Can You See Me Now?

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Warning: This story is reletively dark, with hints of suicide attempts and completion. There is character death and a blatant ignorance of this by the other characters. This story was inspired by T.A.T.u's song, Clowns, though it doesn't have much to do with the song or the lyrics. I am not infringing on their rights, so don't even say I am.

A/N: Okies, so I am sorry about the long winded legal-esque disclaimer up there, but I really want to make it clear to EVERYONE that I am not trying to infringe on rights or whatnot, and I am only writing fanfictions for my own jollies. That is the only legally type disclaimer people are ever going to get from me, so rejoice for not having to read it again. Anyways, I don't want to keep you from the story any longer, so here is CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

Can You See Me Now?
Yuki
1:37 AM 12/29/2007


I'm sitting alone in the dark.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

I wait for you to notice my tears.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

The floor around me grows wet and my frame is wracked with sobs.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

I take the razor on the counter to my wrist.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

My crimson blood flows from me and splashes on the floor at my feet.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

I grow lightheaded and slowly tip over as if in a movie.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

People are all around me; you stand before me, and I am dying.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

My head hits the floor hard and the sound is loud.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

I lay in a puddle of my own blood and it seeps past the carpet and on to the wood below.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

I reach out and grab your pant leg, hoping that your finally see me.

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

You turn away from me and walk out of the room, out of my life.

My life is fading away, and as I live out my last few seconds, I truly wonder...

CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?

A/N 2: So, what did you think? Did I overdo it with the Can You See Me Now? Was that annoying? Should I stop writing and go hang myself? Anyone with an answer to any of these questions should answer them in that pretty little review box that pops up when you push the 'submit' button after selecting the 'review' option. Thanks for taking the time to review!