Draco's Companion

A/N--ANother difficult chapter to write...i hope its up to your guys' standards.

WeasleyWench- Its okay for you to guess, sometimes it gives me ideas:P

LupinsLAdy- Its good to hear that i am getting all the emotions across. I'm writing as fast as i can:P!!!

Snarry-lover- I'm just trying to make Harry act appropriatly..If i was in his shoes thats probably how i would act.

L.S- I am under the impression that you really, really, REALLY! want Harry to turn to the light lol.

Shadowama- I dont like when they disagree either, but its necessary so i do what i have to lol.

Ms. Padfoot- I AM TOO!!! In my story she had no right to let Harry kiss her, but she likes him so she wasnt gunna stop him:P

Sleepyxin-Welcome:D Harry's just a confused little boy.

OKAY!!! on with it!! Oh yea, i dont have another one written so I'm gunna have to write another one. I'm gunna try and write a few so i can get ahead again. I'll prolly post again today, I'm pretty hurtin and Im not doing anything else lol.

Chapter Eighteen: Boys


Harry nodded. He understood Draco's anger, If the roles were switched he would be mad too.

"Firstly, why would you go to a mudblood?" Draco practically yelled.

"I don't know!!," Harry cried, "I didn't want to, but I found myself being attracted to her." he said while wiping the blood from his lip.

"Attracted?" Draco spluttered.

"Well more like drawn. She was just here when I had no one else. I don't know what made me do it. I realized last night that it was wrong and ordered her to leave me alone!"

"Well you better not be lieing to me. Your mine, and you better remember that!" Draco shouted into Harry's face.

"I know!" Harry said, tears splashing down his cheeks."I'm sorry okay? I had no one else for two weeks and I'm used to being close to someone. All she was was a subsitute for you. A poor substitute, but one nevertheless." Harry tried to explain.

Draco steered the subject off course for the time being, this was just upsetting him and he didn't want to hurt Harry physically anymore.

"You know Snape is a spy?" Draco asked.

"I....what?" Harry asked, caught off gaurd.

"Yea, a spy. He's one of our Lord's Death Eaters."

"No way." Harry whispered.

"Yea, I seen him myself. Well heard his voice anyway. He told our Lord that you were befriending the mudblood.

He said that you weren't wearing your Slytherin tie, that you were sitting with the Gryffindor's and that you went into Dumbledore's office and freaked out."

Harry looked flabbergasted.

"Firstly, Granger was only my *friend* while you weren't here, secondly I *forgot* to put my Slytherin tie on, thirdly I felt so *wrong* at that table, and fourth of *course* I freaked out on Dumbledore."

"Why did you freak out?" Draco asked, his voice softening slightly. He knew it must have been a big deal.

Harry didn't merely freak out for no reason.

"Because." Harry answered.

"Because why?" Draco questioned, getting angry again.

"Because he's the one who took me to the Dursley's." Harry said

Draco gave him a look.

"What?" Harry asked sharply.

Draco said nothing.

"What an asshole." Draco said. Obviously covering something up.

Harry nodded.

"I really am sorry Draco. I love you" Harry said.

"It's okay Harry. I was going crazy without you, I can just imagine how you felt without me here. I can't stay mad at you anyway." Draco said slowly.

Harry let out a sigh.

"Thank you Draco." He said, happy now.

The boys didn't even go down to dinner. They were to busy telling each other about their break in full detail.

It almost seemed like they had come to a new revelation in their relationship.

They, of course, didn't understand what it was yet.

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They didn't even bother trying to fall asleep in different beds that night. No one else was there.

"When I went to bed the other night at home, I was thinking about you and I got a weird feeling in my groin." Draco told Harry.

"Really? I wonder what that means?" Harry asked.

"I don't know. It felt weird." Draco admitted.

Harry just shrugged, while yawning.

Draco leaned down and kissed Harry, forcing his tounge inside Harry's mouth again.

This was the best way to kiss.

It felt the best.

Draco pulled Harry tighter against his chest and felt his eyelids fluttering.

"I'll love you forever Harry!" Draco whispered urgently.

His voice found it's way into Harry's dream and he couldn't supress the smile.

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Harry opened his eyes, Draco was laying beside him, his back to Harry.

Harry let his eyes wander down Draco's muscular back and took in the dimples at the top of the wasitband of his boxer shorts.

Eight years they had known each other now. They were inseperable as always.

Their fifth year at Hogwarts was beginning in a few days, and they had learned alot this summer.

::::::Flashback::::::

"Harry?" Draco said from across the bedroom, laying on his back with his head turned towards Harry's bed.

"Yeah?" Harry asked, in a deep voice, looking at the ceiling.

"Do you think it's wrong for me to feel this way about you?"

"No, because I feel it too."

Draco slipped out of his bed and walked towards Harry. He threw back Harry's covers and slipped in beside him.

He turned to him and pulled him into his arms, as he had always done, and placed a chaste kiss on his lips.

"Mine." The 15 year old boy muttered.

Harry froze, looking into Draco's eyes.

"I remember!" Harry exclaimed.

Draco pulled back.

"Remember what?"

"For all the years that you were saying that to me, it felt like it had happened before. Before I even knew you."

"Okay..."

"I remember the day I met you, I was sleeping in the bathroom at the hotel and I had a dream that was exactly this."

Draco gave him a curious look.

"So your like one of those muggle things that I heard that horrid Granger girl talking about last year? A 'syco'?" He said.

Harry looked down when he heard Grangers name, but laughed at Draco's interpretation.

"A Phsycic, Draco."

"Whatever."

"No. I'm not a phsycic. It just left me wondering for so many years. Now I remember. It's great to get that off my mind." Harry said.

Draco shrugged and leaned in.

He starting kissing Harry, and Harry eagerly responded. The kiss was growing more fervent and Draco reached down to Harry's boxers. Draco smiled into Harry's lips feeling the arousal there. He slid his hand inside the shorts and wrapped his hand around Harry's throbbing member. Harry gasped into Draco's mouth, he felt dizzy. Still kissing, Draco started pumping at a slow pace, taking pleasure from the small moans spilling from Harry's lips. Draco started to move faster and Harry's moans came louder. After a few minutes Harry gasped very loudly and spilled his seed into Draco's hand.

Harry lay back down, smiling and breathing heavily. Draco got up and went back to his bed to grab his wand, siphoning off his hand, and cleaning Harry as well.

Draco crawled back in beside Harry and smiled. He was leaning in overtop of Harry. Harry looked up.

"I love you Draco." Harry said happily.

"I love you to. Your mine." Draco said.

:::::::End Flashback::::::

A/N-okay so i haven't written anything like smut with boys before...or really even smut with girls... so i hope it was okay, let me know. I know the chappy was kind of short, the transition from boyhood to manhood was hard for me to portray...I'm sorry if it was dissapointing:D:D:D