Clubbing Daze

This is my first attempt at Fanfiction. Please be nice.

Harry POV

Summary: Harry is trying to get life back to normal after defeating Voldemort. He is not handling it well and going to clubs to get away from the pain. Drug use, anal, rimming, DH compliant except for epilogue.

Finally time to get away from the Burrow. I love the Weasley's, but with the end of the war, Fred, Remus, Tonks, and even Hedwig gone I just can't be here for long. Everyone is trying to move on but time is not moving fast enough. There are some wounds that will only heal with time and sometimes not at all.

I say my good-byes giving a longer hug to Mrs. Weasley as she invites me to stay the night. "You know your always welcome here, Dear. It must get lonely at headquarters all alone."

I shake my head. "I have some things to do at Grimmald. Maybe another night?" Giving my best smile, with no trace of sadness.

"Alright Harry, but if you need anything, you know how to find us."

"Thanks Mum. See you soon."

I walk to the apparation point and with a pop I am gone.

~HD~

After my shower and picking out one of the sexiest outfits I own, I set out to a small club in gay London called "DarkNus." It is truly a dark place with crowded dark corners, burly bartender, and the smells of sex, sweat, and smoke. I decide to buy a pack of fags for the night. I don't normally smoke, but some nights it helps with my nerves. Tonight after leaving the Weasleys was enough reason. I don't understand what it was with tonight. I must be moodier today. So I light one of my newly acquired fags and approach the bar. Muggle drinks, yuck! Give me a firewhisky any day. I order a Strongbow cider. It's about one of the only things I can handle with what I am looking for tonight. A couple of these baby's and a few of my favorite pills should put me in a better mood.

I am searching the crowd for Liam. Liam is a squib banished from his family because he sells muggle drugs. I see him come out of the bathroom with some random bloke. He sees me as I approach. When I get to him he pulls me out by the back door. There is just enough light to see the pounds to pay and the pills I buy.

"How many?" Liam says. Conversation is short because the music is pumping so loud.

"10 Pack." I respond. I might take them all tonight depending if I find someone interesting for the night. If not there is always next time, right?

I get the little bag with the 10 pills inside.

"How much?" I ask.

"75 Pounds, for you!" Liam you are a GOD! He appreciates the tip as I hand him 80 Pounds.

"Thanks Liam! Anything new going on?" Liam always knows the new blokes in the club. Since I like my secrecy, the new guys are the best.

"There is a few hot muggles, but there is a new wizard that caught my eye. Sexy, blond, snarky, just the way you like them."

"Really?!" This is interesting. I have been taking to the blonds lately. Something about them just drive me wild. I can't hold on to one for long, but they are more fun. "Where is this mystery Wizard?"

Liam is looking around the club. I let my thoughts wonder a bit. I almost hope its Malfoy. I expect to find him out someday. After all he is the reason I found out that I was gay. When Crabbe set off the Fiendfire and Malfoy was holding me so tight on the broom, was like heaven. His hard angles and tight hold on my back, was all so right. I never was held like that, needed like that. It shot through me like the fire we were running from. Desire. I never desired anyone before like that. Of course there was Cho but that was a crush. Then Ginny, it was sweet while it lasted at the end of 6th year, but after the fire in the Room of Requirement, I could not go back to her. She never made me feel like Malfoy did. Liam is nudging me.

"Not sure where he is, must be somewhere."

I shrug and we say our good-byes.

I decide its time to sample the merchandise. I go to the bathroom and find an empty stall. When I pull out the little green bag, I have problems taking them out of the package with the excitement of the high. I see they are triangular and green. Ahh, he got some more green pyramids. This is going to be a great night! I haven't seen them in a while. Always good for a great roll. Ecstasy. Mmmmmm. I immediately pop 2 because my tolerance has gotten high. I hope they kick in soon. I decide that its time for another Strongbow so I make my way to the bar. Looking around I see a few hot blokes but nothing to write home to Mum about. They are all muggles and not like its a bad thing but there is somethings that is better with wizards, and sex is one of them.

The beat is pumping in my ears and I feel my heartbeat faster. I pull out a fag and the first inhale fills my lungs and I can tell the pills are kicking in. My head starts to tingle and I think my hair is, too. I decide to go to the dance floor as soon as my fag and cider is gone. Then I see it. Taking a pull off my fag I see the tell tale blond hair. He is out on the dance floor, moving to the beat, men crowd around, trying to see if they will have a chance with the new arrival. His head turns my way and I see his face. He looks like he is in bliss, oh Gods, he is making my pants tight!

My fag has been burned to non-existence in my findings. I take the last drink of my Strongbow and pull my Griffindor courage out of the past. As I get to the spot Draco is dancing he looks at me, in my eyes. I give him a questioning glance. He nods and I slip behind him.

"Malfoy." I breathe across his neck and he shivers.

"Potter" He responds and grinds against me.

That is all that is said for the next 3 songs. Then Malfoy drags me off the dance floor.
Once we are in a place where we can sort of hear each other, he tells me he needs some water. Water sounds good. Its cold and goes down so that it feels like its cooling your insides because of the ecstasy. When I return from the bar he has found a booth.

"So, Potter what brings you here?" I think it would have been more of a purr if we weren't in a club, but the loud music makes us yell to hear.

"I just needed to get away. Get some energy out. You?" He smirks and its Oh so sexy.

"I wanted to find some entertainment for the evening." His eyes are piercing mine as they roll back in to my head because he is influencing my emotions through my high.

"Eeentertaiiinment" I manage to get out as my jaw starts to move.

"Potter, are you alright?" If I was sober I would have seen a moment of concern before the Malfoy Mask is out back to place.

"Mmm fine. Just starting to blow up. Rrrrolls are kicking innn." As I start to lean against him. He feels so good to my skin I can't help to rub my back against his arm.

"Drugs? Muggle drugs, Potter?" He is surprised. He must be thinking that I am tarnishing my "Golden Boy" image.

"Ecstasy. Wan' some?" There is something in Malfoy's eyes. Was that a twinkle? I must be fucked up. That was supposed to be trademarked by Dumbledore right? Why is Malfoy's eyes twinkling?

"Yes Potter." What? Did Draco Malfoy just agree to take muggle drugs? A hard one at that?

"OK. Have you ever done E before?"

"A couple of times."

"How many do you want, Draco? I would start off with one. Its some good stuff."

"Give me 2." He says with that damn twinkle. I think I am lost in his eyes.

"Here" I give him 2 and he smiles. He pops one in his mouth and drinks down the cool water.

"Potter, I need some help with this other pill."

"Huh? What do you expect me to do? Eat it for you?"

"No Potter, I want you to shove it." As I said before, Huh?

"..."

"As in put it in my arse" He looks at me with hunger as his breath crosses my ear. I am in shock. Was he that close before? No one told me you could shove the pills up your arse!

Clearing my throat, "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"

"Mmm yeah."

"Come on." I take his hand and lead him to the bathroom. We have to wait a bit but then there is a couple leaving one of the stalls. We hurry in before its taken by someone else. After I close the stall, Malfoy is pulling down his tight pants that is like a second skin. My breath catches as I see the beautiful sight before me. I see Draco's puckered entrance and I can't help myself. It has to be the drugs. Before I can catch myself I am placing my hands on his arse cheeks and spreading him wide. Malfoy moans and it goes straight to my cock. With no muggle lubrication and no need of the lubricatis charm, I decide that something must be needed for him to take the pill up his arse. I swipe my tongue across the puckered flesh and Malfoy growls. Its so hot I keep going. Licking, sucking, biting the wanton, pulsing flesh as Malfoy, Draco, moans loudly.

"Gods Harry." I am getting hard as he moans my name. So I keep going encouraged by the way he is thrusting against my face. "More Harry, Gods, more!" I decide I enjoy this so I push my tongue past the tight ring of flesh. It sucks me in and Draco is bucking against me. I lave the inner walls loving the taste of him. He has his own taste, must be a pureblood thing. Its normal but kind of vanilla and something else I can't place in my drugged state. "Harry, Please!" He says. I come to just to realize that he wants me to put the pill in him. I take a pill out of the bag as I swipe my tongue out of him not wanting to completely stop, so I lick him a few times while getting another pill out of the bag. I shove it in him and hit his prostate with it. He bucks wildly as I have a finger in him. I twist it a few times and withdraw. Malfoy turns around and shoves his very hard, very big, thick, cock in my face. I whimper with need and start to suck like I am starving. I swipe my tongue in the slit as I suck back to the head every time. His legs shake every time I do that. Bobbing my head, sucking, licking, tasting him. I can't help to press the heal of my hand to my erection to ease some of the pain, but it doesn't help. I notice his muscles are starting to tighten and I suck the head a little harder when its in my mouth. Then I take the length in my mouth, as much as I can, and hum. He is saying my name, he is going to cum. As he grabs on to my hair really tight and cums in my mouth. I lap it up best I can, but he came a lot. The little that dribbled out of my mouth, he pulls me up to kiss me. It smears across our faces and he licks it off of my face. I wipe his off with my finger and lick it off.

"You need help there?" He is breathless and he sounds so sexy.

"M good, for now. Want more than we can do here." I know my voice is doing something to him. He has that desire look in his eyes.

"Your pretty kinky, aren't you Harrrry?" He says with a drawl.

"I like a lot of things, Draco. Right now I would like to get a cab to my flat with you. Are you interested?"

"Very much so, Harry. You have a flat? I thought you were in the Black House?"

"I bought a flat just a few streets over. Its my party pad. I can't bring myself to bring random people to Grimmald Place. Too many memories."

"So am I random?" Draco looks kind of insecure, maybe its the drugs. He has the mask in place now.

"No, but I don't think I could wait for the cab ride to Grimmald. Your just too hot."

"Lets go." I think I am getting better at talking to men.

He is dragging me out to the street and the cold air hits me. I shiver and the drugs kick in a little more. This is what I love about them. Even though it takes away the bulge in my pants it feels great. The energy, the high buzz, then the mellow, the chill time between, then back again over and over. Its only a few blocks but I think we should hop in a taxi. Draco has one and we are climbing in.

"Take us to 42 Lovely Lane, Please." God I need to get to the flat.

"You got it!" The taxi driver states.

I notice Draco watching me and it makes me shiver seeing the desire in his eyes. I don't think I can take THAT look much longer. My pants are getting tight again. Before I know it we are at the flat. I pay the driver and we had in to the building.

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That is my first attempt. Sorry I didn't have a beta. I just cam along with a plot and ran with it. I will post another chapter tomorrow. Please review. I love constructive feedback.

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