Death would be better

Sometimes it is better to be dead.

“So many things unsaid.”Thought Alastor Moody bitterly as he sat next to his old friend and once subordinate,his student,head in his lap,stroking his mane of blood caked hair, listening to him whimper in his sleep, just about broke his heart to hear.He sighed resting his head against the dank pillar, of there cell within the Hogwarts dungeons,now back in all their glory.

No one knew they were still alive. He had fallen from his broom dodging the killing curse, only to land in a tree below him and fallen unconscious,only to be woken again with a rough kick to his side, finding himself falling again, but this time to land on the ground,only to be stupefied after turning one of the Death eaters boots to stone. Waking up to find himself in a tiny room, not unlike that of his trunk. Though it had a door...he later found out it was a modified cupboard in Malfoy Manor.After the fall of the ministry being transported to Hogwarts in the dead of night, in his trunk of all things...

Rufus on the other hand had been attacked in his office, tortured for information and when non was forthcoming the leader of the death eaters, cast the killing curse within an inch of his ear, to scare him...nothing worked. They decided it was best to take him with...Of course everyone saw the flash of green light, and assumed he was dead as the dragged his lifeless body by its hair to the nearest floo...they assumed he was going to go the same way that Moody's body did, how cruel it was to degrade and violate a dead man's body...but why stop them if he was already dead.

Alastor looked around the room they were in, it was extremely large, compared to what the claustrophobic rooms at Malfoy manor were... and it was not just a room it was a massive cage within a room actually built in. In the centre was the cage that was from floor to ceiling, the floor was part of the dungeon, and the ceiling extended a further 2 stories up but the metal cage walls, only went up to just above head hight.

There was nothing in the centre, dark stone pillars (one of which Moody was leaning against) acted as supports for the cage walls. On the out-side of the cage were more walls, circling around it, making it an effective corridor around it, on each side where the door to their prison was,were magically sealed security doors, making sure no one could exit or enter, and directly across from the door to their cell was another smaller anti-chamber, that had been used before as a torture room, as well as to separate them...Rufus had just been released from it hours ago, after spending 2 days in there, screaming and begging...

The room at the moment was lit by torches on the high walls of there cell, but it was often pitch black in the room, at these times his heart would race, knowing that he couldn't see what was coming. Most times there was nothing in the dark. But on other night(he called them nights) One of them would be snatched away into the blackness waking the other with screams and sobbing noises..coughing.chocking,lights flashing dimly then sparking light a welding arch from the anti chamber would let you know what was happening if you dared to look...but from the times that he had been forced to watch them torture Rufus he couldn't bare if he didn't have to...

But some nights they kept you in the dark, the screaming echoing so you were never certain whether they were torturing the other, or if the other were having a nightmare...On the first night they had taken Moody, he had screamed so loud the stone walls seemed to quiver with the aura of his pain...Rufus didn't know what was happening, he couldn't find him in the dark...He wanted to help and couldn't find him, knowing that they had probably taken him, but the cell was so large and the death eaters had been known to conjure a large pit in the centre for them to fall into in the dark, and forced to spend so many hours in the cesspools that were the Hogwarts sewers... before finally been let up,hours later,needing some or other potion to stop getting infected.

Rufus let out another whimper,this time louder and far more aggravated and tried to bury his head in Moodys stomach twitching. Moody frowned and pulled Rufus up to rest his abused back against Moody's abused front. Moody hissed as the rough old scabs on Rufus's back grated against his fresh burn marks.But eventually Rufus's breathing evened and he sighed his contentment at being held so close.Moody enjoyed it too,warmth within a pit of cold,the cell not being protected from any harsh wind blowing through the dungeons and started to nod off...neither of them were in any state to keep watch.

Moody woke up to a flashing light, Rufus was already awake and alert pressing Moody behind him, as if trying to protect him from something. Moody looked over Rufus's shoulder, and saw nothing, then saw Rufus was looking up...”of course...”Moody thought bitterly. He had forgotten all about the Balcony over looking the cell.He looked up to find 2 Death Eater figures looming over them.Leaning over the balcony to get a better look at them. The death eater to the right spoke up first.

“Hello There Aurors. Having a pleasant sleep I hope?” Moody frowned not wanting to be goaded and tightening his grip around Rufus's stomach to stop him from doing something foolish, making him groan and move closer to Moody. “Ah the silent game. Well then you wont be interested in some proper food then” The death eaters both turned to leave, Moody spoke out first in a hoarse thirsty whisper “What...do you want?” Rufus nodded as if agreeing with him, glaring up at them. The death eaters stopped and leaned over the balcony again.

“We'll make you a deal. Good food,all the clean water you can drink,Working Ablutions for the remainder of your stay and on top of that some blankets and a large mattress for you and yours to enjoy” Death eater number 2 said listing them off on his fingers “Go to hell, we are not telling you anything” Rufus replied before Moody could, though Moody had to admit that Rufus's response was a lot cleaner than his. Death eater 1 sighed and turned his back leaning against the balcony railing. “We have no questions...We /do/ have medical supplies you /will/ be needing.” said Death eater 1, as a threat not as an offer.

Moody bit his broken lip, looking at Rufus and then to The death eater,not sure how to respond .Once again Rufus spoke “What are you after?” Moody started stroking his abused shoulder giving him support “Entertainment...namely Moody...bending you over and taking you from the back...no lubrication,no preparation, just good and hard. “Said Death eater 2, a hint of excitement in his voice,Moody winced and growled from his belly at the very idea.

Yes they had already been violated and humiliated in such a manner...Moody at least 25 times since his stay, he wasn't sure about Rufus...he was too afraid to ask...They seemed to have taken a liking to him though...So much like he himself would have looked if he hadn't been so badly scarred...They had left his face alone...Unlike Moody's that they seemed to enjoy burning with cigar butts and opening up new scars just to heal them again.

Before Moody could answer and tell them to go to hell, Rufus spoke up “We have an accord” he said standing up and wincing waiting to be told what to do, Moody stood up and pushed him against a wall growling in his face “Are you willing to whore yourself to them, for a couple of dirty blankets and a glass of water lad?” Rufus looked away shame flooding his face,tears flooding his eyes, and chocked out in a small gasp “yes.” Moody held him as tears fell,his own falling too.The death eaters seemed to be eating this up as if savouring it like fine cake."Tis all right lad"

Finally Moody pulled away,Rufus staring him, begging him to do this. Moody didn't like the idea. Been given something they can take away so easily.He wasn't sure he wouldn't go crazy if they took one of the things away from him again, but he nodded,looking up and awaiting their orders.

A large mattress appeared in the middle of the room, along with some pillows and old Hogwarts blankets that must have been there from when Moody was a boy“I'm sure you know what to do?” Said Death Eater 1 a smirk hidden in his mask, as Moody moved to the mattress, his leg having been restored to him, if only to make it easier for them to move him around, only problem was, it moved of its own will,it reminded him of Petigrew's hand.

He stopped next to the mattress unable to stop himself looking at Rufus, who moved over with a wince after every step...bastards...they were going to pay very dearly for this! Rufus got down onto the bed, letting out a small sigh...it must have been the first time in months that either of them had been allowed to lie on something soft...Moody lay next to him, feeling drowsy the instant his body hit the mattress and he closed his eye to savour the moment, already drifting off to sleep.

There was a flash of light and a yelp and Moody opened his eyes to find a freezing pain working down his side and realised the yelp was from himself. He groaned “Get a move on boy! We haven't got all century!” Moody cringed at being called boy but moved over to Rufus, who was watching him,surprisingly with next to no fear in his eyes. Moody finally moved next to him, and turned him onto his back making him wince, if they were going to do this it would be on his terms.

He wanted this to be over quickly, so he started to stroke his cock, using all the tricks he could to get it up, he looked up at the death eaters who were looking down muttering in whispered tones, Moody decided to remove himself from the situation and closed his eye,trailing kisses down Rufus's front, finally meeting his cock and sucking on it, taking deep breaths through his nose, imagining they were anywhere but there, using his tongue over it, listening to Rufus's moans and pants, pretending their in a warm bed, where there is lots of light, food,not hurting.

His cock finally started to grow in his hand, he kept tonguing Rufus's cock, sucking on his balls,trying to distract him from what was happening. Touching him gently, caressing him and making it feel good,When Moody was leaking precome steadily he finally leaned forward looking Rufus in the eyes, pleased to see them glazed his face relaxed and focusing only on him. Moody smiled and kissed him sweetly, before pushing the head of his shaft against Rufus afraid of hurting him, he started to slide in making sure to use his precome to lube him,but much to his dismay found that Rufus was already loose,to the point of making this easy...Those bastards must have... when they had him last “Oh Lad...I'm so sorry”Moody stopped himself thinking and bent down to kiss Rufus again, making him wrap his arms around Moody s neck.

He clung on tightly, but Moody knew that if they wanted this to end he needed to finish it down and started to move in and out of him, first slowly then faster, the Death Eaters jeering behind them, telling him to go harder and faster to make sure that he pleased them or the deal was off. Moody kissed him again and moved in and out of him with as much brute force as his body would permit him, his arm wrapped around Rufus's waist and shielding him from the views of others, his hand going between them and stroking Rufus hard and fast...

He drove in deeper and deeper unable to stop himself now and driving to orgasm, faster than he had intended.letting out an animalistic howl as he did so before looking down to see Rufus had passed out his own come spread between them...Moody looked up feeling like a gladiator waiting for Caesar to give the thumbs up or down,the death eaters spoke for a moment, clearly both having spent their own loads awhile ago, and finally looked down “We find this acceptable” One said and left without another word.

In the corner a large trunk pitched up right next to a cold metallic shower,basin and toilet,including toilet paper.In the trunk were medical supplies and soap.He turned around to help Rufus to find a meal worthy of Hogwarts house elf's prepared and a large pitcher of Pumpkin juice on a /table/! With two /chairs/ Moody couldn't believe his eye,but decided to get Rufus up and fixed again.He had to admit that that was the best thing he had done in 5 months and Rufus couldn't have agreed more.