To Love a Malfoy

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Final Author’s Note: Hi my readers, at last here is the final chapter. I want to thank everyone who has read my first Harry Potter story. I especially want to thank all of my reviewers who have given me their support and the encouragement to continue. I have enjoyed reading all of your reviews and am glad you liked my story so much. Thank you all for being so nice. ~ Misty aka Ari ~

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Chapter 32:


Harry woke up and slowly opened his eyes. Stretching out his limbs, he smiled, remembering the night before. He was spooned up against Lucius' chest and his husband's arms were wrapped protectively around him. Harry felt Lucius nibbling on his neck and then found himself being rolled over onto his back. Closing his eyes, he enjoyed the feel of smooth naked flesh rubbing up against his own and willingly spread his legs. As Lucius took him, Harry threw his head back on the pillows moaning in pleasure.

"Oh, Lucius, I love you so much." Harry cried out reaching up to pull him down for a kiss. "I can't believe it's all over and now we're a family."

As they kissed, Harry heard a voice that was not his husband's whispering in his ear, "Harry, my darling......my name isn't Lucius.... it's Jonathan."

Harry's emerald eyes flew open and he found himself staring right into the hazel eyes of Jonathan Chamber's.

"NO!......... It can't be.......... your in prison awaiting trial.... this must be a dream... no a nightmare." Harry cried out with tears pouring down his cheeks.

"My dearest Harry, you are not dreaming." Jonathan told him. "I promise that you are very much wide awake, this is real, and we are in America now. Oh, my precious, you still must be in shock to have forgotten that your husband and brats are dead. I will have to call again for our family Healer to check you over."

"NO.....NO..........YOU'RE LYING..............THEY CAN'T BE........... I WOULD REMEMBER...... THIS ISN'T REAL........... LEAVE ME ALONE.......... DON'T TOUCH ME.........." Harry started screaming and fighting while yelling, "LUCIUS!...... LUCIUS...... HELP ME........... LUCIUS WHERE ARE YOU?....... MY BABIES?............. YOU KILLED MY BABIES............. NO......... NO.......... PLEASE.............. PLEASE KILL ME TOO... I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT THEM."

"I am sorry my little green eyed beauty but I can't do that." Jonathan gripped Harry roughly by the shoulders and shook him until his head was flopping back and forth like a rag doll. "You are mine now Harry, all mine, and I can do whatever I wish to you and there is nothing you or anyone else can do to stop me."

Chamber's laughter filled the room as Harry sobbed and screamed until darkness once again over took him.

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Harry felt himself being gently shaken and a voice calling to him.

"Harry?...... Harry, my love...........open your eyes.... wake up.........I am here now..... your safe.... no one will hurt you..... it's over..... you were just dreaming."

"Lucius?" Harry whimpered opening his eyes he saw his husband sitting on the bed beside him with a worried look on his face.

"Yes, my darling, it's Lucius. You were having a nightmare and I couldn't wake you." Lucius spoke softly while pulling him into his arms.

"Oh Lucius, it was so real." Harry threw his arms around Lucius' neck and hugged him tight. "I thought Chamber's had killed you and our babies, and that I would never see you ever again."

Lucius lifted Harry onto his lap wrapping his arms around him and kissing him while brushing the bangs away from his wet eyes. He rocked him and kissed him some more while whispering soothingly in his ear. After Harry had calmed down, Lucius explained to him what had happened after they left Chamber's with Kingsley and his Auror team.

"When we arrived back home, you were sound asleep. I knew you were exhausted and didn't want to wake you up, so I brought you up here and put you to bed so that you could have some much needed rest." Lucius gently ran his fingers through Harry's wavy locks and continued, "Ms. Granger and Molly were kind enough to spend the night so they could help take care of the babies while I stayed with you. I had only stepped out of the room for a few minutes to check on them when I heard you screaming and calling my name. I am so sorry for leaving you alone Harry. It was thoughtless of me after all you've been through. Please forgive me."

Harry sighed and brushed his knuckles across his eyes wiping away the dampness. "Lucius, there is nothing to forgive. I feel so foolish. After all the nightmares I used to have of Voldemort, you would think by now that I could tell the difference between reality and dreams. I feel so stupid and childish."

Lucius put his finger tip to Harry's lip silencing him, "Harry, you are not stupid." Then kissed him on the nose saying, "You are beautiful, brave, intelligent, loyal and the father of my children. I could go on forever listing all of the special qualities that I love so much about you but that would take forever." He began kissing every part of Harry's face while still talking. "I think that most of all I have missed being with you. It has been far too long and I want you."

Harry leaned into Lucius eagerly kissing him back. "I've missed you too. I want you to make love to me Lucius. You are right, it has been too long and I need you to show me how much you love me."

"Why Harry, I thought you would never ask and here I was thinking that I shouldn't take advantage of you in your weakened state." Lucius spoke teasingly while he spelled his own clothes off and then focused his attention on removing Harry's silk pajama bottoms with his own hands. As Harry wasn't wearing a top, Lucius had easy access to his nipples and suckled them while he prepared his lover for their lovemaking.

"Harry, dearest, as you know I am not a patient man by nature but I have to say that this waiting for you has been killing me. I am afraid that I will hurt you with my need of wanting you so much." Lucius' voice was husky with passion as he gazed down upon his husband with smoldering eyes.

Harry felt himself growing hard just by the look on Lucius' face and almost bit his tongue off to keep quiet. Unfortunately, his body didn't want to co-operate and he ending up letting out a loud whimper.

"Oops!" Harry blushed and then gave an embarrassed laugh. "I think by that you know what I want..."

Lucius swooped down onto a willing Harry while chuckling himself and saying, "Nox!"

After a while, a loud crashing sound could be heard coming from the bedroom and a soft voice giggling, "I think we are going to need a new bed Lucius, this one wasn't strong enough for us."

Another voice answered, "Who said we needed a bed anyway..... the floor will do just as well as long as we have enough soft pillows and blankets."

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Harry woke first and found himself resting comfortably on top of Lucius, who was sprawled out on his back with his hair spread out like a golden halo around his head. Deciding it was time to wake his husband up, Harry began using his tongue to tickle Lucius' around the neck and ears.

Opening one of his eyes, Lucius chuckled, "Good morning green eyes, having fun, are we? Why, if I didn't already know you so well,I would say that you were trying to take advantage of me in my sleep."

Harry pushed himself up and knelt over Lucius keeping his balance by putting his hands down on the broad shoulders. He looked down and gave him "Let me make love to you Lucius. Just this one time. It will be an experience you'll never forget."

Before Harry could blink, Lucius flipped him over on his back and towering over him whispered, "I don't bottom in this relationship Mr. Potter-Malfoy.... I am truly sorry to disappoint you but it just won't happen."

"Well, you can't blame a guy for trying can you?" Harry pouted.

"I love you with all my heart and soul, my darling precious Harry." Lucius told him before claiming him once again.

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Harry woke and watching his sleeping husband began to sing,

"Like a bird without wings
That longs to be flying,
Like a motherless child
Left lonely and crying.
Like a song without words,
Like a world without music,
I wouldn't know what to do
I'd be lost without you
Watchin' over me.

I get so lonely, when you're away

I count every moment, I wait every day,

Until you're home again
And hug me so tight
That's when I know
Everything is alright.

Like a bird without wings
That longs to be flying,
Like a motherless child
Left lonely and crying.
Like a song without words
Like a world without music,
I wouldn't know what to do
I'd be lost without you
Watchin' over me.

You're my guardian angel
My light and my guide
Your hand on my shoulder
And you by my side.
You make everything beautiful,

You make me complete.
Everything in my world
I lay at your feet..
Like a church with no steeple,

Where a bell never rings.
In a town without people,
Where no voice in the choir ever sings.

If a boat on the ocean
Would be lost with no sail,
Then without your devotion
Surely all that I dreamed of would fail.
Like a song without words
Like a world without music,
I wouldn't know what to do
I'd be lost without you
Watchin' over me

I wouldn't know what to do
I'd be lost without you
Watchin' over me."

(as sung by Damian McGinty)

(Phil Coulter/Mike Chapman – Celtic Thunder Ltd)

Lucius kept his eyes closed as he listened to Harry sing and tears dripped down his cheeks. For the first time in his life, he now knew everything was alright and his life was complete, just as in the words that flew from Harry's sweet lips.

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Lucius opened the door to their children's bedroom and stood aside for Harry to enter. Hermione and Molly had just left after giving Harry a reassuring hug and kiss while telling him everything was fine and his babies were waiting for him.

Before walking in, Harry turned and looked up at Lucius saying, "Lucius, I am so nervous, what if I don't make a good daddy?"

"Harry, your a wonderful daddy and our little ones love you." Lucius gave Harry a slight nudge to move into the room and then followed him in and closed the door behind them.

Taking Harry's hand, Lucius pulled him along with him and walked up to the huge playpen that had been placed in the corner of the room near the rocking chair. Harry leaned over and took a peak at his babies. It was the first time he had ever seen the three of them together and his heart raced with nervous excitement.

"Oh, Lucius, look at them, they are so beautiful." Harry purred with pride. "They are little angels.... our children..... our pride and joy.... our future."

Harry started to reach down for them but Lucius stopped him with a hand on his arm, "Harry, why don't you sit down and let me bring Lucien, Belinda and Alexander to you."

Nodding his head, Harry eagerly sat down and waited for Lucius to bring his babies to him. He noticed that Dobby had left the babies feeding bottles on the table next to the rocking chair. Harry checked them to be sure they were still at the right temperature so that he and Lucius could feed their children together.

Walking over with Lucien first, Lucius gently placed him in Harry's waiting arms.... then next Belinda..... and finally little Alexander. Harry held them in his arms with the help of Lucius and they both gazed down upon them together. Looking at them, Harry knew he had never been so happy as he was at that moment.

Lucius bent down and kissed Harry, and then each one of his children. "My beloved, our family is complete now.... We will never be torn apart again...... The Potter-Malfoy name will carry on ..... I don't think the Wizarding world will know what hit them..... While they are forging a new family history, you and I will grow old together, become grandparents and watch it all unfold."

Surprising Harry, Lucius called for Dobby who suddenly appeared in the room with a camera in his hands.

"Lucius?.... What on earth is going on?..... Why does Dobby have that camera?" Harry asked.

"Ms. Granger was kind enough to suggest that we have a muggle picture taken until we can have a family portrait painted. Which by the way, I forgot to mention to you will be tomorrow morning."

"LUCIUS!..... That doesn't give us much time to prepare....." Harry cried out in alarm but was interrupted by Dobby.

"Say cheese!" Dobby called and a bright flash filled the room.

"DOBBY!.... We're not ready....."

"BLAST IT ALL YOU CRAZY ELF!.......... YOU'VE GONE AND BLINDED US ALL."

"LUCIUS!.... Watch your language.... not in front of the children......"

'THE END'