A dream she dreamed
A dream she dreamed
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A/N: First
of all a big thanks to my beta reader Rosy. Then a big
apology to my readers on FWW, if any of you are.
I am really sorry, but this plot bunny is way
to write it. The 8 chapter will soon be up, and sorry
again. Part of the is to blame on my computer
and the other is that I have had major problems whit the chapter. But any way,
this is a Hermione, Severus story. Duh. And I am
telling every one right now I can not promis regular
updates, but if you leave your e-mail address I will send you a mail when I
have updated. Sorry if things seem a bit confusing in the start. Ill
but not least, this is rated R, on the border to NC17. This is an extreme dark
So no kids here. Understood.
dose not have any thing to do whit the story, e-mail me on
all feed back is welcome, but remember there is a fine line between
constructive cirtisem and flames.
EN-GB\'>Luna Writer.
style=\'font-size:14.0pt;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>~*A dream that was dreamed*~
Hermione
was in the kitchen, searching through the freezer for ice cream. There, behind
the fish, was a box with chocolate-chip ice cream. She dragged the whole box
out. She threw the lid in the trash, and then she found a spoon. She sat down
at the table starstarted to eat. From the living room she could hear her room-mate
and one of her frs sis sitting watching a video of some musical. She suddenly
could hear that the volume was turned up and a beautiful woman’s voice filled
the whole apartment.
style=\'mso-ansi-language:B\'>B\'>There was a time when men were kind
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>When their voices were soft and their words
inviting ¨
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>There was a time when love was blinded
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>And its world was a song and the song was exiting
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>There was a time when it all went wrong.
Hermione
stopped eating. It seemed like the words where meant for her.
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>I dreamed a dream in time gone bye
sty'mso'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>When hope was high and life worth living
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>I dreamed that love would never die
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>I dreamed that God would be forgiving
That was
just like it had been back in the years just after Hogwarts. The war was over
and the world lay new, with thousands upon thousands opportunities.
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>Then I was young and unafraid
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>And dreams where made and used and wasted
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>There was no ransom to be paid
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>No song unsung no vine untested.
Life had
seemed so simple, and things would work out in the end. How wrong she had been.
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>But the tigers come at night
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>With their voices soft as thunder
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>As they turn your dream to shame
Indeed they
did. The tigers being the world. Including
everyone, everyone that mattered, anyway. And even Severus. NO. She
wouldn’t think of him. She promised that she would never. But it was too late,
and she couldn’t help it.
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>He slept a summer by my side
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>He filled my days with endless wonder
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>He took my childhood in his stride
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>But he was gone when autumn came
They had
spent a summer together. The best summer in her whole life.
That was just after the accident. He had helped her, and one thing had lead to
another. She had thought she was in love and was stupid enough to think that he
had felt the same. How naïve she had been. How stupid, was perhaps the right
word. Stupid and pathetic. Still
hurting, from something that had happened years ago.
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN'>An'>And still I dream that he will come to me
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>That we will live our years together
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>But there are dreams that cannot be
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>And there are storms we cannot weather
She did
still dreamed, in the deepest of her heart that he would realise what a mistake
he had made and that he loved her, and that he would find her and beg on his
knees that she had to take him back. And she would throw herself in his arms.
No, she would hurt him. Just as much as he had hurt her.
She would say no and slam the door in his face and then he could feel how it
was to have your hear broken and stomped on. Broken and torn apart by the hands
of the one he loved the most. A silent tear fell down in her ice cream, quickly
followed by another.
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>I had a dream my life would be
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>So very different from this hell I’m living
style=\'mso-ansi-language:EN-GB\'>Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.
Hell, yes
this was hell. wor worst hell you could imagine. Maybe if she hadn’t been in
that accident she wouldn’t been this heart broken. Maybe
if she said that to herself enough times she would believe it.
Another
tear had followed the two first and they were soon accompanied by several
others, all falling from her brown unseeing eyes.
TBC
So thank
you for reading this and let me know what you think.
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