Love Songs

Title: Forgive Me

By: Evanescence

Year: 2004

















Disclaimer: Everything and I do mean Everything belong to J.K Rowling. Do anyone think I can buy Lucius and Snape from her? This is my first fan fiction so plz be kind.





A/N: Again I\'m sorry for any spelling error or any error its not beta. I heard this song on playlist and thought to myself this is perfect for them.

















Forgive Me.











“ You arrogant bastard, do you always have to think you so much better then everyone else?” Hermione yelled at me as she stark into her apartment, I follow her in although she hadn\'t invited me in yet. But I be damn if I\'m going to let her win this argument. “ In case you loss your senses you must had forgotten whom I am is.” I told her in a calm voice but she was slowly pushing her luck with it.



“ That boy yes, I do mean boy had no right to call you a death eater whore. I simply put young Mr. Weasley in his place since he seems not to know when talking to my girlfriend.” I told her as my eyes follow her movements. “ You right that prick had no right, but at least let me stand up for myself.” She told me as she sat down at her table she kicks off her pumps and arch her back. I found myself getting mad as the night replay in my mind, I just then remember her being alone with him. “Why were you alone with him to begin with. I may be getting up there in age but I do remember saying to you clearly that you were forbidden to see or speak to him.” I told her and that was when her face twisted in anger.





“Lucius you seems to forget that you\'re neither my father nor my husband better yet you have yet to proclaim to be my anything out in public. So excuse me if I don\'t give a rats ass what you forbidden me to do.” She told me and this time I did snap at her something I haven\'t done to her in the six months that we had been together.





“Maybe the term young Mr. Weasley use in is not the correct one.” I told her in a deadly calm whisper that got her attention.





“Just what the fuck do that means? You cant possibly be mad when you bloody well know it true you only admit that I\'m anything to you is when we\'re alone together.” She said as she got up from the chair in a attempt to go into the living room I grab her arm and brought her close to me.





I look into her brown eyes as a look of fear cross them and then disappear.







Can you forgive me again?

I don\'t know what I said

But I didn\'t mean to hurt you





“ Maybe the term I would use is Mudblood Bitch.” I said to her in a soft voice that could barely be heard but she heard the words and instantly I regret saying them. Seeing the hurt in her eyes











I heard the words come out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you.







I let her arm go seeing the damage is done, she no longer mad at me. But there a new kind hurt in her eyes. I know now that nothing I say could amends the hurt I just gave her. The hurt of what a few words can do to a soul.







Then you look at me

You\'re not shouting anymore

You\'re silently broken .





You slowly back away from me with a vacant look in your eyes as you sit at your sofa. Just staring at me as if you were shock to shock for emotions.





I\'d give anything now

to kill those words for you.







I better do some fast talking if I don\'t want the best thing in my life to slip away because of something foolish I said.





So I told her with these words something I knew that would bring a smile to her face.





Each time I say something I regret I cry “ I don\'t want to lose you.”

But somehow I know that you will never leave me , yeah.







I see that she giving me a tiny smile, so I keep on going





\'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I\'ll make you see

How happy you make me\'





So I pull her up and I get one knee down. I pull out the black box , I had plan to do this at the ball but as always Weasley got in my way.





I can\'t live this life

without you by my side

I need you to survive







So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I\'m screaming inside that I\'m sorry.

You\'re my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you.





“ I\'m sorry Hermione, that I never utter the words that I love you in public. That what my plans where tonight until Weasley got in the way. Say you forgive me and be my wife till the very end.” I ask her and saw the gleam in her eyes as she pull me up to her level.





“If you ever call me that again I will make sure I hex your balls in ten different ways even you wont recozine them.” I cringe when she said that but hey I\'m just glade she haven\'t done it yet.







“Yes I will marry you!!”









Song: Forgive Me

Artist: Evanescence





Forgive Me





Can you forgive me again?

I dont know what I said

But I dont mean to hurt you



I heard the words come out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you



Then you look at me

You\'re not shouting anymore

You\'re silently broken



I\'d give anything now

to kill those words for you



Something I regret I cry “ I don\'t want to lose you”

I know that you will never leave me, yeah



“ cause you were made for me

somehow I\'ll make you see

how happy you make me



I cant live this life

without you by my side

I need you to survive

so stay with me

you look in my eyes and I\'m screaming inside that I\'m sorry.

And you forgive me again

you\'re my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you.