it will never happen...it can\'t

So...i noticed,too late,though...that I didn\'t make it clear that I do not own any of the characters.they are all j.k.r.\'s .


It was two weeks that he\'s been home...they did spend a lot of time together...but,she still couldn\'t act like her natural self...she was still bossy little thing...still know-it-all... but,somehow...well...different......he had to be so carefull around her...
he was lying in his bed.with a hard on.alone.again. with her in the next room...
they had just spent the whole day outside,it was snowing,and it was almost painfull to look at her. She had her tight jeans on,they were tucked in her black boots...the jacket she wore was black,too...short,above her waist...and with some furr around her neck.a simple tight white sweater made her breasts look bigger...there was not a piece of her skin that was unprotected..and yet,she looked so.so.so.SO...sexy...her legs and her butt in those jeans were too much for a normal man to stand and not go mental.she looked warm,and soft,...and all he could think about was pinning her to a tree to feel her heat,her lips,her body...he was fighting himself not to grab her and take her in the snow......this was desteoying him...he knew she caught a few of his looks,but he couldn\'t help it...and,anyway,he could have sworn that she gave him a few.for the first time in his life,he dared to hope that maybe,maybe...she wants him,too...

A scream brought him back....he ran into her room,to find her sitting in her bed,shaking,her head on her knees.
„granger?...what the...?....are you ok?“ he asked coming closer to the bed....“what happened?“a worried note in his voice.

„i,........I\'m sorry...“ she whispered with her head still down...

He sat on the bed,asuming it was a bad dream....,lifted her chin up,gently,and removed a lock of her hair from her face....he had to stay strong...this was to intense...

She was crying...and looked so helpless...an urge to protect her against the urge to use her current condition and just take her...he must be going mad....

„i heard them scream....again...how,how could he? They were so helpless....and I wasn\'t there....they must have felt frightened.....I can\'t take this anymore.....“ he could barely hear her...her voice was so weak....“I can\'t sleep....I always hear them scream....they scream for help...and I can\'t do anything.......I just stand and watch....“

„it\'s a dream...granger...“ his hand was on her neck now...the other one was wiping her tears...

„but it\'s too real...“...she looked him in the eyes.

\'don\'t do this...please...don\'t look at me like that....I\'m not strong enough...\' his eyes lowered to her swollen,parted lips,wet from tears...\'lord...\' his thumb went from her cheek down to her lips...the lightest touch...\'i can\'t...she\'s not herself.....\' he closed his eyes....\'help me...\'...\'anyone\'....and with his eyes closed,he felt her lips opening,with a touch of her tongue on his thumb...he opened his eyes,and the sight in front of him was too much...her eyes were locked on his,...she took his thumb into her mouth,and closed her eyes...he was breathing hard...\'don\'t rush,don\'t scare her off.....\'
He swalowed....then slowlly,lowered his head while taking the finger out of her mouth....she opened her eyes,then her lips and whispered...“make me forget Draco“ he was frozen...\'she\'ll regret it...don\'t do it\'....and the touch of her tongue on his lower lip made the last piece of the common sense disapear...he kissed her hard,with every bitt of his passion for her..... his tongue in her mouth,tasting her...he couldn\'t think...\'is this real?\'...she pulled away a bitt,but only to take his hand in hers. She placed it on her breast...never breaking the eye contact.he coul feel her heart beat just as madly as his...her breath low and short...he had to look down to her body,than at the first sight cosed his eyes for a second....he could see and feel her nipples through thin silky nightgound.one of her straps was off her shoulder....he took her waist and pulled her in his lap to straddle him...then grabed her neck and kissed her,pulling her closer to his bare chest with the other hand...he pulled her gound down to her waist and managed to say..“god, ...mione you are perfect....“ his hands travelled slowly from her ass,over her hipps,then waist,her back,to come to her breasts and then sholders...and her neck...then his right hand came to her chin,and he placed his thumb on her bottom lip and his index finger under her lip,and squeezed gently before pulling her into another kiss...she moaned and started to rock gently in his lap......he was never harder in his life..\'four years......Lord...I deserve a monument...\'

I know it\'s short but i\'ll continue soon.very soon....
Stay with me ... ļ