Diaries of a Muggle Born

A/N I was waiting for this chapter to be previewed and betad, but I have not heard from my Beta in a while so I am going to post it as is. If there are any problems let me know. I want to thank everyone who has reviewed and for all those that have waited so long for this update. So without further ado.

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“Sheryl I…”

But the words would not come forth. I tried to tell her what I wanted to say, but nothing escaped my lips. I then realized I wasn’t even breathing. Sheryl must have noticed this for she put her arms around me and whispered in my ear.

“I know. I am excited too.”

She gave me a long and deep kiss. After a minute she pushed away from me and started to unbutton her dark blue robe slowly, allowing each unfastening to reveal a little more with each gesture. She watched me as I stood entranced. I almost fainted when she dropped her robe to the floor and nothing else was there to cover her body. She had worn nothing under her robes.

“So, do you like what you see?” She inquired with a combination of nervousness and seduction.

“Yes” I replied in earnest. How do I tell her now? How can I tell her I choose Sarah? With her here, at her most vulnerable, how can I do that?

She walked over to the corner and grabbed the blankets. She started to arrange them and make a pallet for us. I could only stand in awe of her beautifully smooth skin from head to toe. She was pale everywhere, and freckles lined most of her curves opening to completely visible whites on her back and stomach. Her breasts were round and her nipples were erect with anticipation. She had small brown areolas, and the way her long red hair fell across her back made me want to grab her and say to hell with Sarah. But I knew I loved Sarah in a way that I couldn’t love Sheryl. I had to say it soon, or we will regret this.

“Come here.” I barely heard her as my mind wandered back to reality. She was on the blankets, on her knees, gesturing me to come to her. I hesitated but moved forward. As I got near I began to sit, but she stopped me and began to lift my robe.

“You let me try something first, and then I will let you try something”. She said with a gleeful smile.

She began to unbutton my slacks. I could feel my erection aching to be touched. I couldn’t believe this was happening. She wanted to do this. Why shouldn’t I let her? It wasn’t like I was cheating. Was it?

My slacks dropped.

Why me? Why now? Had this been a month or so ago it wouldn’t have been as much of a problem. But that isn’t the point. Why can’t I say something?

I felt her hand enter my underwear. Her hands were cool to the touch she took hold of my member and eased it out of its hiding place. I closed my eyes as I felt her start to stroke it with slow soft movements. I could hear her giggle as she watched my reactions.

“So, what am I suppose to do now?” She inquired teasingly.

I was dumbfounded what had I been thinking, I couldn’t remember. All I could think about was this. I then felt her breath cross the head of my penis and I saw in the back of my mind Sarah. I knew I couldn’t do this. It was Sarah I wanted.

I opened my eyes just as she began to wrap her trembling lips around me. I took a sudden step back.

“What are you doing?” She asked with shock as I began to get dressed. I looked her in the eyes and then I knew I had to force my self to tell her.

“Sheryl, I want to, really I do. But I can’t. I love Sarah, and when you were doing what you were doing she popped into my mind. I can’t. I just can’t.”

Sheryl pulled her robe around herself and stood up, her back to me.

“Well, at least you had the decency to stop this soon.” Was that tears in her words?

I reached out to touch her and she shrugged me off.

“Well, what are you waiting around here for? Go get your Sarah.”

I waited for a minute, but there was nothing left to say. I turned and headed to the door. As I reached the exit I stopped.

“Remember, I do care for you a lot, and I am flattered by what you offered. Believe me under any other circumstance I would have not turned you down.” I heard no retort so I left the room and headed back to my house.