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Harry Potter › Het - Male/Female › Snape/Hermione
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
4
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2,876
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10
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Currently Reading:
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I will fight!
OK so like a promise this is one of the two chapters I’m going to be downloading today. Enjoy!!!
Chapter 3: I will fight!
“What have I done?” Hermione murmured into the chilling wind. She was now in her sixth year and was deeply in love with Severus Snape, but with one little thorn on her side… She was in love with someone else too. OK, or maybe she thought she was in love with this guy because with what she felt compared to Severus , it didn’t feel as strong.
She was so messed up right now. She wanted to run to Severus and beg him to forgive her, to tell him all was wrong and that she won’t accept to loose him. Except that she didn’t want to push the other guy away, he was just unbelievable in bed and well let’s just said that he liked his style more than Severus’ one. Severus was tender, sweet and almost to caring for her liking and had never allowed her to actually sleep with him, just ‘dry sex’. This guy was rough and straight to the point no cuddling or a sweet nuzzle but straight to humping senseless, leaving them both to be selfish and taking only what they wanted from each other.
Could it only be lust and what she felt for Severus pure love? Which one will she choose?
“Hermione?” A voice said from where she was sitting on a rock nearby the lake.
“Oh hey Harry what are you doing here?”
“I saw you running down here from Gryffindor Tower and you seemed upset want to tell me what’s going on?”
“Will you promise not to tell anyone and I’m serious Harry you can’t tell anyone.”
“Sure….”
“Hermione took a big breath before saying, “ I’ve been having an affair with Snape… and no don’t ask me about it! And today he caught me shagging some other guy who no don’t ask me his name either! And Harry he won’t listen to me, he doesn’t want to hear what I have to-“
“ Well, I wouldn’t want to listen to you either if I caught you cheating on me. Hermione why did you do it?”
“ I really don’t know Harry, this guy has been hitting on me for the longest time and I always told myself that it was wrong because of what I would be doing to Snape and well today I caved in and well he caught us.”
“How did he caught you two?”
“I seriously don’t know after having my first orgasm ever I was just pretty tired and before I fell asleep I felt the guy tense and starring transfixed at the door, when I turned around Severus was right there, starring at us disbelieving and disgust written all over his face. He left and I grabbed my cloak and followed him. He threw me out and he hit me Harry he hit me!!!”
“You didn’t hear him come into the room you two were in”
“No, I guess we were moaning so loud that we couldn’t hear him at all,”she said, blushing like mad.
“Well, I’m sorry Hermione, but Snape is right.”
“Are you taking sides with him Harry?”
“Well, yes and no. He has every reason to hate you right now. But you are my friend.”
“He does hate me Harry, you should have seen his eyes. They said everything I needed to know about how he felt right then. If he hadn’t loved me so much and if he hadn’t been so hurt he would have killed me right then. I feared for him Harry…”
“You feared for him. Why?”
“I’m scared that he might do something insane. Something that he might regret in the future.”
“Maybe…. He does have good reasons.”
“Harry!” Harry saw that Hermione was about to break into tears and decided that she too was in pain.
“Ok, so what are you going to do?”
“Win him back Harry. I love him too much to let him go without a fight.”
“That’s good. So what do you say, do we go back to the Common Room?”
“Yeah, just give me one second.”
“I’ll fight for you Severus, I won’t let you get away this time. I fought too hard over this year to have your love and I won’t loose it so easily no matter how much I have to give up.”
With that Hermione leapt from the rock and remembered a spanish poem.
Te he hecho dano, alma mia,
He desgarrado tu alma.
Entiendeme.
Todos saben quien soy,
Pero ese soy
Es ademas un hombre
para ti.
En ti vacilo, caigo
Y me levanto ardiendo.
Tu entre todos los seres
Tienes derecho a verme debil.
Y tu pequena mano de pan y de guitarra
Debe tocar mi pecho
Cuando sale al combate.
Pore so busco en ti la firme piedra.
Asperas manos en tu sangre clavo
Buscando tu firmeza
Y la profundidad necesito,
Y si no encuentro
Sino tu risa de metal, si no hallo
Nada en que sostener mis duros pasos,
Adorada, recibe
Mi tristeza y mi colera,
Mis manos enemigas
Destruyendote un poco
Para que te levantes de la arcilla
Hecha de nuevo para mis combates.
English
I have hurt you, my dear,
I have torn your soul.
Understand me.
Everyone knows who I am,
But that “I am”
Is besides a man
For you.
In you I waver, fall
And rise up burning.
You among all beings
Have the right
To see me weak.
And your little hand
Of bread and guitar
Must touch my breast
When it goes off to fight.
That’s why I seek you in the firm stone.
Harsh hands I sink in your blood
Seeking your firmness
And the depth that I need,
And if I find
Only your metallic laughter, if I find
Nothing on which to support harsh steps
Adored one, accept
My sadness and my anger,
My enemy hands
Destroying you a little
So you may rise from the clay
Refashioned for my struggles.
What Hermione didn’t know was that luck was against her and that the wind carried her voice and words to the man sulking in the dungeons, and again he swore to not let her woo him on her webs of so called love and swore to cause her unbelievable pain.
AN: Hope you enjoy. The poem above is by a Chilean poet Pablo Neruda the poem is called El Dano or The Hurt. I think it symbolizes how Hermione is frustrated or pushed into sleeping with some guy because Severus wanted to wait.
Tell me if you want the chapters longer or if this is ok and how you like the story so far(even though I haven’t really giving it a plot or a point sonce this is only the beginning)because I am here to please. Please R/R.Fishes
Chapter 3: I will fight!
“What have I done?” Hermione murmured into the chilling wind. She was now in her sixth year and was deeply in love with Severus Snape, but with one little thorn on her side… She was in love with someone else too. OK, or maybe she thought she was in love with this guy because with what she felt compared to Severus , it didn’t feel as strong.
She was so messed up right now. She wanted to run to Severus and beg him to forgive her, to tell him all was wrong and that she won’t accept to loose him. Except that she didn’t want to push the other guy away, he was just unbelievable in bed and well let’s just said that he liked his style more than Severus’ one. Severus was tender, sweet and almost to caring for her liking and had never allowed her to actually sleep with him, just ‘dry sex’. This guy was rough and straight to the point no cuddling or a sweet nuzzle but straight to humping senseless, leaving them both to be selfish and taking only what they wanted from each other.
Could it only be lust and what she felt for Severus pure love? Which one will she choose?
“Hermione?” A voice said from where she was sitting on a rock nearby the lake.
“Oh hey Harry what are you doing here?”
“I saw you running down here from Gryffindor Tower and you seemed upset want to tell me what’s going on?”
“Will you promise not to tell anyone and I’m serious Harry you can’t tell anyone.”
“Sure….”
“Hermione took a big breath before saying, “ I’ve been having an affair with Snape… and no don’t ask me about it! And today he caught me shagging some other guy who no don’t ask me his name either! And Harry he won’t listen to me, he doesn’t want to hear what I have to-“
“ Well, I wouldn’t want to listen to you either if I caught you cheating on me. Hermione why did you do it?”
“ I really don’t know Harry, this guy has been hitting on me for the longest time and I always told myself that it was wrong because of what I would be doing to Snape and well today I caved in and well he caught us.”
“How did he caught you two?”
“I seriously don’t know after having my first orgasm ever I was just pretty tired and before I fell asleep I felt the guy tense and starring transfixed at the door, when I turned around Severus was right there, starring at us disbelieving and disgust written all over his face. He left and I grabbed my cloak and followed him. He threw me out and he hit me Harry he hit me!!!”
“You didn’t hear him come into the room you two were in”
“No, I guess we were moaning so loud that we couldn’t hear him at all,”she said, blushing like mad.
“Well, I’m sorry Hermione, but Snape is right.”
“Are you taking sides with him Harry?”
“Well, yes and no. He has every reason to hate you right now. But you are my friend.”
“He does hate me Harry, you should have seen his eyes. They said everything I needed to know about how he felt right then. If he hadn’t loved me so much and if he hadn’t been so hurt he would have killed me right then. I feared for him Harry…”
“You feared for him. Why?”
“I’m scared that he might do something insane. Something that he might regret in the future.”
“Maybe…. He does have good reasons.”
“Harry!” Harry saw that Hermione was about to break into tears and decided that she too was in pain.
“Ok, so what are you going to do?”
“Win him back Harry. I love him too much to let him go without a fight.”
“That’s good. So what do you say, do we go back to the Common Room?”
“Yeah, just give me one second.”
“I’ll fight for you Severus, I won’t let you get away this time. I fought too hard over this year to have your love and I won’t loose it so easily no matter how much I have to give up.”
With that Hermione leapt from the rock and remembered a spanish poem.
Te he hecho dano, alma mia,
He desgarrado tu alma.
Entiendeme.
Todos saben quien soy,
Pero ese soy
Es ademas un hombre
para ti.
En ti vacilo, caigo
Y me levanto ardiendo.
Tu entre todos los seres
Tienes derecho a verme debil.
Y tu pequena mano de pan y de guitarra
Debe tocar mi pecho
Cuando sale al combate.
Pore so busco en ti la firme piedra.
Asperas manos en tu sangre clavo
Buscando tu firmeza
Y la profundidad necesito,
Y si no encuentro
Sino tu risa de metal, si no hallo
Nada en que sostener mis duros pasos,
Adorada, recibe
Mi tristeza y mi colera,
Mis manos enemigas
Destruyendote un poco
Para que te levantes de la arcilla
Hecha de nuevo para mis combates.
English
I have hurt you, my dear,
I have torn your soul.
Understand me.
Everyone knows who I am,
But that “I am”
Is besides a man
For you.
In you I waver, fall
And rise up burning.
You among all beings
Have the right
To see me weak.
And your little hand
Of bread and guitar
Must touch my breast
When it goes off to fight.
That’s why I seek you in the firm stone.
Harsh hands I sink in your blood
Seeking your firmness
And the depth that I need,
And if I find
Only your metallic laughter, if I find
Nothing on which to support harsh steps
Adored one, accept
My sadness and my anger,
My enemy hands
Destroying you a little
So you may rise from the clay
Refashioned for my struggles.
What Hermione didn’t know was that luck was against her and that the wind carried her voice and words to the man sulking in the dungeons, and again he swore to not let her woo him on her webs of so called love and swore to cause her unbelievable pain.
AN: Hope you enjoy. The poem above is by a Chilean poet Pablo Neruda the poem is called El Dano or The Hurt. I think it symbolizes how Hermione is frustrated or pushed into sleeping with some guy because Severus wanted to wait.
Tell me if you want the chapters longer or if this is ok and how you like the story so far(even though I haven’t really giving it a plot or a point sonce this is only the beginning)because I am here to please. Please R/R.Fishes