The Feel of Real Love

Authors Note: I had this epiphany last night and decided to
write it. The second Installment of The Feel of Real Love.

Pairings: Harry/Sirius/Remus

Warnings:

Chapter Summary: Wormtail manages to get Sirius and Remus
under the Imperious Curse again and they start hurting Harry again. Harry
realizes this and protects himself in the only way possible. He starts to curse
Sirius and Remus. Once Harry is safe from those two he tracks down Wormtail.
What does Harry do with Little Peter when he finds him?

Harry woke
up with a contented smile on his face. He looked up to see that he was still
sleeping on Remus’ chest and Sirius had draped an arm around him. Harry closed
his eyes tight before what happened yesterday returned to him. Remus and Sirius
had promised to never hurt him again and he believed them.

Harry
furrowed his brow for a second and quietly moved away from the sleeping pair.
He crawled gently to the end of the bed and sat there cross-legged and stared
down at the bed, ‘They Pity me,’ Harry thought, ‘The only reason they did any
of that was out of pity. Some sense that they wronged me and they needed to fix
it,’ Harry just sat there thinking along those lines until he felt a hand on
his shoulder.

Harry
pushed the hand from his shoulder roughly, “Hey what was that for?” Sirius
asked.

“I don’t
want your pity,” Harry said quietly.

“Pity?”
Sirius asked, “Since when did we do this out of Pity?”

“Well you
both said that you would never do those things with me. Yet you did them. I
take that as some sort of pity to try and help me cope. Well I don’t want it,”
Harry snapped at him.

Sirius lost
his temper, “Now you listen here,” Sirius grabbed ahold of Harry’s wrist and
shook him, “We care for you. We did not do this out of pity. We love you and we
want to help you. Do. You. Understand. That,” Sirius punctuated each word with
a shake of Harry’s wrist.

“You’re
hurting me,” Harry gasped out at Sirius. Harry finally wrenched his hand away
from Sirius, “I knew you were lying. You were never under the Imperious Curse.
You like to harm you. YOU’RE A LYING BASTARD!!!!” Harry yelled when he arrived
in a corner and curled up into a ball to hide.

Sirius
paled. He didn’t know why he did that, “Oh God, Harry. I’m so sorry,” Sirius
tried to go to Harry but Harry just pressed himself into the corner further.

“You lied.
I can never trust you again,” Harry shouted at the man. Sirius knew it was
true. Remus was awoken by Harry’s outburst and was confused to begin with but
pieced it together. He stalked over to Sirius, grabbed him roughly by the
shoulder and dragged him from the room. Harry just sat in the corner crying
silently to himself.

“what did
you do?” Remus hissed angrily at Sirius.

“I don’t
know. He started to berate me about doing it out of Pity,” Sirius was shaking
under Remus’ cold gaze, “I must have lost my temper because I berated him back
but I was shaking him by his wrist. He just made me so angry accusing us of
those things. I love him,” Sirius almost broke down then and there.

“And did
you think to take it calmly? Did you think to tell him that you did it out of
love? No you start hurting him after we swore we wouldn’t hurt him again,”
Remus said in a loud voice, “Do you have
any Idea what you did? He’ll most likely never trust us again. And if he does
it will be a long time from now,” Remus basically yelled at Sirius.

‘I’m Sorry,
I wasn’t thinking. He just made me angry,” Sirius was openly crying now.

“I’m not
the one you should be apologizing to. Harry is, and you’ll be lucky if he even
comes near you n,” n,” Remus hissed, “Now you will go in there and you will
make things right again.”

Sirius
nodded dumbly and entered the room again, “Harry?” he tentatively asked the
shaking young man.

“Please
Don’t hurt me. I didn’t mean those things,” Harry whimpered.

“Please
forgive me, I didn’t mean to hurt you,” Harry tentatively looked up, “I’m
sorry. Its just that what you said made me angry. I didn’t mean to lose my
temper. I love you too much to see you like this,” Sirius said. Harry still
hadn’t uncurled.

“You don’t
love me,” Harry whispered, “If you loved me you wouldn’t have broken your
promise.”

“I know,”
Sirius said, “But if you give me a chance then I can prove to you that I love
you. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

“I don’t
know,” Harry whispered.

“Take your
time,” Sirius said sadly, “I’ll wait.”

Harry
nodded his head, “I’d like to be alone,” Harry got up and walked out of the
room. He walked to his room and collapsed onto the bed. He silently started to
cry to himself, “Why did they have to break their promise?” Harry chocked out.
Harry just curled up and fell asleep again.

When Harry
opened his eyes he gasped and started to shake furiously. He was once again
chained to the bed in Remus and Sirius’ room, “No,” He gasped out.

“Oh yes,”
Sirius sneered at him, “We gave you such a wonderful time last night and you
didn’t think to thank us. You Ungrateful little whelp.”

“Please
Sirius,” Harry was crying, “Please fight it. I’m sorry that I was mad at you
this morning. Please don’t do this,” Harry saw a flash pass through Sirius’
eyes but it was replaced with a look of complete loathing.

Remus
walked over to the bed and looked at Harry, “Such a pretty body,” He then
brought a whip down across Harry’s chest again and again. Each time eliciting a
piercing scream from Harry, “Scream more for me,” Remus whispered into Harry’s
ear.

Harry
looked around wildly. He couldn’t let this happen again. He wouldn’t. If they
wouldn’t fight the curse then he would defend himself in any means possible.
Harry’s eyes lost all color in them and turned completely white. Remus stopped
mid strike and started in fear.

“What the
fuck are you doing you little bitch?” Sirius yelled as he walked up and punched
Harry across the face multiple times. After about 4 punches Harry turned his
head over to Sirius and Sirius was blasted against the wall.

‘I…I…I
can’t move,” Remus said, “I Can’t move.”

Sirius
didn’t respond. He was unconscious, “Oh Peter,” Harry hissed as the chains
removed themselves. Remus just stood there. He was naked so when he wet himself
it just sprayed over Harry who was underneath him. Harry paid no heed to it. He
just walked around the room looking around, “I know you’re here Peter,” Harry
said in a singsong voice, “And I am going to find you and allow Remus and
Sirius to do what they will to you,” Harry blasted the door out of his way and
stalked out, “Oh for fucks sake. Accio
Peter Pettigrew,” Harry waited for a few moments until a short balding man
came careening down the halls at Breakneck speed. Peter smashed into the wall
and Harry smirked, “Why Hello Peter, Long Time no see,” Harry hissed at Peter,
“Now I believe you have my lovers under a spell which is making them do this to
me, ‘Harry indicated the wounds, ‘Take it off of them and I will consider
letting you live.”

Peter was
shaking visibly. He pointed his wand at Remus and Sirius and muttered a spell.
Remus’ eyes cleared and his eyes widened in horror. Sirius eyes just snapped
open and he looked horrified and when he looked at Harry’s battered face he
almost started to cry.

“Good,”
Harry allowed Remus to move with a flick of his wrist. With another flick he
sent Peter flying into the room without a wand, “Have fun you two,” Harry said
as he saw an evil glint in both their eyes.

“H-h-h-Harry,
Yo-yo-your f-f-father wouldn’t w-w-want this,” Peter stuttered.

“I know he
wouldn’t,” Harry stated simply. Remus and Sirius looked back at him
incredulously, “But who gives a fuck what he would want. I want revenge for
everything you put me through. Do anything you want to him. Just leave me the
killing move.”

Sirius and
Remus looked as if Christmas had come early, “Thank You, Harry,” Sirius
whispered.

“At least
this time I knew you were trying to fight it,” Harry stated as his eyes went
back to normal, “I saw your eyes flash to normal. You almost got it. Perhaps I
should help you along next time. Also, sorry for the hit against the wall,”
Harry apologized.

“Sorry about
the punching,” Sirius said, “Did you want me to fix your jaw?”

“Nah,”
Harry said, “I can fix it myself. Though we are now throwing out each and every
whip in this house.”

Remus
looked down and whispered, “Sorry.”

“No need
for all this apologizing,” Harry shrugged it off, “The only person who needs to
be sorry is Peter here.”

“What can
we do to him?” Sirius asked eagerly.

“How about
everything he made you do to me?” Harry suggested.

Sirius and
Remus’ eyes gleamed with malicious glee, “With Pleasure,” Sirius said as he
looked towards the cowering Peter. Peter had pulled himself to the headboard
and sat there shivering from fear.

Remus had
the whip in his hand already so he didn’t need to get anything. Sirius flicked
his wand and all Peter’s clothes were ripped of and he was chained to the bed,
“P-p-please, d-d-don’t d-do this,” Peter pleaded.

“So you can
force us to do these horrible things to Harry yet we can’t do them to you?”
Sirius asked, “That is not fair is it?”

“No It is
not,” Remus said as he advanced threateningly on Peter, “An artist should
always sample his work. Just like a chef or a baker, don’t you agree Harry?”

“Oh yes,”
Harry said, “You will know everything I felt. Everyone gets what they deserve
in the end. Just like Voldemort. I gave him one small gift. I made it quick and
painless for him.”

“But
sadly,” Sirius said, sarcasm evident in his every word, “You don’t get that
privilege. You have made so many people suffer that you deserve the most
painful death imaginable.”

Remus
turned to Harry, “Are you sure you want us to do this? We can still through him
in Azkaban.”

‘I want him
to suffer for what he did to me,” Harry said coldly, “He isn’t worthy of the
life he was granted. And lets just say that if you do a good job that is one
step closer to absolute forgiveness.”

s ans and
Sirius needed no Incentive. They took to beating on Peter like Flies to
garbage, “This is for Lily,” Remus said as he brought the whip down on Peter’s
chest. His pudgy stomach disgusted them so they shrunk it so they wouldn’t get
sick, “This is for James,” Remus brought it down again getting more screams
from Peter, “This is for Harry,” Another whip crack, “This is for Sirius,”
Another, and this is for me,” The final whip crack hit Peter’s chest. Peter was
reduced to crying after it happened.

Sirius looked
pleadingly at Harry, “Do we really have to fuck him? I mean that is a little
disgusting.”

“I knew you
would say that,” Harry grinned, “That’s why I went out and got this,” Harry
held up a potion, “It will Polyjuice Peter here into someone you’d rather fuck.
You will realize that it is Peter but it will look like someone you’d rather
want. So who will it be? I have hairs here for Draco Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy,
Lord Voldemort, Severus Snape, James Potter,” Harry was interrupted here.

“You have
hairs for Prongs?” Sirius asked, “How on earth did you get some?”

“It’s a
little thing called a family album,” Harry stated, “There were hairs taped in
there. So I took a few leaving the bulk of them.”

“I’m going
to chose Voldemort,” Remus said after a moment’s thought, “He may have been an
Evil Bastard but he was sexy as hell. Plus I’ve always wondered what he looked
like without all those robes on.”

“He looks
pretty good under the robes,” Harry said, “I an attest to that, His cock is
huge. I almost wished that I didn’t kill him so he could fuck me some more.”

“Well then
give him a Voldemort Polyjuice,” Sirsaidsaid, “I’m curious now.”

“I altered
some things about the DNA in the hair,” Harry said, “I made it so he would look
like he did before he became snakeface. He’s much better looking then,” Harry
dropped some hairs into the goblet of potion and walked over to Peter’s
quivering form. Peter clamped his mouth shut, “Open up,” Harry hissed at Peter.
Peter didn’t open his mouth. Sirius walked over and brutally clamped Peter’s
nose shut with his fingers. Peter cried out in pain and that was when Harry
poured the potion down his throat. Harry held Peter’s mouth shut so he didn’t
spit the potion back out. After a few minutes he started to change. His hair turned
Black and lengthened and the bald patch covered over. His body lengthened and became
less fat. He developed many muscles on his arms and his chest filled out.
Though nobody was paying any attention to this. Harry, Sirius, and Remus stared
as the small cock that was Pes grs grew bigger and bigger. It finally stopped
when it was 10 inches long. They just gaped at it.

“My god he
is beautiful under those robes,” Remus gasped.

“And I had
him all to myself before I killed Voldemort,” Harry sighed, “He admitted that
all his Death eaters wanted him to mark them as his own. But I was the only one
he would make love to. To begin with it was rape. But after the first few times
I awaited him to come and fuck me. After the first ten times of consensual sex
I practically begged him to only use me himself. I made up excuses that the
Death Eaters would ruin me for him,” Harry said.

“I really
wish I was in your position,” Sirius said.

“Most death
eaters did,” Harry said, “When they would use me before Voldemort forbid them
to I was beaten quite often for having the privileges they deserved. Now onto
the Shagging. From what I could make out Voldemort has never allowed anyone to
have sex with him. So he should be very tight. But I suggest we our ourselves
on him first.”

“Excellent
Idea,” Sirius said, “You can go first Harry. You deserve it most.”

“Why thank
you,” Harry walked over to the bed and smacked Peter/Voldemort Hard in the
face, “You better harden up or I wilt tht them kill you here and now. And
believe me I will make it far more painful that I planned.”

Peter/Voldemort’s
face contorted into a look of concentration, “I wonder what he is imagining?”
Harry asked out loud.

“What are
you thinking about?” Sirius asked Peter/Voldemort harshly.

Peter
didn’t say anything. He just kept concentrating and his dick slowly grew
bigger, “Answer me,” Sirius smacked him in the face hard with his dick.

“I’m
thinking of the first time James allowed me to have sex with him,”
Peter/Voldemort knew that was not a good answer the moment he said it.

Harry’s
eyes whited over and he threw his hands towards Peter/Voldemort, “Never
dishonor my fathers name again. You aren’t worthy to mention him,”
Peter/Voldemort was slowly strangled but wasn’t killed.

“Harry. You
need to calm down,” Sirius put a comforting hand on Harry’s shoulder. Harry’s
shaking ceased, “If you don’t you’ll kill him and then we wouldn’t get any
fun.”

Harry’s
eyes reverted back to normal, “I guess you are right,” Harry sighed, “But if he
mentions dad again I will kill him.”

“Of
course,” Sirius smiled, “I’ll help.”

“Ok,” Harry
said. He stood in a squat above Peter/Voldemort’s 14 inches. Harry eagerly
anticipated this as he lowered himself down. He felt the tip of the cock quiver
at his entrance. Then Harry pressed down hard and took it in all the way. Harry
vocally moaned as he did this. Sirius and Remus did as well as they watched
Harry fuck himself on Peter/Voldemort’s huge length.

“How does
it feel?” Remus asked the whip dropping limply from his hand.

“So…good,”
Harry gasped he picked up the pace of his movements and Peter started to thrust
against Harry adding to the fantasy. In, Out, In, Out, In, Out. The pattern
kept repeating. Sirius and Remus were wanking themselves off as the watched Harry
fuck himself with Voldemort’s cock.

Peter/Voldemort
moaned loudly as he released himself up Harry. When Harry heard this he was
basically sitting down on Peter’s cock and was looking very comfortable, “So
who’s next?” Harry asked after a minute.

“Me,” Sirius
said.

“No, Me,”
Remus said.

Harry shook
his head as he sat there waiting for Peter/Voldemort to harden up again. Harry
wanted it to be just right for Sirius when he got his chance, “Sirius I think
you should get to go next. You suffered the most from him. No offense to you
Remus but it is true.”

Sirius
jumped for joy while Remus sulked, “Don’t worry Remus. You get to be first with
the next really good thing,” H com comforted Remus.

“And that
is?” Remus asked with raised eyebrow.

“You get the
first go with Gryff,” Harry said.

“And this
Gryff is?” Remus asked.

Harry got
up from Peter/Voldemort’s throbbing member and stepped from the bed. Sirius
took his chance anmedimediately impaled himself on Peter’s cock, “Allow me to
Introduce you to Gryff,” Harry said. Remus and Sirius were both watching Harry.
Harry smirked and concentrated. Immediately his form started to change. After
what seemed like an eternity The shifting stopped. Both Remus and Sirius’ jaws
dropped at what they saw. Where Harry once stood was a beautiful and rather big
Golden Griffin.

Sir>Sirius and
Remus were both gaping not at the griffin but at what was between its legs.
Harry was hard from his fucking before he transformed but this was just
beautiful. Gryff’s cock when hard was about 10 inches wide and 22 inches long,
“God that’s beautiful,” Remus gasped, “And I get it first.”

“I changed
my mind,” Sirius said, “You can have Peter first.”

“Nuh Uh,”
Remus said, “You wanted first you got it. I get Gryff first.”

“Boys quit
fighting,” Harry said when he was back to himself, “Remus gets Gryff first
because Sirius is already getting Peter first,” Sirius opened his mouth to
complain, “Any arguing and neither of you will get a chance.”

Both men
shut their mouths. Sirius just continued to fuck himself and moaned loudly as
semen filled his nether regions. Sirius didn’t get up he just transformed and
continued to go up and down. Remus watched completely turned on as Padfoot
fucked himself on Peter. Peter looked sickened by what was going on but his
dick loved every second of it. Padfoot let out a howl as Peter came inside of
him again. He got off and wobbled off the bed.

Remus took
his place and enjoyed himself while Sirius just sat panting on the floor, “God
that was good,” Sirius gasped out.

“Don’t I
know it,” Harry said.

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“How could
you bear to kill of that beautiful being,” Sirius asked.

“Firstly he
didn’t look like that. He was more snakelike. And scaly. The scales were
sickeningly kinky,” Harry said, “Secondly, If I didn’t
destroy him then he would have eventually killed me.”

“Makes
perfect sense,” Sirius said. Remus chose that exact moment to howl and acceetereter’s
entire load. He got off and wobbled over to sit next to Sirius.

“I do
thi
think I can handle anymore with him,” Remus said.

“Neither
can I,” Sirius agreed, “You can do what you want and then kill him if you
wish.”

“Sounds
great,” Harry said. He flicked his wrist and Peter was moved to the fl The The
Polyjuice potion wore off a few minutes earlier, “I hope you enjoy this,” Harry
hissed in Peter’s ear, “It’s going to be the last thing you ever feel.”

Harry
positioned Peter on his hands and knees. He then cast a spell that would hold
Peter up no matter what weight was put on him, “I am going to Fuck you so hard
that you’ll be begging for me to kill you,” Harry laughed as he inserted
himself into Peter’s hole dryly. Peter screamed as his hole was ripped open and
violated. Harry paid no heed. He just lay his stomach on Peter’s back and
transformed. Peter screamed as his hole was stretched way nd ind its limit.
Harry squawked in amusement as he started to thrust in and out, “Please stop,”
Peter wined, “I’ll do anything just please stop,” Harry ignored him and started
to thrust faster and faster. After a few minutes he came quite a bit inside
Peter’s battered and bleeding hole. Peter was crying, “Please stop the pain,”
tears ran down his pudgy cheeks, “End the pain please.”

“Well
that’s finished,” Sirius said as he got up.

 

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“Yup,”
Remus got up as well, “If you could leave Harry. Me and Sirius woulke tke to go
to bed.”

Harry
transformed back into himself, “First we are getting something’s straight,”
Harry said as he sat on the bed. With a wave of his hand all the blood and the
body vanished, “I still haven’t forgotten what you did to me,” Remus and Sirius
paled, “For the next week you will both do everything I tell you. I don’t care
if you don’t want to. Do you honestly think I wanted what you did to me?”

“Now you
know we didn’t have a choice in doing that,” Remus started.

“I know
that,” Harry snapped, “But that doesn’t mean that I forgive you. So for the
next week you will pleasuring me in anyway I want,” Harry finished.

Sirius
looked at Remus and Remus looked at Sirius and they shrugged, “Ok.”

“Good,”
Harry stat“Fir“First thing in the morning we are going to Diagon Alley to get
me a new wand,” Sirius looked to the ground in shame, “Don’t be ashamed. After
that we are coming back here and we are burning each and every whip, Dildo, and
Any other kinky sex toys,” Sirius was abou pro protest, “I don’t want stuff
that was used in rape left in this house even if we didn’t use them. We will
buy all new ones. After that we will come back here and we will have lots of
fun for the remaining 6 days. If you do a good job I might let you both have a
go with Gryff,” Harry smirked at the eager faces those two made, “You can start
by sucking me off and rimming me.”

Sirius and
Remus eagerly complied. Remus took the back while Sirius took the front. After
what appeared to be ages Harry was spent and they all fell asleep in Remus and
Sirius’ room.

Authors Note: Thus ended chapter two. Hope you liked it.
Chapter three will be shorter because the next 7 chapters are each individual
day of Harry’s punishment for Remus and Sirius. If you actually take the time
to read this little note then good on you but anyways. I don’t know what to do
with the next 7 days. I was thinking about Harry doing individual kinks and
fetishes for each day. A couple a day. But I have no clue what all of them are
or how I should write them. So if everybody could please e-mail me a list of
specific fetishes and kinks that they want (14 in total) to mr_happy_java_man@hotmail.com
I would be greatly appreciative and would be able to get the next chapters out
sooner.