Pleasure Full Returns

I watched Sirius pace back and forth in the library his fists clenching and un-clenching. Harry sat on one of the large chairs in the library slowly telling Sirius things he didn’t want to know about the war. “Sirius, there’s one more thing you need to know, we lost four close people. Moody, Fred, Tonks and Remus.” Harry whispered. Sirius stopped pacing his face colorless. Before I knew what had happened the books on the shelves were flying at the wall behind me. I dropped to the floor just in time to avoid a rather large tome.

Harry looked at me helplessly. “I need some time alone.” Sirius whispered. “GO!” he roared. Harry jumped up and walked out of the room. I followed him into the kitchen where he set a kettle on the stove and waited for it to heat. “Did I do the wrong thing Mione?” he asked looking at me as we sat down at the table. I shook my head. “He asked to know Harry, you were gentle, but I don’t think Sirius can handle anything right now.” I answered. It was true.

We didn’t know what kind of mental state he was in. He had been found unconscious two days ago in the department of mysteries. He looked like he did before Azkaban only his hair was a little longer. I could hear banging coming from the library. “I’m gonna go check on him.” Harry said standing up. “Harry…maybe I should go.” I said tenetively. Honestly I should have been avoiding Sirius, my little crush on him from fifth year had come back full force when I saw him lying on the hospital bed more peaceful then I could ever remember him looking. Harry nodded. I poured three cups of tea and added sugar and lemon to each. I set Harry’s down on the table and walked into the library with the other two. Sirius looked up when I walked in. I set the mugs down on the table and walked over to the liquor cabinet and took out a bottle of aged fire whiskey. I sat down across from him and poured a generous amount into both cups.

Sirius watched me seemingly shocked as I took a sip from mine. He lifted his cup and followed suit. “Have you finished demolishing the library?” I asked softly. He shrugged, “It depends, is there any other room in the house that no one uses and wouldn’t miss?” He asked hopefully. “Not really, I mean there’s your brothers room and parents but well we haven’t been able to unlock the door. Regulus’s room we were able to, but you parents we can’t.” Sirius sneered at the mention of his brother. “Don’t do that, Sirius, there’s something about your brother that you don’t know.” I started slowly. I carefully explained what we had found out and when I had finished Sirius was quiet.

“God Damn it. Why couldn’t he come to me. I mean yeah we had our problems but I still would have helped him, the Order could have helped him.” Sirius growled. “Sirius.” I said sliding off my chair and onto the floor in front of him my hand cupping his cheek. “People make mistakes, we can’t fix the past but we can decide where we go from there. Regulus knew he had made a mistake by joining up with Voldemort and he sought redemption.” I said softly. Sirius looked at me his eyes showing an internal conflict that I would never really know.
“He was always such a stubborn git, I would fight with him all the time when my parents would come after me. He was always reporting to them what I was up to. We had been close when we were kids and then when I was sorted into Gryffindor it all changed. My mother went ape shit if he even talked to me. Not to mention the howler she sent me when she found out I wasn’t in Slytherin.” he explained.

After a few seconds of silence he shook his head as if to clear out the memories. “Harry probably thinks I’ve lost it huh?” he asked. I shook my head. “No he thinks it’s his fault. He feels it might have been to much for him to tell you so soon after your return. He does however want to throw you a welcome back party. You can’t talk him out of it. Since the end of the war there have been parties but they’ve been somewhat empty without familiar faces. So seeing your’s should cheer some up.” I explained. “How’s George dealing with the loss of Fred?” Sirius asked.

I sighed, “Not well, there were always rumors about the both of them. No one ever believed them but their starting to since they’ve seen the way George is grieving.” I explained. “Do you?” he asked. I shook my head. “No, he lost his brother and if it is then that’s their business not mine. It won’t change the way I feel. George just needs people who care about him to be with him right now. He doesn’t go out much. Not even to his shop. It’s mostly run by Ron and Bill, Bill handles the finances while Ron heads it. I don’t really talk to Ron that much though.” I explained.

“What’s that, I figured you two would be together.” He said. I shrugged, “We were for awhile until I caught him in bed with Blaise Zambini and Pansy Parkinson. Their a regular couple I guess you would call it. When I walked in on it I was kind of frozen in shock. When they realized I was there they stopped and Blaise felt he should explain everything. I found out that it had been going on since the end of the war and that Ron was in love with the both of them and that they felt the same way about him. I wasn’t going to stand in the way of that.” I stated.

Sirius was quiet. “I never really figured Ron as a bi-sexual.” He said. “It’s more common in the wizarding world.” I stated slyly. “You.” He said. I shrugged, “I’ve been with a few girls, I’m not as straight-laced as everyone seems to think. Ask Harry and Ginny.” I stated. “Wow. I don’t even know…How?” he asked intrigued. I laughed. “It was just me and Gin at first and then Harry walked in on us, and they weren’t together at the time, he didn’t realize what we were doing but when he did he kind of stood there and gaped. Ginny was the one that went over and grabbed him through his jeans and told him to fuck her senseless.” I said shrugging. “Holy shit, I remember once, it was James, Lily and I, never figured she would go for it. James suggested it as a joke. Nearly fell off the couch when she said yes.” he said softly. A small chuckle following.

“What witch would say no to two wizards shagging her brains out?” I asked knowingly. “Well I didn’t fuck her, She just blew me and I went down on her. But James well he fucked her and then he fucked me. I just wouldn’t fuck Lily. I wasn’t going to risk going that far.” He said. I smiled in understanding. I had felt the same way. But then Ginny had positioned Harry in front of me and gave him a push into me.

“Yeah that’s how I felt. But eventually Ginny gave Harry a, well push in the right direction.” I said. Sirius raised an eyebrow. “You know me and you would have gotten a lot better when you were fifteen if you were like this.” Sirius said pointedly. I rolled my eyes. “Did you hear yourself? I was fifteen!” I said laughing. Sirius shrugged, “When I was fifteen I was shagging girls, and Remus on the side.” He said. I sighed, “I’m not you.” I said. “You should be more like me.” He shot back.

“Sirius shut up.” I said unable to hold back my laughter. Sirius laughed as well. “So what can I do now that I’m back?” he asked. “Well your name was cleared so your good to do whatever you want.” I answered. “But it’s no fun going out to get completely smashed alone. Come with me.” He said perking up. “Sirius…” I said shaking my head. “Come on.” he said grabbing me and dragging towards the fireplace. Before I could resist he had thrown in a handful of floo powder and we appeared in the leaky Cauldron.

Sirius dragged me over to a booth and slid in next to me keeping me from climbing out. “See now you can’t leave and were not leaving until we can’t walk straight maybe even completely incoherent.” He said smiling. Sirius ordered a bottle of fire whiskey and filled up the shot glass’s.
After the tenth shot I lost count, Sirius and I stayed for awhile longer mostly laughing at nothing. Finally Tom came over and handed Sirius a set of keys. “These are the keys to the room you used to stay in before your imprisonment, Mr. Black. I believe it will be better if you stay here instead of trying to floo or apparate.” Tom explained. Sirius managed to nod before taking the keys. I went to stand but stumbled instead. Sirius grabbed me around the waist and hauled me up the stairs with him the both of up stumbling into the room. Sirius managed to close the door before the both of use fell onto the bed laying next to each other.

“You know Mione, I figured you for a lightweight.” Sirius muttered making me laugh. “I’ll have you know Mr. Black that I can handle my liquor very well.” I said laughing. “Don’t call me Mr. Black Mione, it makes me think of you as a thirteen year old.” He said turning his head to look at me. “You don’t think of me as your godsons best friend?” I asked surprised. “No, I don’t, It kinda kills the thoughts running through my head.” He muttered. “And what thoughts would those be?” I asked meeting his gaze. “Thoughts that would make your pretty little head spin.” he answered. I propped myself up on my elbow. “you’d be surprised at what would make my head spin.” I answered.

Sirius smirked at me, “Your about to cross a line Miss. Granger.” he said looking at me. I shrugged, “I like to cross lines Sirius you know that.” I answered easily. Before I could do anything he had me pinned on the bed. “Really now?” He asked before his lips were on mine. I moaned and felt him release my hands. I wrapped my arms around his neck while his hands trailed down my sides. He grabbed my hips pulling me up against him.

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