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Break Me Down

By: KendalPotterMalfoy
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 4
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter and do not get paid to write these stories.
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Memories and Nightmares

Chapter 1: Memories and Nightmares

---D/H---

Sobs echoed through the Gryfindor boy dormitories. “Please don’t do this.” They echoed down the stairs and through the common room. “Please don’t. Please.” The sounds came from the seventh year boys’ dormitory. Lying alone in the room was a raven haired boy who had his eyes scrunched shut in pain that didn’t exist except for in memories. A scream suddenly ripped from his throat.

“No! Stop! Please!” Was shouted from the boys mouth and he squirmed around trying to fight of an unknown person. Another scream came from his throat before cutting of abruptly as the boy started to sob even harder.

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“Haha. Watch him squirm. Can’t even fight back can he?” The tall brunette man sneered with a mad chuckle. Lying on a bed in front of him was Harry Potter naked and bound. The boy struggled against the bands that held his hands above his head. His legs had been torn apart and tied down separated.

“Please don’t do this.” The boy begged struggling even harder as one of the four men stripped. “Please don’t. Please.” He sounded absolutely pathetic in the position that he was in. He knew that they wouldn’t stop, that they would make it hurt as much as possible and that’s was really drove it home. He was about to be raped, no, gang raped.

Then, as he looked away for only a second. Something long and thick tore into his backside ripping a scream from his throat. Tears continued to stream down his face as the man on top of him stripped him of any dignity he had left. His erection made him feel even more ashamed as he couldn’t control his own body. Then, the man was off of him and another took his place.

Gosh, they weren’t even using protection. But, why would they? They were muggles after all, who didn’t know wizards existed. Much less, that even a male wizard, could get pregnant. Slowly, he blocked out the shame, pain, noise, and feeling in his body. Letting himself go away to another place, wanting to forget what was happening to him.

He was supposed to turn seventeen in two days. And, that was why he supposed, that this was happening to him. His uncle had sold him off to these men advertising that he was a virgin and a very feisty one at that. He guessed that this was his uncles’ last attempt at breaking him. And sadly, it was working.

He was quickly brought back to the real world as the last of the men ripped from him harshly causing another scream to rip from his throat as his injuries were worsened from the blow. The last thing he heard was the zipping of someone’s pants as he blacked out.

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Harry shot up in bed and a loud yell bringing himself into a sitting position. His eyes shot frantically around the room for any sign of his nightmarish memories. See nothing and feeling a bit more secure, he wrapped in on himself sobbing helplessly. It had been a whole month since his rape and he still couldn’t sleep a full night without waking up screaming.

When he was finally able to stop crying Harry got up and walked into the bathroom that he shared with his dorm mates. He turned the shower on as hot as it would go and stripped down. Not even bothering to turn the temperature of the water down he stepped in only hissing slightly. He grabbed a hard scrubbing sponge, lathered it up in soap and started scrubbing himself harshly. His mind going back to when he was found.

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“Oh my Merlin.” Tonks said with tears running down her face. They hadn’t gotten here in time. The minute that Harry had been dragged from the grounds of Privet Drive 4 the wards surrounding the house went off. Immediately every single Auror at the ministry went to his aid. The only thing was that they didn’t know where he was. Finally, Auror Hengsly found Harry’s aura track and followed it to a rundown roach motel.

By the time they found the correct room the men had vanished and Harry lay broken on the bed. He was still shackled to the bed and blood was everywhere. Gently Tonks undid the boys’ wrists and ankles before pulling him close to her. A groan escaped his mouth and his eyes cracked open. “Nymphadora?” Tonks smiled sadly down at the boy.

“It’s me Harry. It’ll be okay. I’m taking you to St. Mungos.” Harry barely nodded before he fell into unconsciousness once more. Tonks frowned and dispirated on the spot. Apparating away to St. Mungos before the boy could wake up again.

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Finally, coming out of his musings Harry noticed he had been scrubbing a bit too hard as a couple places on him were bleeding slightly. A sob broke from his lips as he realized that no matter how hard he scrubbed, the feeling of those hands on him would never leave. And, he just sat there in the now steaming water sobbing until he fell asleep leaning against the shower wall.

---D/H---

This is my first Angst/Romance/Slash story. Let me know how it is so far.
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