My Addiction

My Addiction





I should have never stopped when I heard sounds. I should have just kept going down the all so familiar path back to my safe haven. But I didn’t. I moved slowly towards the sounds, no not sounds but voices. Angry voices. I peek around the corner hiding myself from any wandering eyes. There are two of them, one tall one short. I stay silent listening to them watching them. But I smile, I know them both. And every time they are around one another I can listen to them insult one another back and forth. A sick enjoyment I get when the smaller of the two of them huffs out and always walks away. But not this time, it seems he has grown a spine. Ah but of course because my friend is there and they are both alone.

“And how do you know what or whom I prefer!? You don’t know me and you don’t know my preferences neither!”

A roll of the eyes and a smug grin is his challenge.

“Please you’ve probably been used more times then my own jeans.”

I try not to laugh at that. But the way he is looking at my friend with all of that rage and hatred it is just too funny. But still I keep silent, I do not want to interrupt after all.

“Oh are we going to cry now? Did I hit a sensitive nerve?”

“I am not going to cry you heartless bastard!”

“Sorry but I’ve got me a heart, unlike some people that I know.”

Again a fit of laughter rolls up to my throat and I have to bite down on my tongue to keep it from coming up.

“So really have many people have fucked yah? I’m guessing oh everyone.”

He mumbles something that neither of us hear. My friend raises a brow at him.

“What was that you need to speak up.”

Yes please do I would like to know as well.

“I said none! I’m a bloody fucking virgin!”

What?! No way! He can’t be. . . .but then again, whom would want to sleep with him?

“Your lying.”

“Care to find out?”

Whoa wait a minute what? Did he just offer himself up? My hands grip the wall now as I lean in a bit more. My friend is now speechless, after all what can you say to a comment, an offer like that and by him non the less.

“Didn’t think so. Now move so I can get by.”

As he moves an arm catches him and a pair of grey eyes are filled with a challenge.

“Fine. Only way to find out though. Every virgin, both males and females, bleed. And if you do bleed well then you were telling the truth. But are you ready to have your ‘virginity’ taken by me?”

Ah there we go, a wonderful comeback! Surely he won’t take it!

“I-I am prepared for it.”

Again I am speechless. What the hell is he trying to do?! I freeze up for just a moment before quickly hiding myself behind a nearby pillar as they start to walk towards me. My friend leading the way for him. I follow them both making sure that I am not to be seen nor heard as they enter a room. A lock is heard in the now empty halls. I know of a passage for that room, a crawlspace. I enter it and find a small hole big enough for me to see the entire room. And there I see them both. My friend has him up against a wall, their bodies pressed together and their kissing. I feel my stomach tighten at the scene before me, but still I can’t look away. He’s moaning! He’s actually enjoying this! They both are!

“Have you ever touched yourself?”

“N-no. . . .I never saw any reason to.”

He quirks his lips up as his hand shoots down the opened pants making the other boy yelp and cover his mouth. He’s trembling as I watch my friend stroke him, shaping him up. He’s red and flushed moaning and arching up against my friend. My own hand slides down to the front of my jeans, I can’t believe that I’m getting turned on by them.

“Well now I am impressed. Your pretty thick for being short.”

Their lips mold together again, moans slipping from their throats. His hand leaves and now they both are starting to undress one another hastily. My own hands undo my jeans and I shiver as I grasp my own hard shaft. Their on the bed now, black hair cascading down one side of their bodies, showing off a perfect view of finger’s entering him.

A loud pain filled hiss enters the room and my ears, my eyes glued to them.

“Shit you are tight! Relax will you. It’s only one finger.”

“To you it is!”

He moans in pain as another finger enters him. Tears are starting to well up in the corner of his eyes as his body shakes in pain. But this just turns me on even more and my hands starts to slowly run along my shaft. Words are floating in his ear that I can not hear, but I can tell their making him relax as those fingers move in and out of him. More sounds of pain fill the room as a third finger is added.

“Please stop! It hurts!”

“Shhhh calm down it’ll get better, you’ll see. I’ll make sure of it.”

Water black eyes connect with those grey eyes, a slight nod of the head and a small sniffle is my friend’s reply. They’re kissing again, soft kisses this time. One’s reserved for lovers. My hand stills as another shiver passes over me, now he’s moaning in pleasure, his mouth opened as gasps are forced from him. His hips are rocking into the other’s fingers and my hand moves once more. Another exchange of words are said that I can’t hear before those finger’s are removed and a shaft is being replaced, slowly, carefully. Tears are running down a flushed face, nails are digging into a back causing blood to well up and spill. I bite back a moan at the sight before me.

He’s stopped, only halfway inside the other black haired boy. He whispers something and I can see the nails biting in deeper into his back before a painful scream is ripped from his throat. I can’t help but moan along with that scream. The sound so erotic to my ears, is like music. Kisses are being poured down on him, apologizing for doing that to him. The scent of metallic is filling the room as they start to move against one another, the once painful moans are growing into higher moans of pleasure. Words of begging are ripped out as they grow their rhythm in time with each other. My hand keeping up with their pace, so close now. Just a little bit more.

“Sirius!”

There! I shudder and climax against my hand knowing full well that so did he. I smile moaning at the sedation. My eyes closing as I catch what breath I have lost.

“You were right you know.”

“Nnn?”

“That you were a virgin.”

“And now that you the great and powerful god of sex, what will you do now that you have deflowered me?”

“Looks like I’ve got a responsibility to take care of you.”

“Please. Your probably gloat to Potty and Rat-face that you fucked me.”

“No.”

“No?”

“No. Cause if I do that then I can’t get you back in bed with me.”

“Are you asking me out Black?”

“Maybe. If I said I was?”

“Then I. . . .I would accept.”

“Well then Severus Snape will you do me the honor of being my steady boyfriend?”

“I suppose so Black. But what of your friends?”

“I just won’t tell them.”

“Fine with me. Now can we sleep my body hurts.”

A fine laughter as I open my eyes, and watch the both of them fall asleep in each other’s arms. I should have never watched, but now I can’t seem to not to anymore. I guess this is my addiction.

~So can you guess who was watching? Read and Review please! Oh and yes this is a prequel to the other two stories.~