The Feel of Real Love

Authors Note: I had the strange Urge to write this. I don’t
know where it came from but it ended up in my head and it won’t leave. Space in
my head is very limited so I need all of it free for Ideas with my other
stories. So I write this one down in hopes that it leaves my head and doesn’t
come back.

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: Harry/Sirius/Remus, implied Harry/Voldemort,
Harry/Various Death Eaters (Polyjuice)

Warnings: Non-Con, BD, Oral, Anal, Beastiality, Incest (Sort
Of), CBT, DP, Humil, Slash, Tort

Summary: Harry is living with Sirius and Remus. But what
happens when Sirius and Remus aren’t the Parental figures they should be?

Beta: Still looking

It was Year=\"1998\" Day=\"31\" Mon"10\"10\">October 31 1998. He had been living
with Sirius for a good year now and he had graduated.

“So what
are we doing tonight?” Harry asked Sirius as they sat in the living room of the
house they owned with Remus Lupin.

“I wasn’t
planning on anything,” Sirius said, “We have all these little kids coming over
for candy and such.”

“Yeah I
guess,” Harry said. Harry let out a bored sigh, “What time is it?”

“Its Minute=\"30\" Hour=\"10\">10:30, why?” Sirius said.

“The only
people who come out at this time are obnoxious teenagers who TP your house,”
Harry explained.

“TP?”
Sirius inquired.

“Toilet
Paper,” Harry said. Sirius looked on in confusion, “They throw toilet paper all
over your house.”

“Oh,”
Sirius looked enlightened, “Well since all the little kids aren’t coming I’m
going for a drink. Care to join me?” Sirius asked.

“No, thank
you,” Harry said politely, “Ever since my Birthday I have steered clear of all
Alcoholic beverages.”

“Your
loss,” Sirius said, “I’ll grab Remus and take him with me then.”

“Good Luck
getting him to go,” Harry said. Sirius came down the stairs about 5 minutes
later dragging Remus after him.

“We’ll be
back later,” Sirius called to Harry.

“Yup,”
Harry yelled back to the two men. Harry decided to go to bed early that night.
He was happy to be living in a place where he could call home with people who
cared for him.

Sirius woke
up the next morning groggy as hell, “Remus?” he called out.

“Yeah,”
Remus replied in a slurred voice.

“What the
fuck happened last night?” Sirius asked.

“I have no
clue,” Remus replied, “Last thing I remember is you dragging me to that god awful
bar.”

“Judging by
the fact that we both appear to be severely hung over I am saying that you
enjoyed I,” Sirius got out of the bed he and Remus shared. Sirius stumbled
towards the dresser to get some clothes when he saw a black figure huddled in
the corner.

“Hey!”
Sirius yelled at the figure, “Who are you? You are breaking and entering. Remus
call the police,” Sirius called to Remus as he advanced on the figure.

“D-d-d-don’t
come any closer,” the figure stuttered. Sirius recognized the voice.

“Harry?”
Sirius asked. The figure tentatively nodded its head, “False alarm, Remus. Its
only Harry. What are you doing in my and Remus’ room? You know you aren’t
allowed,” Sirius said to Harry.

Harry
brandished a wand at Sirius, “D-d-don’t c-c-come c-c c-cl-closer.”

“Harry?”
Sirius questioned, “It’s me Sirius. You can put the wand down.”

Harry shook
his head, “N-n-no, y-y-you’ll d-d-d-d-do it ag-g-g-g-gain.”

“Do what
Harry? I haven’t done anything to you. I care too much about you to even let
you listen to me and Remus go at it every night,” Sirius said.

Harry
laughed roughly, “Y-y-y-you d-d-don’t rem-m-m-member d-d-do you? Al-l-l-llow me
to fr-fr-freshen your memory. Dharana Pratigamana.”
Harry said. A bright yellow light left the wand that Harry was holding and it
hit Sirius square in the chest. Suddenly a look off utter horror appeared over
his face.

“Oh my god,”
Sirius tried to go to Harry but Harry pointed the wand at him.

“D-d-d-d-don’t
come any closer,” Harry snapped at him. Remus came into the room to this sight.
Harry pointing a wand at a kneeling and crying Sirius.

“What is
gong on in here? Harry put that wand down this instant. Don’t make me punish you.
You aren’t too old for…” Remus was cut off by the same charm that hit Sirius
earlier. Horror appeared over his features as well.

“Harry, we
didn’t do that,” Remus said.

“Really?”
Harry mocked, “It s-s-sure looked like you. And s-s-since you have the memories
it w-w-was you.”

“I didn’t
mean any of it Harry,” Sirius sobbed at Harry, “I didn’t. Please believe me.”

“It
s-s-sure sounded like you meant it,” Harry snapped at him. Harry slowly got up
but collapsed in pain.

Remus tried
to get over to Harry but was held at Wand-point, “Harry? Why do you have our
wands?”

“D-d-don’t
you remember? Or are y-you just st-st-stupid,” Harry snapped at him.

Remus
concentrated until he saw what happened, “We didn’t do that did we?” Remus
said. Harry nodded fiercely.<
<

“N-n-n-n-now
I’m leaving b-before you decide to d-d-do that again,” Harry said as he slowly
edged his way towards the door.

“Harry we
didn’t mean to do that,” Remus said.

“D-d-d-don’t
lie to me,” Harry snapped, “I cared for you. Even loved you and this is all I
get.”

“Harry,”
Remus said, “It wasn’t us doing that. Peter was at the bar in disguise and put
the Imperious on us. We w nev never do those things to you.”

“P-p-p-prove
it,” Harry said.

Remus
scanned the room. He saw Sirius’ pensieve, “I need my wand Harry,” Remus said.

Harry shook
his head furiously, “N-n-n-no, you’ll d-d-d-do it again.”

“I promise
you Harry. I won’t do anything but take out my memory and show it to you,”
Remus explained.

Harry
looked thoughtful for a few minutes. He reluctantly handed Remus his wand,
“Thank You.”

Remus put
the wand to his temple and pulled out a few memories. He carefully put them
into the Pensieve and brought the stone dish to Harry, “Look inside.”

Harry
slowly reached out and touched the swirling silver liquid.

Harry
tumbled into the local bar. Harry had been there once so he recognized it.
Harry heard the door open and he looked over and saw Sirius and Remus enter the
room.

“And then,
Harry says…” Sirius was cut off by the bartender.

“What’ll it
be?” he asked.

“I’ll have
Rum,” Sirius said.

“Whisky,”
Remus said. Neither noticed a short figure sitting in a corner. Peter Pettigrew
looked and saw them. He got up and walked over to the two men. Neither noticed
him while they had their Drinks.

“style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>Imperio,” Peter hissed. The light hit
both Remus and Sirius and their eyes glazed over, “You will go home, hurt
Potter in every way you can imagine and then forget what happened.”

Remus and
Sirius got up and left the bar.

Harry fell
out of the memory and onto an apparently broken leg. He cried out in pain, but
brandished the wand when either Sirius or Remus tried to help him.

“See Harry,
we didn’t want to do those things to you,” Remus said.

“N-n-n-now
you get to see what you did through my eyes,” Harry said as he placed Sirius’
wand to his temple and extracted the memories.

Sirius
sniffled a bit and asked, “Where is your wand, Harry?”

Harry
pointed to a pile of splintered wood and feather near the bed. Sirius gasped.
Harry ignored anything he stammered and put his memories into the pensieve and
brought Sirius and Remus over and made them touch it. He followed after to
ensure that they stayed and watched the whole thing.

Sirius and
Remus tumbled into Harry’s room. They looked around. Harry was lying in his bed
reading a book when the door burst open, “YOU FILTHY BASTARD!!!” Sirius yelled
when he entered the room. Harry looked up in shock.

“What the
hell?” He said.

“IT’S YOUR
FAULT THEY ARE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!” Sirius raved as Remus came into the room.

“We’ll me
him pay won’t we, Padfoot,” Remus said evilly to Sirius.

“You’ll
wish you were never born you murdering filth. normal\'>Stupefy!” Sirius yelled and the scene went dark. When it came back
they were in Sirius and Remus’ room. Harry was tied to a bed. Sirius and Remus
stood naked at the foot of the bed.

“Our Little
Whore,” Sirius purred as he crawled onto the bed.

“Please, don’t,”
Harry cried.

“We are
going to make you pay for all the lives you have taken. All the people you have
killed,” Sirius said. Sirius grabbed a hold of Harry’s cock and started to
brutalize it. Harry cried out in pain but was slapped across the face brutally.

“Shut the
Fuck up,” Remus shouted at him, “Or we’ll make it worse.”

Remus got
up onto the bed and straddled Harry’s chest. He forcefully jammed his erection
into Harry’s mouth and started to Fuck. Harry bit down on Remus cock which
caused the werewolf to yell, “Fucking bastard bit me,” Remus complained to
Sirius and then smacked Harry across the face.

“Tried to
castrate you eh?” Sirius smiled evilly, “Let’s do it to him then.”

Harry paled
and started to yell, “SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!” Remus smacked him again and shoved his
cock in Harry’s mouth again. He forcefully fucked Harry’s face. Harry started
to cry as Remus released in his mouth.

Sirius had
left the room to go and grab a book, “Can’t have out little whore dying on us
from blood loss,” He grinned evilly as he showed Remus and Harry the book.
Harry paled when he saw the spell. It was designed to castrate a person but
freeze blood flow. The pain was still there though.

“Don’t do
it yet,” Remus said, “I want to fuck myself on him.”

“So do I.
It’s a pity we have to destroy something so big and beautiful,” Sirius sighed
and then laughed acalacally, “I have an Idea. Flip him over. I’ve always wanted
to do this,” Sirius laughed some more when Remus flipped Harry over. Sirius got
behind Harry and forcefully entered Harry, “Don’t bother relaxing. It will only
hurt more,” Sirius whispered into Harry’s ear. Harry was visibly shaking with
that threat. Suddenly Harry felt Sirius shift forms. He felt the two large paws
dig their claws into his back. The cock up his arse grew longer and wider and
Harry screamed.

Padfoot bit
down hard onto Harry’s shoulder basically telling him to be quiet, “I’d like a
go with you after, Padfoot. You look so big,” Remus commented.

Padfoot
barked in approval and pulled out all the way, “So beautiful,” Remus said. Then
Padfoot slammed himself back into Harry warranting another scream. Padfoot
continued at a brutal pace until he released inside Harry. He shifted back.

“So tight.
You have a go Remus,” Sirius said as he pulled out. Remus was far rougher and
caused more Damage than Padfoot did. Harry’s shoulder wound was oozing blood.

“I’m tired
of fucking him,” Remus said, “Lets flip him over and fuck ourselves on him,”
Remus grinned evilly. Sirius agreed immediately. They both flipped him over and
saw that Harry was limp.

“You had
better harden up if you know what is good for you,” Sirius threatened. Harry
gulped and thought hard about what would make him erect. Suddenly his thoughts
turned to both Sirius and Remus. Though not these two. A Sirius and Remus who
cared for him. Harry pictured what it would be like to have sex with people who
cared for him. He knew it would never happen but it got him hard and he sighed
in relief.

“So
beautiful,” Sirius said as he gazed at Harry’s erect cock. Remus got up on the
bed and lowered his entrance to Harry’s cock. He fucked himself until Harry
released inside of him.

“That felt
good. You should try it,” Remus said. Harry secretly enjoyed it as well but
knew that it would never happen again if they went though with their plan.
Sirius got onto the bed and lowered himself onto Harry. Suddenly Padfoot was
there again and was fucking himself on Harry’s erection. Harry shuddered at the
sick pleasure he felt. Padfoot felt this and fucked himself harder. Eventually
Harry released again in Sirius and Sirius got off.

“That was
good,” Sirius grinned, “Pity I must do this though. normal\'>Erectus Destructus,” Harry felt pain beyond all reason as his
genitals were forcibly ripped form his body. He yelled and screamed until both
men shoved their cocks in his mouth. Harry started to choke. They both fucked
his mouth and released in him.

“Well, I’m
spent,” Sirius said.

“I’ll be
just a few more minutes with the slut,” Remus said as he brandished his wand,
“I have a few more things I want to do to him.”

“I’ll watch
then,” Sirius replied while grinning maniacally.

“style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>Crucio,” Remus spat as he pointed his
wand at Harry, “This is for Lily and James,” Remus held it on for a good 5
minutes and then took it off, “This is for Sirius,” He put it back on while
Sirius laughed, “This is for Everyone else,” He cast it again, “and this is for
me,” He grabbed his wand and jammed it in Harry’s arse. Harry bit back a yell
as Remus shouted a spell. Harry didn’t hear the spell over Sirius’ laughter and
his screams. Remus quickly pulled out his wand and cast another spell on Harry,
“Bloodus Constrictus,” Harry knew
that was the blood constricting spell. He then felt something inside him. He
gasped and sced ied in pain as something started to bite through his insides.
It continued for almost 10 minutes before whatever it was burst through Harry’s
stomach. It was a small Badger. Harry looked at it as it mauled his stomach
before he passed out from the pain.

Harry,
Sirius and Remus fell from the pensieve and Sirius promptly fell to the ground
and threw up. Remus just collapsed onto the bed. Harry on the other hand
attempted to cast a healing spell on his broken Legs.

“Harry,”
Remus said as he tried to come towards Harry. Harry pointed the wand at him,
“Please Harry. We didn’t want to do those things. You saw that we were under the
Imperious.”

“Yet you
didn’t fight it,” Harry spat at them.

“We tried.
Believe me we did,” Sirius cried, “But Pettigrew put too much power behind it.”

“Harry,”
Remus said, “let us show you that we wouldn’t hurt you,” Remus tried to advance
on Harry but the wand was still pointed at him, “normal\'>Expelliarmus,” Remus said. The wand Harry was holding was ripped
form his hands. Harry fell to the ground and backed awaom tom the two men as
they got up and went towards him. Harry backed up until he hit the wall. He
then didn’t have a place to go so he closed his eyes and braced himself for the
pain. What happened next surprised him. Both men had fallen to the ground and
hug hugging Harry. Harry tentatively opened his eyes a small amount to see
what was going on.

“I am so
sorry for what I did, Harry,” Sirius choked out. Harry relaxed slightly and
reached up a hand. He brushed it gently across Sirius’ cheek which warranted a
gasp from Sirius and Harry tensing up and fearing for his life again.

“Sorry,”
Sirius quickly said, “You just startled me.”

Harry
relaxed again and this time touched Remus’ cheek. Not getting hit he launched
himself at the two and began to cry into their shoulders. Remus and Sirius
attempted to comfort him but knew that nothing they did could ever make up for
what they did.

“If there
is anything we can do for you to make up tell us,” Remus said. Sirius nodded.

Harry
thought for a minute and said, “Show me what it means to be loved.”

Sirius
gaped, “I can’t do that. Not after what I did to you,” Sirius backed away.

Harry
grasped at him, “Please. I don’t want to think of you as a rapist and a
psycho,” Harry begged.

Sirius
thought for minute before hanging his head, “Alright,” was all he could say.

“Thank
You,” Harry said, “You don’t know what it was like to have the person you
secretly loved brutally hurt you,” Harry said. Sirius looked up in shock at
this, “Yes, I love you like you love Remus. I just couldn’t bring myself to
tell you. I actually love both of you like that. I didn’t want you to reject me
because of it. I thought you might have thrown me out or something,” Harry said
quietly.

“We would
never throw you out Harry,” Sirius said as he brought Harry into a hug. Harry
tensed, but relaxed after a minute realizing that he wasn’t being hurt, “Can I
kiss you, Harry?” Sirius asked. Harry nodded his head slowly. Sirius brought
his lips in to kiss Harry. It was a heated kiss. Harry rather enjoyed it and
was very vocal when it ended.

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“Let’s give
Remus a chance,” Sirius said. Harry shrunk back from Remus, “What is it?”
Sirius asked then clued in, “Oh Right. Remus won’t do anything without your
permission, Harry.”

Harry
looked warily at Remus but nodded. Remus came closer slowly and kissed Harry.
Harry was tense through the first minute but relaxed slowly. Eventually they
finished, “Let’s go to the bed.”

Harry froze
and didn’t move while the other two moved to the bed. They looked back to see
Harry shaking on the ground, “What is it Harry?” they asked.

“I-I-I-I-I
d-d-don’t have anything d-d-down there after what happened last night,” Harry
said slowly then silently cried. He would never be able to do anything now.

Sirius
bolted from the room quickly and returned half a second later holding a book.
He grabbed his wand from Remus and was about to cast a spell when Harry fell to
the ground and started to cry in anticipation to the pain. Sirius sighed, “I’m
going to cast this spell on you,” Sirius showed Harry the spell. It was a limb
regrowth spell. Harry nodded his head and got up off the floor, “style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>Limbus Reparo.”

Harry
tensed as the light flew at him. He felt a tingling feeling down in his nether
regions and saw his cock growgrown back. He smiled and launched himself at
Sirius engulfing him in a hug. Then his eyes widened and he fell to the ground
waiting for the beating. Sirius went to the ground and hugged Harry, “Its ok. I
won’t hurt you again,” Sirius reassured Harry. Sirius wondered why Harry was so
traumatized by this. Other than the fact that the two people who should have cared
about him had brutally raped and nearly killed him.

Sirius led
Harry to the bed and helped Harry onto it. Harry immediately curled up into a
tight ball as a defense mechanism. Sirius chuckled, “It’s going to be hard to
shag with you playing Possum,” Harry tentatively looked up and slowly uncurled,
“There. That’s better.”

“Sorry,”
Harry whispered.

“Don’t be
sorry. You didn’t do anything wrong,” Sirius comforted. Harry nodded his head,
“Now, Firstly I want to know why you are so scared. I know we what we did to
you contributed to it. But that can’t be it. I need to know what it is,” Sirius
said. Harry shook his head. He didn’t want to talk about this, “Please, Harry.
I need to know so I can help you. I want to help you,” Sirius said.

Harry gave
in after Sirius begged for a few more minutes. He took a deep breathe and
started, “When Voldemort kidnapped me in the middle of last year he tortured
and Raped me multiple times. I lost count. Each time was worse than the one
before. I was nearing insanity when someone came in Polyjuiced into Father. The
person could even do the transformation into Prongs,” Harry choked out before
he broke down completely. Sirius and Remus were pale. After a few minutes Harry
spoke again, “This person raped and beat me repeatedly. Constantly telling me
how worthless I was and that the only thing I was good for was as a Whore. I
flinched away when I hugged you was because lots of Death Eaters did this and
every time I tried to hug them they would slap me around before raping me.”

“Oh,
Harry,” Sirius hugged a tensed up Harry, “I’m so sorry you had to go through
this. If there is anything I can do please tell me,” Sirius said.

“Show me
what love truly means,” Harry whispered.

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“Of
Course,” Sirius said, “Anything specific?” Harry nodded, “And that is? I need
to know so I can do it,” Sirius chuckled.

“You’ll
hate me for it,” Harry said.

“I will
never hate you. Just tell me and I will do it,” Sirius said.

“I-I-I-I-I-I
enjoyed it when you fucked me as Padfoot,” Harry stuttered and then looked
down.

Sirius’
eyes widened until they were almost the size of dinner plates, “You liked that?
But it was so brutal and primitive and…” Sirius couldn’t think of anything else
to say.

“I know,”
Harry whispered, “But that doesn’t mean that I didn’t like it.”

Sirius
braced himself, “Alright,” was all he said. Harry’s eyes lit up but faded
again, “What?” Sirius asked.

“It’s most
likely a mess down there,” Harry said.

“Oh, well,
I’ll just have to fix that,” Remus said, “It was most likely me doing that. It
tends to happen when I let the wolf out,” Remus walked over to the bed, “And we
are going to Diagon Alley first thing tomorrow to get you a new wand. Now I
need you to roll over. I promise I won’t hurt you,” Remus reassured Harry.
Harry nodded, “Vimi Adhopara,” Remus
said as he pointed his wand at Harry. Harry felt a cold sweep through his anal
region, “There all fixed,” Remus said cheerfully.

“Thank
You,” Harry whispered.

“No thanks
required. It was the least I could do,” Remus said, “Now, I believe that it is
our turn to pleasure you since you were forced to do it last night,” Remus
winced while thinking of what they put Harry through.

“I liked
some things,” Harry said. Sirius and Remus looked confused. They had basically
destroyed him in every possible way and he liked some of it, “I liked it when
Padfoot shagged me and I shagged him and I liked sucking Remus off,” Harry
answered.

Remus’ eyes
widened. He had seen what he did to Harry and Harry liked it, “Are you sure you
want that? I mean I was very forceful and brutal to you,” Remus said. Harry
nodded fervently.

“I’ve been
daydreaming of doing that for some time now. You just made my fantasies
reality. Though a little more forceful than I fantasized about,” Harry said.

“I see.
You’re sure about that?” Remus asked again. Harry nodded again, “We’ll go at
your pace this time then. Would you like to do that first or do Sirius’ stuff
first?”

“I-I-I-I’d
like to suck you off while Padfoot fucks me,” Harry stammered from embarrassment.
He blushed a deep shade of Crimson.

“No need to
be embarrassed,” Remus said.

“Speak for
yourself,” Sirius grumbled, “Your not the one he wants to shag him as an
Animal.”

Harry
tensed and looked down to the bed, “Sirius,” Remus hissed at the man. Remus
grabbed Sirius and dragged him out of hearing range of Harry, “What are you
doing?”

“Am I the
only one who sees how wrong this is?” Sirius hissed at Remus.

“Sirius,”
Remus started, “We have physically and mentally destroyem. Im. If this is what
it takes to help him heal then I for one will do it.”

“But-But-But
what would James think of us?” Sirius stammered.

“Let me put
it this way then,” Remus hissed, “Either you do this for Harry. And anything
else he so desires or you will not get anything from me for the rest of your
life,” Remus looked over his shoulder to make sure that Harry hadn’t left the
bed. Harry was still sitting there looking ashamedly at the bed.

“That’s
below the belt,” Sirius complained.

“So is
using James as an excuse not to help Harry,” Remus snapped.

“Alright,”
Sirius finally said, “For Harry. But only this once.”

“You will
do it until we get Harry over his time with Voldemort and what happened last
night,” Remus said.

“But-”

“No ‘Buts\'.
You will do this for Harry. You as well as I have hurt him more than Voldemort
did. We will help him,” Remus said with a note of finality. He turned and
walked back to the bed.

Sirius just
stood there for a minute trying to soak up all that Remus just said. Finally he
gave in. He would have to do it. James would have his Bollocks anyways either
way. Either for raping his son, shagging his son, or not helping his son get
over what happened to him. He walked over to the bed and said, “Make room for
me.”

Harry had a
fearful smile on his face when Sirius decided to join him and Remus on the bed,
“Don’t be scared,” Sirius said, “I won’t do anything unless you want me too.”

“R-r-really?”
Harry asked.

Sirius
nodded his head, “Yes. So you want me to fuck you in my Animagus form?” Harry
nodded, “And while I do that you want to suck Remus’ cock,” Harry nodded again,
“Oh Boy. Well lets get to it. Would you like me to transform while inside you
or outside of you?”

“O-o-o-outside.
I n-n-never got to see yours. You transformed while inside me and when you
fucked yourself on me you were facing away. I’d like to see you,” Harry said
embarrassedly.

“Ok. Get a
good look,” Sirius took a deep breathe and transformed. He stood there then rolled
over onto his back.

“It’s so
beautiful. Can I touch it?” Harry asked. Sirius barked in approval and Harry
slowly reached out a hand and stroked it. Sirius kicked his leg slightly and
Harry recoiled. Sirius transformed back and said, “Its ok. That’s just a
natural reaction. It always happens.”

Harry
nodded and watched as Sirius changed back. Harry reached out and touched it
again. Sirius kicked again but Harry just flinched slightly but continued to
touch it, “Can I taste it?” Harry asked and blushed fiercely. Sirius looked
uncomfortable but the stern look in Remus’ face made him bark in approval.

“Y-y-you
don’t have to if you don’t want to,” Harry quietly said noting the hesitance in
Sirius’ barking. Sirius gave a growl that basically said ‘Get onto it.’ Harry
shivered hearing Sirius growl and backed away. Memories of the previous night
still fresh and he absently rubbed the covered wound on his shoulder. Sirius
got that subtle reminder and shifted back.

“I’m Sorry,
Harry. I didn’t mean it that way. If you want to do it then do it. Don’t let me
stop you. This is your turn after what happened. You can do whatever you want,”
Sirius said then shifted back.

Harry
nodded and crawled over to Padfoot’s cock. It wasn’t fully erect anymore but
Harry planned to change that. Harry slowly and gently lifted Padfoot\'s cock up
and slowly put his mouth around the head of it. It was just a thick as Harry
remembered it feeling. He slowly took more into his mouth and it slowly started
to harden. Harry gagged slightly as it pushed to the back of his throat. Remus came
and whispered into Harry’s ear, “Relax your throat. You don’t have to take it
all in the first time,” Harry relaxed his throat and took more in slowly. He
was determined to prove he could do it. That he wasn’t weak. He had done it to
Remus the previous night so he could do it now.

Padfoot
just lay there half moaning half growling as Harry took his whole length down
his throat. It was warm and wet and felt really nice. Harry started to go back
off and on. His head bobbing up and down. It was rather sloppy but Sirius still
enjoyed it immensely. After a few minutes of this Padfoot arched his back and
released himself into Harry’s mouth. Harry attempted to swallow all of it but
failed and a bunch ended up dripping down his chin and Padfoot’s cock. Harry noted
this and his eyes widened in fear. He backed away quickly and right into Remus.
He looked fearful and backed up promptly falling off the bed. He crawled to a
corner and curled up tightly again.

“This is
going to take a long time,” Remus said to Sirius who nodded his head and
shifted back.

Sirius
walked over to Harry and brought him into a hug, “Its ok. I didn’t expect you
to take it all. And you won’t be punished for not doing so,” Sirius calmly said
to Harry.

“B-b-b-but
the D-d-death E-a-aters would beat me mercilessly if I spilt a drop. S-s-so
would V-v-v-voldemort. They would shout at me about spilling their precious
seed. They said I should be grateful they were allowing me to suck them off,”
Harry stammered.

“Harry?
Look at me,” Sirius lifted Harry’s face to look into his, “Remus and I are not
Death Eaters and we will not harm you ever again.”

Harry
nodded his head and got up off the floor. Sirius led him back to the bed, “Now
let’s get to the shagging,” Sirius said cheerfully.

Harry
slowly got onto his hands and knees and steeled himself for the onslaught,
“Relax, Harry,” Sirius said.

&:p> 

“Y-y-you
said that relaxing did nothing last night,” Harry said.

“Last night
you weren’t prepared. Now we are going to prepare you. I am going to try and
make this comfortable for you,” Harry felt Sirius gently push one finger into
Harry. Harry shivered at the pleasure of it. Harry felt some sort of liquid on
Sirius’ hand, “I’m just gently stretching you open. It will hurt less this
time.”

Harry felt
Sirius add another finger and massaged. He then added another finger and Harry
shivered from the pleasurable pain, “I think you are prepped enough. Don’t you
Moony?” Sirius asked.

“Three
fingers should be enough. Now transform so I can lube you up,” Remus said.
Sirius shifted back into Padfoot and Remus went over to him and rub lub lubricant all over his erection, “Just relax, Harry. Sirius will go gently,”
Remus said to Harry. Harry felt Sirius mount him and tensed slightly, “Relax,”
Remus repeated. Harry slowly relaxed. Sirius noted this and gently pressed his
way into Harry. Harry shuddered, “You like that don’t you?” Remus asked. Harry
nodded. He felt a long wet tongue gliding along his shoulder. Padfoot was
licking at the wound he had caused and was whining.

“It’s ok,”
Harry said. Sirius didn’t listen and continued to soothingly lick the wound
while gently pressing in and out of Harranusanus. Harry looked expectantly at
Remus. Remus sighed and sat against the head board and spread his legs. His
cock sprang to life in anticipation; “Just no biting this time,” Remus chuckled
as he pointed to the teeth marks.

“Sorry,”
Harry whispered.

“No need to
apologize,” Remus said, “If I was being forced to do what you were made to do I
would have bit as well. This time we will go at your pace,” Remus said. Harry
nodded and gently took Remus’ cock into his mouth. It was slightly thinner than
Padfoot’s but it was longer. Harry gently licked the head and Remus shuddered.
Harry smiled at that and took the head into his mouth. He relaxed the muscles
in his throat and gently took it as far as he could. He couldn’t get it to go
all the way and he looke fea fearfully at Remus, “Don’t worry. Sirius can show
you some tips later,” Sirius barked at this and continued to pump. Harry nodded
and started to suck.

“Oh, he is
good,” Remus gasped as Harry continued, “More. Please.”

Harry
however continued to go at his own pace so he could enjoy it more. All too soon
Padfoot howled and released himself in Harry. He half collapsed on top of
Harry. Seconds after Padfoot howled Remus moaned and released into Harry’s
mouth. Harry swallowed everything this time. Remus shuddered as Harry pulled
of him him, “That was good. You really are a natural,” Remus complimented.

“Thank
You,” Harry said.

“No
Problem. You truly do know what you are doing. With a few tips from Sirius you
will be perfect. Oh and you can change back Sirius. Unless you want to be stuck
back there for another half an hour,” Remus said to the black dog leaning on
Harry’s back.

Sirius
shifted back, “That was good. How did you like it Harry?”

“I liked it
lots,” Harrysperspered. He rolled over onto his back and lay there.

“Well I
guess that it is time to pleasure you. You look like you need it,” Sirius
chuckled as he noted Harry’s erection. Harry blushed, “Don’t be worried. Just
enjoy this,” Sirius lowered his head towards Harry’s crotch and took it totally
into his mouth. Harry gasped at this and Sirius smiled.

“You’ll
like it,” Remus said, “Sirius has been doing this for quite some time.”

Harry
nodded and lay back against Remus’ chest. Sirius continued his work until Harry
released into Sirius’ mouth with a moan. Sirius eagerly swallowed every drop
and lickedry cry clean, “Mmmm, you taste good,” Sirius said with a smile.

Harry
blushed and nodded, “Is there anything else you would like to do?” Remus asked,

“Tired,”
was all Harry said as he curled up against Remus’ chest. Sirius smiled and
crawled over to sit next to Remus.

“He’s been
through so much yet he can still look so innocent,” Sirius said sadly as he
gazed at Harry. Harry curled up tighter and popped his thumb into his mouth and
started to suck.

“I only
hope we can help him,” Remus said.

“Me too,”
Sirius said, “After seeing how he sleeps I am willing to do anything to get him
back to normal.”

“No…Didn’t
mean to…Don’t hurt me…please” Harry mumbled in his sleep, “Please…no more
pain…please…Don’t…Sirius.”

Sirius
paled and looked away with tears shining in his eyes. Harry was having
nightmares about him. A few tears trickled down his cheeks. Remus noted this
and put a hand on his shoulder. Sirius looked back, “Don’t worry. It will all
be better in the end,” Remus said.

“I hope
so,” Sirius said. Harry then sat bolt upright yelling. He looked to see who he
was with and promptly backed as far away from them, “I’m sorry. So Sorry. Won’t
do it again,” He stammered.

“Sh, its
alright, Harry,” Sirius comforted the trembling boy, “We won’t hurt you again.”

“Never?”
Harry asked shakily.

“Never,”
Sirius smiled.

Author’s Note: Well that’s my weird Idea I Hop Hope someone
liked it. If not then oh well. Now Question Time: Should I make a Sequel? If so
what should happen? I personally want to make a sequel but I don’t know what I
should write. I wanted it to be all lovey dovey but that would have been too
cliché. And having Peter cast Imperious on them again would be boring.
Suggestions can be sent to mr_happy_java_man@hotmail.com.
Oh and here is what the spells you don’t recognize mean n English. I used the
Sanskrit Language for them.

Dharana Pratigamana: Roughly
means Return Memory. Restores forgotten memories.

Vimi Adhopara: Roughly
Translated means Fix Anus. Fixes damage done to the anal muscles.