On My Own

Warning: Little self violance


Ginny flushed biting her lip and sliding of the bed her body still tingling from there recent activity.


“It was just a surprise not bad or anything,” Draco said watching her sexy body as she grabbed clothes of the top of her dresser waving her wand and fixing her messed up sex hair and any remaining sweat or fluids on her.

She pulled on her slitheren colored thong and bra figuring she would change for bed after supper anyway. Draco watched then grinned at Ginny, “How very Slitheren of you,” he said getting up and clean up him self.

Ginny grin back pulling on her pants then began to giggle. Draco looked up and gave her a smile. “What’s so funny?” Draco asked.

“You don’t have any clothes, I’m sorry Draco,” Ginny said trying to stop laughing. Draco grinned

“Guess that means I can’t leave,” Draco said then kissed her gently.


Ginny’s stomach growled and Draco smiled “Let’s go get you food,” Draco said grabbing his wand and Tipsy popped into the room with clothes.

Ginny giggled again as the little house elf tried to cover her huge eyes with her free hand. Draco dismissed Tipsy and pulled his boxers and pants on.

Ginny finished dressing watching as Draco’s sexy muscles moved. Ginny opened the door to her room turning to Draco as he grabbed her waist and kissed her as they backed into the hall way.

They both headed down stairs Draco scowling a little about how his body was acting around her, he couldn’t get enough of her he wanted to be next to her to fuck her all night long.

Draco?” Ginny asked holding out a glass of pumpkin juice for him. “Oh thanks,” Draco said shaking his head a little. Ginny took a bite of her dinner and pushed a plate toward Draco.

“No thanks, I better get going,” Draco said. Ginny swallowed another bite looking up at him. “You can stay if you want,” Ginny said felling a blush rising in her face.

“No I really better get back, Molly might be trying to flow me,” Draco said turning around and staring out the window.

Ginny looked down at her food feeling tears coming into her eyes. She took another bite fighting back the tears.

“Well have a good night Ginny, Thanks,” Draco said awkwardly. He glanced over at her but she was looking down at her dinner he wondered if he should kiss her goodbye then turned and opened the door stepping out of the back door and closing it behind him.

Ginny’s tears fell on to her dinner as pain flowed threw her. Draco walked down the back steps pausing when he got to the bottom. Had he seriously just walked out like nothing had happened?
He turned back toward the house but the kitchen light was off and he sighed. Ginny ran up the stairs feeling so ashamed and embarrassed. Tears streamed down her face as she ran into the bathroom ripping her clothes off and throwing them in the tub where they burst into flames.

She got in the shower turning it on very hot and sat on the floor of the shower letting the water scold her skin she put out her hand and a dagger appeared in her hand. She pressed the tip to her thigh clenching her teeth.

He took advantage of me her mind screamed but she knew better she was totally willing why had he left then she wondered. She slashed her leg and screamed in pain, “One for being a whore Ginevera, she said “One for being naive enough to think he would stay,” she said cutting her self again, “One for inviting him to stay and being shot down you Naïve little whore,” Ginny said to her self cutting her self one more time then dropping the dagger to the floor of the shower shacking in fear.

Staring down in disbelief at what she had done.


Draco paused on his walk home looking back seeing three brilliant red flashes of light coming from Ginny’s upstairs window.

He sighed then headed home “Draco your such a dumb fuck why did you leave?” He cursed at him self. He walked up his back steps and went inside.

“She even asked me to stay,” Draco said out load then pounded his hand on the counter. He should go back he knew he should he turned to the door then stopped.


Ginny dragged her self from the shower reaching for her wand and bearly grasping it. She pointed at her legs and cried “Perma Healea,” Then stood up taking a towel and waving her wand at the shower to turn it off.

Tipsy poped into the room and Ginny almost blasted her into oblivion. “Are you ok Miss I heard distress let me go get Master,” She said taking in Ginny’s red burned skin and tear streaked face. “No, you will not tell him Tipsy now leave,” Ginny said falling onto her bed and pulling the smooth silk like sheets over her stinging body.

She summoned a sleeping draft and drank it quickly wanting nothing but to get away from his face his body in her mind as the rest of her burned for him.


Draco still stood in his kitchen contemplating going back. Tipsy popped into the room. “How dare she order Tipsy not to…” Tipsy froze reliving Draco stood behind her.

“Master, how can I serve you,” Tipsy said wringing he hands. “Who told you not to what Tipsy?” Draco demanded.

“Master she told Tipsy not to tell you,” Tipsy said looking for an escape. “Now Tipsy,” Draco said. “Ms. Ginny master, she was in distress I think her water was to hot she looked red,” Tipsy said looking down at the ground.

“Is she ok?” Draco asked stepping for the door. “Yes sir she took a sleeping draft and went to bed,” Tipsy said only able to tell him what she had seen.

Draco sighed he guessed he couldn’t go back now she was already asleep. He guessed he would have to wait till morning to apologize.

He sneered Malfoy’s don’t apologize he thought then sighed.

xxxx sorry readers but Draco will need to learn to be a little nicer if he wants to be with Ginny, Old habits Die hard right? whats with Ginnys self mutilation? youll see keep reading and reviewing!XXXX