Mine

I didn't want to fall in love with you
I didn't want to know the things I knew
It wasn't until I look into the mirror
Denial
Sugababes-Denial


*

The next couple of days were quiet, he had gone and the only living interaction I had were with the house-elves, the muggle servants were nowhere to be seen but I had a feeling they had been told to stay away from me. I didn’t miss him much, but I grew bored, I didn’t want to read all day and the grounds were off limits, most of the rooms were locked so I basically had to stay in the bedroom all day.

After finishing breakfast in the great hall alone, I made a few confetti fireworks appear out of boredom.

“have I missed a wedding?”, a familiar mans voice shocked me from the doors, I turned to see Lucius watching the confetti fall gracefully to the floor then disappear on contact.

“you nearly gave me a heart attack! Least warn me or say a hello or something…”, I said, not getting up but watching as he came over and sat down opposite me casually with his feet up.

“the dark lord has been gone for two days now and I have not seen you once, have you been hiding?”, he mocked

“why would I hide from you?”

“because you are scared of me”

“don’t flatter yourself, I don’t. I didn’t even know you were here, its like you were avoiding me!”

“why do you care?”

“you are so annoying!”

“you don’t hate me as much as you say now do you?”, he said lazily with his snake headed cane tight on his fingers

“I hate you more than anyone, you have threatened to hurt me so many times before-”

“before. Have I recently? I think not. I cant help the fact that you are a very good looking and good bodied young woman and that I like it!”

“I am what the dark lord made me, its not really me”

“if I remember rightly he just altered three minor things, everything else is yours but it doesn’t matter really, its still in front of me”

“sexually frustrated are you now?”

“of course not”

“yeah right…and the dark lord loves muggles and gardening”, I replied with a laugh, he gave a snigger and took a sip of some firewhiskey he had brought with him. “so Lucius, seeing as I haven’t seen or heard of you because I thought you were dead and I don’t particularly like you, how are things?”

“I don’t particularly like you either, but I am the same as always”

“evil, arrogant and untrustworthy?”, he smirked

“im not all bad, and I managed to raise Draco into a well brought up young man”

“yeah, and he turned into a death eater”

“its what was always going to happen, I was unhappy with it being done so early but now I see it was good for him, he has finally matured”

“so mature in your eyes is sleeping with nearly everyone in his year at school?”

“a young boy cant seduce so many, he is a man finally”

“well…just tell him if he tries it on with me once again he is going to get another slap, and he knows its not going to be pretty”

“He will be at the Halloween festivities so you can do it yourself, he gets to leave the school for the night”

“I forgot he was still at Hogwarts”

“Yeah…so how have you been? seeing as you asked me about myself”

“normal I guess, I don’t miss the dark lord seeing as its only been a couple of days but I swear he did something to my breasts, they’ve been sore since he left!”, I said uncomfortably, I didn’t care that it was a bit personal but he raised his eyebrows still.

“I don’t really know what to say to that”, he replied making me laugh

“he just wants me to remember him probably, not like I could forget”, I tutted and played with my ring, “I have been so bored the last few days, I cant go anywhere and its frustrating me!”, I groaned

“you like books do you not? Just read some in the library”, he suggested

“I love books but reading all day everyday isn’t that fun”

“find something else to do then”

“like what!”

“I don’t know do I. practise some magic, but I promise you making confetti will do nothing for you”

“very funny, it would be nice to go to Hogwarts though, you know just to see it at least…”

“ask the dark lord then, now you need to loosen up a bit, have a drink or something”, he doubled his glass of whiskey and offered it to me,

“its 10 o'clock in the morning!”

“you have nothing else going on, it doesn’t matter if its morning, evening or night really now does it”, I gave in, I checked it wasn’t spiked with a few charms which made him roll his eyes.
“why would I put something in it?”

“because you’re a Malfoy”, I took a sip and winced at the strong taste before downing it in one go,

“did not expect that”, he smirked his trademark and took a sip, “its not muggle alcohol where it can harm your body in the long run, most it can do is make you drunk but the ministry made a little known law a few years ago that all beverages must give no harm to the user, unless it is a potion of course…so no worries about liver damage or whatever”

“I didn’t know that but it would make drunks more common wouldn’t it. It’s a bit strong isn’t it?”

“only the best, do you want another then?”

“no thank you”, I said and put the glass onto the table.

“ok, wait a second you have something in your hair”, he came over and leaned over me with his hand fiddling with my hair, “just a bit of confetti”, he was no further than a few inches from me and before I knew it he had his lips touching mine. And what’s more, I responded.

My hands stayed on his waist and his fingers trailed in my hair lightly, he was a good kissed and I could feel the muscles under his robes, his fingers travelled south but as they brushed against my breasts I pulled away.

“I -I, this isn’t right, I don’t like you, I never have, I j-just miss the dark lord-”

“I’ve told you I don’t like you either, but I couldn’t help myself, you are a very beautiful young woman and I happen to be lust driven every day of my life, so its not a big deal”

“yes it is! He is going to kill me! He hates it when I do anything with another man, especially since its you! Oh fuck, fuck, fuck!”, I cried anxiously, I stood up quickly so I could go but it just made me light-headed…

*
“Lucius, what brings you here?”, I asked casually while looking over some things at the ministry, things were running smoothly but a few countries were having trouble getting used to new laws, typical. Lucius apparated in with his cane in one hand and an anxious face.

“Milord I just wanted to let you know, well…”

“spit it out Lucius!”

“of course milord, nothing to worry about but I was talking to your wife but she must have stood up too fast or something because she just fainted”

“fainted? Where is she?”

“yes milord, I took her to my rooms and left her to sleep on my bed, its nothing serious I just wanted to make sure you was ok with that”

“yes if that is all, have the healer look at her if she is still ill, I don’t want to find out all these symptoms are adding up to something”

“I shall milord…there is just one other thing…”, he added nervously, I raised my eyebrow and waited, “I, er, me and Hermione kissed just before she fainted, I-I thought I should let you know so you know that is the furthest it went. She pulled away and I admit I wanted to, well you know…but I think we both realised we were just a bit lonely”, he stated. I looked at him and studied his mind, he was telling the truth, I saw the image of him and her locking lips but neither felt anything for the other.

“Lucius, I appreciate you telling me but I still believe you could have resisted your urges”, I tortured him for around a minute just to teach him a lesson. It angered me that she didn’t seem to mind some action with another man, I wanted to be all she thought about, not others to drift in and out of her mind.
“you are excused Lucius”

He quickly apparated away and I was left alone in the office. She hadn’t technically done anything but it still pissed me off that she willingly kiss him. I could torture her for a bit when I return just to remind her who I am and what she is, she may not be a slave but she is still my possession. Mine.

*

I groaned out loud as my head throbbed and my body felt tired, I slowly pushed myself up weakly and leaned against the back of the bed. After a short while I slowly opened my wincing eyes and looked over to see out of a window, by the looks of it, it was around evening.
Wait…that isn’t the view from the window in Voldemort’s chambers, I opened my eyes wider-sensitive to the light but I could see the unfamiliar room I was in, small but cosy in neutral shades and the bed I lay in was big and comfy but not like Voldemort’s.

“what the-”
I felt something warm and heavy next to me but as I looked down I screamed and rushed off the bed.
The blonde haired man lay sleeping but awoke at my disturbance. “we-we didn’t, no…how the hell!”, I shouted and whacked him round the head.

“calm down woman!“, he moaned with his hand on his head, “We didn’t so anything like that so stop your whining!”,

“What am I doing here then!”, I demanded

“could you please stop shouting because its doing my head in! You fainted so I brought you here because I cant go into your normal bedroom, least a thank you would have been nice”

“Why the hell are you sleeping next to me then!”, I breathed deeply out of disgust

“Because I was tired and you were in my bed so I just took a nap! What’s the big deal, you fainted so I just brought you here, that is all”, he assured me but I still didn’t trust him.

“I guess I should thank you then”, I rolled my eyes and pushed myself up just to feel sick, “why the hell do I feel so shit all the time!”

“go to the healer, moaning about it isn’t going to do anything and then maybe you can grow up and stop fainting like a weakling!”

“shut the hell up! I am not weak and I am more mature than you could think, and fainting has nothing to do with it! So are you going to show me the way to the healer or do I need to crucio you?”, I growled making him snigger.
“crucio!”, I said but nothing happened, I cried in frustration, “if I could hurt you…”

“is that a threat?”

“it can be, I hate you so much!”

“and all I did was help you out, maybe I shouldn’t be so nice in future”

“Fuck you!”, I cursed and stormed out.

I cant believe I kissed him earlier, I cant believe I fainted, and im not weak!

“Pibby!”, I called aloud to thin air in the hope it would hear, and sure enough a small pop later and it was bowing in front of me

“miss calls Pibby?”

“Yeah, erm, sorry but do you know if there are any healers here? I remember being in a hospital like place but have no idea where it is-”

I heard a small pop to see Lucius pulling on a black robe in my way, “what do you want Lucius?”

“come on, the house elf is busy, doesn’t need you ordering it around”, he turned to the house elf and told it to leave.

“since when do you care about their welfare? Are you trying to keep me ill or something because I will just call it back to show me!”

“no I thought I should do it, you seem to think I just want to hurt you, and I don’t so let me show you the way”, after a moment I nodded.
We ventured through a few hallways down to the great hall and passed it swiftly, eventually coming to a door wit a small medical sign on the front. Lucius didn’t say a word to me but motioned for me to open it.

I slowly creaked the old door open to reveal the familiar hospital I woke up in after my kidnapping, all the beds were clean and empty but a brunette middle-aged healer sat reading documents, she stood up quickly when she saw me arrive.

“Erm miss, I think you may be in the wrong place-”

“no, this is the hospital place isn’t it?”

“yes miss, is there anything I can do for you and sir?”, she asked politely with a small bow

“there’s no need for calling me miss or whatever and definitely no need for a bow, especially him as well”, I added making Lucius tut and sit down.

“I insist miss, now what was it that you need?”

“I’ve been feeling sick the last few days and I fainted a bit earlier, Lucius Malfoy took me to lie down but I still feel ill so I just came here in hope you could sort it out”

“ok then, you probably just have a bug, it is getting colder outside, so may just be the flu”

“ok and thank you”, she nodded and searched a few shelves filled with various flasks and bottles of all sizes and colours, she picked up a small blue bottle and handed it to me. I downed it in one go, waiting to feel the effects, the sick feeling disappeared but the dizziness stayed.

“I still feel light headed, have you got anything else I don’t want to faint again”

“no problem miss, I think I should check you over though instead of giving you something more, don’t want any overdoses now”, I heard Lucius laugh but I ignored him, “what’s wrong miss, you don’t seem too happy”, she asked while checking me

“Don’t worry its nothing. I just made a bit of a mistake earlier with certain scum and the dark lord will punish me severely when he returns, I just know it”, I sighed as I sat down on a bed with my chin on my hands.

“he wont punish you miss, well not that bad. He cares too much for you, you should have seen him when you were unconscious here, worried silly”

“yeah but he’s still going to be angry-he doesn’t worry about torturing me as long as im alive that’s all that matters. doesn’t matter what he says, even if im not a slave im still just a possession, there’s no changing that, id give more than anything to just have things how they were”

“you and me both miss, I was lucky that no one I love was killed or put in prison but everyone’s still suffering, though things have gotten better now everyone’s settled but it’s still hard-Oh, I’ve said too much”, she covered he mouth ad eyes moved nervously between me and Lucius.

“don’t worry im not going to say anything and neither is he. You are right, things would be easier…you think you have it hard but I wish I was in your position, at least you have loved ones that love you, your not just a pawn in the dark lords games and you don’t suffer as much as I. im not trying to get sympathy im just trying to show you things aren’t all bad…”

“I understand miss, when we heard you had been kidnapped all that time ago everyone was devastated…but well, things change, the dark lord took over and everyone had their own problems”

“of course, I know, I was in a coma when he took over so I don’t know what happened but I don’t really want to either…anyway, do you know what it is?”, I mumbled after she hadn’t spoken for a while.

A few minutes later she stood up and looked down at me nervously.

“I-I don’t know how to tell you this…”

“then just say it! What’s wrong?”, I asked even more nervously than she looked. Lucius stood up and came over, putting his wand to the healers neck.

“say what is wrong quickly or I just might have to-”

“Lucius sit the fuck down!“, I cut in furiously before standing up, “Its just a bug, it cant be serious can it?”, I spoke quickly, getting worried by the look on her face

“I just checked three times to make sure but…well, you are a month along in pregnancy”, she stuttered, it didn’t go inside my head.

Lucius looked down at me startled and looked confused, “what did you just say?”

The healer smiled but with worried eyes and talked directly to me, “your pregnant miss!”, it hit me like a broomstick into a rock wall.

“im what?”
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Shorty im afraid, Hermione was caught off guard and just needed a bit of meaningless kissing lol but she hates the bloke.
And some of you guessed correctly, she is indeed pregnant :)
Finally some happiness? The healer was a bit nervous because she was afraid of what Hermione and Voldemort would say or do...