Mine

S.O.S. please someone help me.
It's not healthy, for me to feel this way
Boy you are making this hard,
I can't take it see it don't feel right
S.O.S. please someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this way
Oh you are making this hard
You got me tossin' and turnin' and I can't sleep at night
Rihanna-S.O.S

*

“…Wake up Hermione”, Voldemort quietly disturbed me from my unconsciousness, I opened my eyes to see I was in bed next to him in our bedroom, “are you ok?”

“yeah, I think so…what happened?”

“nothing you just fainted, it seems if you remember, you’re carrying two of my children”, I pushed myself up in shock but lay back down again as I felt light-headed.

“Oh my…I cant believe this”

“are you happy or angry or sad? Because I have no clue what your feeling from your expresion”

“I don’t know, actually...yes im thrilled!”, I exclaimed at realising I was having twins,

“good because so am I. They aren’t identical, I had you checked but its uncertain the sexes yet”

“thank Merlin! I cant imagine having two exactly the same looking children with you, no offence but they’d be in enough trouble!”, I giggled and kissed his neck, “and I will keep up to my end of the deal milord, but I would like to add something to it, can I have whatever food cravings I have?”

“that wont be a problem if you allow me to add one thing onto your end of the deal”, he smirked and rolled on top of me

“I wonder what that could be milord”, I matched his smirk and leaned my lips up to his. “and I notice I just happen to have no clothes on already”, he grinned and suckled on my neck, I moaned in ecstasy as both our hands explored each others bodies passionately. It felt so good to be touching him in bed again, it felt like it had been so long! Without warning he thrust deep inside making me cry in pleasure, he was usually gentle yet immensely pleasurable at the same time…

After a couple of hours of just pure lust, we finally lay with tangled limbs, soaked in sweat and exhausted but I couldn’t stop smiling.

“I think I can keep with my end of the deal”, he smirked making his whack his chest playfully,

“You bet you will my lord, I couldn’t believe it when we were just having one child but twins! How does it feel to have two children by me?”

“You have no idea”, he kissed my hair as I lay my head under his.

“Im sleepy, its already exhausting and im only in the early stages I dread to think how ill feel within the next few months! But I think our ‘little’ session just knackered me milord”

“Then is suggest you get some rest”, he whispered and I fell into dream world.

*

The next few days were wonderful, we didn’t argue and acted very loved up, and I loved it. She was having a few mood swings though, complaining a lot about being tired and hungry and achy, she had even noticed she had already put on a bit of weight and it annoyed her-nowhere near as much as it annoyed me to hear her complain.

“What the hell is up with my waist! Im nowhere near ready for a bump yet everything feels tight!”, she moaned and muttered a charm to make her clothes fit to her body.
“Sorry I keep complaining milord”

“don’t be, if I was as annoyed as you think I would of crucioed you by now”, she rolled her eyes and sat down to drink a warm butterbeer by the fire-it seems they were her new addiction but as winter was fast approaching I didn’t mind.

“what are your plans for today then milord?”, she asked warmly

“I am going to Diagon alley actually, to go to Gringott’s bank for a meeting with the goblins and then I am going to get you a gift”

“a gift? What is it?”

“You know curiosity killed the cat”

“How very muggle of you”, she giggled but bit her lip thinking she had said the wrong sort of words

“you will see, I believe you shall like it but I must warn you its not ‘new’ and I don’t personally like it but I think you shall”

“Thank you for whatever it is then”

“yes, well anyway I have to leave within the hour, goblins don’t like to be kept waiting-even if I am the dark lord but I admit I don’t enjoy going down Diagon alley alone, not that im in danger or feel any remorse for what I have done I just get…bored you could say”

“then why cant I come milord?”, she suggested, I looked down at her innocent but frustrated eyes, she had been inside for so long. I wanted her safe though, and though it may be a risk I knew she and myself needed it.

“you can”

“what?”, she questioned surprised

“you can come with me, you will have to wear a warm robe over I will have to place quite a few protective charms on you-”

“Thank you thank you!”, she hugged me

“But I will have to give you your gift afterwards, I warn you though goblins can be nasty, you have to sit with me though if you’re coming because im not letting you out of my sight”
I was letting her come because I knew she was sick of seeing the same rooms every day, change may do her good but she was in for some shock as she hadnt seen the new world properly.
*

We apparated outside The Leaky Cauldron pub with Voldemort holding his arm around me protectively as we went in, it was bitter cold already but the velvet moss green robe I wore over my clothes kept me just about warm enough. We didn’t apparate straight into Diagon Alley because he said he preferred it as “you never know who is going to be next to you” when you arrive in your destination, making me laugh gently. It was the same as I remembered when we finally got inside, it was surprisingly busy-I just didn’t expect so many people to act so normal these days, I guess the brothel was just a bad experience for me.
Everyone silenced and bowed their heads slightly, avoiding his eye contact but they all seemed interested in me, I saw a few people whispering while looking in my direction which made me feel uneasy.

“Tom, I trust the access to Diagon Alley is open for me to use”

“of course milord”, the barman answered respectively and signally for people to move out of the way.

“I give caution, to those who are even thinking about laying one finger or even one simple charm on my wife, it will be the last thing you ever do”, Voldemort threatened aloud to the room before taking me out to Diagon Alley.

“you didn’t need to say that milord, they wouldn’t have-oh my…”, I gasped as I saw Diagon alley, it looked as rich and busy as I remembered but I noticed quite a few people in rags, most of whom looked like they were carrying or doing things for certain people in more expensive looking attire, I also noticed beggars in street corners which most ignored.
“What happened to these people?”

“muggle-borns, poor people or just those who never accepted the new world”

“fuck. Muggle-borns you say? Well im one and you don’t seem to have a problem with that, why cant you give these people some freedom?”

“they are servants Hermione, that is all-”

“No! this cant be how things are done! You cant do this, ruin peoples lives!”, I cried angrily, “please, please at least have some justice for them, they don’t deserve it!”

“its not up to me what people do with their servants and the homeless…well, there were always homeless people in the world, they can get a job if they try”

“as a slave or a prostitute? Some life”, I spat, when I saw a man whack a girl a few years older than myself to the ground, I had had it with stupid big-headed and disgusting pure-bloods! I broke away from Voldemort’s hold and ran up to the dark haired man in his forties who had just gotten his wand out.

“Cruc-”, he started

“-Crucio!”, I growled at him with my wand held high, his knees collapsed below him as he screamed his heart out, people stopped and started looking over.

“that’s enough”, Voldemort gripped my shoulder and extinguished my magic, the man lay twitching on the ground next to the frightened girl who didn’t seem to know what to do, “Help your master”, he ordered her.

“is that all you are going to do?”, I asked annoyed, he grabbed my shoulders and pushed me up against the wall

“his servant, his decisions, I don’t involve myself in others matters and neither will you”

“No. Im going to help these people, some how, but I promise you I will”, I announced, “Now will you kindly let go of me milord”, I muttered quietly. He released his grip before I bent over the girl and healed the bruise starting to appear on her cheek with my necklace, “I will help you someday, don’t give in to this bastard”, I told her.

“thank you milady, but I serve my master whatever the case, I dropped his things so I had to be punished, you shouldn’t have healed me”, she said quietly.

“I should have and I did, don’t be brainwashed and please whatever you do don’t give up hope for at least some justice on your behalf…”, I told her with a smile which she returned before I was hoisted up by Voldemort.

“you have made a big enough scene, now I have to be somewhere”, he roughly pulled me as he marched towards the bank, he wasn’t too happy with me but he didn’t have enough time to say anything thankfully.

I didn’t say a word when I sat next to him as he discussed things with a few goblins in a private room, I wasn’t really listening just thinking.
Could I really help these people? I always thought I was in bad condition (well I was before I married him) but I didn’t realise how badly they were treated. I just had to do something, anything, I knew they wouldn’t be freed but for them to have some equality or something, could I even do that?

“Hermione…Hermione”, Voldemort nudged me while I day dreamed a while later, “I wish to talk to you”, I looked up to see all the goblins had gone and he was just sitting opposite me seriously.

“Yes milord?”

“You were wrong what you did earlier and it was quite embarrassing on me, yes it was good magic and I know you impressed a lot of people but I do not tolerate punishment for no reason”

“What? He deserved it! And you can talk, I could list hundreds you have punished for no reason”

“I don’t tolerate others punishing for no reason and you made me look like I couldn’t control you so I am telling you this only once, do not under any circumstance do anything I haven’t told you to do in public”

“but-”

“no buts. I love you but I cannot allow you to such things, I had decided to not restrict your magic but it seems I must once again restrict it, for now you cannot harm others…”

“Ok, but I don’t want to see them being harmed…that’s what I was thinking of asking you milord…”

“and what would that be?”, he asked curiously but sternly at the same time

“I know I have no rights to ask it of you, and you probably wont but ill feel better if I know I tried. Can you do something, anything so the ‘servants’ have their own rights or…well I don’t know? Please, I know it’s a lot to ask but I think how I was treated in that brothel then I realise how easy I had it…can you at least consider it milord? Even a small thing like they can have a break or be able to be in contact with family…”, I asked carefully.

“ill think about it, why do you care? You have more important things to think about such as being pregnant”

“im a woman, and we can multi-task”, I smiled, “But please even considering it means a lot to me and I thank you for that milord. I care about it a lot because I know when something is wrong, slaves treated inhumanely isn’t right”

“but you don’t mind when I kill or even when you torture people”

“that’s different, most of those deserve it though im not saying I agree with it. Milord can we go? Goblins make me uneasy even if there’s none around at the moment I just don’t like them”

“Yes, you seemed to ignore them pretty easily though, but you asked to come along”

“well I was bored at home, you didn’t want me moaning anymore than I am now did you?”,

“no I did and do not, I know your pregnant but if you piss me off so much I will have to hurt you”, he threatened with a smirk, I knew he was telling the truth but it just made me laugh.

“as long as its only you I’ll behave then milord”, I sniggered.

“how is Hogwarts milord?”, I asked quietly as we walked down Diagon alley, everyone kept out of our way and silent as to avoid punishment for anything. “I always wondered if id of been head girl…”

“I don’t know about head girl but Draco is head boy now it seems, I know the school is in perfect order if that’s what you mean”

“no I mean the students, how about my old friends?”

“You know most our dead”

“the order are long gone, but my other friends milord, like Neville and other people I knew such as Lavender and-”

“Everyone’s fine. No one under the age of 18 can work or be used as a slave in anyway, I made the law so you know im not all bad, so your ‘friends‘ aren’t slaves if that’s what you are thinking”

“I was turned into a slave when I was 16”

“special circumstances”, he smirked making me tut.

“May you give me the opportunity of torturing Bellatrix when you next punish her for something milord?”, I asked boldly when we arrived back in the pub.

“that’s not very like you, why?”

“Because I promised Neville I would make her suffer for what she has done to people, at least then maybe he knows I don’t break them, maybe it will be one less person who hates me”

“no one hates you, but I don’t want you using too much energy and the torture curse can use a lot of energy especially for a pregnant young lady…”

“Yeah ok milord…”, my voice drifted as he sat down on a table unexpectedly in the pub, I never thought id see Voldemort drinking in such a social place,

“What? I happen to come in here whenever im passing, I prefer the atmosphere to The Hogshead, more cleaner…”, he said as I sat down, Tom the barman came over promptly and politely with a bow. “A firewhiskey, and a butterbeer for her”, he told the barman who scurried off to get them.

“No alcohol for me then, thought it couldn’t harm them”, I referred to the twins with a grin.

“Maybe but it affects your mind and you are hormonal and emotional enough without the influence. And I know your craving it really. Now on a serious not I want you to remember not to step out of line, I have overlooked your actions because of he pregnancy but I must remind you to remember who I am”, he warned aggressively making me lay my head onto my hand. “I just don’t want my people, or yourself thinking im weaker than I am, I might sounds cruel but you just cant forget it”. I said nothing but looked down at the table, I knew I couldn’t be so casual with him in public, it wouldn’t look good on him.
“Im sorry but I had to say it”, Tom came over and lay down our drinks, waiting for any other instruction, “that is all for now”

“I guess I should thank you for being so kind to me lately milord, and I wont…embarrass you like your suggesting”

“I wasn’t”, I didn’t bother to argue but I knew I was right, he thought I embarrassed him.
If someone had told me a couple of years ago that I would be drinking in a pub with the dark lord while married to him and pregnant with his twins, I would have laughed my head off at the insanity.

“Do you want boys or girls milord?”, I asked after a moments silence

“Im unsure, I would like a boy to work with and teach maybe when he is older, im not sure of a girl though a daughter with beauty or a son with power will make me look very good either way. Though I guess id prefer boys”

“So you wont be reading them bedtime stories I guess”

“I was never read stories as a child and I turned out fine”

“you turned into a sadistic, evil and murderous wizard!”, I muttered quietly making him snigger, “But you have everything, I guess there are high points in your life”

“I wouldn’t if you hadn’t of succumbed to me, I would just be the dark lord, now I am that as well as a husband and soon-to-be father, quite an improvement”

“I don’t want our children working in the dark arts, at least give them the choice when they are older”

“we’ll have to see about that”

“Oh goodie”, I rolled my eyes sarcastically, “Why do people keep giving me weird looks”

“tell me who and ill punish-”

“there’s no need for Merlin’s sake!”, I quickly put my hand on his arm as he went to get his wand, “im just saying, is there a reason?”

“This is the first time you have been seen in public for a long time…”

“yeah, alright then I understand milord, I just feel like a freak or something”

“You aren’t and your moaning again”

“sorry, I cant really help it. So when are you announcing of my pregnancy? Lucius and Draco know but of course they wont say anything, or are you just going to leave it till im practically giving birth milord”, I laughed.

“Just have to wait and see wont we”

“Oh we shall milord…”

*

She hated the stares, I would have tortured them for it but she hated that as well, the truth was people were fascinated by her. She had magic like no other and had survived her time with me, no one had lasted so long in my company, she had fallen in love with the dark lord and vice-versa, of course people would stare.
And so what if I drink in a pub? Im the dark lord, I can do what I wish! She seemed so surprised at it but though I was a private wizard I wouldn’t stay inside all day.

“About your surprise, well im not sure if you will like it but I think we should go and get it now…”

“what is it?”

“it’s a surprise for a reason”, she giggled and got up when I did, I don’t pay, I don’t need to.

“where are we-”, she cut off as we passed Gringott’s and I went into Magical Menagerie, I couldn’t help but snigger at her dumbfounded face when she was surrounded by hundreds of animals, “I didn’t think you were the pet type milord”

“Very funny, but I think there may be something to your liking”

“I don’t need a owl do I milord”, she said confused, “its not like I have people to mail or anything-oh my gosh!”, she gasped with excitement when she saw the woman behind the counter holding a cat.

“I was looking at your thoughts a few days ago when you were stressed that you were getting ‘chunky’ as you say, and I saw an old pet of yours. Well I think this may do you good”

“Crookshanks!”, she squealed and stroked the ginger cat affectionately, it was definitely more than a common cat because I noticed its intelligence. It was pretty easy to find as welll, I just requested the woman in the shop find it for me by giving her all the details and it turned outt she had it all along, ‘given back after loss of owner’. I must look soft but a happy wife was better than a moody one during this time.
“Thank you so much milord! Aw Crookshanks I haven’t seen you for so long, what have you been getting up to?”, she spoke to it like it was human. “Why would you do this for me?”

“I wanted to cheer you up”

“I don’t need cheering-”

“You said you have no friends and no one likes you, so I got you back an old friend as you say. I was hoping it would stop the moaning”

“oh it will! I love you so much!”, she hugged me and picked up the cat cheerfully, “Thank you, I missed him so much!”

“Well now that’s sorted we can go”, I finished taking her arm, she gave one last smile to the woman at the counter and we apparated home. She was happy and that would mean she wasn’t angry with me, which I didn’t particularly enjoy. Anymore.

She has a lot of hope for the slaves of the era, hoping they will be free but she knows it wont happen. I am however considering what she wants, it couldn’t be that harmful to have some sort of order in that area could it now.

By the end of November we were acting like newlyweds, time had gone quick and it already felt like we were a family, something I had never had. She sat on my lap by the fire while I read, she sometimes did as well but mostly she just curled up and lay her head in my chest.
The bloody cat was a nuisance in my eyes but she adored it, it purred affectionately at her stroke and was a very loyal pet, with a taste for hunting. I had the house-elves take care of it most of the time, they could feed and do whatever was needed to keep it well but Hermione just enjoyed its company when I was away, she said.

She had already developed a small bump, it wasn’t noticeable when she wore loose clothing but it was definitely there. Though her body was changing so early, she had calmed down emotionally and was very happy all the time. She had gotten even more interested in having sex and couldn’t resist kissing me whenever I walked in the room, and I loved it. I loved your holding her tight and brushing her ever so slight bump, though I knew it would get big within months, she had a fantastic body. Yes I feel like a teenager once again, but that’s how I feel, and it is brilliant.

“Don’t make me wear tight clothes milord”

“is that an order?”, I smirked

“It could be”, she kissed my bottom lip and continued reading the half blood prince’s book, Snape’s old notes from his teens, they were very intellectual for someone so young and they also caught Hermione’s interest it seemed. She hadn’t seen any death eaters since Halloween, apart from Lucius because everyone was busy and he was the only one she seemed to get on with. I never thought that would ever happen.

“getting cheeky now”

“Im having your babies, im entitled to be cheeky milord”, she grinned, “So you’ll just have to let me off. But seriously, please don’t make me wear tight clothes, I don’t really want people to know yet…see I said please!”

“Fine. But ill be awaiting something in return”

“Well you cant cancel Christmas so I think ill find something…”, she smirked and closed her book. “I cant believe they’re inside me right now, its such a wonderful feeling”

“I cant believe im here”

“what do you mean?”

“im sitting wife my wife on my lap discussing our future children, I just never thought it would happen to me”

“always expect the unexpected milord”

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Felt like a bit of a nonsense chapter but i liked how Hermione and Voldemort are now more connected with each other.
Oh and i just had to bring back Crookshanks-he is adorable!
I think Hemrione will do someting to help the 'servants' of the world now, its a matter close to her heart so i can see her doing all she can to help.