Author’s Note: Yes I am aware
that Severus and Harry are neither brothers nor that close in age but if you’ve
ever read any of my other stuff then you will already know that I don’t stay in
the magical universe. Thank you so much for reading.
One Shot
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Thunder crashed outside the window as a strike of lighting
lit up the night sky, jerking me out of my slumber. I lie perfectly still to
slow my pounding heart. After a few moments I gaze out the window, the glass is
cool and moist from condensation. It rattles as the wind sweeps by looking for
its entrance. I resist the urge to roll over and go back to sleep, I know
that’s not going to happen anytime soon. So awake I stay in my bed, watching the
rain drops slip down the glass, when lighting brightens the sky the trees are
almost bent in half. I wait to hear sounds of him….
I wait for him because I know it won’t be long anyway. It
happens every stormy night; he awakes in a fright and comes to my room, then
falls asleep in my arms. Is isn’t long, maybe 10 minutes before I start to hear
the pat, pat, pat of his feet coming down the hallway.
He stops at my door and hesitates for just a few moments,
he always hesitates. I’ve never been quite sure as to why. Slowly he turns the
knob and pokes is head inside, at first all I see in an untamed mop of hair
then startling green eyes come into view and for just a moment I am envious
that he got our mother’s eyes. He stares at me with a scared but hopeful
expression, I lift the covers and his expression turns to one that is as if I
have just saved his life, he runs over and dives into my comforter, moving his back into my chest. Even in pajamas I can feel his skin is freezing but I don’t mind, I never do, I wrap him in my arms to warm him up, after all, what are big brothers for.
“I couldn’t get back to sleep.” His voice is meek and laced
with the fatigue of interrupted rest.
“I know.” I hold him closer, tighter, as he snuggles into
my chest. A flash of guilt hits me as I hold him. I hated his father when he
married my mother and I hated him when she told me she was pregnant. I hated
him as a baby, but I hold my baby brother now and realize my family wouldn’t be
whole without him. He starts to squirm and wriggle until he is facing me. I
look down at his face and sigh.
“You need to go to sleep. We have a lot of stuff to do
tomorrow.” He smiles nods his head and continues to stare up at me. The brat
never does listen.
“I’m not sleepy anymore. I want to stay up with you.” His
voice is no longer tired and his eyes are wide and bright giving truth to his
words. I refuse to give in to the urge to roll my eyes.
“I’m not staying up, I’m going back to sleep and so should
you, or I’m not gonna let you keep coming in here in the middle of the night.”
My own voice is now tired but still manages to convey my seriousness. He looks
as if I have slapped him to make such a suggestion. Then his face falls and
lips begin to pout. I hate the puppy face; it works entirely too often, but not
tonight.
“I’m serious Harry, you need to sleep.” To prove I am not playing around with him, I unwrap my arms and move to lie on my back instead of my side. Closing my eyes I feel Harry shift and lay back down, I squeeze him to
me with my one arm and drift back to sleep.
I am somewhere between deep sleep and awake and vaguely
became aware of small kisses being placed on my neck and chest. Small hands
roamed and explored my torso. A small soft body placed itself in my lap and my
cock begins to respond to the attentions being paid to my body. Lower those
hands moved over my stomach to the waistband of my boxers. My cock is fully
hard now as the person above me grinds against me. Something feels wrong now.
The weight in my lap is much too lite. My eyes snap open as I grab the hands
going for my painfully hard cock. I’m staring into wide beautiful, scared
young eyes.
“Harry! What in the world are you doing?!” Mother always
said never to cuss in front of my little brother.
“I love you Severus. I want to show you how much I love
you.” In my shock at his words I almost didn’t stop him from kissing my lips.
“I love you too Harry but this is not the way brothers love
each other. This is how mommy’s and daddy’s love each other. This is wrong.”
The words that come from my mouth are stupid to my ears but I could think of
nothing else to say to a child. I see the look of pain and rejection in his
eyes and my heart breaks, I want to pull him to me and comfort him but his next
words stop me cold.
“I want you to love me the way mommy loves daddy. I want
you to do to me what I saw daddy do to mommy.” Oh sweet Jesus, this is not
good. I’m almost catatonic; I didn’t feel when he pulled me from my boxers. I
couldn’t believe my ears, my innocent little brother just told me he wants me
to have sex with him. I nearly jump out of my skin when I feel his
inexperienced tongue run over the head of my cock. Liquid fire replaced the
blood in my veins as I somehow managed to pull my cock from Harry’s mouth.
“What the fuck are you doing?”
“I saw mommy do this to daddy and he was really happy. I
want to make you feel happy the same way.” They really need to start locking
their door.
“Harry brothers don’t do this kind of stuff, only girls…”
“I don’t like girls! I only love you Severus. You make my
stomach feel warm.” Of course he doesn’t like girls at this age, but he
shouldn’t want to do this either. So lost in my thoughts I am not fast enough
to catch him as he swoops down and takes my length into his mouth.
Once again fireworks exploded behind my eyes and all
rational thought leaves me. He sucks harder and takes as much of my cock into
his mouth as he can. I grip the sheets and force myself to be still, not
wanting to buck and possibly hurt him. Every ounce of will power I poses is
being used to not grab his hair and fuck his face. Holy fuck, where does a 10
yr. old learn to give a blow job?
I can feel heat pool in my toes and in the pit of my stomach;
my balls tighten and pull closer to my body. I bite my lower lip to keep my
moans and groans from being head by the other occupants of the house. I don’t
know if he can somehow sense something is about to happen but he sucks harder
and bobs faster. I move and fist my fingers in his hair in my last vain attempt
to pull him off me.
“St….Stop Harry! Pl….please.” In exact opposite of my judgment I shove my cock down his throat and moan as he attempts to swallow everything I give him. I feel my cock pulse against his tongue and throat and groan at the sensation.
My ragged breathing begins to slow down and I begin to open
my eyes, although I don’t remember closing them or realize how tight I was
squeezing them shut. I look down and watch with wide eyes as Harry licks my
cock clean like a lollipop. His gaze turns upwards and he grins at me. Not sure
what demon has currently possessed me I drag him towards me and kiss his
lips, possessively and all consuming. I could taste my own cum on his lips, I
hardened once again. He grinds his body and I feel the wetness of his own
release on his pajama bottoms. He came just from sucking me off, this thought
instantly sobered me and feelings of being a monster and pedophile ran through
me. Looking down Harry run is fingers through his own cum.
“Nothing has ever come out of there before.” He looks proud at this new development in his body.
“Will you love me on top like daddy does to mommy now?” The
question was soft, quite, and a direct road to hell, although I’m probably
going now anyway. Even knowing this, I still try to save what’s left of my
damned soul.
“No. You need to go back to your own bed, Harry.”
“You don’t love me, do you?” His eyes tear and his lip quivers and I know instantly that I am destined to be doomed. I would never be able to deny him anything he wished.
“Of course I love you, but everyone will be waking soon and
you know mom and dad don’t like it when you sleep in here with me.” And now
they have good fucking reason!!
“Oh yeah. Ok. I’ll see you at breakfast. I love you Sevvie!” My heart melts at his smile as he jumps off my lap. At my door he stops and turns back, he gives an
intense but strange look. He will come to my bed again, he won’t stop coming
back till I leave for University in a few short months. Resistance is futile,
I’m damned.
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Author’s Note: I know I’ve been gone for a long time but it’s one shit storm after
another.
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