Echoes From The Past

Severus give a big sigh and look at the ceiling

Author’s note: Ok I know it was long but things happen around here... plus it summer, so don’t push! J
Anyway here is the next part.. it might take sometime to do the other one cause I’m not finish writing it... So here is the next part... Oh another thing in this chapter you have smut and a fight!

Now read!

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Severus give a big sigh and look at the ceiling. He had close his mind, body and soul to love. Yes he had had sex, but that was it... sex! No love. No need to love.. ‘If you don’t have anyone to love would you love anyway?’ Snape thought about this before answering to himself truthfully… ‘No.’

He never could open himself up after Lily and the reason why, was that he never could find a girl like her. Anyway that was the reason he give himself.. the real reason was that he was so mad with himself that he didn’t believe in love anymore. And what do you do when you don’t believe in love... you go to the next best thing... Hate, violence and under the order of someone else.. that way you don’t have to think. In the end it didn’t matter, he always had his hand and the fantasy about Lily, to satisfy himself.

His elbows on the desk, head in hands, eyes lock with the ceiling, another memory flew through him.. making him wish that he was dead.

 
 
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They were in potion class. She hadn’t tried to talk to him since last year. He had waited her letters all summer long, but nothing. And now they were in the middle of December, last class on the last day before the Christmas break. She hadn’t tried to seek for him on the train, so he had understood, with discouraged, that, what they had share the year before, all those kiss, was over and that she had moved on to something else.

 
Disappointment ran through him as he was standing there looking at her, with her perfume flowing to his nose, her laugh echoing through him, making him shiver. All that was remembering him that she was alive, well and happy without him.

She was moving around her table going to talk with the professor. Things were not going well with her potion. For a reason or another, she seem panic with the outcomes. Some of the Slytherin girls were pointing her and giggling. He wanted to crush them in little pieces, but in the same time he had to look disgusted with her… which was revealing itself rather hard to do.

The professor pointed Severus and said something to her, which by all meant, that he had to help her with the rest of her potion, because his was done...

As she approach he could smell her perfume. Nothing that really could affect anyone that didn’t knew about them and she knew him too damn well! She was wearing a perfume made with Orchids, which made his sense run on full mode. As she pass next to him, she sigh in the most provocative way, pulling her hair up, letting refreshing air glide on her neck. Her little sigh made his body respond in the most embarrassing way. Standing still, not wanting his engorge member to get notice by the beautiful girl standing next to him, Severus took several deep breaths, wishing to be somewhere else.

Lily Evans was standing there, hand in the back, biting her perfect little bottom lips, probably waiting for him to say something, which he was not going to do, fearing that his voice might give him away. He glide his eyes to her, letting her know that she could talk and he would listen. Hope flew through him as she open her lips to talk.

-"Severus? Could you help me? I did a mess with my potion and I don’t know what to do to repair it. Could you...? Please?!" She said pleading. He surely hope she would plead for something else!... But he would do anything to be near her…

-" Sure. Give me a minute here to clean up and prepared my book and I’ll go." He said without looking at her. Trying to sound like he didn’t care and was doing it because the professor told her to come to him... hoping for more points.

After about three minutes, he walk up to her work place to find her potion bubbling with purple and blood red bubbles coming out of it, when really it was suppose to be still and green. He couldn’t help but to smirk. This was not something that Lily would do on purpose... before he could even talk to her about her potion, the class was dismissed, exception made for them.

Potter would have his head for this!... Right now, he couldn’t care less.

He waited for everyone to be gone, before talking to her about the potion. "What did you try to do? What did you put in this?" He said with a friendly smile on his face, really not wanting to embarrass her with his question.

" I think the question should be: ‘What didn’t you put in this?’ And the answer would be... I’m so sorry!... Dragon’s blood!" She said those last word with eyes pleading for forgiveness and a little smile, on those perfect lips of hers, cry ‘I’m so, so, so sorry’.

This potion was suppose to be made with all the ingredients put at a precise moment and dragon’s blood was the second ingredient. Which meant that they were going to be there for another hour and a half.

Severus couldn’t believe this! He let out a deep breath and roll his eyes in his head in disbelief. "Dragon’s blood?…Ah criss! What did you try to do women?" he took back the deep breath he had let out in resignation and a little pissed he said " Finene! ne! I’ll help you. "

"Oh! Thank you, Thank you!" Lily said jumping at his neck. He knew that she didn’t really need him to do this potion but he decided to stay anyway. As her lips made contact with his, the only thing Severus could think of was how wonderful her lips felt on his. She had realize what she just done because as fast her lips was on his as fast they had left. She stood still in front of him, eyes wide in shock. He could help but smile at the face she was making. She took a step back, like preventing that from happening again, and look at the potion. "So, euhm... Are you staying here for Christmas?"

" Yes. You?" Severus could still feel her on his lips, which he kept licking. How did that happen? His thoughts were racing in his head, while on the surface he was calm and serene.

"You. Papa wrote to me about two weeks ago to tell me, that, him and mama where going on a second honeymoon this Christmas. On less I want to see him and mama sha... makin... havin... shagging, I think I’m going to stay here." She said the part about her parents vacation activities very fast and blush profusely.

At the view of her reddening checks, Severus took a step toward her, closing the distance between them, reach down for her chin and lift her head to his and kiss her passionately, sending waves of pleasure through his own demanding body.

He felt her tongue at the entrance of his mouth, nudging his lips apart, she swirl her tongue against his, letting him taste her. Her taste was sweet, like honey. He feel her lips turn up on his and Severus was more then happy with the kiss. This was magical, almost unbelievable.

 
She took a step back, and her smiled reach her eyes making them glisten. " You know, we are forgetting the potion. I think it should be the time to put the Dragon’s blood." Lily said she a touch of tease in her voice.

Severus only thought was ‘Goodbye misery, hello happiness!’


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Severus Snape, Potion Master, came back from that memory only thing that the happiness didn’t last long after that... He thought about next part of that Christmas vacation, which was SUPPOSE to be all happiness.

This stupid Christmas vacation only help them to get apart... Anger flew through him...

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He was sitting in the library, alone, in a dark corner, so that no one would see him. He was doing his assignment in Herbology… well doing his big word he had been sitting there, thinking about a week ago…

After they had left the potion lab, everything had been going super well no one had come to look for her or him so they decided to look around the castle see what was what. Severus had heard about a room that would give you anything you want as long as you find the room cause everyone who would find it once never could retur
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After walking for what seem like hours Lily wanted to find a place that she could lie down a bit, not long. They went further down one corridor and found a room. In the room they was one big four post bed like the ones in they’re dor A Gryffindor with a Slytherin... a stupid, not worth it, time consuming idea.

" NO! Don’t leave!"

"Listen to me and listen close, I do not take orders from anyone, is that clear?" Severus voice too calm... He was outraged with her!

He left her there with out looking back. He was ready to hit her. Better leave before that would happen.

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Rage and bitter flow through him.. that little brat!

 
 
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Author’s note:
Ok as for the perfume (Orchid) one of my friends told me that a girl who wear that can of perfume makes his head spine... For some people it has aphrodisiac affect.

Another thing is that I’m probably leaving, again and I don’t know when I’m coming back... So I’ll try to do it fast I promise!

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Wake up Call .(Author\'s Note: So I hope you all enjoyed Snivellus Snot and Loony Lupin drunk. I know I enjoyed it. He he, anyway, what nearly always happens when you get that drunk? That\'s right... HANGOVERS!
SilentSiren

Chapter Four
Wake Up Call

The blurred image of his chambers filled Severus’s eyes as he blinked a few times. The overwhelming desire to go back to sleep only disturbed by the incessant beeping of the magical alarm clock Dumbledore had charmed every teacher’s chamber with. Unfortunately for Severus, the only way he knew how to disarm it was to get out of bed. As soon as someone was out of bed, the beeping stopped, but if you tried, as Severus had many a time, getting up and then getting straight into bed, the beeping returned, louder and even more annoying than ever. Rolling over, managing to tangle himself in his sheets, he struggled against the bonds they now held him in. Finally managing to untangle himself and get off the invitingly warm and comfortable bed, the beeping ceased.

Ignoring the absence of a snooze button of the alarm clock, Severus slumped back into bed, the beeping returning at an alarmingly painful volume. Severus grabbed his wand from the bedsiableable and blasted smashing charms at a few of the walls angrily in an attempt to find it and hit it, the only result, a few rather large dents in his wall, and Severus was sure he could hear the blasted thing laughing at him.

“Fine, fine,” Severus yelled over the din. “You win.” He pulled himself up out of bed, the beeping once again falling silent, but the alarm clock continued to giggle softly. Severus went about getting ready for the day, the searing headache pounding between his temples and the fuzzy blanket of sleep tinting his vision.

Showering quickly and dressing, Severus left his chambers and glided through the dungeon corridors up to the Hospital wing, only to be met by an equally blurry-eyed Remus Lupin. Remus smirked lightly at him as he sat on the side of the bed nearest Madam Pomfrey’s office, drinking a deep red liquid and making a face like he was sucking on lemons.

“Severus, can I help you?” Madam Pomfrey emerged from her office, smiling broadly.

“I need a hangover cure.” He murmured grumpily, causing a larger grin to escape Remus’s lips.

“Not you as well?” She huffed, grabbing the bottle of dark red liquid and a goblet. “I thought there were rules against teacher’s drinking.” She added angrily under her breath. Severus had to smirk silkily at that as he took his goblet silently and sipped the liquid. His mouth tightened and the hazy blur on his vision sharpened instantly. Lips pursed, he understood why Remus looked like he just drank his wolfsbane; this stuff tasted horrible.

“It won’t completely cure your hangover. Just take the more performance damaging side effects.”

Madam Pomfrey informed them, handing them both a bottle. “Drink some periodically through the morning.” She explained, huffing as she returned to her office.

The corridors looked a lot sharper as Remus and Severus left the hospital wing. They both turned right, making their way slowly down to the Great Hall where they had been ordered by Professor McGonagall they would show their faces for breakfast.

She A Gryffindor with a Slytherin... a stupid, not worth it, time consuming idea.

" NO! Don’t leave!"

"Listen to me and listen close, I do not take orders from anyone, is that clear?" Severus voice too calm... He was outraged with her!

He left her there with out looking back. He was ready to hit her. Better leave before that would happen.

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Rage and bitter flow through him.. that little brat!

 
 
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Author’s note:
Ok as for the perfume (Orchid) one of my friends told me that a girl who wear that can of perfume makes his head spine... For some people it has aphrodisiac affect.

Another thing is that I’m probably leaving, again and I don’t know when I’m coming back... So I’ll try to do it fast I promise!