Be Mine

Chapter Fourteen: Answers...Finally Pt. 2

“Okay!! Run through to me again with what Snape has been doing to you for the past two weeks!?” Ginny asked Hermione in her dormitory.

“Severus,” Hermione started but was cut off by Ginny.

“Awww!! You keep callin’ him Severus!!” she said with a sly grin.

“Shove it!! Anyway, he keeps feelin’ all up on me!! He touches every sensitive,” Ginny gasped.

“NO!! Not down there!!” Hermione said.

“Oh. Keep goin’!!” Ginny said.

“Part of me. And as soon as he reaches up to my breasts, he stops. Just because I give him a loud moan of pleasure, he stops!!” Hermione pouted.

“Well, maybe he isn’t expectin’ one!!” Ginny said. “Speakin’ o’ expectin’, s’cuse me!!” Ginny covered her mouth & went to vomit.

“All right. What is it that you wanna know, Blaise!?” Mystikal asked.

“I wanna know--” Blaise couldn’t say.

“It’s okay. I’m not in your mind. Unless, you--” Mystikal started but then was cut off by Blaise.

“No!! I’ll ask it!!” she replied.

“Well!?” Mystikal asked.

“I wanna know, if--were you always a lesbian!?” Blaise asked.

“No. I was never always a lesbian.” Mystikal confessed.

Now, it was Blaise\'s turn to look hurt.

“I became one in my third year, here at Hogwarts,” Mystikal explained.

“But, why!?” Blaise asked.

“That’s gonna be a hard road to go back, but, I’ll do it for you, sweet.” Mystikal said rearranging her sitting position.

So did Blaise.

“Where should I start!?” she asked absentmindedly.

“Start from the beginning.” Blaise responded.

“Well, it all started when I was five...” Mystikal started.

~*+Flashback+*~

“Uggh!! Mystikal!! Where tha hell are you!?!?” Andrew Schillings called for Mystikal.

Five year old Mystikal came out of her room. “Oh.” the little one said.

“You’re ma’s been drinkin’ again!!” he said.

Mystikal nodded. The man put her mom down on the couch. He the began to discard her clothing. This man was the tenth man that came through that door these past two weeks. And they did the same thing to Angelina Hellman like every other man did when she was drunk as hell. They had sex with her. Mystikal went back into her room. Ashamed of her mother’s drinking habits. Angelina never used to get drunk. She never drank at all. But, that all changed when Mystikal’s father, Max Carter, left her taking Mystikal’s older sister with him. Mystikal was ready to go to sleep, when the man named Andrew came in her room. He too was drunk. But not as drunk as her mother.

“What do you want!?” Mystikal asked.

He was butt-naked. He finally had a clearer view & smiled.

“Why you, you pretty little lady!!” he slurred & attacked Mystikal.

“AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! GERROFF ME!!” Mystikal yelled.

Then, the man stripped her down. He looked at her fragile little body & smiled again.

“I am going to enjoy myself, tonight!!” Andrew slurred.

“NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Mystikal screamed & BAM! Andrew’s hot seed was inside her.

She cried her eyes out, trying to get the older man off of her. She kicked & scratched the man, but, she wasn’t strong enough. Tenth man. Tenth man who had sexually raped her. It happened every night. Every night when her mom was drunk. It happened every year after the next. Mystikal was found pregnant by the age of nine. Mystikal didn’t know what to do by that age. She had decided to let herself change over the next months. By the time of her giving birth, was way too early. She was seven months pregnant when she was giving birth. Her mother was out getting her ass drunk, while she didn’t even know that her daughter was pregnant.

“Someone!! Please--AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH--!! Help me!!” cried Mystikal.

She couldn’t handle anymore of the pain. She laid down on her bed & began to push the baby out.

“AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!” Mystikal cried out in pain.

Finally, the pain was gone. She sat up to find her bed sheets were filled with blood & a bloody baby. She gathered herself, with pain, & took the baby in her arms. She cried her eyes out when she found out that her baby wasn’t breathing. She was too immature to find out that she just had a premature baby. Mystikal found out that it was a baby girl she had lost by the age of eleven, when she got her letter to Hogwarts. She was relieved that she could get the hell out of hell. She packed her many things, smashed the piggy bank that held her fortunes (from working), & ran out of her house. She got onto the train to Hogwarts, where, she met up with Pansy Parkinson & her crew.

“So, you’re the new kid, huh!?” Pansy drawled at Mystikal.

Mystikal was staring out the window before noticing them.

“Hey!! I’m talking to you!!” Pansy said & was about to smack Mystikal across the head, when she grabbed Pansy’s hand & threw her to the other side of the compartment.

Pansy’s friends went to aid her. When Pansy got up she looked at Mystikal with the death stare.

“You know, Pansy,” Mystikal replied without even looking at her.

The other girls were surprised.

“If you keep giving me that ’Death Stare,’ your face would end up being that way years to come.” Mystikal ended.

“You do not talk to second years like that!!” one of the other girls said.

“Believe me, if she was a second year, she wouldn’t be so frighten about a first year,” Mystikal replied still holding her gaze out the window.

“I’m not frightened!!” Pansy said.

“So then, why is your heart beating twice it’s original heart beat!?” Mystikal asked finally looking away from the window now at them.

“What’s going on in here!?” a prefect asked.

She happened to be Mystikal’s older sister, but she blocked her past.

“N--n--nothing, Mystral!!” the girls stuttered.

“Good. Now, get your asses back into your compartments, or McGonagall will hear from this!!” Mystral replied.

“Y--y--yes ma’am!!” & they left.

As soon as they left, “Don’t mind them. They’re always getting in trouble,” Mystral told Mystikal.

“I’m not worried ‘bout ‘em. I’m worried ‘bout what house I’ma be in,” Mystikal said & looked back out the window.

“You’re muggleborn, aren’t you!?” Mystral asked.

Mystikal turned away from the window & asked, “How’d you know!?”

“You looke oke one!!” Mystral said pointing down at her wardrobe.

Mystikal looked down & nodded. “Yah. My mom was the muggle. My dad was the wizard.” Mystikal looked sad.

“Just like me!!” Mystral said.

She then took a seat across from Mystikal. “Even though I hardly ‘member my mum, she was the muggle.” Mystral said. Now it was her turn to look sad.

“Wow. I hardly ‘member my father. But, he sure was the wizard.” Mystikal looked back out the window.

Then, they both said at the same time, “Are your parents divorced!?”

They looked at each other confused. Then, “Mine are too!!” They looked at each other again, & then turned to look out the window. They didn’t say anything for half an hour & then Mystral said,

“Well, I gotta get back. It was nice meeting you, Mystikal,”

Mystikal looked at her & said, “Likewise, Mystral,” Mystral looked at her.

They looked almost the same. Just that, Mystral looked older, taller, & had darker hair colour. And with a final nod, Mystral left & Mystikal went back looking out the window.

Second year came along & Mystikal was found pregnant again. She hid it from everyone again. Once again, during her seventh month of pregnancy, she needed to give birth to her baby. She bumped into walls, trying to find a place to have her baby. The pain was unbearable again. It was midnight by the time she found the enchanted room. She found it having a bed already & water.

“AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!” Mystikal cried out in pain.

She began pushing with all her might. No one heard her cries of pain & help. Finally, the pain was gone again. She sat up, with pain, to find blood on the bed sheets & a bloody baby again. Mystikal cradled the baby. It had yet to cry, & Mystikal got scared.

“Not again!! Please!! Not Again!!” Mystikal cried & tried to make the baby cry.

It didn’t. It wasn’t breathing either. Mystikal began to cry. This was the second baby she lost. She still was too immature to have one. She cried her eyes out that night. The baby had also turned out to be a girl. Just like her first one. Mystikal spent the night in that room, still clutching her dead baby. Blood was everywhere. On the bed, on her clothing, all over her arms & legs. She fell asleep, crying her heart out for losing a second baby. Right then & there, she decided to go gay. She’ll even yell it out if she wanted to.

~*+End Flashback+*~
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