The Sins Of A Father

A/N: Ok, I\'m going next week for my holiday so...I\'ll try to update the remaining chapters to this story. Its gonna be finished soon!! *Cries* This took me so long to write...I hope people have enjoyed this as much as I had writing it...Everything is now getting revealed by each word...Keep a close eye on this story. It will be finishing by next week.









Chapter Twenty-Two: Again







It was 17th July.



Which found Malfoy and me inside a Jumbo airplane heading back to England. It had been a few hours when we had taken flight, about 4 to 5 hours and the lights was already off for the passengers to sleep.



I was dreading it when I was heading back to my home. Dreading on the fact that was I man enough to lie straight at her face? Or was I man enough to tell her the truth and let her be with some else that would fully appreciate her.



I cringed. I could not stand the thought of someone else touching her. I loved her too much for her to let go. Yes, people would say if you loved them enough you would let them go…but I could not. If she went she would take my reason to live with her. I would be nothing but an empty shell living in a lonely world. No Wife to love and banter with. No sons running around to make my life pleasantly tired with worry. No bright smiles to end my day with work. No more ’I love you’ whispered to me…



I looked at my side to see the man that blackmailed me into living with this guilt. He just sat there in his first-class seat, watching a programme on a little Television screen in front of him, acting as if nothing had happened in our stay in Japan.



I slightly scowled and looked away from him. Glancing everywhere but him. Remembering those disgusting nights I had to do with the man next to me. I felt ashamed, guilty, disgusted, sick, loathing myself that I could do nothing to stop from having to fuck that man on command. Seeing his face enjoying every second of it while I suffered inside from guilt on having to imagine that I was making love to my wife in order for me to even be erect! But hearing those sounds coming from Malfoy lips made that even impossible to do so.



I began to breath hard, so I began to unbuckle my seat belt and went to the toilets. I had to be somewhere else or I would have been sick if I had to stay too close to the man for a long period of time.



I wish I had rather been sick then going to the toilet.



Once I locked the door I leaned against the sink taking deep slow breaths. Then soon I turned on the tap, cupped my hands, and rinsed my mouth with the cool water to keep the queasiness I had been feeling. I looked into the mirror seeing how tired I had looked; the bags under my eyes, the slight blood shots surrounding my pupil. I had even noticed the few grey hairs beginning to sprout. Then I quickly glanced about to take my mind of things.



I noticed that that toilet was much larger than most airplanes I had been on. Most you could only stand in one place and privet around for the sink, toilet and the door. While the Japanese toilets you could spread around if you wanted to.



I heard a knock on the door. I thought I had been too long in there so I thought someone had wanted to use it so I opened the door, big mistake of course. Since the man I had wanted to get away from had decided to waltz in and lock the door with me still inside in the room.



I think I felt another strand of hair of mine began to grey.



“You look unwell Severus, are you alright?”



I glared at him, but I resisted arguing with the man since I knew that it would do nothing else but make the situation worse. “Yes, now may I go to lay down in my seat?” I went to go past him towards the door but he just stood still, blocking my path and stopped me with his hand upon my chest. I raised an eyebrow, though he looked at me as if he had not heard me at all.



“My poor Severus…Sit down here and I’ll take care of you…” He purred the last part and I wanted to be sick right there and then. He just put the toilet seat down and pushed me to sit on it. He placed his hand onto my forehead and tutted. “Ah, it seems you have a slight temperature love…hold still”



I saw him turn towards the sink and took a few paper towels to be soaked with water. He then placed it onto my forehead. Feeling the cold water soothing away my feelings slightly I began to relax, but soon I began to distress again. I was pushing his hand away gently as I could, knowing what arguing would do, so I began to play Mr Nice. “Thank you Lucius, I feel much better but I would like to go to sleep” I was halfway getting up until I was pushed down again. I could not help but let the slight groan escape.



He just dumped the wet paper towel into the disposal and began to rinse a new one. “No no Severus, you still feel a little to hot for my liking, so sit down like a good boy and be quiet” He turned around to look at me, giving me his dreadful smirk. “After all, I know what is best for you”



I grimaced at that comment, and closed my eyes to not look at him anymore. To not even think about what was going on. All I could really do was think about my family, thinking about my son’s birthday coming up. All his friends invited to a party that I was sure Lily would set up and making me to go shopping for all the junk food that would make teenagers and little children drool a swimming pool. I could not help but smile softly at the imagination; of course Malfoy would take it the wrong way.



“Feeling better my love?” He whispered into my ear, still gently wiping at my skin with the wet towel.



The smile was automatically replaced with a frown, my eyes still shut. The blissful pictures vanishing away and me returning back to the dreadful reality. Time to lie again. “Yes, but I am rather tired, may I go and return to my seat? I would like to catch up on a few hours sleep before the lights are turned back on”



“Hmmm” I felt him hum against my neck, the towel dragging down under my chin. ”You still feel rather hot Severus…” Now I felt fingers slowly unbuttoning my shirt, and I opened my eyes by the slight shock. He moved his head so he could look at me, piercing me with his gaze. Gently tapped me on my nose with the towel. “And we certainly can not have that now can we?” He placed his lips on mine, his fingers now un-tucking my shirt and undoing the last few buttons.



I broke the kiss, knowing if I spat at his face right then and there my marriage will end before I even left the toilet. “Here? Are you mad? You will get us arrested if the staff found out! And what makes you think that no one will come knocking at that door wanting to use this room? Be reasonable here!” I scowled, but kept my voice down. “And what makes you think no one has even noticed you coming here?”



He just raised a slim eyebrow and gave me that annoying smile. “I’m quite sure we are safe Severus, there is no need to worry on trivial matters…” He disposed the towel and began to trail kisses down my chest. “Now, I think I know a way to rid this fever of yours…”



No no no no no no NO! My mind screamed. But what else could I do? I could not very well stop him could I? I had no say in this, unless of course I wanted Lily and my sons out of my life.



Does this act with Lucius classed as rape? Though I topped and did not want to do anything sexual with him but I had no choice, therefore I gave my consent does this act class as rape? Usual you say rape to a person they automatically think of a man taking advantage of a woman - or a man taking advantage of another man by having intercourse in his anal. I topped, but I did not want the sex that Lucius forced me to. But yet I had a choice still, I could very well had said no and leave but my family…



I groaned. Malfoy unbuckled my belt and unzipped my trousers. Whatever you class this; I did not like it either way.



He took out my member out and began to lick it softly. I leaned back, closed my eyes and automatically imagined that it was my Wife pleasuring me. Feeling the softness of her lips placing gentle kisses around my head. The swift but firm swipe from the tip of her tongue underneath my head. Her skilful hands working their magic gently rolling the balls of my sack while she began to slowly bob up and down with her sinful suction on my dick. Stopping every once in while to take in air and dragging her tongue hard at my thick vain.



I moaned hard, not noticing that I had buried my hands into the man’s long hair. I had almost thought that my petal was actual giving me a blowjob instead of the man I despise. So of course her name had escaped from my lips from the delightful suction, soon to be abruptly stopped.



“What did you say?” He said in a low calm voice, still holding my rock hard member.



I opened my eyes, coming back from my blissful vision. I looked down at the cold icy eyes of the man. I looked confusingly at him; at that time I did not know what I had said.



“What did you say Severus?” He repeated.



“What are you talking about?” Unlikely, I had figured out what he meant, of course it will not stop me from playing dumb.



Now he growled, though not in passion but in anger. He let go of my cock and came face to face with me. “Stop the fucking act, you had said that bitch of a wife’s name Severus!” He did not quite shout, but he did mange to let a drop of spittle fly.



Now it was I who was angered. I grabbed his shirt forcefully. “How dare you say that about my Wife you cunt!” I hissed menacingly. “You fucking can’t say-”



He backhanded me so hard that I felt my lip slice with his ring and feeling the blood sliding down my chin. Before I could throw in a punch his words stopped me, his lips breathing out harshly against my ear. “I can say anything and do anything I want at and with you. You are in no position to even do anything unless I told you to! Unless of course you wish that bitch to know you had a very pleasant little holiday-fuck while she was waiting for your return!” My heart felt like ice with those words piercing right through. My grip gone from his shirt, and my hand dropping down limply at my side. He grabbed my hair and pulled it roughly to make me face him. “How dare you think you could get away with this by thinking of someone else when I was showing my love for you-”



“Love?” I laughed coldly. “You do not know the meaning of it Lucius. So what? We have a few fucks here and there; my heart will always lie with my Wife. She loves me, not you!”



Another backhand at the same place, my lip was becoming slightly numb from the contact. “ I bet she’ll love you even more when she see that little Japanese boy with you!” He said sarcastically. I clenched my teeth. He gave me a disgustingly smug grin. “What’s wrong Severus? Run out of words? You said them quiet nicely just a moment ago….” I just glared at him. “I was being nice to you Severus, but it rather seems that you wish for me to be a little rough with our love. Face it, I love you and it’s only out of the kindness of my heart that I’m doing this. I’ll show you that you love me instead of that second hand slut you keep at home” He bit my lip and I stifled my cry from the pain. “No matter what, you will keep your eyes open. When we kiss you keep them open. When we fuck you keep them open. When you cum you keep them open. Anything you fucking do you will always look at me. Thinking only me when we make love! If not, even the slightest longer blink, that tape will be sent to your wife the next second. Do you understand?”



I began to breath harshly, feeling the anger boiling inside, but it was only my family that was stopping me from killing that man in front of me. So all I could do was to look away and swallow my pride.



He pulled my hair to make me look at him again. “I said; do you understand?”



I clenched my jaw once more before replying quietly. “Yes-”



“Good” Was all I had heard until he pressed his lips harshly against mine, staring me with his cold eyes.



I had almost closed mine but Lucius’ threat was still lingering in my mind, therefore I had no choice but to look at him while my lip was still trickling with blood. Opening up the wound wider, feeling the sting when Malfoy shoved his hot tongue into my mouth. Seeing in his crystal blue gaze silently saying for me to comply with the threat backing it up.



So grudgingly, I had. Feeling one of his hands between us trailing down to reawaken my soft cock. While the other was still digging into my hair and into my scalp, feeling the slight tremor caused by his anger. The last part had made me laugh inwardly that I had pissed him off so deeply when he found out I thought of my wife instead of him. It made me feel that I had a slight upper hand when it came to do this. It was of course not much, but enough to make the blonde man wonder where my thoughts still lie.



He broke the kiss, now licking the blood off his lips and smiling in away that made me fear. Yes fear. I knew the man was mad, hence why he was blackmailing me and threatening to hurt my family. So of course I would have reason to fear since I never did trust him as far as I could throw him. After all, would you trust a mad man?



He soon let go of my dick and stood up. “Get up Severus, we’re going to fuck.” He said, smoothly undoing his buckle and trousers.



I slowly stood, not wanting to jump right in. I would of though if it was my petal. I began to take of my shirt while Malfoy slipped of his shoes, socks, and trousers.



“Leave your trousers on Severus” He purred against my lips, licking the remaining dried blood off. I was briefly glad that it stopped.



He then grabbed my chin and forcefully moved it to one side while he bit my neck enough to pierce the skin. I held back my surprised cry, but I let it slip out when I noticed his other hand coating my shaft with something cold and greasy.



I quickly looked down to see that Lucius was coating with me, as I quickly glanced at the tub on the sink that I had not noticed before, Vaseline. I looked back at him who was smirking. “W-what are you doing Malfoy? Where’s the-”



“Oh do shut your pretty little mouth Severus, you could use it in a much better use you know” He gripped my cock and I felt horrid when I let a groan escape. That just caused Malfoy to smirk even wider. His lips against mine, looking straight into my eyes he began to speak softly. “First off, from now on you will call me Lucius. Understood? And second…you’re going to fuck me on this sink, without that dreadful condom. I never liked using the damn thing but since I wanted to be nice, I let you” He gripped my cock again more firmer, but I stopped the groan this time. “But this time Severus…” He licked my wound again. “This time, I will show you that you will belong to me. You’re going to fuck me while staring at me and you are going to cum so hard in me” He chuckled now. “You probably only fucked that slut once without a condom, so knowing that you always use protection…” He bit my lip, though not as hard as before. “It will only make this that much sweeter knowing I’ve got her husband fully inside me and not her. And what makes this even better is that you’ll know you will be fucking me and not thinking about her!” He hissed the last statement.



I was shocked, but not surprised on what Lucius had wanted from me. Of course he would try and do anything to make me submit, and it had made me think that why was he the one to bottom and not made me to do it? Perhaps it would have been too easy if I just spread my legs and let him to do the work. No, he wanted more power of me, and what better way is it to gain power over me on every time to make me realise what I was doing to him. That it was me making him moan, bringing him pleasure while he just laid their enjoying every single bit of it.



Though, perhaps I was grateful for it. Of course I was still unwillingly to have sex with him but I was glad that I topped. He did not have something of me that I never let anyone have and never will. I grew up too different to let me trust anyone like that; some things in the past will never be forgotten. Even on how much you try to let it go, it will just stay there even more. All my life I had deepened on myself, when I was young people trying to control me in someway. Like for example my parents, of course they was not there but their disciplines and teachings had been drilled into me from the others in the households. And when they were there it was even ten times worse.



When I was growing up it was my so called friends trying to control me and get on my good side trying to please me knowing the name I had carried and the few teachers that had been bribed to pay special attention from my parents. Whipping me to discipline, into submission it was perfectly legal back then especially from an all boys boarding school.



I guess from the main reason that I craved for sex on one night stands and not getting into a relationship except for one or two that not had lasted more than a week was that I could get SOME control back into my life. That I could control what I was doing with someone and not them over me, and I had loved it like a drug addict with a free bag of cannabis. In a way it was my drug, a drug for control. Though I admit it had lessened when I married with Lily, but I still get a little dominant but only in bed. Some things will never change but she accepted me for who I am and it made me love her even more.



Lucius abruptly stopped. He then got onto the edge of the table near the sink, spreading his legs suggestively and handing me the tub of Vaseline. “Prepare me Severus, while sucking my cock” He smiled at me that reminded me of the Grinch. “Don’t forget to look”



My family, swallow the bile Severus and think of your family that went through my mind.



So that’s what I had done. I took tub and greased up my fingers, though perhaps not as much as one should. I still want him to be uncomfortable as much I could be allowed without endangering the threat. So I slowly went down on my knees, swallowing my pride along with the bile. Spreading one of his leg with my hand soon that leg to be draped over my shoulder while he edged a little further to the end of the sink so I could let one of my greased up fingers enter inside him. Preparing him for what was about to come.



Lucius growled and yanked my hair so I could face him. Seeing the grey storm mixing with his blue eyes at me. “Look at me!” He hissed, he then brought my head forward towards his already hard member. “And hurry up before some comes knocking on the door”



I stopped myself from sneering at his cock. Then I thought of replying to him ‘Now you’re concerned about people finding out?’



I quickly went to the task of preparing him with an added finger. But I silently prepared myself from bringing my lips to his sex. I gulped and then covered his head with my mouth, tasting his pre-cum and hearing him groan above. I added another finger to get this soon over with. Feeling his hard tug once again to remind me where to look, and grudgingly and moved my eyes to stare at him with him doing the exact same. Seeing the lust covered eyes, his lips parted with short pants coming forth. I moved my fingers faster, I knew he would quickly loosen since the amount of times we had sex during our stay in Japan.



He pulled my head to move further along his member. I braced my self, thanking whomever for him to be average size than well endowed as myself. He dragged me to the hilt, glad for once that he shaves off all his pubic hair. I sucked hard, hoping that if he came I would of not have to pleasure him anymore.



Of course that would have been too much to be asked wouldn’t it?



“Stop” He gasped out, and I was more than glad to oblige his command. “For fuck’s sake and hurry Severus and get inside me!” He groaned. I felt my short-lived happiness flying away from me.



I stood up, hoping to anyone who would listen for this to finish quickly.



“Now Sev’rus!” He hissed, his leg still around my shoulder, which he was using to pull me towards him. He stuck out his hand to take my cock and place it at his entrance. “Now push!”



Lily…I could not help thought, but it quickly went away once I had to stare into his eyes. I placed my hands on each of his side to balance my self, which I began to move inside him. He still had his hand dug into my hair deeply, so he dragged my head until I was a mere breath away from his face. Still looking at me with lust filled eyes.



I felt his other leg around my waist, making me being buried fully inside him. He began to speak softly, though his gasps made him breathe it out a little too hard, “Your mine….” His eyes never wavered with my gaze with determination. “You will always be mine…” His kissed me forcefully, his legs gripping around me tighter. “Yes…that’s it…fuck me harder, now!” I moved faster, knowing the sooner he finished the sooner I could stop. He bit my lip and groaned hard into my mouth, his eyes still focusing on mine. He then laughed. “ Look what you’re doing love…you’re fucking me, just after you sucked me off…I wonder what your dear little wife would think?” He kissed me again, though gently. “Don’t worry though, I love you still. No one would love you more than me Severus…you’re mine. You belong to me and only me…And I belong to you…” He groaned. He ran his free hand up and down on my chest. Only stopping to rub his palm on my nipple.



Then I began to pound furiously. Anger building up inside me, so I used the pent up energy to let out my frustration. I kissed him hard, biting his lip, fucking him not caring if he bled or not. I wanted to hurt him, give him pain but that was only a fraction on what he mad me feel.



“Yes! That’s right! Let go Severus…love me, don’t fight it!” He hissed.



Oh I did not fight it afterwards, I just hurt him the only way I could. Knowing in the end that I still had to do what he said of me, and so I did.



Over…



And over…



“Again!”