The way she feels
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Harry Potter › Het - Male/Female › Hermione/George
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Adult +
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29
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12,234
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40
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You cant hide your pain from me because your pain is my pain.
The way she feels
Chapter ten: You cant hide your pain from me because your pain is my pain.
George held Hermione close after their love making session and he stared at the ceiling. His mind was on Hermione and how amazing it was that she was finally his completely, and she admited that she loved him aswell...and how she was the right Weasley. Looking down at her, he frown when he saw her arm. He had seen the cuts before, and that made him even more determined to show her the better side of love. Now those cuts were healed scars. Taking her arm he traced each scar with his finger.
Hermione lifted her head and attempted to pull away her arm, but he held onto it. His face was a painful expression, and it hurt Hermione because he was sad because of her...because of what she did to hide her pain. Looking at her in the eyes George sighed.
"You know you shouldn't have tried to hide these from me...I seen them so many times before." George whispered. "And I knew that the pain was there, because I felt it too..You cant hide your pain anymore from me Hermione...because every time I see your eyes and they aren't the bright ones that showed the real Hermione, and were full of pain and hurt...I feel the same pain. It was so painful every time I saw your eyes and that smile no longer there...I thought I would never get to see that smile again. But I finally got to...and I was the cause of your new founded happiness..."
George didn't continue...he didn't need to because Hermione knew the last things he didn't say out loud already. Just holding him closely she clothes her eyes and felt a little guilty because she begged him to make love to her even though he didn't have protection. She had done it out of selfishness and out of need for him. She needed to tell him before he would be angry if the end result that she secretly wanted would happen.
"I have wanted a baby for a while.." Hermione finally confessed. She didn't feel him tense or anything, he just continued to trace her scars.
"I know..."
Finally pulling arm away she sat up slightly, letting the blanket drop off her bruised but still soft breast. "How..."
"Ginny told me." He said as his eyes ran over her breast, and the image of her nursing his child ran through his head.
"You know I don't want to burden you...I just....I doubt I'm going to get pregnant..." Hermione looked down, her brown hair falling in her face. George sat up and smiled and pushed the hair back making her look at him.
"I am not ready for a baby...I don't know if I will ever will be...I would much rather way so the child isn't a bastard child...though I can imagine you with my child...I am not ready..and I would give you the baby you wanted..just not now...If you did get pregnant..I will be there and I will marry you..but if not...I want to wait until after you say 'I do' to me and become my wife." George whispered. "Ron filled your head with shit about wanting a child. And even though you are the smartest woman I know, you can easily be manipulated. You know in your heart you aren't ready for a baby...So you understand where I am coming from. I'm not ready to be a father, but if I need to be...I will be the father that our future offspring deserve."
"Since when did you become such a romantic and so amazing.." Hermione asked, his words sinking in.
"The moment I decided that I was going to marry you and make you my life." George smiled and kissed her.
"When was that?"
"The day you announced your engagement to Ron."
Chapter ten: You cant hide your pain from me because your pain is my pain.
George held Hermione close after their love making session and he stared at the ceiling. His mind was on Hermione and how amazing it was that she was finally his completely, and she admited that she loved him aswell...and how she was the right Weasley. Looking down at her, he frown when he saw her arm. He had seen the cuts before, and that made him even more determined to show her the better side of love. Now those cuts were healed scars. Taking her arm he traced each scar with his finger.
Hermione lifted her head and attempted to pull away her arm, but he held onto it. His face was a painful expression, and it hurt Hermione because he was sad because of her...because of what she did to hide her pain. Looking at her in the eyes George sighed.
"You know you shouldn't have tried to hide these from me...I seen them so many times before." George whispered. "And I knew that the pain was there, because I felt it too..You cant hide your pain anymore from me Hermione...because every time I see your eyes and they aren't the bright ones that showed the real Hermione, and were full of pain and hurt...I feel the same pain. It was so painful every time I saw your eyes and that smile no longer there...I thought I would never get to see that smile again. But I finally got to...and I was the cause of your new founded happiness..."
George didn't continue...he didn't need to because Hermione knew the last things he didn't say out loud already. Just holding him closely she clothes her eyes and felt a little guilty because she begged him to make love to her even though he didn't have protection. She had done it out of selfishness and out of need for him. She needed to tell him before he would be angry if the end result that she secretly wanted would happen.
"I have wanted a baby for a while.." Hermione finally confessed. She didn't feel him tense or anything, he just continued to trace her scars.
"I know..."
Finally pulling arm away she sat up slightly, letting the blanket drop off her bruised but still soft breast. "How..."
"Ginny told me." He said as his eyes ran over her breast, and the image of her nursing his child ran through his head.
"You know I don't want to burden you...I just....I doubt I'm going to get pregnant..." Hermione looked down, her brown hair falling in her face. George sat up and smiled and pushed the hair back making her look at him.
"I am not ready for a baby...I don't know if I will ever will be...I would much rather way so the child isn't a bastard child...though I can imagine you with my child...I am not ready..and I would give you the baby you wanted..just not now...If you did get pregnant..I will be there and I will marry you..but if not...I want to wait until after you say 'I do' to me and become my wife." George whispered. "Ron filled your head with shit about wanting a child. And even though you are the smartest woman I know, you can easily be manipulated. You know in your heart you aren't ready for a baby...So you understand where I am coming from. I'm not ready to be a father, but if I need to be...I will be the father that our future offspring deserve."
"Since when did you become such a romantic and so amazing.." Hermione asked, his words sinking in.
"The moment I decided that I was going to marry you and make you my life." George smiled and kissed her.
"When was that?"
"The day you announced your engagement to Ron."