell I will!“
„I said leave“
„We are talking this through!“
„LEAVE, NOW ! „ he stood up ,aproaching her.
„Malfoy..“ she started, and then he grabbed her arm and pulled her to him. Her face was an inch away from his. He looked mad, compleatly. He was hurting her, and for the first time in her life, she was really afraid of him. The grip on her arm was tightening as he spoke:
„I WILL NOT TALK TO YOU ABOUT IT. IS THAT CLEAR? IF I EVER DECIDE TO TALK ABOUT IT, YOU WILL NOT BE THE ONE LISTENING. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? NEVER! NOW LEAVE !“ a sudden flash of fear in her eyes made him realize that she must feel pain. He was hurting her. He was hurting HER. Then, in a split second he let her arm, turned away and slamed his fist into a wall. He didn\'t want her to see him like this. He didn\'t move. His hands were on the wall in front of him,his head bent down. He was taking deep breaths to calm himself.... After a few brief moments, he spoke, still turned away from her :
„Please leave. It will not end well if you don\'t.“
„I won\'t leave you like this, Malfoy.“
He was too tired to say anything other than „ Fine. There are too many rooms here,anyway.“ Not even giving her antoher look he went to bed.
Hermione was left alone in the middle of a huge livingroom. She watched him leave knowing that the decision she just made has to be final.She had to listen to the instict inside her. She had to, because it was practically screaming to go after him. She was still afraid, but knew that there is no other way. She was suffering. He was hurt,too. She sat down and took a deep breath. She is going to do this right.
***********
About an hour later, she was standing in front of his door, for the second time that day...And she was, again, having a conversation with herself. \'I can do this. I want to do this. I really do. I need to.\'
She knocked. And took a step back. Then knocked again. He didn\'t answer. „ Oh, to hell with it!“ She entered the room to find him lying on his stomach over the covers of the bed. He only had pajama bottoms on. His back was bare, his hands under the pillow.
\'Great. Like this is not hard enough. He just has to look fucking perfect in every fucking situation. No backing out ,Hermione. It is all up to you now.\' She aproached the bed, and climbed onto it.
He was sleeping. One second of hesitation, and then she bravely stradled his back. He didn\'t move. \'Ok, lets go further\'
She placed her finger at the bottom of his backbone,then bent down to kiss that same point. She slowlly traced the line of his backbone with her lips, her hans movin up his back. She could feel his every muscle. His skin was amazing. When her hands reached his shoulders she was already aruosed. She licked his earlobe,and whispered „ Open your eyes“ then nibbled the skin under it. She could feel his breathing getting faster in his sleep, he opened his eyes and suddenly became aware of the situation...He still sounded sleepy when he said „ What...?“
„Shhh....“ and she put her finger to his lips. He could feel the heat radiating from her body
„Don\'t do this again....Granger. How strong do you think I am?“his voice shivered slightly as he felt her tongue sliding down his backbone. And then up again,this time followed by little bites.
\' is it possible to get hard just from this? \' She must have heard that thought, because she placed her hands on his hips,her tongue still making little circles on his skin. Then suddenly she blew to the wet skin of his waist and his back arched, his shoulders and his perfect ass (that she was now sitting on) went up a bitt and she slid her hand underneath him, pressing on his swollen cock, and gently rubing it... It left him unprepared,so he let a groan out and squeezed the sheets underneath. „Merlin, Granger, don\'t play with me...“ Her breasts were touching his back,and he could feel her nipples through her thin cotton t-shirt. Her hand was stroking his cock now, and she was sucking the skin on his back...“ I\'ll lose it,....mione...I\'ll lose the last....ahhh... fucking piece of... control if you don\'t stop this....“his voice was hoarse.... She slowly rubbed her self up against him , whispered to his ear... „I want you to...lose it...“ and licked the inner shell of his ear saying the last word to seal her decision „...Draco“.
A/N _ sorry to leave you like this, but as you can see I update often. Still need your reviews to guide me a bit. As you can see,I am more carefull with my spelling,and my grammar...and I even use capitals.