Your Gaze

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Your Gaze



My gaze travels across the room to a particular set of eyes. Mine narrow as the other’s ask a silent question. A question that I know I can never answer. My gaze breaks away from them and my hearing can pick up the nearly silent sound of triumphant winning of a small ten second staring contest. I’m just waiting though. Waiting for something, anything to happen. An explosion, something being broken, being covered in something foul smelling; anything. But that anything never does come. And I am starting to become even more worried now. For now the past three days, nothing has happened to me. Though I am terribly grateful that I am being left alone. There is just something that I know is lurking within those eyes. Those haunting grey eyes. That haunting gaze. I leave the room as others are seeming to do, I even purposely walk past the one with the haunting gaze. But nothing happens. Something isn’t quite right here. And it’s driving me insane.

I walk alone in these big and hallow halls of the school I am attending. I’m a loner, a sociable outcast. And I actually prefer it that way. My private business is that of my own, no one else’s. I stop in mid-step and turn about. Someone is watching me. I know that I can feel eyes upon me. But there is nothing there. No one is in the hall. I make haste now and dart into the library. The room filled with books. This is my safe haven. Not even my own bedroom makes me feel at ease or safe. Then again, no where ever does.

I check out a few books from different areas before sitting down to do my homework. I have to stay ahead of everyone. I have to get high grades, otherwise these past years have been for nothing. The sounds of soft laughter is sounding now as the creakiness of centuries old doors are being opened. And why do I have to look up? Curiosity killed the cat. And thus has killed my safe haven too.

Grey eyes are looking over at me and a silly smile upon a tanned and well structured face is shown my way. I look behind me. Perhaps they are smiling at someone else behind me. But no I am mistaken. I am really the only one here.

“Well well, looky here. Having fun?”

My own gaze narrows up at the intruder. But they don’t seem to be infected by it. On the contrary they seem to be enjoying my unwaveringness.

“What in the blue blazes do you want?” I spit out.

A snort of chuckle and the sound of a chair being pulled out is my only answer I am given. They sit across from me watching me, gazing at me. This is rather getting me annoyed.

“Is there something you wanted? Or are you here to torture me?”

“Why? Do you want me to torture you?”

Of course only they would reply a question with another question.

“No!”

That stupid and silly smile turns into a full blown arrogant son-of-a-bitch grin.

“I think you do.”

“I just said no!”

Can they not get the hint that I wish to be left alone?

Well obviously not.

I can feel the tip of a shoe sliding up my shin and I surpass the urge to shiver as I try desperately to read the books in front of me.

I breathe out a sigh of relief as the shoe is gone, but even before it fully comes out I gasp and gap in utter shock as a sock covered foot is shoved against my crotch. The toes are curled over the top of the head of my manhood and the heel is pressing into the base.

“You-you wouldn’t?!”

That grin spreads even more.

“You can’t not here!” I harshly whisper out as my gaze darts about around me.

“I think I am.”

My hands shoot down to grasp at the offending limb and I can’t help but to shiver and clench my eyes tightly shut. It feels way too good. And I don’t know if I want him to stop or to keep going.

“S-stop. . . .”

“No. There’s no one here. And it’s been awhile since I last watched you.”

They know what can get me going, and this is one of them. I try hard not to moan but that damned foot is rubbing at me and it’s driving me insane. My eyes are closed and I’m trying to close my thighs, but his other foot is pressed against my thigh telling me to keep my legs opened for them. I open my eyes and I glance at him his own eyes are glazed over in lust heated passion. I lick my lips and I can see his own hand move down into his own lap.

“Corner?” I ask my voice is shaky and low enough for him to only hear it.

He just smiles and his foot is gone. I take in some deep breaths before I get up on shaky legs. I have to go first otherwise it’ll look awkward. I walk along the endless rows of bookshelves that everyone claims is set up like a maze. I know they are following me. I can feel their gaze on my ass. I’m about to turn a corner when I am shoved up against a near by wall. I gasp loudly at the sudden roughness that they are displaying to me. Sure they’ve been a bit rough before, but never has he done this to me.

I can feel him press his body up against the back of mine. His hips are rubbing against my backside allowing me to feel just how hard I have made them. They are kissing my neck nipping at what flesh is exposed. I try hard not to moan to loudly. It feels so good. His hand sneaks around my hip and starts to grope and rub me through my pants.

He’s still rubbing his own hard on against my ass.

“You gonna help a guy out?”

I nod my head and they ease up the pressure on me. I turn about and fall onto my knees in front of them. My gaze stays below. I can’t look into those eyes. Not just yet. My fingers are a bit shaky as I undo their belt and pants. My fingers brush the fabric aside and he pulls himself out for me. I can only stare at how hard and how big his shaft is. The tip is glistening already, he must have restrained himself for a while for this.

I move in closer and take the tip between my lips sucking and licking about the rigid head. I can smell a strong musk coming from him and I can hear the soft moans leave his lips. My eyes close again as I start to take him into my mouth. I rarely do this, and at first I can only take him half down before my gag reflex comes into play. He pets my hair encouraging me to continue. How patient he is with me. I suck and lick him as my head starts to bob on him. His fingers are curling in the back of my hair and his hips are starting to thrust a bit against my mouth. I relax as much as I can till I feel him in the back of my throat. I try so hard not to gag, but alas I’m not as talented as he is.

He chuckles as he pulls out of my mouth. I gaze up at him now. My cheeks are heated as I cough a bit.

“We’ll get you used to it soon I promise.”

I just look away as he helps me up. His hands are roaming over my body, undoing buttons and exposing me to the open. My pants and underwear slips down as he turns me about. My hands catch the wall as he presses himself against my ass again.

“Hurry before I change my mind.”

I can hear him smirking as he presses the head against my hole. I cringe though as he pushes into me. No prepping, no lube other then my own saliva. But we haven’t any time for that. I push hard against the wall my nails scrapping against it. There’s a moment of burning pain before they twist a bit and thrust against a spot inside of me. Their hand closes over my mouth to help me keep quiet. It’s not long before they’re thrusting deep inside of my body making me moan and wither against them. An arm slips about my waist to help me stay up and the hand is removed from my mouth only to be replaced by their own mouth. Our tongues spar in this heated kiss and it makes me all the more weaker. Grey eyes never close as we kiss and fuck. Their free hand grasps my own hardened shaft and I can feel the pressure building inside. My hand leaves the wall and grasps the back of their head. Black thick hair tightly wraps in my hand as I cry out my release into their mouth. My seed is caught in his hand. But he’s not done. He moves harder and faster against me making wave after wave of nirvana spread over my body before he cums inside of me. He’s whispering something into my ear, I just can’t hear it.

He’s holding onto me still even after the few minutes of rest we have given to our bodies.

“Let go.”

“No. Just a bit longer. I waited for whole three days just to hold you. Give me this as a reward baby.”

“Don’t call me that! Especially where one can hear us!” I hiss back at him but shudder as he leaves my body. We quickly dress as of before but his arms encircle my waist once more.

I sigh softly as he nuzzles his face into the back of my neck.

“Sorry Sev. Forgot.”

Alright then just a bit longer. After all I can’t win when you gaze at me with those eyes of yours Sirius Black.




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