Hidden Love

Note: So after seeing the new movie this was just something that popped into my head and sadly I think I'm going to ship this pair hard. I might expand on this and do several chapters but that's really going to depend on the reviews. So umm review ^-^ . Oh and it's lovely smut buuuut it has a story to it. Or at least I think it does o.0

*update* About this review thing, I have horridly mean review bunnies, I'm going to expand on this story as soon as I get one review asking for it. I hate seeing that people read it but not knowing if they only read to setences and went "ew, this blows" so one review and I'll do more :( otherwise Im a sad sad ladeh




He loved the way her hair fan'd out over his pillow, silkly and temping. He watched her face as her body arched under his seeking contact with his body. They were still seperated by layers of clothing and she was becoming impatient. Reaching for his wand he grabbed it off the table at his bedside and pointed it toward his door muttering a silencing charm under his breath and securing the door. Her lips curved into a wicked smile he knew only to well and he slid his hand up and under her skirt trailing his figers up her inner thigh. Her body shivered in response before she opened her legs even more for him. As he moved his finger's higher and slid his index finger over the lace of her panties he did what he always did. Got lost in his own mind.

He loved her, he'd known that for a while now and he was fairly certain she cared for him as well. It could be an act but the way she gave her body to him he had serious doubts about that. But he also wasn't dense and he understood the game. She would give herself willingly to him in his bed or anywhere he wanted for that matter. But if she was forced to choose. It wouldn't be him. It used to anger him, now he simply accepted it. He heard her voice and blinked his eyes trying to focus on her. She had a pout on her pretty mouth but he knew she wasn't upset. His tendeny to just get sucked into himself like that amussed her. She enjoyed bringing his attention back to her

"Remus" gods the way she said his name drove him crazy and she knew it. She didn't actually do anything diffrent then anyone else but in her breathy voice and the way she arched against him. It turned his already excited body rock hard. Everyone always called him Lupin or Moony almost no one called him Remus except for Sirius and that had ended abruptly over a year ago. He felt the old anger roll threw him but just as quickly as it was there it was gone. She let out a laugh and he realized he'd done it again, she was always laughing at him. But he knew how to deal with that. Without warning he's shoved aside the lace of her panties and shoved his long finger into her, her body instantly clamped around his finger and he smirked down at her. She brought out something dark in him, one time he might have feared it, worried about hurting her but no longer besides he usually ended up with more marks then she did. "Good Puppy"

That one annoyed him and he slid another finger in before curling them, her body trembled beneith his. As she whispered his name again he started to pump his fingers in and out of her. Her moans filling his small room as she moved her hips to meet the movements of his hands. Her eyes had dialated and he could smell her, could sense how close she was. But then that same old feeling was there, the thought's he could't push away.

If his friends only knew, they wouldn't ever understand. Still lost in his own thoughts he felt her body give a shudder and she half screamed half moaned his name. It was in moments like this she truly went wild. Her having an orgasim was one of the most intense thing's Remus John Lupin had ever seen in his life and he loved every second of it. But he was who he was and he was only paying half attention to it tonight. He knew why, the fight from earlyer yet another friend had died and while he should be mourning it he was in his bed going at it like a horny teenager. She did that to him. But his attention was abruptly brought back to her as he felt her pull his hand from under her skirt and suddenly his sticky fingers were being sucked clean. This time he knew it was his eyes that had dialated with lust. Slowly her lips slid up and down his finger and she curled her tounge around it, he heard the moan and was helpess to stop himself from grounding his groin against her thigh

"Do you know what I want to do Remus" He tried to focus on her words but she'd gone back to sucking his fingers clean and he was having trouble forming a complete sense. Smart, witty, studious Remus Lupin was struck dumb.

Taking a deep breath be watched her mouth on his fingers "I...might" That was the best he could do, two words and he barely managed to accomplish that.

She laughed at him again, before rolling them over. He could have stopped it but she enjoyed being in control. She eye'd his ragged shirt and he sat up slowly before tugging it off and tossing it to the corner of his room. Slowly that wicked little smile of her's curved her lips once again and she slowly kissed down his chest stoping to run her tounge along the edge of his pants. He tried to focus but as her glorious mane of hair moved closer and closer to her destination he finally gave up what little control he had left over himself.

"Enough teasing..." She glanced up at him and tried to look inoccent a move she could never in a million years pull off before she grabbed his pants and yanked them down his legs, he kicked them off and before he could even lay back down her hand was in his boxers. The second her fingers wraped around him his hips bucked hard. "Fuck"

"Naughty naughty Remus, how you fool everyone else into thinking you're sweet I'll never know. You have one dirty mouth." He'd always been able to control his temper but now that night so many months ago when she'd finally broke down his last wall

"Your mouth...should be doing something diffrent" She's loved that one and with a grin she tugged his boxers down over his narrow waist and ran the fingers of her free hand up his leg and up and over his hips before resting it on his stomach. He watched her slide her gaze over the scars that covered his body, some from battle, some from himself during transformation, and some from her. She leaned down and her lovely hair fell over her shoulders like a curtain and as she placed a kiss to the flat of his stomach her hair tickled his skin causing him to shiver. Without a word she pushed back so that her bottom rested on his knees as she straddled his legs and bent her mouth to him placing a kiss to the top of his penis. With a groan he tangled his fingers into her hair and forced her to look at him "Stop, playing."

" I do like it when you get forceful Remus" His fingers didn't leave her hair and he cursed himself for allowing her to make him lose control, only she could do it. Slowly she ran her tounge down the base of him and his eyes nearly crossed due to pleasure and then they did when she suddenly took him all the way into her mouth. He almost lost it right there, but then she pulled back and he was almost out of her mouth when she suddenly pushed down and right back in he went. The next time she did it, his hips bucked and she planted her hands on his hips to keep him in place. SHe loved control, he loved the feel of her mouth around his dick. It felt like a fair trade. Soon her head was bobbing up and down on him and his breathing was ragged and if he didn't get her to stop soon he was going to loose it in her mouth. The thought gave him chills and just like that, he was in his own world again. Only Remus Lupin could be getting head, and start thinking of something else. Sirius would knock the hell out of him.

But Sirius wasn't around and his mood suddenly got darker. He hated being out of control of his emotions. He may enjoy and love eveything she did to him but he felt helpless when he couldn't reign in his temper. She just...did something to him and he knew exactly what it was. She could make him act like the animal he was, but before he could dwell on it he felt a jolt of pain and his eyes snapped open to glare at her "That hurt damn it"

She was hovering just above his dick and her eyes had narrowed, she was mad at him. Normally he wasns't this bad and if he couldn't get his thoughts under control she was going to leave before things were finished. "It's a whole hell of a lot more fun when you're actually paying attention Lupin" Well hell now he really was in trouble. Sitting up he slid his hand over her cheek before leaning down to kiss her. "My apologies, I won't do it again"

"You had better not."

"I promise." That seemed to satisfy her and wiggling back down she slid her lips over him again before sucking him into her mouth. HIs hand tangled back in her hair and forced her head down closer, she smirked and he could feel her humming in the back of her throught and even if he couldn't hear it, he sure as hell could feel it. "E..Enough...come here."

"No" Was her simple response and then she was sucking at him even harder, bobbing her head faster and whenever she pulled her head back so that he was almost out of her mouth she swirled her tounge around the top of his dick and just like that he lost it. He would have woke the damn house if he hadn't silence the room and he felt dizzy as he watched her lick him clean before climbing back up his body. In a daze his fingers found their way to her hips.

"You're wearing to many clothes"

"And you look like you're one very happy puppy"

"I'll let that one go."

"I'm shaking"

"You will be" That got a response out of her, one that had his eyes glazing with desire, at his promise she'd ground down and rocked forward hard on his thigh a whimper escaping her lips, and slowly a grin curved his wno "Someone is in a hurry."

She glared at him and continued to rock against his leg, and he made no move to stop her "Now.. w..who's the tease" He really smiled at her then, but he still didn't try and stop her instead he bent his leg slightly so that she slid forward, her moan told him it had been a smart move. She still had way to much on and while she braced her hands on his chest and humped the shit out of his leg he groped for his wand and within seconds she was in nothing but her lacy black bra and matching panties. Her lips parted and that wild hair of hers swayed with her movements. She was riding his leg even harder and it was amazing, the way her chest bounced as she roated her hips against his thigh for friction. Her chest was lovely, and he wanted it out of the bra just as much as it seemed her chest did. She was almost wild as she bumped up and down on his leg and it was the most exotic thing he'd ever seen her do. bracing himself on his elbow he reached out and traced a finger over her clevege. She moaned at the contact and he smiled before dipping his finger inside her bra and running it over her nipple. She gasped and ground down even harder on his thigh.

"You're beautiful"

"Was"

"Are"

They'd had this arguement dozens of times. The years had been tough on them all and it wasn't even close to being over. But she was still beautiful to him even if she didn't see it. He slid his entire hand into her bra and took one nipple between his index and thumb and squeezed gently her reaction caused his dick to give a twich of delight as it stood tall and proud between them. Her eye's seemed glazed but he could tell he was trying to pay attention and soon enough she locked her eyes on his trobbing penis and planting one hand square in the middle of his chest she used the other to wrap around his dick again. She had been the first person to give him a hand job in years. That year he had taught at Hogwarts a sixth year had tried but he wasn't nearly perverted enough to actually let do more then grab him, as soon as her fingers had wrapped around him threw his pant's he'd bolted out of his chair so fast half the contents of his desk hit the floor.

"Enjoying yourself" she sent him a glare before whimpering again. He knew she couldn't help it and that sound meant the world to him. Her hand began to move in the same rytham as her body. Up down, up down. She was panting so hard he thought she might black out. Reaching behind her he unsnapped her bra and yanking if away from her body, she'd been smart enough to go strapless last time he'd ripped it. He'd been horrifed and she'd gone orgasmic which had quickly eased his guilt. He moved his hand back to her chest and grabbed her with his hand kneeding her breast. Suddenly he sat up and unbent his leg she watched him with lidded eyes never stoping her movements as he bent down and took her nipple into his mouth sucking on it gently. Which caused her to slam down hard on his leg before tiling her head back and in the same instant he bit down none to gently she came all over his leg. "Thank goodness I'm not wearing my pants, I'd have to have thrown them away." He looked down at his leg where she was still seated "I'm going to have to wash this sheet before Molly does"

"Poor puppy" She was finally under control again and she lifted her self up off his leg only to have him grab her by the waist , discard her panties, and roll her under him.

"I warned you"

"You did, didn't you. Guess I don't listen very we-" Her words were cut off as he slammed into her. She gasped and instantly her legs went around his waist like a vice. She fit perfectly, and he couldn't figure out how he'd lived without this. He felt her press her nails into his back and start to rake them down and he pulled out and pumped back in harder. Her eye's rolled back and he could smell her everywhere.

"Again Remus...please"

She was begging him and without another word he pulled all the way out, and shoved all the way back in. Her back arched and she pressed her chest against his. Her wonderful, perfect chest. Her heel dug into his back and he pressed in as far as he could go before grounding his hips against her. She whimpered in his ear and he almost lost it. His hands slid up her body before making it to her chest and he tugged hard with his left hand before leaning back and then down to suck on her chest once again. Her body began to move with his and with each thrust she lifted her hips, the harder he pushed in the more she liked it. But neither one of them would get the statisfaction they wanted if he kept them in the bed. Never breaking contact with their joined hips, or his mouth to her chest he gracefuly swung out of the bed and dropped to his knees before laying her on the cold floor of his bedroom. She hissed as the cold shocked her heated skin before her legs fell open wide.

The first time they'd done this, and he'd treated her body with such abandon he'd never felt so ashamed in his life. He could have hurt her. But she'd only laughed at him, kissed him on the cheek and told him they'd have fun again soon. He felt dangerous around her but losing Sirius had twisted somethig in him and he hardly felt like himself anymore. Only when he was with her. He felt her dig her fingernails into her arms and looked down to find her watching him, simply waiting.

"I'm sorry, I'm back I was just thinking"

"About what?"

"Our first time" That one earned a grin and he was pretty sure he was forgiven but just incase he leaned down and nipped her chest before slamming in hard as he could. Her eyes rolled back and she moaned his name. Grabbing her slender wrists with one of his hands he pinned them above her head and used his other hand to keep her legs parted as wide as they would go, and without abandon he pumped into her. Her breathy little moans spuring him on. Her felt her inner muscle clamp around him tight and soon enough she was crying his name her body arched as she climaxed. But neither of them were done, he lifted her head to kiss him before wiggling her arms. Slowly he released them and she was pushing at his chest for him to move. Rather then get off her, he slimpy pushed himself up with his hands and braced himself above her "What are you trying to do?"

"Roll over."

"You want to be on top? All you had to do was ask"

"No, not that roll over, I want on my stomach"

"Your stomach?"

"How else do I stick my ass into the air?"

"Oh Merlin"

"Sometimes Remus, you're so inoccent it's funny" She pushed him back and he rested on his heels as she layed flat on her stomach before kind of scooting back next thing he knew she was on her elbows and her ass was on his face he was pretty sure he was drooling. He also had one hell of a view of her clit. Without a word he reached out and slid his finger over her taking satisfaction in her shiver. Bracing a hand on her cute as hell ass he gripped it hard before lifting his hand to spank down hard on it. She twisted to look at him and he took that moment to swoop down and suck her little nub into his mouth. She shrieked he sucked harder. Her body rocked back against him hard and he nibbled at it before pulling back and flicking his tounge out. In a rapid motion he flicked his tounge back and for over her and grew hot listening to her moan and beg, and beg she did. Dirty things that drove his wild hidden side crazy

"Re...fuck...in me, in me now."

"Soon"

She let out a stranged cry, half moan and half curse he held a firm grip on her hips so she couldn't do anything but take it. It was then that he slid a hand from her hip to her ass and slid one finger down the cleft of her ass.

"You..don't have the guts" She was panting and her attitude amussed him. She wanted him to do it and he would. When she begged. He slid his other hand to her ass and grabbed the sides of her cheeks and pulled them apart her pert ass spread for him and she watched him over her shoulder as he leaned down and ran his tounge around her hole. She let out the most amazing moan he'd ever heard so he did it again. She had rocked back to press close to him and he used that and stuck his tounge out just as she did and it pushed into her gently, her whole body shook and he smirked. He was enjoying himself.

"Remus"

"Beg"

"Please Remus" It was the first time he was in charge, truly in charge and he relished it for a moment before leaning forward and pushing his tounge in deep and twirled it. Her sob of pleasure made him smile and he pulled his face back before sliding a finger over it and then slowly pushed it it. She slammed back against it hard and impaled herself on his finger. He quickly slid in a second one and soon she was bouncing on his hand her face buried in the pillow as she moaned. Slowly he pulled his finger out and as she lifted her face to protest he replaced it with his dick. He froze and almost pulled right back out, what the hell was he doing? God why couldn't he ever just forget who she was it would make it so much easyer to not care if he hurt her. To not worry about control to just..do it but just as he started to pull out she tensed her body and then slammed back against him. "Please" and just like that she came so hard she almost tumbled forward, he quickly wraped and arm around her waist and held her in place.

"Your turn Remus"

She's never spoken like that to him, somthing so sweet and inoccent and he'd never gotten so hard so fast in his life.She was breathing heavy and he was still balls deep in her ass as if senseing his hesitation she grabbed his hand around her waist and laced her fingers threw his before rocking against his body "Do not stop Remus" His body shook and he felt her squeeze her ass hard around him before she started to rock against him harder, but he loved her even if he shouldn't and felt bad about just using her.

"I'm fine"

"Such a noble puppy"

"Stop it..."

She finally turned to face him, and anger flashed in her eyes. She hated it when he did this and he watched her eyes narrow as he tried to pull away from her. Finally she just let him and as he pulled his body away from her's she swung her legs off the bed and his eyes went wide before he reached out to grap her wrist. "Where are you going"

"Fun's over, I'm going home."

"But.."

"You're in a mood tonight Lupin, I'm tired of dealing with it. So sit there and wallow in your self pity I won't be joining you." And just like that she stood, wand in hand and he watched her get dressed and move to the small mirror in his room to fix her hair. He closed his eyes and tried to think fast, he knew what the problem was. One of these days they were going to get caught and how the hell did he explain to them that he was in love with the woman who'd killed his best friend. He felt a pain in his chest and opened his eyes to see her getting ready to apparate out of his room. "Bella.." The first time he'd used her name all night.

Her back went ramrod straight and she slowly turned to face him. It was his name for her, he wasn't supposed to use it, but it was the only way he could think to get her to not leave. He sat quietly in his bed and waited for her to make her choice and he let a breath as she slowly undressed again and moved to his side. He took her hand and pulled her down into the bed beside him before tucking her back against his chest.

How much longer would they be able to do this? The battles were coming sooner and sooner,one of them might not make it. Then there was the fact that she was a wanted killer she couldn't ever go out in public he knew she would never turn on Voldermort. "What a clusterfuck"

She'd laughed under her breath before turning to look at him and kissed him. It had started out gentle but with a moan he gave up to his feelings for her and slid his tounge into her mouth, her fingers slid into his hair and pulled him closer before she pulled back biting down on his lip and making him bleed. With that smirk of her's she licked his lip before resting her head on his chest. "Sleep Remus"

"And you?" He hated asking,but he had to

"I'll be here when you wake up" He nodded, taking what he could and wraped his arm around her holding her close as he closed his eyes wondering how much longer they could keep this hidden from the others and finally he gave himself over to sleep but while he was, Her eyes were wide open.