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Thoughts and feelings I
Here is thus this special chapter which resumes all the fic up to the chapter 6, except the prologue. In the fellow chapter, you will have everything up to the chapter 12, then of 12 to 18 and of 18 to 24 and later, one to be back to normal again of the fic! I hope that it will please you!!! Everything is in POV! Attention, delirium total!! I shall indicate you every time the character which speaks, the place and in which chapter we are so that you did not get lost in the fic …
Chapter 25: Thoughts and feelings I
/Lucius office, chapter 2 / Lucius, in front of the portrait of Lily/
Oh Lily … What I have done? Why did you separate the twins? If you saw all the problems which they cause me! Especially Harry! He is going to make me age before the age, that one! He always gets in situations not possible! And this idiot of Black who found nothing of better than to fall behind the veil! Who is going to take charge of Harry now, eh?!? Who is going to protect him from the Lord now?! Certainly not the old madman! Yes, I know! I am a despicable father! I take charge of my son only from a great distance, I know! But I have no choice! He believes that it is James, his father, I am for nothing there, me! I know what I should do, but also what I want to do, but regrettably, I cannot do what I would like to do more than everything in the world.
He would not believe in me … And I believe that if he rejected me, I shall not support it … It is nevertheless well to need that I find a solution of its problem with the Lord who try all the time to get rid of him. I may turn the question everywhere; I do not see what I can do to protect Harry. Pfff, help me, please, Lily, I really need you, there! Regrettably, you are not any more there to advise me … I believe that I am going to takea walk, I have another two or three small affairs of which I have to get rid before the ministry falls me above. I shall really have difficulty in inventing an excuse, this time! I shall mean seeing you later, maybe than in the meantime, I shall have the solution miracle …
/ Some minutes later, by going out of Barjow and Beurk /
A good thing made! I shall more sleep soundly without these affairs in the Manor! I am going to go home, it begins to be late …
/ Harry, on Diagon Alley/
What a bad adventure!! It is soon the new term and I still have not my affairs!! What a jerk to spend the summer with the Dursley, it is really worst every year! Finally, it is better that to return by Sirius … My godfather, to say that all this is of my fault … He died because of me! I shall so love whether he was there, near me … For once that I had somebody and he left as all the others: mom, dad …
Why all those who I love disappear? I have to give them misfortune, that has to be that! That does not risk to arrive at my uncle, he hates me! Sirius, what I am going to do, now? Everybody abandoned me, even Ron and Hermione did not write of all summer, the same for my birthday! Everybody avoids me like the plague now. It is maybe better like that …
I shall like so much having somebody whom to be able to speak, to confide me but it is like that better, I do not want the other to died because of me. I do not even know if I want to return to Hogwarts, I have too many memories over there. From Sirius to Hogsmead, under his shape of animagus I so miss him…
/ Lucius, by returning on Diagon Alley to return in the Manor /
Ah my armchair! A good cup of tea! I can't wait that I returned! Prevent that I still have no solution of my problem … It is nevertheless well to need that I find something for Harry! Harry? But … What makes this unconscious there when everybody is looking for him ?!!? And alone!! But he completely lost his head, my word! He does not even look where he goes! And Crabe which is just hidden next to the bookshop! I dream! He walks past to him without even seeing him! But he is crazy! Or completely unconscious!! He looks like completely somewhere else, in his thoughts … He again has to think of Black … He was very attached to him … It is for i that Bellatrix got rid of him. I have to make something or he is going to embark my Harry in front of the Lord even before I found what I am going to do to protect him!
One minute! My Harry? Hey well, yes … I shall not let this idiot hurt my son under my nose! Fortunately that there are a lot of people in the street, that is going to facilitate me things … A stupefix and hup! The ballot is played! This idiot did not even see me! Harry is safe, he emerges from the bookshop, I am possible return in peace! Veins before he sees me!
/ Lucius office some minutes later/
And here is the troubles begin again! I cannot constantly be behind to watch after him, it is not possible! What I am going to do?!!? Stop pacing around, it would already be the beginning but I cannot remain on my chair doing nothing while there is a free madman who wants Harry's life! I am going to sit down before choking somebody and thinking composedly about the situation. That's right, completed! And now, what I am going to do ?!? I do not have more solution than before! Everything would be so simple if Harry knew the truth about me! But I cannot say to him, he hates me! He would be even more lost, he would not know any more who he is really, and it is not really the moment!! And then, let us be realistic, even if he knew the truth by I know which miracle, he never will want to come to live here, useless to dream! You spent your time to dream awakened Lucius, it would be necessary maybe time to wake you and to find a solution! Because there, we have not moved of a millimetre yet!
Besides, I am clamped! I cannot be towards the Lord and be the father of Harry Potter, it is a total nonsense! And moreover, he prepares this attack since a moment already and which is the target? Let us see! Harry, as usual! He is going eventually kill him the end!! I have to find a solution! Lily, please … If only you could give me the answer … Eh? To bring Harry here? No problem, I see the scene from here! Harry, my dear son! It has been sixteen years since I saw you! In the fact, your father, it is me! I am there already! He will already have me stunned even before I have the time to begin my explanation! Prevent only from taking him here is still the most safe solution. Not only, I can protect him, but also watch him.
And I shall have finally my youngest son with me! I believe that I have make a beautiful blunder when I put your portrait in my office, Lily! Because I shall never have had an idea so twisted alone, you can believe in me! But even if I do not want to admit him, that remains the best solution which I have, finally, it is especially the only one whom I have … I do not have more than to find a means to approach Ryry, the simplest as a matter of fact! One minute, I am sure that the old madman will help me! He cannot resist when we propose him a good action! Only for that, he is going to need to display him all the story. What a happy perspective! I hope that he is not going to make me the blow that he is not concerned by the affairs of families or I murder him on the spot! Well, useless to be made a world before! One pinched by Floo Powder and forward for the troubles and the long not very pleasant discussion on the horizon!
/ Dumbledore, in his office in full tasting of Lemon Drop/
I made well order these new candies, they are really delicious! What it is still? Who knocks at the door at this hour? I am occupied, me! Hold Like! That for example! Lucius Malfoy personally, what a chance! What he wants me this time? That in the urgent sight seen the way he enters whirlwind in my office and confidential also, seen all the charms of lock which he puts on the door. He is afraid of an invasion or what?
It is not because I do not love this character but I am very busy , I am going to send him in no time. Let us attack at once! Faster he will have said to me what he wants me, rather I shall be freed of him!
/ Lucius, sit on a chair, in front of Dumbledore, /
He begins hardly, the old man!! The same step of hello! Finally, that arranges me! Let us finish it as fast as possible! He looks at me then at Harry without making of an fuss and I embark him in the Manor! About what he speaks to me? I speak to him about Harry; he speaks to me about Draco! He is completely delirious, there! I wonder if I did not make a mistake about address … Maybe that I shall have had to see the Lord directly … Rectification, that would be it an error! Ah! He understood that I spoke about Harry! That has to be the age!
I hope that I am not going to look like that! Finally, if I can have any height of small Ryry and small Draco, I believe that I can bear him! Well, let us return to the serious things. Proofs?! And he wants proofs now! Certainly, the trust reigns! It is necessary to say all the same that he is right! It is not every day that he has somebody in his office which claims to be the father of his small favourite lion, that it is certain! He wants that I look for them where for the proofs!?! It is not my kind to keep papers which could cost me my skin if the Lord fell above by chance. I like my life ! Besides, I have done that to protect Harry and Draco, he is not going to blame me for it now, right? It is no crime to want to protect my children, no? What is that can make him understood that Lily is the mother of Draco? He is filled or what? If they are twins, it is normal that they have the same mother! He does not owe very informed of this kind of thing or then it is the age … And he persists the old man! Well, I believe that it is better than I display him quite like that story and he will leave me in peace! That's it! Miracle! He finally seems to believe me! It is not too much early! What he sings me, there?
Sure that I know the counter-spell to return its appearance to Ryry, he takes me for whom, there?! WHAT?!!? He sends Severus to look for Ryry?! But that does not go or what?! He knows nevertheless that they hate each other! He is going to be in a good mood when he is going to arrive here! He goes everything make me miss with his brilliant ideas! Well, there is not more than to wait that a miracle occurs so that Ryry agrees to come to live in the Manor . And for Severus, I will see his case when Harry will have found his real appearance. He cannot blame him any more for his resemblance with Potter! This time, you are cooked Severus! I finally found the means to surprise you!
/ Severus, in dungeons./
A blue salamander, boiled eyes of spiders, a sardine. Here we are, everything is in the cauldron, I do not have more than to wait! A call by the fireplace? What now ? We can never be quiet here!! WHAT?!!? I have to fetch the nasty kid to him?! He does not poison me enough the life during the courses, it still has to stick me in legs during the holidays!!! Where goes the world?!! Well, I go there! I have the time while the potion ends! He is going to regret rotting me the life during the holidays!! I am going to send this affair in two minutes! I just have just to return him in the Head master office, that is not going to be long! That, it is certain! Here we are! But he sleeps!! At the present time, it is a shame!!
Harry, in his room (chapter 3)
Hem? What? Who is here? Who is shouting in my ears? What time is it? My glasses, I see nothing without my glasses! Where are they? Ah! That's it, I have them! Let us see that! SNAPE? What …what is …why is he there? It is a nightmare! I am going to wake up!! He wants to take me where? I don’t want to leave, I am very well here ! But what is he doing? What does he have in his pocket? Ouch! Oh, stars!
/Severus/
Then, that's right his room, what a mess! Check then, he is going to wake up, yes!?! Ah finally! He is looking for his damned glasses! It is necessary not to be in a hurry! One hour and a half later. That's it, he has them down on the nose! He doesn’t stop asking questions! I have not only that to do!
Well, as we say in the big troubles, the big remedies! Because I have no time to lose! I have my potion on the fire and if I miss it, the old coot will strangle me! He irritates me to palaver like that! Where I put it? It has to be lying about in this pocket. There! That's it! And here is! No more of cursed Gryffindor who palavers! What it is indeed when that stops Ah! The silence, there is only that who is well! Damage for the phial, fortunately that it was an old woman! But that makes me all the same one at least! I prefer all the same one less that this Potter spirit to break me ears! I do not have more than to embark him on the office of the Headmaster and that’s all!
And here we are, it is finished for me! Hold, there is Lucius in the office. What is he doing here? And then, I don’t care! I have some work which waits for me! I have no time to discuss! Has no more chair of free there? What will I do with the kid? But if that there is no room! On Lucius's knees! Long live potions! I have to hurry before the one that I have on the fire burns!
/ Lucius, office of Dumbledore /
Here he is! My small Ryry! What? He sleeps at this hour?! Seen the appearance of Severus, I shall say rather that it is him who plunged him in the sleep on one hand, that arranges me! I am going to be able to make the transformation in peace! Well, it is not all this, go on! Then, if I indeed remember myself, it is necessary to put the handkerchief of Lily in the hand and to say the formula, it is quite simple. Then, the handkerchief, it is in this pocket! It is not there?! Phew, it is in the other one! During five seconds, I believed that I lost it, I shall have looks like a perfect idiot !
Why is he looking at me like that, this old man? He has never seen somebody casting spell or what? It is necessary to admit all the same that this time, he helped me well! Without him, never I shall have been able to get back Ryry! Finally, to return his appearance is a thing, to convince him to come to the Manor is the other one …
But a thing after the other one! That's it! The spell is raised! He is as alike as two peas in a pod to Draco! That is going to be hard to differentiate them! He is completely the same: beautiful fair hair, a skin white as with the ivory … Magnificent! It is normal, it is MY son! What was that?
The Headmaster goes out of the office to leave us alone, he is right! He is going to avoid the storm Harry at least! I cannot say about it so much! He moves in his sleep! And he wakes up! Not so fast! I do not even know what I am going to say to him! Fast, let us remove glasses! He does not need it any more, now! Hold, the eyes are always emerald green. The same that my Lily … At least, I can see the difference between Draco and him. I believe that he recognized me. A wall got up as a frightened animal and turns out. Why do you leave like that? I do not want to hurt you. Ouch, he has the same voice as Draco. Finally, it will not be so simple to see the difference between them. He is afraid of me … The more I try to approach him, the more he takes refuge near the wall. How can it be done? I believe that he has not noticed yet that his appearance changed. It is maybe the good beginning … Look in the mirror, Harry. You will understand at once. It is a good reflex not to turn the back to an enemy, but that does not arrange me, there! I am not your enemy! Never shall I hurt you …
Why is he so suspicious? I have nothing the intention to hurt him. He seems to believe in me, he turns to the mirror. He saw his appearance and the eyes … I believe that I am going to get closer before there is an accident … Ouch my ears! It is not a reason to shout! Finally, all the same little but him does not need to exaggerate! I skip behind him; he seems totally lost but speaks to me calmly. He kept l features of his former appearance: the eyes and a mark on the forehead, there where there was this cursed scar. I believe that it is better than I say to him the truth. It does not seem to have understood that Draco is his twin. He thinks that Narcissia is their mother, what an error! I have to explain more clearly, then.
Why Lily is not there? He would not certainly have reacted in this way! Well, inhale a big blow Lucius and tell him everything, it is what you have better to do! Miracle! He realized that he is my son! There is some progress! How he does not want to come to the Manor!! What is this story?! The more I shout, the less he listens to me! That should not amaze me with all that Draco told me about him! Well, let us try the other thing! Be quiet Lucius, inhale a big blow! The peace and the diplomacy, that knows you! I have to find another place where to take him because he does not want to come with me. Blacks Manor perhaps? Why to ask him? He will never want to return there with what arrived at his godfather. The Manor? He seems to hesitate; I see it at his face. That has to be the fact of having to live with Draco who disturbs him, even if he looks like tempted by the idea. But if I force him to go there, he will run away and I shall have won nothing … Let us try the other thing … His relatives? There, it is me who refuse! I shall never let my son live with these dangerous madmen! NEVER!! Apparently, he does not agree either … But what I am going to do with him, me? He seems lost, I get closer to him quite slowly. He did not notice that he is in my arms. He seems so tired … He fell asleep; I believe that he is indeed in my arms. I am going to return with him to the Manor house, at least, that facilitates me things. I thank the Headmaster who was Scotch-taped behind the door of his office since the beginning of our conversation between Harry and I and I apparate at the house. I have finally my two children with me. I finally succeeded, thanks to you, Lily!
/ Harry, office of Dumbledore /
Hem, where I am? Somebody holds me in the arms … I am very well there. I wonder who it is. Hold on, that looks like the office of Dumbledore … Who holds me against him? I shall like knowing. But it is. Lucius MALFOY!!!! What is he doing here?! Why he holds me in his arms?! Hold on , he says nothing and made anything to keep me against him, it is bizarre that … I ask him why he is doing this. It is my voice, that?!?
What arrives at me? What did he do to me?!? He believes to have me by speaking to me slowly, he imagines himself that I do not know him! Why is coming near me? I move back as much as I can but there is a wall behind me, I am clamped. He wants what? That I turn around? He is delirious there! If he believes that I am rather crazy to rely on him! He speaks calmly, he does not seem to want to hurt me, it is strange...
Why I have the impression to be able to rely on him? Why I want to rely on him? I turn as he asked me for it and I see a mirror behind me. Why does he want that I look at it? But it is Draco! No, it is me! I recognize my clothes, there are the ones that I had when the professor Snape came to look for me, they are my eyes, finally those of mom and … Wait!?
My scar disappeared; there is not there more than a quite small mark in the place. That seems to me strange not seeing it … I turn to him, looking for answers. I am afraid of asking the question which burns me lips. Why do I look like him so much? Instead of speaking, I shout at him above. My appearance? About what he speaks, I know what I look like normally; this has nothing to do with that! Twins!?! Draco and I, we are twins?!? He is delirious there! The whiskey was to be too strong! But it is true that by looking attentively in the mirror I have the impression to see him.
One minute! How can we be twins, we have not the same mother! Mum? It is Mum, my mother? What I tell, me?!? Evidement that she is my mother, I want to say my true mother! Time, that means that it is also the mother of Draco, this nasty small stone marten, it is possible, that? I understand nothing more, there! Fortunately, Lucius has the good idea to tell me to everything. He is my… … Father? It is only now that the horror of the situation appears to me! I am the son of the man whose son is the one that I hate most to the world, and the cherry on the cake, it is that we are twins!
The Manor? He wants that I go to live in the Malfoy Manor?! He is crazy? To see Draco every day?! And his father in more! He is totally mad! But, it is my father also … What a story! I shall have better to stay in the bed this morning! Evidement, in good Gryffindor, I refuse to follow him in the Manor! It is because he insists! He orders me downright to follow him, that goes not, no? Propped up, I stay on my positions: no, not and not! Never! It is because he has some voice when he gets excited! But no, it is no! That is useless to roar with me, I am so in the habit between my uncle and Snape that that does not make me more either warmth, or cold! He gets closer to me, it is not good that! It is what this voice? He speaks quite slowly, he takes me for a child or what?
How can he calm down so fast? I have never seen that! That changes nothing; he will not catch me like that! What is what he says? To return at home? At my uncle? Never! The answer left alone, I did not manage to keep it … The house of Sirius? No … I do not want to go there not at once I shall not bear it. These memories are very too present in my memory … I refuse weakly. He asks me where I want to go. Regrettably, I have no answer. I do not know where to go. I shall like having somebody who takes charge of me, somebody who listens to me and understands me for once … He suggests again to me coming in his Manor. I do not know what to answer. Of a highly-rated, I very want to go there, I shall have a chance to learn to know him really, the one that I see today is very different from the one that I know.
This personality pleases me enormously. I find him warm and kind. I shall like that he stays like that … But on the other hand, I do not forget that I hated this man, then to go with him … And then, you should not forget Draco! I do not want to see him and of the credit note constantly stuck in my legs either. What I have to do? Without that I know what arrives at me, I meet myself in his arms. I feel safe there. I am very well there. Finally, I believe that to go to the Manor would please me enough. I remember myself briefly of the day: the duties to Dursley, Snape who landed in my room, the discussion in the office… Exhausted, I fall asleep in the arms without reporting me it even …
/Draco, lounge the Malfoy Manor /
It is soon the dinnertime. I am going to come down to the lounge o read little until it is served. Father is there already … But?! What it is on the knees? We would say … I?!? How is it possible? I am unique! Check of the peace, I have hallucinations, that have to be the hunger. We close eyes, we inhale a big blow, we reopen them and hup, disappeared! Hey well, no! But who takes place here? Where from he brings out that one?!?
Why is he on the knees of MY Father? We inhale, that goes the better, the better! Best, it is to ask directly my father, he indeed has to have an answer, him! What he says there? A twin? He loses the head, it is not possible! He did not understand, I am unique! I have a twin, me! Ah! Because in more he comes from a Muggle family!
That promises, he knows nothing about our world in addition! Brilliant, that beats all! Harry? His name is HARRY, as Potter! I have one of these luck, today! That could arrive only at me, that! He takes me for whom! A thing is sure, Mother does not look like delighted to see him. Long live the domestic scene with Father! And the doors which slam! Pity, I loathe the noise! She makes a head! How's that it is not her child? We are twins, no? And I then? I go out from where? It is not my mother? What’s this shaggy-dog story ?
At first, I have a twin and after that, my mother is not my true mother! The world's gone crazy today! Waite), he seems to wake up, let us see that…
/Lucius, lounge of the Manor/
Phew, finally brought in! We are indeed at home! I finally got Harry back! Since the time I wanted him with me at the Manor! He still sleeps, it is better not to wake him … I expect from the noise … It is Draco who comes down for the dinner, let us remain quiet. He will eventually ask me enough questions, useless to begin to explain everything to him before he asks, it is better! That's it, he left! Long live to the interrogations! Finally, it is better whether it is him, rather than the Lord, it would be sharply and less funny! He turns pale fast my small dragon, would it be so terrible to have a twin?
Where was he all this time? In other words the truth or it risks having a problem there if he asks the question later to Harry. With Muggles … He seems as demoralized as me … That, it is my son! Yes, my young, his name is Harry! Ha, yes! Potter …
Salazar made that he does not discover everything, at once! Otherwise, I shall be in a nice mess! A war in my Manor, never! Sure that he sees that it is not Potter, we shall see later his reaction that will not be sad to my opinion! And now Cissa, I wondered when she was going to add her grain of salt in the conversation … She looks like absolutely packed in the idea that Harry lives here! What I have for luck! I have to take charge of him alone?! Why there is not anything more which still amazes me?!
Sometimes, I really wonder … That's it, now it is Draco who adds a coat we can never be quiet here? TIt is well to need that I explain to him for his mother. The minimum will be enough for this evening. Strange, he does not look like shocked … Maybe he already expected it?
/Harry, lounge of the Manor /
Oh, my head! I remember the office of Dumbledore, of the small conversation with my "father" and later I believe that I fell asleep in his arms! Bravo Harry, you begin hardly! We announce you that Lucius Malfoy is your father and you, you collapse in his arms. Where are we, there? I have not envy to open eyes, I prefer not to know where I am. I hear voices! The voice of Malfoy, oops Draco, I would recognize it between one thousand and the other one, it is my father.
I am in a bizarre position I am on the knees of somebody! Seen the vein that I have, brilliant, that has to be my father! Who is it who roars in my eardrums, there? Are they mad? It is a feminine voice, I believe that I have already heard it somewhere … We would say rather the voice of a harpy, but check … Wait, she roars on my father! Not possible! I shall never have believed that somebody would dare to do that! And crack! The doors which slam! My poor ears, a little less noise please … What she said to my father? That he had to take charge of me alone? She is crazy or what? She leaves me between Malfoy and Malfoy, is she mad?
Although, if my father is as well quiet as in the office, that should not raise severe problems! Me finally there, he does not also look like zen. Best, it is to measure the temperature of the room! We open quite slowly eyes and we pretend to wake up at the moment! How it is practical to be in the habit there! Ouah! I have never seen a lounge so big in my life! It feels good here with the switched on fireplace, it is very pleasant! Zut, finished the espionage! He saw that I am woken … He asks me if I slept well. And how! I slept like a dog! I have a better sight on the room since I a little got up. I’m indeed on his knees, it is comfortable well, I am going not to stay there during ten years either! He still calls me? What is there? It is forbidden to look? Ah, Draco! It was too beautiful to be true! The poisoner public number one is back! Fortunately, he does not recognize me! I want to give him a chance, after all, I does not really know him …
I shake hands with him, he seems nicer like that. My father seems a little bit nervous when he "presented" him to me, he looks like, how to say, relieved that I did not shout in the scandal! Tss, I do not want that he rots me the life here as to the school! I am going to try to make efforts but only if he does so much. I loathe when there is a white in the conversation! That always puts everybody ill-at-ease! It left well for, there! Hold, an elf of house, that amaze not me here, seen the size of the house! In fact, seen the mauve pink colour of its pillowcase, I believe that it is a girl …
That what is what she tells? She sees double? She has never seen twins or what? The others are crying of laughter as much as me, finally, it is not so bad here, I believe that I am going to like this house!
/ Harry, dining room reprimands 5/
What they are stiff these chairs! I have the impression to have a coat rack in the back! That does not seem to bother the others! That has to be the custom because I, I have the back in crumbs and we just come to sit down! The dinner promises to be very long! For what we wait exactly to begin? Why father fixes me like that, if only there was only him! Draco also looks at me as if I had a dragon behind me! He has never seen me or what? I wonder why the woman right now left. What was her name already, Narcissia? I believe that that's right! Needs to say that to discover that her dear husband has the second child, that does not have to arrive every day! I shall like not being on her place! Ah finally! Dinner time! For little, I shall believe to hear Ron! He begins seriously to influence!
In any case, that seems very tasty So let us begin! Ouch! Who made that? I have now quite a red hand Father fixes me now, he seems not satisfied with the whole, what I have done? And Draco ? Ah, yes! The fork and you returns everything in the plate. It is no a reason to massacre my hands! Besides, he eats like a pig; it looks like he swallowed nothing for ages! What a fuss! If they saw how we eat at Dursleys, they would leave by running! In a detail near, we are not there! Well, we are going to imitate the small dragon because one needs! I am hungry! It is really practical, flats disappear! And here is the soup?!? It was only the entry? Has there anything more after at least? Oh God, I believe that I have a problem! It is what all these forks and these spoons? Why has it there so much? A that is enough not? Enough of crying out Ryry, we are going to continue to imitate Draco like that, no more pats on fingers!
Then, the big spoon is there, and then goes on! And especially least possible noise or that is going to begin again! Phew! That's it, it is finished? I can go to sleep? A small blow of eye towards Father to see so the way is clear and bye! Why does he looks at me like that? I have the impression that if he could spin me a spanking, he would make it directly! We are going to sit down again, it is more careful! We wait what exactly? Everybody finished, then? What else?!? After the entry, the soup, here is the meat ? We are not supposed to eat light in the evening? If I still swallow whatever it is, I am going to be sick! Goodbye cruel world, still has there vegetables! Needed not to forget them especially those! In the big troubles big remedies! I take nothing, I am no hungry anymore! Why he asks me if I have not hunger? He does not see that I can’t eat more?
How they make to swallow so much without being sick? He can not look somewhere else, no? Well, OK, I take it a little! Just so that he leaves me quiet! Any young few vegetables and the minimum of meat! Has no smaller end there? It is too big that! Bingo! Dishes finally left! Ha not! Not still! It is the ice cream now! They want my death or what ? Well, go it is a “white lady”, we are going to make an effort! I like that! That is going to help me to digest! The tea and the cheese! Let me die by pity! Miracle! Everybody leaves the table, I can leave and the torture is finished!
Where is my room? Winny, it is the name of this elf? She must know him! Wahoo! That's really my room? It is brilliant! I have never seen a so beautiful room of my life! In fact, it looks like more an apartment! There is a private bathroom which I share with Draco, a small lounge and a library. The room of Draco is just next to mine; there is a door which communicates between both! It is great! Well, a shower and in the bed! Good night! I have slept never as well of my life!
What time is it? There is no noise close, Draco has to sleep! Well, and if I was going to make the tour of the manor to visit a little all this? It is not the rooms which miss here: a room of duel, a potion (what a Calvary, it is the same that the Snape’s!), owlery, ballroom … It is not the place which misses here! The library is almost also big as the Hall of Hogwart! By speaking about that, I wonder what will say Ron and Hermione by seeing me!
Where I am? It is an office … It is covered with hangings dark green. There is a picture representing a woman. But it is Mom! Eh?! Who is here? There is somebody who roars at me! We would say the voice of my father! What a luck so early in the morning! Draco?!? How's that Draco, I am Harry! I believe that he had not recognized me. It is because he has some voice! I have the ears which whistle now! He burst me eardrums, it is certain! Phew, it has go a little better! He has a dreamy sight when he speaks about Mom, he is still in love with her! At least I am sure that my birth was not an accident. He is plunged into the eyes of my Mom while he speaks to me about her. He looks sad to have lost her. I shall never have believed that one day I shall see him like that, he always seems so inaccessible usually! I understand better why he shouted me above by taking me for my twin, he has not the right to enter here, he did not know that Narcissia was not his true Mother.
He has a very big surprise yesterday when learning the truth but on the other hand, if he had known it, he would maybe have tried to find me because we are twins but he would not have been able to accept me by discovering my former identity, it is like that better I believe. Father was right to hide it to him so far. The breakfast? What a good idea! That's it, it is the end! I really begin to become as Ron! I hope that there will be less to eat that yesterday evening or I am going to throw up! Diagon Alley? What does he want to do over there? I have already bought all my affairs … Uniforms? I have it already enough! Slytherin?!? He wants that I go to Slytherin, is he going mad ? He loses his mind?!? I don’t want to go there!!
Even if I have the impression that I really have no choice, there! And Here we are, hardly, I had the time to swallow my breakfast, to take a shower and to dress me that he embarks me on the famous trade path of the wizarding world. I like very much this place! We miss there never and there are always novelties! I still have difficulty in realizing all which arrives at me: my father Lucius Malfoy, my brother, Draco the terror Malfoy and nasty stone marten at the same time and everything which falls me above! And in addition Slytherin! That it is really the cherry on the cakle! I am going to meet myself with the old greasy bat of dungeons as Head of House, brilliant! All that I needed, I have it now! Even the superfluous! For what ask the people furthermore?! Are Ron and Hermione here?!
What they have to look at me like that?! They are delirious or what? No, they take me for Draco, it is not true! My best friends hate me! That really arrives only at me! I shall think of it later! I should not lose father of seen or he is again going to reprimand me! I have already enough with Snape who spends time shouting at me, I have not need of another executioner at the house! The house? I already call the Manor the house? It is necessary to believe that I already became attached to it! Especially to father's office I believe, Mom looks like so happy on this portrait …
It is not the moment to think of that! Here is the store! Why he still gives a funny look to me, he said capes and uniforms, I am there not? Oh ! Sorry ! it is not those of the best quality, sorry to be deceived to me of shelf, I have not the custom ! That's it, we are going to be able to return I have everything! No? Where he still goes? I have already seen this place, it is Knockturn Alley! Why does he comes there? It is not a good place here! It is better not to dawdle there! I am going to stay next to him, it is more surer! I do not want to get lost in there! Barjow and Beurk? Never heard! It is disgusting in there! I want to vomit! It is the junkshop here! I can't wait that we leave from here! Great we leave! He has never had a so good idea as that one!
And Ron who tells me to kick away! That is going not to be funny to Hogwarts! He is even more going to hate me: two Malfoy for the price of one! What I am going to do?! Phew, we bring in! We are better in the Manor, at least over there, I have no boredom! And Draco is rather nice, I find! Narcissia, she is rather distant but she is kind! I loathe Portkeys, I am sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I do not have more than to pack my suitcases and forward for Hogwarts. Harry Potter to Hogwarts, act 2! Without this time, it is Harry Malfoy! I know not so it will be the worse or better but at least, it will be different, that it is certain! If at least I could keep my friends! Ron and Hermione will miss me, it is sure! Maybe that I shall find others friends at Slytherin? They do not look like so terrible if we compare Draco in Hogwarts and the one of the Manor, there is a world between both! I have the impression that I will enjoy myself! Well, let us see! Suitcases are made, I believe that I forgot nothing! That would be better for me! I see bad writing to Father and asking him to send me the affairs I forgot. To my opinion, I would still wait for them at Christmas! This time, we are there! The station is swarming with people as usual! There is all the Weasley family, Ron, Ginny, the twins and Mrs Weasley.
Father told us to pay attention on us and he leaves us there! The only word is: I shall return to Christmas, it is rewarding that! He is not a big sentimental apparently! Or then he is not very demonstrative, I hesitate between both! Suitcases are in the train! We can go there! Who is it who call Draco? Outch! What is this leech who sticks to me? Help, I can no more breathe!
To be Continued…
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Chapter 25: Thoughts and feelings I
/Lucius office, chapter 2 / Lucius, in front of the portrait of Lily/
Oh Lily … What I have done? Why did you separate the twins? If you saw all the problems which they cause me! Especially Harry! He is going to make me age before the age, that one! He always gets in situations not possible! And this idiot of Black who found nothing of better than to fall behind the veil! Who is going to take charge of Harry now, eh?!? Who is going to protect him from the Lord now?! Certainly not the old madman! Yes, I know! I am a despicable father! I take charge of my son only from a great distance, I know! But I have no choice! He believes that it is James, his father, I am for nothing there, me! I know what I should do, but also what I want to do, but regrettably, I cannot do what I would like to do more than everything in the world.
He would not believe in me … And I believe that if he rejected me, I shall not support it … It is nevertheless well to need that I find a solution of its problem with the Lord who try all the time to get rid of him. I may turn the question everywhere; I do not see what I can do to protect Harry. Pfff, help me, please, Lily, I really need you, there! Regrettably, you are not any more there to advise me … I believe that I am going to takea walk, I have another two or three small affairs of which I have to get rid before the ministry falls me above. I shall really have difficulty in inventing an excuse, this time! I shall mean seeing you later, maybe than in the meantime, I shall have the solution miracle …
/ Some minutes later, by going out of Barjow and Beurk /
A good thing made! I shall more sleep soundly without these affairs in the Manor! I am going to go home, it begins to be late …
/ Harry, on Diagon Alley/
What a bad adventure!! It is soon the new term and I still have not my affairs!! What a jerk to spend the summer with the Dursley, it is really worst every year! Finally, it is better that to return by Sirius … My godfather, to say that all this is of my fault … He died because of me! I shall so love whether he was there, near me … For once that I had somebody and he left as all the others: mom, dad …
Why all those who I love disappear? I have to give them misfortune, that has to be that! That does not risk to arrive at my uncle, he hates me! Sirius, what I am going to do, now? Everybody abandoned me, even Ron and Hermione did not write of all summer, the same for my birthday! Everybody avoids me like the plague now. It is maybe better like that …
I shall like so much having somebody whom to be able to speak, to confide me but it is like that better, I do not want the other to died because of me. I do not even know if I want to return to Hogwarts, I have too many memories over there. From Sirius to Hogsmead, under his shape of animagus I so miss him…
/ Lucius, by returning on Diagon Alley to return in the Manor /
Ah my armchair! A good cup of tea! I can't wait that I returned! Prevent that I still have no solution of my problem … It is nevertheless well to need that I find something for Harry! Harry? But … What makes this unconscious there when everybody is looking for him ?!!? And alone!! But he completely lost his head, my word! He does not even look where he goes! And Crabe which is just hidden next to the bookshop! I dream! He walks past to him without even seeing him! But he is crazy! Or completely unconscious!! He looks like completely somewhere else, in his thoughts … He again has to think of Black … He was very attached to him … It is for i that Bellatrix got rid of him. I have to make something or he is going to embark my Harry in front of the Lord even before I found what I am going to do to protect him!
One minute! My Harry? Hey well, yes … I shall not let this idiot hurt my son under my nose! Fortunately that there are a lot of people in the street, that is going to facilitate me things … A stupefix and hup! The ballot is played! This idiot did not even see me! Harry is safe, he emerges from the bookshop, I am possible return in peace! Veins before he sees me!
/ Lucius office some minutes later/
And here is the troubles begin again! I cannot constantly be behind to watch after him, it is not possible! What I am going to do?!!? Stop pacing around, it would already be the beginning but I cannot remain on my chair doing nothing while there is a free madman who wants Harry's life! I am going to sit down before choking somebody and thinking composedly about the situation. That's right, completed! And now, what I am going to do ?!? I do not have more solution than before! Everything would be so simple if Harry knew the truth about me! But I cannot say to him, he hates me! He would be even more lost, he would not know any more who he is really, and it is not really the moment!! And then, let us be realistic, even if he knew the truth by I know which miracle, he never will want to come to live here, useless to dream! You spent your time to dream awakened Lucius, it would be necessary maybe time to wake you and to find a solution! Because there, we have not moved of a millimetre yet!
Besides, I am clamped! I cannot be towards the Lord and be the father of Harry Potter, it is a total nonsense! And moreover, he prepares this attack since a moment already and which is the target? Let us see! Harry, as usual! He is going eventually kill him the end!! I have to find a solution! Lily, please … If only you could give me the answer … Eh? To bring Harry here? No problem, I see the scene from here! Harry, my dear son! It has been sixteen years since I saw you! In the fact, your father, it is me! I am there already! He will already have me stunned even before I have the time to begin my explanation! Prevent only from taking him here is still the most safe solution. Not only, I can protect him, but also watch him.
And I shall have finally my youngest son with me! I believe that I have make a beautiful blunder when I put your portrait in my office, Lily! Because I shall never have had an idea so twisted alone, you can believe in me! But even if I do not want to admit him, that remains the best solution which I have, finally, it is especially the only one whom I have … I do not have more than to find a means to approach Ryry, the simplest as a matter of fact! One minute, I am sure that the old madman will help me! He cannot resist when we propose him a good action! Only for that, he is going to need to display him all the story. What a happy perspective! I hope that he is not going to make me the blow that he is not concerned by the affairs of families or I murder him on the spot! Well, useless to be made a world before! One pinched by Floo Powder and forward for the troubles and the long not very pleasant discussion on the horizon!
/ Dumbledore, in his office in full tasting of Lemon Drop/
I made well order these new candies, they are really delicious! What it is still? Who knocks at the door at this hour? I am occupied, me! Hold Like! That for example! Lucius Malfoy personally, what a chance! What he wants me this time? That in the urgent sight seen the way he enters whirlwind in my office and confidential also, seen all the charms of lock which he puts on the door. He is afraid of an invasion or what?
It is not because I do not love this character but I am very busy , I am going to send him in no time. Let us attack at once! Faster he will have said to me what he wants me, rather I shall be freed of him!
/ Lucius, sit on a chair, in front of Dumbledore, /
He begins hardly, the old man!! The same step of hello! Finally, that arranges me! Let us finish it as fast as possible! He looks at me then at Harry without making of an fuss and I embark him in the Manor! About what he speaks to me? I speak to him about Harry; he speaks to me about Draco! He is completely delirious, there! I wonder if I did not make a mistake about address … Maybe that I shall have had to see the Lord directly … Rectification, that would be it an error! Ah! He understood that I spoke about Harry! That has to be the age!
I hope that I am not going to look like that! Finally, if I can have any height of small Ryry and small Draco, I believe that I can bear him! Well, let us return to the serious things. Proofs?! And he wants proofs now! Certainly, the trust reigns! It is necessary to say all the same that he is right! It is not every day that he has somebody in his office which claims to be the father of his small favourite lion, that it is certain! He wants that I look for them where for the proofs!?! It is not my kind to keep papers which could cost me my skin if the Lord fell above by chance. I like my life ! Besides, I have done that to protect Harry and Draco, he is not going to blame me for it now, right? It is no crime to want to protect my children, no? What is that can make him understood that Lily is the mother of Draco? He is filled or what? If they are twins, it is normal that they have the same mother! He does not owe very informed of this kind of thing or then it is the age … And he persists the old man! Well, I believe that it is better than I display him quite like that story and he will leave me in peace! That's it! Miracle! He finally seems to believe me! It is not too much early! What he sings me, there?
Sure that I know the counter-spell to return its appearance to Ryry, he takes me for whom, there?! WHAT?!!? He sends Severus to look for Ryry?! But that does not go or what?! He knows nevertheless that they hate each other! He is going to be in a good mood when he is going to arrive here! He goes everything make me miss with his brilliant ideas! Well, there is not more than to wait that a miracle occurs so that Ryry agrees to come to live in the Manor . And for Severus, I will see his case when Harry will have found his real appearance. He cannot blame him any more for his resemblance with Potter! This time, you are cooked Severus! I finally found the means to surprise you!
/ Severus, in dungeons./
A blue salamander, boiled eyes of spiders, a sardine. Here we are, everything is in the cauldron, I do not have more than to wait! A call by the fireplace? What now ? We can never be quiet here!! WHAT?!!? I have to fetch the nasty kid to him?! He does not poison me enough the life during the courses, it still has to stick me in legs during the holidays!!! Where goes the world?!! Well, I go there! I have the time while the potion ends! He is going to regret rotting me the life during the holidays!! I am going to send this affair in two minutes! I just have just to return him in the Head master office, that is not going to be long! That, it is certain! Here we are! But he sleeps!! At the present time, it is a shame!!
Harry, in his room (chapter 3)
Hem? What? Who is here? Who is shouting in my ears? What time is it? My glasses, I see nothing without my glasses! Where are they? Ah! That's it, I have them! Let us see that! SNAPE? What …what is …why is he there? It is a nightmare! I am going to wake up!! He wants to take me where? I don’t want to leave, I am very well here ! But what is he doing? What does he have in his pocket? Ouch! Oh, stars!
/Severus/
Then, that's right his room, what a mess! Check then, he is going to wake up, yes!?! Ah finally! He is looking for his damned glasses! It is necessary not to be in a hurry! One hour and a half later. That's it, he has them down on the nose! He doesn’t stop asking questions! I have not only that to do!
Well, as we say in the big troubles, the big remedies! Because I have no time to lose! I have my potion on the fire and if I miss it, the old coot will strangle me! He irritates me to palaver like that! Where I put it? It has to be lying about in this pocket. There! That's it! And here is! No more of cursed Gryffindor who palavers! What it is indeed when that stops Ah! The silence, there is only that who is well! Damage for the phial, fortunately that it was an old woman! But that makes me all the same one at least! I prefer all the same one less that this Potter spirit to break me ears! I do not have more than to embark him on the office of the Headmaster and that’s all!
And here we are, it is finished for me! Hold, there is Lucius in the office. What is he doing here? And then, I don’t care! I have some work which waits for me! I have no time to discuss! Has no more chair of free there? What will I do with the kid? But if that there is no room! On Lucius's knees! Long live potions! I have to hurry before the one that I have on the fire burns!
/ Lucius, office of Dumbledore /
Here he is! My small Ryry! What? He sleeps at this hour?! Seen the appearance of Severus, I shall say rather that it is him who plunged him in the sleep on one hand, that arranges me! I am going to be able to make the transformation in peace! Well, it is not all this, go on! Then, if I indeed remember myself, it is necessary to put the handkerchief of Lily in the hand and to say the formula, it is quite simple. Then, the handkerchief, it is in this pocket! It is not there?! Phew, it is in the other one! During five seconds, I believed that I lost it, I shall have looks like a perfect idiot !
Why is he looking at me like that, this old man? He has never seen somebody casting spell or what? It is necessary to admit all the same that this time, he helped me well! Without him, never I shall have been able to get back Ryry! Finally, to return his appearance is a thing, to convince him to come to the Manor is the other one …
But a thing after the other one! That's it! The spell is raised! He is as alike as two peas in a pod to Draco! That is going to be hard to differentiate them! He is completely the same: beautiful fair hair, a skin white as with the ivory … Magnificent! It is normal, it is MY son! What was that?
The Headmaster goes out of the office to leave us alone, he is right! He is going to avoid the storm Harry at least! I cannot say about it so much! He moves in his sleep! And he wakes up! Not so fast! I do not even know what I am going to say to him! Fast, let us remove glasses! He does not need it any more, now! Hold, the eyes are always emerald green. The same that my Lily … At least, I can see the difference between Draco and him. I believe that he recognized me. A wall got up as a frightened animal and turns out. Why do you leave like that? I do not want to hurt you. Ouch, he has the same voice as Draco. Finally, it will not be so simple to see the difference between them. He is afraid of me … The more I try to approach him, the more he takes refuge near the wall. How can it be done? I believe that he has not noticed yet that his appearance changed. It is maybe the good beginning … Look in the mirror, Harry. You will understand at once. It is a good reflex not to turn the back to an enemy, but that does not arrange me, there! I am not your enemy! Never shall I hurt you …
Why is he so suspicious? I have nothing the intention to hurt him. He seems to believe in me, he turns to the mirror. He saw his appearance and the eyes … I believe that I am going to get closer before there is an accident … Ouch my ears! It is not a reason to shout! Finally, all the same little but him does not need to exaggerate! I skip behind him; he seems totally lost but speaks to me calmly. He kept l features of his former appearance: the eyes and a mark on the forehead, there where there was this cursed scar. I believe that it is better than I say to him the truth. It does not seem to have understood that Draco is his twin. He thinks that Narcissia is their mother, what an error! I have to explain more clearly, then.
Why Lily is not there? He would not certainly have reacted in this way! Well, inhale a big blow Lucius and tell him everything, it is what you have better to do! Miracle! He realized that he is my son! There is some progress! How he does not want to come to the Manor!! What is this story?! The more I shout, the less he listens to me! That should not amaze me with all that Draco told me about him! Well, let us try the other thing! Be quiet Lucius, inhale a big blow! The peace and the diplomacy, that knows you! I have to find another place where to take him because he does not want to come with me. Blacks Manor perhaps? Why to ask him? He will never want to return there with what arrived at his godfather. The Manor? He seems to hesitate; I see it at his face. That has to be the fact of having to live with Draco who disturbs him, even if he looks like tempted by the idea. But if I force him to go there, he will run away and I shall have won nothing … Let us try the other thing … His relatives? There, it is me who refuse! I shall never let my son live with these dangerous madmen! NEVER!! Apparently, he does not agree either … But what I am going to do with him, me? He seems lost, I get closer to him quite slowly. He did not notice that he is in my arms. He seems so tired … He fell asleep; I believe that he is indeed in my arms. I am going to return with him to the Manor house, at least, that facilitates me things. I thank the Headmaster who was Scotch-taped behind the door of his office since the beginning of our conversation between Harry and I and I apparate at the house. I have finally my two children with me. I finally succeeded, thanks to you, Lily!
/ Harry, office of Dumbledore /
Hem, where I am? Somebody holds me in the arms … I am very well there. I wonder who it is. Hold on, that looks like the office of Dumbledore … Who holds me against him? I shall like knowing. But it is. Lucius MALFOY!!!! What is he doing here?! Why he holds me in his arms?! Hold on , he says nothing and made anything to keep me against him, it is bizarre that … I ask him why he is doing this. It is my voice, that?!?
What arrives at me? What did he do to me?!? He believes to have me by speaking to me slowly, he imagines himself that I do not know him! Why is coming near me? I move back as much as I can but there is a wall behind me, I am clamped. He wants what? That I turn around? He is delirious there! If he believes that I am rather crazy to rely on him! He speaks calmly, he does not seem to want to hurt me, it is strange...
Why I have the impression to be able to rely on him? Why I want to rely on him? I turn as he asked me for it and I see a mirror behind me. Why does he want that I look at it? But it is Draco! No, it is me! I recognize my clothes, there are the ones that I had when the professor Snape came to look for me, they are my eyes, finally those of mom and … Wait!?
My scar disappeared; there is not there more than a quite small mark in the place. That seems to me strange not seeing it … I turn to him, looking for answers. I am afraid of asking the question which burns me lips. Why do I look like him so much? Instead of speaking, I shout at him above. My appearance? About what he speaks, I know what I look like normally; this has nothing to do with that! Twins!?! Draco and I, we are twins?!? He is delirious there! The whiskey was to be too strong! But it is true that by looking attentively in the mirror I have the impression to see him.
One minute! How can we be twins, we have not the same mother! Mum? It is Mum, my mother? What I tell, me?!? Evidement that she is my mother, I want to say my true mother! Time, that means that it is also the mother of Draco, this nasty small stone marten, it is possible, that? I understand nothing more, there! Fortunately, Lucius has the good idea to tell me to everything. He is my… … Father? It is only now that the horror of the situation appears to me! I am the son of the man whose son is the one that I hate most to the world, and the cherry on the cake, it is that we are twins!
The Manor? He wants that I go to live in the Malfoy Manor?! He is crazy? To see Draco every day?! And his father in more! He is totally mad! But, it is my father also … What a story! I shall have better to stay in the bed this morning! Evidement, in good Gryffindor, I refuse to follow him in the Manor! It is because he insists! He orders me downright to follow him, that goes not, no? Propped up, I stay on my positions: no, not and not! Never! It is because he has some voice when he gets excited! But no, it is no! That is useless to roar with me, I am so in the habit between my uncle and Snape that that does not make me more either warmth, or cold! He gets closer to me, it is not good that! It is what this voice? He speaks quite slowly, he takes me for a child or what?
How can he calm down so fast? I have never seen that! That changes nothing; he will not catch me like that! What is what he says? To return at home? At my uncle? Never! The answer left alone, I did not manage to keep it … The house of Sirius? No … I do not want to go there not at once I shall not bear it. These memories are very too present in my memory … I refuse weakly. He asks me where I want to go. Regrettably, I have no answer. I do not know where to go. I shall like having somebody who takes charge of me, somebody who listens to me and understands me for once … He suggests again to me coming in his Manor. I do not know what to answer. Of a highly-rated, I very want to go there, I shall have a chance to learn to know him really, the one that I see today is very different from the one that I know.
This personality pleases me enormously. I find him warm and kind. I shall like that he stays like that … But on the other hand, I do not forget that I hated this man, then to go with him … And then, you should not forget Draco! I do not want to see him and of the credit note constantly stuck in my legs either. What I have to do? Without that I know what arrives at me, I meet myself in his arms. I feel safe there. I am very well there. Finally, I believe that to go to the Manor would please me enough. I remember myself briefly of the day: the duties to Dursley, Snape who landed in my room, the discussion in the office… Exhausted, I fall asleep in the arms without reporting me it even …
/Draco, lounge the Malfoy Manor /
It is soon the dinnertime. I am going to come down to the lounge o read little until it is served. Father is there already … But?! What it is on the knees? We would say … I?!? How is it possible? I am unique! Check of the peace, I have hallucinations, that have to be the hunger. We close eyes, we inhale a big blow, we reopen them and hup, disappeared! Hey well, no! But who takes place here? Where from he brings out that one?!?
Why is he on the knees of MY Father? We inhale, that goes the better, the better! Best, it is to ask directly my father, he indeed has to have an answer, him! What he says there? A twin? He loses the head, it is not possible! He did not understand, I am unique! I have a twin, me! Ah! Because in more he comes from a Muggle family!
That promises, he knows nothing about our world in addition! Brilliant, that beats all! Harry? His name is HARRY, as Potter! I have one of these luck, today! That could arrive only at me, that! He takes me for whom! A thing is sure, Mother does not look like delighted to see him. Long live the domestic scene with Father! And the doors which slam! Pity, I loathe the noise! She makes a head! How's that it is not her child? We are twins, no? And I then? I go out from where? It is not my mother? What’s this shaggy-dog story ?
At first, I have a twin and after that, my mother is not my true mother! The world's gone crazy today! Waite), he seems to wake up, let us see that…
/Lucius, lounge of the Manor/
Phew, finally brought in! We are indeed at home! I finally got Harry back! Since the time I wanted him with me at the Manor! He still sleeps, it is better not to wake him … I expect from the noise … It is Draco who comes down for the dinner, let us remain quiet. He will eventually ask me enough questions, useless to begin to explain everything to him before he asks, it is better! That's it, he left! Long live to the interrogations! Finally, it is better whether it is him, rather than the Lord, it would be sharply and less funny! He turns pale fast my small dragon, would it be so terrible to have a twin?
Where was he all this time? In other words the truth or it risks having a problem there if he asks the question later to Harry. With Muggles … He seems as demoralized as me … That, it is my son! Yes, my young, his name is Harry! Ha, yes! Potter …
Salazar made that he does not discover everything, at once! Otherwise, I shall be in a nice mess! A war in my Manor, never! Sure that he sees that it is not Potter, we shall see later his reaction that will not be sad to my opinion! And now Cissa, I wondered when she was going to add her grain of salt in the conversation … She looks like absolutely packed in the idea that Harry lives here! What I have for luck! I have to take charge of him alone?! Why there is not anything more which still amazes me?!
Sometimes, I really wonder … That's it, now it is Draco who adds a coat we can never be quiet here? TIt is well to need that I explain to him for his mother. The minimum will be enough for this evening. Strange, he does not look like shocked … Maybe he already expected it?
/Harry, lounge of the Manor /
Oh, my head! I remember the office of Dumbledore, of the small conversation with my "father" and later I believe that I fell asleep in his arms! Bravo Harry, you begin hardly! We announce you that Lucius Malfoy is your father and you, you collapse in his arms. Where are we, there? I have not envy to open eyes, I prefer not to know where I am. I hear voices! The voice of Malfoy, oops Draco, I would recognize it between one thousand and the other one, it is my father.
I am in a bizarre position I am on the knees of somebody! Seen the vein that I have, brilliant, that has to be my father! Who is it who roars in my eardrums, there? Are they mad? It is a feminine voice, I believe that I have already heard it somewhere … We would say rather the voice of a harpy, but check … Wait, she roars on my father! Not possible! I shall never have believed that somebody would dare to do that! And crack! The doors which slam! My poor ears, a little less noise please … What she said to my father? That he had to take charge of me alone? She is crazy or what? She leaves me between Malfoy and Malfoy, is she mad?
Although, if my father is as well quiet as in the office, that should not raise severe problems! Me finally there, he does not also look like zen. Best, it is to measure the temperature of the room! We open quite slowly eyes and we pretend to wake up at the moment! How it is practical to be in the habit there! Ouah! I have never seen a lounge so big in my life! It feels good here with the switched on fireplace, it is very pleasant! Zut, finished the espionage! He saw that I am woken … He asks me if I slept well. And how! I slept like a dog! I have a better sight on the room since I a little got up. I’m indeed on his knees, it is comfortable well, I am going not to stay there during ten years either! He still calls me? What is there? It is forbidden to look? Ah, Draco! It was too beautiful to be true! The poisoner public number one is back! Fortunately, he does not recognize me! I want to give him a chance, after all, I does not really know him …
I shake hands with him, he seems nicer like that. My father seems a little bit nervous when he "presented" him to me, he looks like, how to say, relieved that I did not shout in the scandal! Tss, I do not want that he rots me the life here as to the school! I am going to try to make efforts but only if he does so much. I loathe when there is a white in the conversation! That always puts everybody ill-at-ease! It left well for, there! Hold, an elf of house, that amaze not me here, seen the size of the house! In fact, seen the mauve pink colour of its pillowcase, I believe that it is a girl …
That what is what she tells? She sees double? She has never seen twins or what? The others are crying of laughter as much as me, finally, it is not so bad here, I believe that I am going to like this house!
/ Harry, dining room reprimands 5/
What they are stiff these chairs! I have the impression to have a coat rack in the back! That does not seem to bother the others! That has to be the custom because I, I have the back in crumbs and we just come to sit down! The dinner promises to be very long! For what we wait exactly to begin? Why father fixes me like that, if only there was only him! Draco also looks at me as if I had a dragon behind me! He has never seen me or what? I wonder why the woman right now left. What was her name already, Narcissia? I believe that that's right! Needs to say that to discover that her dear husband has the second child, that does not have to arrive every day! I shall like not being on her place! Ah finally! Dinner time! For little, I shall believe to hear Ron! He begins seriously to influence!
In any case, that seems very tasty So let us begin! Ouch! Who made that? I have now quite a red hand Father fixes me now, he seems not satisfied with the whole, what I have done? And Draco ? Ah, yes! The fork and you returns everything in the plate. It is no a reason to massacre my hands! Besides, he eats like a pig; it looks like he swallowed nothing for ages! What a fuss! If they saw how we eat at Dursleys, they would leave by running! In a detail near, we are not there! Well, we are going to imitate the small dragon because one needs! I am hungry! It is really practical, flats disappear! And here is the soup?!? It was only the entry? Has there anything more after at least? Oh God, I believe that I have a problem! It is what all these forks and these spoons? Why has it there so much? A that is enough not? Enough of crying out Ryry, we are going to continue to imitate Draco like that, no more pats on fingers!
Then, the big spoon is there, and then goes on! And especially least possible noise or that is going to begin again! Phew! That's it, it is finished? I can go to sleep? A small blow of eye towards Father to see so the way is clear and bye! Why does he looks at me like that? I have the impression that if he could spin me a spanking, he would make it directly! We are going to sit down again, it is more careful! We wait what exactly? Everybody finished, then? What else?!? After the entry, the soup, here is the meat ? We are not supposed to eat light in the evening? If I still swallow whatever it is, I am going to be sick! Goodbye cruel world, still has there vegetables! Needed not to forget them especially those! In the big troubles big remedies! I take nothing, I am no hungry anymore! Why he asks me if I have not hunger? He does not see that I can’t eat more?
How they make to swallow so much without being sick? He can not look somewhere else, no? Well, OK, I take it a little! Just so that he leaves me quiet! Any young few vegetables and the minimum of meat! Has no smaller end there? It is too big that! Bingo! Dishes finally left! Ha not! Not still! It is the ice cream now! They want my death or what ? Well, go it is a “white lady”, we are going to make an effort! I like that! That is going to help me to digest! The tea and the cheese! Let me die by pity! Miracle! Everybody leaves the table, I can leave and the torture is finished!
Where is my room? Winny, it is the name of this elf? She must know him! Wahoo! That's really my room? It is brilliant! I have never seen a so beautiful room of my life! In fact, it looks like more an apartment! There is a private bathroom which I share with Draco, a small lounge and a library. The room of Draco is just next to mine; there is a door which communicates between both! It is great! Well, a shower and in the bed! Good night! I have slept never as well of my life!
What time is it? There is no noise close, Draco has to sleep! Well, and if I was going to make the tour of the manor to visit a little all this? It is not the rooms which miss here: a room of duel, a potion (what a Calvary, it is the same that the Snape’s!), owlery, ballroom … It is not the place which misses here! The library is almost also big as the Hall of Hogwart! By speaking about that, I wonder what will say Ron and Hermione by seeing me!
Where I am? It is an office … It is covered with hangings dark green. There is a picture representing a woman. But it is Mom! Eh?! Who is here? There is somebody who roars at me! We would say the voice of my father! What a luck so early in the morning! Draco?!? How's that Draco, I am Harry! I believe that he had not recognized me. It is because he has some voice! I have the ears which whistle now! He burst me eardrums, it is certain! Phew, it has go a little better! He has a dreamy sight when he speaks about Mom, he is still in love with her! At least I am sure that my birth was not an accident. He is plunged into the eyes of my Mom while he speaks to me about her. He looks sad to have lost her. I shall never have believed that one day I shall see him like that, he always seems so inaccessible usually! I understand better why he shouted me above by taking me for my twin, he has not the right to enter here, he did not know that Narcissia was not his true Mother.
He has a very big surprise yesterday when learning the truth but on the other hand, if he had known it, he would maybe have tried to find me because we are twins but he would not have been able to accept me by discovering my former identity, it is like that better I believe. Father was right to hide it to him so far. The breakfast? What a good idea! That's it, it is the end! I really begin to become as Ron! I hope that there will be less to eat that yesterday evening or I am going to throw up! Diagon Alley? What does he want to do over there? I have already bought all my affairs … Uniforms? I have it already enough! Slytherin?!? He wants that I go to Slytherin, is he going mad ? He loses his mind?!? I don’t want to go there!!
Even if I have the impression that I really have no choice, there! And Here we are, hardly, I had the time to swallow my breakfast, to take a shower and to dress me that he embarks me on the famous trade path of the wizarding world. I like very much this place! We miss there never and there are always novelties! I still have difficulty in realizing all which arrives at me: my father Lucius Malfoy, my brother, Draco the terror Malfoy and nasty stone marten at the same time and everything which falls me above! And in addition Slytherin! That it is really the cherry on the cakle! I am going to meet myself with the old greasy bat of dungeons as Head of House, brilliant! All that I needed, I have it now! Even the superfluous! For what ask the people furthermore?! Are Ron and Hermione here?!
What they have to look at me like that?! They are delirious or what? No, they take me for Draco, it is not true! My best friends hate me! That really arrives only at me! I shall think of it later! I should not lose father of seen or he is again going to reprimand me! I have already enough with Snape who spends time shouting at me, I have not need of another executioner at the house! The house? I already call the Manor the house? It is necessary to believe that I already became attached to it! Especially to father's office I believe, Mom looks like so happy on this portrait …
It is not the moment to think of that! Here is the store! Why he still gives a funny look to me, he said capes and uniforms, I am there not? Oh ! Sorry ! it is not those of the best quality, sorry to be deceived to me of shelf, I have not the custom ! That's it, we are going to be able to return I have everything! No? Where he still goes? I have already seen this place, it is Knockturn Alley! Why does he comes there? It is not a good place here! It is better not to dawdle there! I am going to stay next to him, it is more surer! I do not want to get lost in there! Barjow and Beurk? Never heard! It is disgusting in there! I want to vomit! It is the junkshop here! I can't wait that we leave from here! Great we leave! He has never had a so good idea as that one!
And Ron who tells me to kick away! That is going not to be funny to Hogwarts! He is even more going to hate me: two Malfoy for the price of one! What I am going to do?! Phew, we bring in! We are better in the Manor, at least over there, I have no boredom! And Draco is rather nice, I find! Narcissia, she is rather distant but she is kind! I loathe Portkeys, I am sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I do not have more than to pack my suitcases and forward for Hogwarts. Harry Potter to Hogwarts, act 2! Without this time, it is Harry Malfoy! I know not so it will be the worse or better but at least, it will be different, that it is certain! If at least I could keep my friends! Ron and Hermione will miss me, it is sure! Maybe that I shall find others friends at Slytherin? They do not look like so terrible if we compare Draco in Hogwarts and the one of the Manor, there is a world between both! I have the impression that I will enjoy myself! Well, let us see! Suitcases are made, I believe that I forgot nothing! That would be better for me! I see bad writing to Father and asking him to send me the affairs I forgot. To my opinion, I would still wait for them at Christmas! This time, we are there! The station is swarming with people as usual! There is all the Weasley family, Ron, Ginny, the twins and Mrs Weasley.
Father told us to pay attention on us and he leaves us there! The only word is: I shall return to Christmas, it is rewarding that! He is not a big sentimental apparently! Or then he is not very demonstrative, I hesitate between both! Suitcases are in the train! We can go there! Who is it who call Draco? Outch! What is this leech who sticks to me? Help, I can no more breathe!
To be Continued…
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