Forsaken For A Reason!

I lay on my bed after a long day of just staring at him…. Touching myself, wishing for a climax to hit so maybe I can sleep and wake dry in the morning. Wishing deep down inside that he would walk in despite the wards and the fact that he was in another house, to take me hard and deep! To just shag me senseless all night and on till morning.  I sigh knowing it would never happen…. “He doesn’t even know who you are Moron.” I whispered just loud enough to hear herself say it. My friend lends over and whispered for fear of waking the other girls up. “Stella? What’s the matter Hun?” Amullet had always been there e for me. For comfort, friendship, or other reasons “Yeah, Amy. I’m good, just….. Wishing for him and... things that will never happen.”

I sigh and sit up. Leaning against the head board of my bed. It’s my 6^th year at Hogwarts. I’ve watched him since our 2^nd year here. My name is Estella….. Estella Marie Forsaken.  Only child of Erin and Candi Forsaken, I’m named after my mother‘s grandmother. My family is a pureblood family. But he never seemed to notice that or me. He… Draco Malfoy… Blonde hair and ICE blue eyes.

Those eyes so piercing and beautiful, icier than anything I have EVER seen, eyes like mine.  I wish everyday through every class, every breakfast, lunch and dinner. That MAYBE he’ll look at my table and look at me. And only me.  But I know why he’ll never look at me, why he’ll never acknowledge my being alive and I blame that thing…. The FREAK! For never being acknowledged by the man I love.

Harry Potter.

*Flash back begins first year*

I walk off the train and look up towards the school. “Wow,” I whisper to myself,”It’s beautiful. ” Out of know where I am knocked to the ground by an unknown force I look up in time to see a small red headed boy be pushed by a skinny blonde boy. “Stop it Malfoy! Your making me runs over a 1^st year!” I get up and dust myself of in time to be pushed again by a dark haired boy with emerald green eyes. He pulls me back up, “Sorry kid. Everyone’s just a bit excited. ” I lost it the second he called me kid… “KID!?!?!? I am 12! What do I look 10 to you, you insensitive bastard!?!?!?!?” He stood stunned and completely in awe. As did the red head and the beautiful blonde. I blushed and rushed away for the small group of boys as fast as possible. I found the headmaster and handed him my transfer papers.  “Ahh! Welcome Ms. Forsaken! I am pleased to inform you that you have been placed in Gryffindor house. ” 

*flashback ends*

It wasn’t till later that I realized that the black haired boy was the FAMOUS Harry Potter. (My first reason for hating him.) Since that night Draco hasn’t ever even looked at me.  But, this year that ALL going to change.

*Note: This is my first story!*