Missed You

A/N: Well, it’s been a while since I’ve written anything. I honestly haven’t felt like it. I’ve been struggling through a bout of depression the past few months. School has just been way too much and a lot of other shit has been happening. For now, I’m ok. So to get me out of my funk I decided to write again! Of course, it’s Harry/Sirius. I hope you all enjoy!!

Warnings: The usual

Pairing: Again, the usual

“Missed You”

Sirius couldn’t stand it. Harry had been away at Auror training for two months and was allowed little contact with the outside world. They even confiscated his two way mirror upon arrival. The only thing Harry was allowed to do was write letters on occasion. Sirius had only received two. He was sure that Harry was probably too busy and overworked to write any more. It still killed him not having his god son around with him.

The house seemed empty without Harry. For two long months everything just seemed to echo throughout the house. Remus and Dora would come and visit often, knowing that Sirius hated being alone for so long. They would bring along their son Teddy, who was always brought a smile to Sirius’ face. They would stay for quite awhile, but once they left, Sirius felt loneliness once again. But, that loneliness would soon fade, because Harry was due home in just a few short hours. He couldn’t wait to hold Harry in his arms again.

Meanwhile, at the Auror base, Harry felt butterflies rising in his stomach at the thought of seeing Sirius again. Auror training was hell and he needed Sirius more than ever. Some nights when he would return to his dorm, all he wanted was Sirius to hold him and comfort him. There were only a few more things to run through, and then he would be home. The next few hours were going to go by so slowly.

“You excited to go home, mate?” asked Ron, who had a broad smile on his face.

“You bet,” said Harry, “It’ll be nice to go home and not have to worry about training for a few weeks.”

Ron groaned, “If I have another hex hit me, I don’t know what I’ll do.”

Harry laughed, “At least we had Tonks with us for awhile. She went easy on us.”

Harry and Ron continued to joke for a few moments until they heard of the voice of the senior Auror calling from down the hall. They followed their fellow trainees to their last test of this training session. Harry couldn’t wait to go home…

-A few hours later-

Sirius told himself to stop glancing at the clock every two minutes. It was six o’clock; Harry should be home any moment now. Ten minutes passed, and then fifteen and twenty. Sirius growled in frustration, wanting his god son home that very second. Suddenly, a distinctive pop was heard from the foyer entry. Sirius practically flew into the foyer and saw Harry standing there, duffle bags in hand. His heart seemed to skip a beat.

Upon seeing Sirius, Harry dropped his duffle bags to the floor and ran over to the older man. He was enveloped in a bone crushing hug, letting every feeling wash over him. All the hardships he had endured the past two months just seemed to melt away in his god father’s arms. Before he knew it, Sirius’ lips descended upon his, kissing him with so much love and desperation that it made his head spin. He grasped the older man’s back as he was slammed against the wall. Sirius’ strong body pressed into Harry’s, their lips never losing contact. Harry groaned deeply, feeling Sirius’ tongue gently lapping at his lips. Their tongues caressed each other, and then they began exploring the other's inner crevice.

“I missed you so bloody much,” Sirius said between their kisses.

“I missed you too,” Harry gasped, “So much.”

Their lips met again and again, the heat rising rapidly between them. Harry felt Sirius’ large erection pressing against his, turning him on even more. He had been craving Sirius’ touch for two long months, and now that he had it, it was driving his body wild with excitement. Harry tangled his fingers in his god father’s long, dark hair and arched against him. Sirius moaned into Harry’s mouth, pulling away to look into Harry’s lust filled, green eyes. Both panted deeply, getting lost in each other’s gaze.

“Sirius…” Harry breathed. “I want you.”

Without another word, Sirius apparated both of them to their bedroom and immediately pushed Harry roughly onto the bed. Somehow Harry’s shirt had been lifted slightly revealing his now defined stomach muscles to older man’s feasting eyes. His eyes traveled up to his god son’s arms, both now covered with lithe muscle. Harry smirked, noticing the way Sirius’ eyes traveled over his body. Sitting up, he removed his shirt completely, watching Sirius’ eyes widen with excitement. Sirius stood at the edge of the bed, completely captivated by the sight before him.

“Harry,” he finally said. “I…didn’t think you could get anymore perfect.”

Harry blushed lightly at the compliment. The blush made Harry even more appealing to Sirius, who hadn’t taken his eyes from him once. Harry looked so wanton, yet so innocent with his cheeks stained a light shade of pink. Slowly, Sirius crawled onto the bed, removing his own shirt and trousers as well. Their lips met over and over in a series of deep, frenzied kisses. Both moaned deeply at the sensation of skin touching skin, grasping onto each other trying to get more the feelings they were experiencing.

Sirius moved away from the younger boy’s lips, descending to his sensitive neck. He could feel every part of Harry’s body quivering beneath his. He loved knowing that he was the only one who could wind Harry up so tightly. He loved the myriad of sounds that would escape from the younger boy’s lips just from a lick or a soft bite. As his teeth sunk into Harry’s neck, Harry wrapped his fingers in Sirius’ long, dark hair, whimpering softly.

Harry felt the heat from his groin rising up to his stomach. His legs trembled and he felt like he was going explode at a moment’s notice. He needed Sirius so badly. No matter how many times he pleasured himself, it never equaled what Sirius could do to him. Every touch from his god father seemed intensified tenfold.

Harry also missed Sirius’ deep moans, and wanted nothing more than to hear them again. He eagerly flipped Sirius onto his back, smirking down at him evilly. Sirius seemed surprised, yet pleased at the same time. Harry mashed their mouths together, fiercely kissing his older lover with everything he had. He maneuvered Sirius so he was sitting at the edge of the bed and sat him up. Harry slid off the bed to kneel before Sirius’ spread legs, now face to face with his massive erection. Harry’s mouth practically watered before wrapping his lips around the sensitive head. Sirius cried out as the moist heat began to surround his arousal.

“Oh fuck! I missed the beautiful mouth of yours,” Sirius growled, weaving his fingers through his lover’s hair, pushing his mouth down farther.

Harry moaned around Sirius’ cock, feeling it hit the back of his throat. He sucked Sirius hard and fast, relishing the moans filling the room. Sirius released Harry head and leaned back on his elbows, watching his cock disappear into Harry’s talented mouth. It was an amazing sight to behold, and Sirius would never be able to get enough of it. Then Harry pulled his lips back to the tip, sucking just the head while flicking his tongue inside the tender slit. The he drove back down, burying the shaft deep within his throat and swallowed. He began quickly bobbing up and down from base to tip, feeling surge of power as Sirius practically screamed.

“You look so fucking amazing,” Sirius groaned, “Oh Merlin, Harry!”

Sirius erupted into Harry’s mouth, thrusting his hips upward to feel more heat. Harry obediently swallowed all Sirius had to offer, watching as his lover’s body sunk back onto the bed. Harry crawled on top of Sirius’ spent body and placed a series of gentle kisses on his neck and face. Sirius grasped the back of Harry’s neck, bringing their lips together in a heated kiss. He could taste himself on Harry’s lips and tongue. He then quickly flipped Harry over, gazing at his perfect physique once again.

Sirius made quick work of removing Harry’s trousers and boxers. The younger man was panting with need; beads of sweat forming on his forehead. He needed Sirius now. Foreplay could wait. He had waited far too long and he couldn’t wait anymore. Impatiently he reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the lube from the drawer. Sirius smiled lustfully down at Harry, capturing his mouth in a deep, passionate kiss. As he kissed his young lover, Sirius sneakily slide a slick finger over his lover’s tight entrance. Harry moaned against older man’s mouth when he felt the slick digit slide inside of him fully. It felt so amazingly good that Harry could have come right there.

“More,” Harry begged. “Please, Sirius.”

Sirius slowly began sliding his finger in and out of Harry’s body, savoring how tightly his lover’s walls squeezed his finger. Sirius wanted nothing more than to be buried deep inside him. Then, after a few moments, he slid a second finger, quickly followed by a third. Harry gripped the sheets as Sirius hit his prostate stroke after stroke. His entire body tingled, feeling as though there were lightning bolts streaming through him. He wanted Sirius desperately and couldn’t wait any longer.

“Sirius, now!” Harry cried, arching his back, trying to get the thrusting digits to go deeper.

That was all Sirius needed to hear. He quickly removed his fingers and coated his raging hard on with the cool liquid, hissing at the feel of it. Then, he positioned himself between Harry’s bent legs and placed the head of his cock at his lover’s entrance. Without warning, Sirius tossed Harry’s right leg over his shoulder and thrust into his willing body all the way to the hilt. Both men cried out loudly at the feeling of finally being complete with each other.

Ever so slowly, Sirius pulled his cock from Harry’s tight ring of muscle, moaning at how tightly Harry’s insides squeezed and molded around him. Harry was moaning as well, feeling his god father’s large cock stretching and filling him. Slowly, Sirius plunged back in and pulled back out again.

At last, Sirius picked up the pace and was thrusting quickly inside of Harry. He was trying everything he could do keep control. Harry’s body was just so deliciously tight and warm. The coiled tension inside of Harry was wrapped tighter than a rubber band and ready to break at a moment’s notice. His blood surged throughout his body hot and fast, leaving him in a panting state of desire. Harry felt just too good. Harry shifted his body restlessly. He wanted more, he wanted to be fucked. He bit Sirius on the side of the neck, sucking hard enough to leave a mark and then pulled him by the hair to smash their mouths together, shoving his tongue inside, as he lifted his backside off the bed. Sirius moaned into Harry’s mouth, thrusting even faster than before.

Ramming into Harry’s tight body, Sirius forced a moan from him with each thrust. The world around them seemed to vanish. He straightened his back and wrapped an arm around each of Harry’s muscular thighs, pulling both legs over his shoulders. Harry howled lustfully, writhing beneath Sirius’ strong body. Sirius growled, pulling Harry’s body toward him as he shoved forward. Then he held himself still, deep inside only for a moment before continuing his brutal thrusts. The pleasure and pain Harry was experiencing was almost too much. Neither wanted the feelings coursing through their bodies to end.

“Harry…I’m going to-“Sirius panted.

Harry dropped his legs from Sirius’ shoulders and wrapped them around the older man’s waist, “Sirius...let it go. Come inside me…”

With a carnal roar, Sirius released himself into Harry’s entrance. Harry cried out, releasing himself just mere seconds after Sirius. Sirius groaned loudly as Harry’s inner walls pulsed around him as he came. As his last ounce of seed was released, Sirius collapsed onto Harry’s heaving body. Harry immediately wrapped his arms around him, both now able to feel their hearts beat wildly within their chests. They exchanged slow, languid kisses as their bodies cooled together. It took quite a few moments before their bodies felt normal again.

“I love you,” Harry breathed.

Sirius looked deeply into Harry’s bright green eyes, “I love you too. I hope you never have to leave me like that it again. It drove me crazy…”

“I hated it too. At night I felt so lonely not having you next to me.”

Harry pulled Sirius down for yet another kiss. The passion began to build up once again, and Sirius felt Harry’s arousal poking at this upper thigh. He was amazed at how much Harry could take sometimes, and was so thankful for it. Their kiss deepened quickly and Sirius became painfully hard once again. As they kissed, Sirius slid his hands over Harry’ taught chest, teasing his pink nipples mercilessly. Harry moaned into the older man’s mouth as he dug his fingernail’s into Sirius’ back.

Sirius loved the feeling of Harry scratching down his back. His mouth suddenly replaced his fingers as he lapped around the tight nub. Harry arched his back, wanting more. Sirius worried the nub between his teeth before biting down…hard.

“I need it,” Harry groaned. “Fuck me again.”

Sirius did not speak; instead he flipped Harry over and pulled him on all fours. Then, he plunged his cock deep into Harry’s entrance, grabbing his hips and fucking him brutally. Harry let out an eager shriek, thrusting back against Sirius.

“God, yes!” Harry cried, “Sirius! Ooh… fuck me!”

Sirius thrust into his lover with all he could, loving the way Harry’s anal walls molded against his cock. Harry could feel every vein within Sirius’ cock pulsing as he thrust into him. Sweat poured over their bodies as they reached new levels of pleasure all over again. Wanting to please his lover even more, Sirius reached around and began fisting Harry’s cock in time with his thrusts.

With his cock being jacked off and his prostate relentlessly assaulted, liquid fire began to flow throughout Harry’s body. As the scorching fire within found its target, Harry’s whole body stiffened with desire. With a wailing cry, Harry shouted Sirius’ name as his cock erupted again, spilling his seed in thick streams onto the bed. Sirius felt Harry’s inner walls squeeze him even tighter, relishing the sound of Harry crying his name. He knew he was close, but kept thrusting until he felt the familiar feeling of heat washing up and down his body.

“Fuck, Harry!” Sirius growled spilling into Harry’s cavity once again.

Sirius, beyond exhausted, collapsed next to Harry’s equally exhausted body. No words were needed as Sirius gathered Harry into his arms. His eye lids began to grow heavy after only a few moments, and saw Harry neat the brink of sleep as well. Part of Sirius wanted to stay awake and ask all about his training.

But then he realized he had all the time in the world.

A/N: Yay! Just in time for Valentine’s Day (which I loathe btw). I hope this fic pleases you all, it’s been a long time since I’ve written ANYTHING. When I have the time I will definitely write more. Until next time, please review!