Echoes From The Past

Echoes From The Past

Echoes From The Past
Part 2

 
 
Severus sat straight in his chair, this was going to be a long night. He just wanted to forget about her. To forget the way he had hurt her and be happy again.

 
With one elbow on the desk, his head resting in his hand, finger in hair, Snape was feeling miserable. How could he have done that to her? Anger was not even an excuse... She had said so herself. He had done the worst and had hoped for the best...

 
Severus turn his head to the fireplace that was at his right. Looking at the flicking fire another memory creep back to him.

 
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He was sitting in the Great Hall at Hogwarts. Since last year in the train, they had never talk after that. Just stare at each other hoping not to get caught, but when they’re eyes met and lock, fire exploded for each other. He never could have guess that today would be different from the others.

 
Looking up from his plate, he saw her stare at him. Her little face over her shoulder glancing. Her eyes full of hope. Her blush cheek, because she was caught looking at him. Her blond-brown hair, shoulder-length, cascading down her delicate shoulder. Her perfect little pink lips, corners of them up in a shy smile…

 
Potter had been talking to her all the time that she was turn toward him. But she had barely listen to him... Which by the look of it, didn’t really overwhelmed Potter with joy. That put a smile on Severus lips.

 
She turn her head, cutting Potter in what ever he was saying, said something to him, Black, Lupin... and the other one... He never could remember his name... Took her books and look at him... Not very sure if he saw right, but from under her pile of books she had point him with her index and made sign to come to her. She had left the great hall moments later.

 
Not wanting to get caught by Potter and the others, he had waited minutes before going after her. Outside the doors, he didn’t really know where to go. Where could she be? Probably in the library, like usual.

 
As he entered, he saw her head lift over her book. Lily got up from where she was sitting and walk between two rows. Before entering completely, she, again, pointed him with her index and made sign to come to her. He walk toward the two rows not really knowing, but really hoping for the best.

 
"Mister Snape, I must tell you, you have been on my mind since... ever!" she said in a whisper, changing her voice, making it more mature.

 
"Well Miss Evans, I must tell you, you are a very beautiful women." At those words, Lily, looked down at her feet. "Oh please, Miss Evans, do not look down... You have the most wonderful eyes."

 
She looked at him with starlight eyes, biting her bottom lips, making herself even more wanton. " Mister Snape, I must tell you, you are making me blush." Her breath caught in her throat, as Severus put his hand on her hip.

 
" My! I’m truly sorry, Miss Evans. I never wanted to make you blush, even though I most tell you... it makes you look... mesmerizing." Severus was so close, he could her short breath on his face. He was not good with girls, especially Lily Evans. She could have ask him to kiss her shoes and he would have done it, just to please her. He was mesmerize by her eyes and lips. The thought of one day kissing them was becoming a fantasy.

 
" I most tell you, Mister Snape, your not bad yourself." She said giggling loosing her mature and poise. "Severus, can I ask you a question?" Biting her lips, she took a step back, out of his touch, and hit a book shelf

 
with her back. Surveying Severus from head to toes, she place a hand on her belly, like she was thinking what to do next. Her little eyes tracing his face, his lips, his eyes and his entire face.

 
"Isn’t what you just did, dear?" he saw her face change from surprise to a big smile. "Sure you can.. ask away!" He said with a smile. He thought that he was too close to her and that was why she had back out, so he did the same. Walk backwards to the bookshelf opposite to the one Lily was leaned on.

 
" Could-you-youryourself-with-a-girl-like-me?" Lily said in one breath. She bit her bottom lip so hard, afterward, that it shed blood. She was really looking nervous.

 
Severus smile. Suddenly her question hit him. Did that mean that she ... "Could you see yourself with a guy like me? That is the real question to as..."

 
Lily had took a few step, closing the distance between them, wrap her arms around his neck and kissed him. It was a gentle, but sed seductive kiss. Licking his lips with her tongue suggestively, Lily look at Severus and smiled. On that note, she had turn around and left a very speechless boy to himself.

 
It’s was they’re first kiss and it wouldn’t be the last. That year ended with stolen kisses, secret rendezvous and daydreaming during class.

 
**

 
Snape look away from the fire. He had loved her so much, that he had to hurt her in the worst possible way. Frustrated with himself. Why couldn’t he stop thinking about her? It was maybe because of that Potter boy coming in here and disturbing my peace... Or maybe Miss know-it-all Granger, that ndednded him Lily.

 
The two of them where so much a like. Both muggleborn, know-it-all and friend with a Potter... The worst part, or maybe the good part was that the two of them where damn good witch... plus he had to admit that the Granger girl was kind of beautiful. What made him even more angrier was that he could never have one or the other because of a Potter.

 
Severus thought to himself that he would be damned if he ever care for the potter boy.

 
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Author’s note: Ok As I promise the second chapter is here. Now I know that it’s not a long chapter and that there isn’t smut, yet, but there will be in the third and fourth... Promise.