Made Of Steel

This Fic Idea came to me while I was listening Made of steel by our lady peace. At first it seemed like a Hermione/Ron but then it seems like SlashAccepted!Harry and Questionable!Draco. Which is usually the opposite of what I see SS. Guns and Handcuffs to be, but that plot bunny attacked me so I went with it. PoV’s Vary Between Harry and Draco, mostly Harry though.


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The unexpected glances, touches, kisses in the hallways were what Draco’s dreams were made of. Somewhere in his being he knew it was real. He knew that Harry was worth being casted out of the Malfoy family, being disowned and being a ‘commoner.’

He knew that though the angst, though the lies, though the occasional spiteful remark he knew he could rely on Harry.

But it was so deep down and covered that he was barely aware of it. He wanted Harry, more then he wanted a lot of things, but would Harry feel the same? Did he feel like he was the star of a fireworks display whenever they kissed? Did he secretly hope that they would be in the same detention?

[I can be anything that you want me to be
A punching bag, a piece of string, oh
That reminds you not to think]

How can someone so full of things to say be at a loss for words? How can he not understand that I’m not just playing with him. That what we have isn’t just Unresolved Sexual Tension? That without out him I feel like I’m nothing?


[I found the note down in your room
And it’s not your fault it gets this hard
Gets this hard]

Why doesn’t he understand that I’d do almost anything for him, that I would stand by him by all costs. That he shouldn’t be ashamed of us. I wish he would just some how convey that he feels even the least bit the same I do. Because if he didn’t why would he keep coming back.

[Hold your head high
Don’t look down
I’m by your side
Won’t back down
You wanted a hero tonight]

That he doesn’t push away from me when I hold him in my arms after we make love, when we snog in an unused classrooms, hallways or bathrooms. I’d never betray him, as he would never do that to me. But I wish’

[Well I’m not made of steel
I’m not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me]

I wish he’d let me know, let me walk a little lighter. My remaining happiness revolves around his glances, touches and kisses. He makes me feel like I can survive what ever the world throws at me.

[I can be anything that you want me to be
A holy cross, ssympsympathy, oh
That reminds you not to bleed]

I’d do anything for you, no matter what the costs were.

[I found the note down in your room
And you climbed up here to fall apart
Fall apart]

I want to hold you in front of everyone we know, I want to prove that I love you. I want to make you see that I need you.

[I found the note down in your room
And you climbed up here to fall apart
Fall apart]

I’ll fall apart without you in my life, however sappy that may seem my exsistance is now partially based on you. You are the one I think about before I sleep, the one I wake up to thinking about every morning. Why can’t you see there is nothing to be scared of.

[Hold your head high
Don’t look down
I’m by your side
Won’t back down
You wanted a hero tonight]

I’ll keep your secret even if it kills me, I wish I could show you all you need to know, that I could whisper sweet nothings to you in front of everyone out out caring what they think.

[Well I’m not made of steel
I’m not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me]

I hurts having to keep things secret, but I promise I’d fight for you, I’d protect you. Because I love you and that’s what matters, no blood lineage, not hate, not even sex, Love. I’ll be with you every step of the way, if you just give me the chance.

[They knock you down
I’ll pick you up...
They laugh at you
I’ll shut them up]

One day I will tell him, tell him that he makes me feel alive just with a cunning look from his innocent emerald eyes. I’ll tell him that I think there is something there. One day I will show the world that potter is mine(for now) and I will kiss him till he can barely kiss me back in front of the world.

[But I’m not made of steel
But your secrets safe with me]

That day is today

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Slightly confusing but i meant it to be that way :) Please R&R