Mine

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here
in my heart always
Always
-You’ll be in my heart-Phil Collins, Tarzan soundtrack

*

“Shit, shit, shit!”, Draco gasped as I felt my first contraptions.

“Don’t just stand there! Help me!”, I cried trying to keep my breathing steady, I was in labour weeks early!

“Right, right!”, he snapped back to reality, “side along apparition or portkey?”

“I don’t care! Either!”, he held me before apparating us. Already feeling nauseas, the apparition didn’t help but I sighed in relief as we arrived in the hospital wing at home.

“We have a pregnant lady in labour here!”, Draco shouted, it actually made me laugh the situation I was in, though it wasn’t that funny-it actually was. As the healers quickly got me onto the bed and cast all the necessary spells needed, I could feel another contraption.

“Get the fucking father of my babies here right now!”, I screamed causing Draco to apparate again, supposedly to the ministry, “how long till its time?”.

“Its hard to tell at this stage”

“Oh, where the hell is the dark lord? He’s supposed to be here!”

“Mr Malfoy Junior, has gone to get him, he wont be long. You need to stay relaxed and calm milady”, one of the healers assured me, “just take deep breathes and things will be okay”

“He better hurry! Im not giving birth until he is here!”

“Im afraid that is for the babies to decide, for once the dark lord cant be in control of what happens”

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!”, I cried every time I felt another contraption, “…I swear they aren’t supposed to be this painful so soon!”

“Its different for every woman, its fine…”

“I never would have thought id be giving birth while still in my teens…im barely a woman! Oh my god, im going to be a mum”, I gasped tearfully but with a smile, “but what if I am a terrible mother! I don’t know if I know enough!”

“You will be fine”, the healer smiled, “and you have all the support you would ever need”

“I know, and thank you-”, I squinted my eyes shut as I felt yet another contraption, the pain was getting more and more painful, I thought labour shouldn’t hurt as much as this did!
“Oh my god, its getting worse! I thought labour got worse gradually not all the pain straight away!”

“I think maybe the babies will be coming sooner than expected…”, the healer announced after a moment checking me,

“what!”

“You are having a quick labour-its unusually for a first time pregnancy, especially with twins, but it seems they want to be out”

“Oh, where is he! I need him here with me!”, tears fell down my cheeks. I couldn’t give birth with out Tom there with me. “oh my, please it hurts so much!”

“there is no spell to make you stop feeling the pains of childbirth, I can only make you more comfortable”

“I can cope with cruciatus but cant cope with this!”, I said through clenched teeth, “what the hell!”

“the cruciatus is magic whilst child birth is natural-of course the pain is different and is much harder to avoid”

“Oh I can feel another one coming!”, I couldn’t help what I was saying as I was in pain, “where the fuck is that bastard husband of mine!”,

“That bastard husband of yours is here”, Tom apparated into the room holding my hand tight, “I leave you for five minutes with Draco and this happens! Its like you cant live without me!”

“keep the sarcasm for later before I torture you till you are begging for me to let you go!”, I growled

“that’s the woman I love!”, he laughed and kissed my forehead, “she is due very soon then?”

“Very, unusually quick considering. I think you will have to begin to push soon”

“what, so soon!”

“My babies are so willing to see my world, be held in their mothers arms-”, I cut off his sentence by grabbing his neck tight.

“You never have sex with me again or you can try being pregnant the next time!”, I screamed before letting go while covered in sweat, “I was only in Hogsmeade a little while ago talking! How the fuck have I got here so soon!”

“Breathe!”, he ordered me while holding my hand tight, “I will forgive you for your attitude because you are in labour-”

“-I don’t give a damn what you think of my fucking attitude!”, he rolled his eyes before I almost crushed his hand as I felt the severe pain again, “oh! Why the hell did you do this to me! You are never touching me again!”, I shouted uncontrollably, but it was easing the pain by threatening the dark lord.

“Its time. Hermione, I know its much quicker than we anticipated earlier but it cant be helped, you are going to have to push”

I did. I pushed as hard as I could before stopping out of the pure pain I felt, “please I cant!”

“you can Hermione”, Tom whispered

“You do it for me then!”, I cried

“I wish I could”, he laughed, “come on”

*

I almost fainted as she gave birth to my first child.

“It’s a boy!”, the healer smiled, “congratulations!”

Hermione smiled through her exhaustion as I looked on ecstatically

“looks like I get to name a boy after all”, I grinned, but I didn’t have time to see the baby as Hermione was still in labour with the next one.

“Please, cant I have a break ive already done it haven’t I!”

“Come on Hermione, one more baby and then you have created our family”

That motivated her to get her strength back.

Fifteen minutes and one crushed hand, as she squeezed mine later, she lay panting on her bed and was drenched in sweat-though she never looked more beautiful in my eyes.
I watched breathlessly as she was given our first born son, and waited as the healers made the standard checks over the second twin.

“Congratulations, it looks like you have a girl and a boy”, the healer said happily as she passed me the baby girl, my baby girl. “Everyone is healthy, I just advice our lady that she gets some rest after seeing to her newborn. We shall leave to give you some time alone”

“Oh my god”, I she gasped as she admired our son and daughter as I handed the girl over so she could hold both together, “they are ours! They are so beautiful and we have one of each gender!”

“They would of course be beautiful with a beautiful mother”, I stroked her hair, “you have done so well, I love you so much, I love our children so much”

“they are so peaceful, they aren’t crying or making a sound, just lying in my arms, sleeping. I-I cant believe they were inside of me”

“yes they was and look at them now. What have you named our daughter-”, I cut off and stopped as realisation hit me, “-shit”

“what?”

“Im a father…”

*

“Don’t faint please”, i laughed, “Yes, and you will be a great one”

“And you a mother”

“Im so tired-oh, what have you named our son seeing as you insisted in naming the eldest, I bet you believe as it’s a boy and he is eldest he will be the most powerful…never mind, what is he called?”, I asked excitedly as Tom took our boy into his arms while beaming.

“He is called Phoenix”, he carried on as I raised my eyebrows, “I chose it for many reasons though it is obvious why you are surprised, as it seem very ’Gryffindor’ with all its fire etc. but I wanted my son to have a name with meaning of power, a bird that is immortal-being immortal is the ultimate power, and the meaning of the name itself: ‘dark/blood red’…and also I like the name”, he added.

“I like it also”, I leaned up to kiss him on the cheek, “you really want to show your power don’t you…well then I guess you wish to know the name of Phoenix’s sister. Her name is Ava-Ceres, I have had the first part picked out since I was a child and although I promised you it wouldn’t be too common, I tried my best, but I love it so much and the second part…well, I thought having the name of a goddess in her name you would like, being all mighty and powerful”

“I like it, she will have your brains I can tell”

“And can you tell he will have your power”

“of course”

“Thank you, I love you”

“I love you more”

“that’s impossible”, he grinned as he sat next to me as we held our children together.

“Thank you Hermione, if it wasn’t for you…I-I would be on my own. Look at everything you have given me-”, he cut off as Ava started to cry, “looks like we are going to have some long nights ahead of us”

“its worth it”

“and if I remember correctly, you promised me the night of my life…”

“I forgot you never forget, all in good time”, I lay my head on his shoulder as I realised we were now a family.

*

“Oh I have missed this”, she breathed under my body as I caressed it with my lips and hands. I smirked before entering her, making her gasp in pleasure, she stroked my body as I thrust into her, heaven.
“fuck”

“a lady, shouldn’t use such language”

“and a good lord shouldn’t cause pain for pleasure”, she smirked back,

“it’s a good thing im the dark lord then”, she moaned in pleasure causing me to already feel on the verge of climaxing. It felt like so long and she was so pleasurable…I couldn’t help it so soon.

Minutes later she lay in my arms with our legs tangled breathing heavily.
“Sorry I couldn’t last long…”

“it doesn’t make a difference how long it is, it’s the quality, and that was one the most amazing times ive ever been with you…I think you deserve a little something for being such a good father and husband”

“oh?”, she crawled over me and headed southwards…I groaned as she licked, sucked, kissed me downstairs, taking the whole of me down her throat-a feat extremely hard considering my size. A played her hair between my fingers and placed the other on the back of her head, forcing her onto me more. Soon I was lost in the pleasure she gave me, face fucking her roughly and cumming down her throat. She came back up after swallowing almost everything, just some trailer down her chin, she was a sight to remember.
“Sorry if I was a little rough”

“I like it when you are”

“You could have told me that before hand!”

“I liked keeping you on the edge”, she grinned, “you don’t have to worry about holding back when with me you know, ive been with you in every way possible probably, and ive loved it all”

“I will keep that in mind then”, I kissed her hair as she lay back onto me, ready to fall asleep but the sound of crying prevented that, “seems like im going to go from dark lord to an average father”

“you sleep, ill see to them”

“no you sleep, you have been doing it most days and so you deserve the break. Sleep well, we will introduce our family to the world in a few weeks”

“As long as I don’t witness any dark magic, I look forward to it”, she smiled.

*

“They are the cutest babies I have ever seen!”, Narcissa looked down into the cot they lay in in the great hall, Tom had seen to it that the world were properly introduced to his own when they had developed a little, now they lay before my eyes at a month old. I had already made it clear to him that no dark magic was to be performed before their eyes until they were old enough to understand what was right and wrong. He agreed.
“Phoenix and Ava-Ceres, the children of the dark lord and lady. They will be quite popular at school when they are older then”

“Slytherins as well with their fathers blood. They are just so perfect, I cant believe how much love I feel for them”

“I know the feeling"

"Have you told them our news?", Snape asked Narcissa, he hadn't said much by her side, but it was clear now they were a couple.

"No? What news?", i asked curiously. I watched as she smiled up at him and kissed him on the lips, before turning back to me.

"Im pregnant milady", she beamed.

"Oh, congratulations!", i gasped and gave her a hug, "how far along? I wondered why you were wearing rather baggy robes compared to your normally fitted ones"

"Five months, i have a small bump but i rather it hushed up for now, sorry i didnt tell you sooner"

"Its fine! Congratulations! And to you Severus, my old potions teacher", i smirked

"Thank you, i apreciate that. The dark lord has known for a while now, before even me though, but you know he knows everything"

"Always", i smiled, "so any marriage plans for future?"

"Well..."

"erm..."

"You two are great together, and Draco will like having a younger sibling"

"That reminds me, Draco wants to see the twins, wewill leave you for a moment”, I nodded as Draco came over while they left. He looked down at them with an unreadable expression before smiling.

“Well who would have thought I would have been there when you went into labour”

“I never got round to thanking you, so here it is: thank you Draco, you were brilliant that day”

“Thanks. They are adorable”, I laughed, “what!”

“Its just funny to hear you think something is adorable”

“im not some cold hearted freak you know!”, he grinned, “and while im at it, you look stunning, especially for a woman who has given birth only a month ago!”

“Draco, you surprise me how much you have changed, thanks”

“Can I hold one?”

“Of course, take Phoenix as he’s less likely to cry or anything. Ava-Ceres seems to be the loud one even at such a young age, ill hold her”, I lifted Phoenix and gently placed him in Draco’s arms where he stayed sound asleep and snuggled into his arms like they were his bed. I lifted Ava who woke up who didn’t cry but made a cute ‘ah’ sound.

“I want one”

“Aw you are too cute Draco”

“I know", he joked, "Have you chosen their godparents yet? Not anything religious, you know what I mean…”

“Yes I have actually, not really a godparent…but similar. I chose the person especially”

“person? don’t you mean people?”

“No, the dark lord doesn’t want too many people connected to his children in any way. He only allowed one person to be like second guardian”

“Who is it?”, Draco asked while pulling faces at Ava who look quite curious about him, as if she was trying to copy the faces he was pulling but couldn’t.

“Well his name is Draco Malfoy”, I smiled as Draco raised his head slowly to look at me.

“What?”

“I chose you because though I hated you for many years like you hated me, how you hurt me so much and I have slapped you a few times back…you have helped out a lot as well, especially when I went into labour with them. And well, you are a good guy really”

“oh-r-really?”

“Yes Draco”

“If you keep stuttering I may have to re think my wife’s decision”, Tom said by my side, he had a tendency to appear out of nowhere at random times,

“Of course milord, and I am so grateful for this!”

“Good, I wish to speak to my wife for a moment”

“Yes milord, of course…May I walk around with him?”

“As long as you keep him safe its fine. The dark lord has unlimited amounts of charms to keep them safe, but im just worried about little things”, I said before Tom could say no.
“Don’t worry, he is safe”, I assured Tom as Draco walked around showing off Phoenix in his arms to random people.

“I know”, he muttered as he put an arm around my waist. He had changed since I gave birth, he was the same with me but he seemed to change in public…he became more relaxed without being so cold and sadistic-though when he lost his temper he was just as bad, if not worse than he was before.
“I just don’t like the thought of someone other than myself or you getting close to them”

“What are you going to be like when they are older and go on dates and things”

“Well, whoever they are thinking of dating will have to be checked out by myself first-”

“-oh shut up, you are way to protective”, I kissed him on the lips to show I was joking, “what is it that you wanted to talk about?”

“Nothing really, I just wanted to be with you”

“That’s sweet-well it would be if it was true”

“fine, you can even tell when im lying now”

“I just know you, what’s up?”

“I have sorted out a ‘nanny’ for the twins”

“what?”

“you have coped so well, but I think you need a break and need to live like a lady should. So I have found a nanny who comes to the standards I believe necessary-”

“-oh I don’t think so. The only person who looks after my children is me or someone I decide is good enough. I never want a nanny”

“Im only thinking of you”

“I know you are, but I can cope”

“Ok. But the moment I see you looking ill, I am getting you a nanny”

“as you wish milord…”

"You only call me your lord when you arent too happy with me...and Voldemort when you are quite angry"

"But Tom when i am happy"

“I may have to find a pet name for you...Can I hold Ava-Ceres for a while? You should relax while you can”

“thanks”, I said as he took her out of my arms, the average person would be surprised to see the dark lord act so loving to a baby, but it didn’t surprise me anymore. “If she gets hungry just get me”

“Im not exactly going to breastfeed her myself am I! Anyway, there has been a lot of interest in our children so I think I should make an announcement about them soon”

“You do that then. I will probably take them up to sleep soon, and maybe we can have a bit of fun ourselves…”, I whispered in his ears seductively.

“Oh we will”, he whispered back breathlessly.

“Im going to get some air while you greet your guests”, I nodded my head to the guests who were just death eaters and followers with their partners.

“ok, I will see to the twins”

“you sound so normal”

“huh?”

“being the dark lord you wouldn’t think would talk how you do…about twins and that, im so glad you are how you are though. And you have learnt to keep a space between ‘business’ and your personal life”

“all thanks to you my love”

“…you can change her nappy while you have her”

“what?”

I laughed as I went outside to breathe.

Im so happy.

-

Epilouge

Eleven years later.

“Tell Ava to leave me alone!”, Phoenix pulled on his mothers dress on platform 9¾. His dark hair and eyes were exactly like his fathers-just without the red tint. Ava came running up behind him laughing happily, her even darker brown hair fell to her waist in ringlets like Hermione‘s, they must have gotten their fathers genes as they were beautiful just as he was handsome she thought.
Hermione and Tom were wrong when we guessed what they would be like, Phoenix is the quiet one with they eye for books and knowledge, whilst Ava-Ceres just wanted to cause trouble-that’s the only thing that worried her, she just hoped to hell Ava-Ceres wouldn’t become what Tom always planned for Phoenix seeing as he was the good child and she was the bad one. She even had the red tint to her eyes, and listened to no one but her mother and father.

“Ava, you know not to annoy your brother”, Hermione sighed,

“I was only joking!”

“Well if I find you ‘joking’ again I will see to it that you are taken out of Hogwarts!”

“I promise I wont do it again!”

“Good. Have you got all your things?”

“yes mum”, they chanted back to her as she smiled, they were holding their luggage to begin their first year at Hogwarts, they both even had their first owls she had bought for them only the week before with them-Snowly owls, much to the dismay of Voldemort.

“Father!”, Ava-Ceres hugged Voldemort's waist as he came through the barrier, “you came to see us off!”

“I wouldn’t miss this for the world. You will be home for Christmas, it seems so faraway for you two but I promise you that time will go quick, make the most of it and do your best at everything”

“We will father, though Ava probably has other intentions…”, Phoenix muttered.

“What do you mean?”, Hermione asked curiously

“I saw her reading fathers books we aren’t allowed to read, the dark ones”

“you are such a tattletale!”, Ava moaned.

“They are only restricted until you are of the age you can decide what you want”, Hermione told both of them, “and Ava I would rather you didn’t research things you aren’t ready to understand”

“But I am! You and father have horcruxes don’t you...well I found out how to create them!”, she grinned as Tom look proudly on.

“If I find you looking at or using any magic of any sort you know ive told you not to meddle with then you will greatly regret it!”

“sorry mother”, she sulked,

“and you milord will suffer greatly as well!”, Hermione threatened Voldemort.

“Ava-Ceres. I don’t want to hear you have been in too much trouble but make sure you live up to the standards I expect. Phoenix, this goes to you also”, Voldemort told his children

“of course father”, Phoenix replied not really listening, but eyeing a few giggling girls going onto the train.

“and don’t get involved with too many girls, wait till you are at least a fourth year!”, Hermione recited the same words she had told him so many times. Phoenix had already found his ways to charm the woman, even at his young age.

“Can we go now!”, Ava moaned

“Yes, just remember what I told you. Make me proud”, Tom told her as she ran into the train with her things, Phoenix following her shortly with a roll to his eyes which made Hermione giggle.

“He reminds of me when I was his age-just I didn’t have the charm”, she muttered

“And she reminds me of me when I was her age-just I didn’t have as much first hand knowledge of magic at the time ”, Tom admitted.

“Looks like we know what’s going to happen when they are older then”, Tom placed his arm around her as they ignored the half a dozen death eaters around them for extra protection. “a Slytherin and a Gryffindor”

“Ava-Ceres is a Slytherin all the way, as is Phoenix, though he probably will take after you and go into Gryffindor. Good I suppose, two of our children in the same house will be too much for the school”, he smirked.

“Well we have a few months till ourselves for the first time in so long, I promise I wont try to kill you”

“If I ever need to kill you I know where your horcrux is”, he laughed.

“hmm, maybe I shall just practise some torturing skills on you before you get the chance”

“I love it when you talk like that”

“We must be mad”, she sighed

“Probably”

“We’ve had a pretty good time though. I am going to miss having them around”

The train begun to move, and they walked alongside it waving as their two children waved back from separate windows in different carriages with friends they may have begun to make. As they disappeared round the corner, Hermione leaned her head in Voldemort's chest as he lowered his arm.

“They’ll be alright”, said Hermione.

“I know they will”

Voldemort was the same dark lord as he always was, though he kept his promise to Hermione to never do anything in front of their children till they were old enough to understand.
Hermione put her hand over her dark mark as he placed an arm round her waist. She thought to herself what may have happened if the dark lord hadn’t of won over the light, would she be as happy as she was now? If she knew she would have been thinking like this when she was in the DA, she would have probably killed herself out of madness.
No, she was happy with her husband, just as he was happy with her.
Never had he felt happiness before, and if he had of known when he kidnapped, tortured and made her his slave that he would some day be happy and have a family with her…he probably would have killed himself out of madness.

Maybe she had succumbed to the darkness, but really, 'there is no good or evil, only power', that's how she saw things.

Both Voldemort and his lady may be dark, evil, or any other word similar.
But they are happy.

All is well.

Fini
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Ive been writing this for over half a year from the first chapter in 'His' to this final chapter. I hope you enjoyed it :)
I thought id leave it on a happy note-as i was going to continue it more into darkness and whatever, but i thought maybe i could leave them happy. Just remember, Voldemort is still as evil as he was before, maybe even more so now he feels he has to protect his loved one. But he is happy, for the first time in his life :)
Some loose ends i couldnt fit into the story lol:
-The DA continued, though not fighting the darkness, they evolved to protect those who needed protecting, and Hermione made sure that they wouldnt be punished for this by introducing laws at the minsitry in her spare time when the twins were growing up.
-Snape and Narcissa had a baby girl named Ursa after a star constellation, born with the looks of her mother but the brains of her father. Phoenix has had a crush on her since they were as young as six or seven, though he doesnt like to admit that by charming other girls.
-Lucius ended up taking over Snapes brothel and lived a comfortable life with as many girls as he wished, Hermione and him arent quite enemies anymore.
-Draco married the girl of his dreams five years after Hermione gave birth, a pureblooded french girl who had recently graduated from Beauxbatons.
-Ava-ceres will grow up to be her fathers biggest fan-teaching herself dark magic for years, though she does have morals-something Voldemort never seemed to have (or rarely showed it).
-Hermione and Voldemort do have ups and downs, and when they have their ups they are like heaven for them, but their downs are quite bad (Considering they are so connected to darkness lol), Voldemort is stil lthe baddy, and Hermione has shown she has some darkness in her also, though like her daughter, she has morals of course-just maybe her daughter is more like her father.

Thanks to all my loyal readers, and i hope i have not disapointed you :) I will now carry on and focus only on my story 'In Wonderland', so take a read if you wish so :)