Long Time Coming

Restraint could only last so long.

It had been three years since that tragic accident that had brought them together. Sebastian could remember everything about that night, what he had been doing when he had been told that his charges had been killed in a freak attack, how the young boy had looked just sitting in the huge hallway with his face and clothes streaked with blood, and hearing the news that this young boy was now in his care and he was responsible for everything that happened to him. He was barely 18, just starting out in his job, still training to be an Auror and now he was in charge of a child and had to make sure that he was kept safe from whomever was out there trying to kill him. It was a lot from him to try and take on, but there was no one else that Kole could turn to and Sebastian was apparently all that he had left. It was a huge life change for him, he never had to be responsible for someone other than himself, but things seemed to be even easier once Kole opened up to him.

It had been three years since he had realized that he truly had feelings for the younger boy. It was so wrong, Sebastian knew that he was this boy’s guardian, almost like an older brother for him, but instead of seeing the young boy (and he was young, just before his 11th birthday) as family, the more he talked to him, the more he got to know him and spend time with him, the more Sebastian began to realize that the feelings that he had for the child, were something more than just family love. He had taken this child in, and instead of giving him a family that Kole probably needed more than anything, he was loving this boy in a fashion that was just wrong. But he couldn’t stop himself because those thoughts and feelings came to him almost naturally, and before he realized what was going on to him, he realized that he was in love with his young charge and that he couldn’t settle with just being his adoptive older brother. But there was no way that Kole would feel the same towards him.

It had also been three years since he had gone and fucked things up with Kole. Sebastian wasn’t the smartest person in the world and because he never had loved someone before, he didn’t know what to do with such feelings, and one night…well, he couldn’t stop himself and after trying to drink away the feelings, he ended up getting drunk and crawling into the boy’s bed with him, completely naked. If that wasn’t enough, he actually had the gall to undress the sleeping child, placing a hand over the boy’s mouth when he had jerked awake to seeing a panting and moaning Sebastian fingering his small cock. That probably had been the sobering moment, the look in the boy’s eyes was just horrifying and he couldn’t believe that he had been so close to actually raping this boy. If Kole hadn’t awaken when Sebastian was touching him, he would have awaken when the older man fucked him…because that was what he had been ready to do next. Sebastian spent that night sobering up and modifying Kole’s memory.

So now he was just trying to act like they were a normal family.

Sebastian was 21 now and Kole was ready to turn 14. it was the eve before the boy’s birthday and it had been a long day for the now Auror. He had dropped Kole off with some friends prior to leaving and after picking him up, the whole way home was the young boy’s ramblings about what he had his friends had been doing all day. It wasn’t that Sebastian didn’t like listening to the boy speak, it was just that every day it was getting harder to ignore those growing feelings inside of him. Kole was maturing into a very pretty boy (and he used the word pretty because Kole just had this feminine look about him) and Sebastian couldn’t ignore the pain and loneliness that was spreading inside of him because he knew that there was no way that the two of them would ever be together. It was just wrong, Kole probably saw Sebastian as family now, and every time Sebastian thought that he might have a chance, those feelings from that night came back to him and he had to stop himself.

“And then Bobby said that we should play truth or dare…it was…fun,” the boy’s words were filtering through his head and he finally came to grasp of what he was hearing, looking up at the boy across the table, raising an eyebrow at those very words. “Oh, so this Bobby thought that it would be fun to play a game like that…and what kinds of things did you do that were fun?” he asked softly, his voice lined with that jealousy that he was feeling at the very thought of the boy that he loved doing things in a game that Sebastian couldn’t ever do. Kole looked at him, surprised, his face blushing, but he tried to play it off as nothing, shrugging his shoulders after a moment. “Oh just telling some secrets, kissing, touching…nothing to bad…” though the way he looked was betraying the very words that he was saying and Sebastian could feel his anger rise a little more. He couldn’t blame Kole, Kole didn’t understand how he felt, but it hurt so much. And there wasn’t a damn thing that could be done about it.

His hand came up and shoved the plate away, causing the dish to fall to the floor and shatter, Kole jerking up in his seat at the sudden sound, Sebastian just shaking his head before looking back down at the now empty spot. “Sorry,” he muttered, grabbing his wand and flicking it at the mess, cleaning it up before pushing his chair away and pretty much storming out of the room. All Kole could do was watch as the man as he walked away from him, his food untouched on his plate now, a small sigh making its way out of his lips as he soon followed the man into the other room, where he found Sebastian just sitting in his chair, pretty much out of it. Walking over to the floor in front of the man, he sat down, facing Sebastian’s legs, pulling his own underneath him and pushing up so that he was sitting on his knees, peering upwards at the sulking man. “Sebastian, what’s wrong?’ he asked softly, leaning forward so that his head was resting on the man’s knees. “You aren’t acting like yourself…”

That was an understatement.

Opening his eyes slightly, Sebastian looked down at the boy and shook his head slightly, as if it weren’t important, and that was what he was going to stick with. His feelings weren’t important and he was dealing with apparently an adolescent that couldn’t help but want to experience such things with his friends. Gods, if only the young boy would allow Sebastian to just touch him like Kole’s friends had done, but there was nothing that he could do about that, there was too much of a distance between them now. “Don’t worry about it Kole, I will be fine,” he said softly, looking away after a moment, unable to move because he could feel the boy pressing against him and it was driving him mad, but he wanted this…so badly. Kole frowned slightly, looking up at the man, but shook his head, what else could he do about it? Bouncing slightly where he was, a huge grin broke out on his face as he got off the floor and climbed into the man’s lap, snuggling up against him, sighing happily.

“It’s my birthday tomorrow Sebastian, but I want my present tonight. Can I have it tonight?” Kole couldn’t help but bounce back and forth between everything, his excitement about turning 14 was apparently more important than Sebastian’s moodiness, but the man tried to just ignore his lingering pains and rolled his eyes at the boy. “Always the greedy one, aren’t you?” he asked, though he was being teasing about it, reaching up and tweaking the boy’s nose lightly in the process. The light touch made shivers go down Kole’s spine, but he shook that off as well because he couldn’t understand the feeling. It was new for him, but at the same time, it was something that he had been wanting apparently, and made him move a little closer against the man, and Sebastian couldn’t help but wrap his arms about the smaller boy, pulling him close. “And break this nice little thing that we have going on? Just kidding,” he said, his voice catching, he couldn’t let Kole know what was happening to him.

Sighing softly, he nodded his head at the boy’s question. “Fine Kole, it’s in the bedroom, so I have to go dig it out and that might take a moment. So why don’t you go clean up the kitchen and then go get changed for bed and I will get out of my work clothes and get your gift?” Kole couldn’t help but nod excitedly, hopping off the man’s lap and nearly racing to the kitchen, leaving a bewildered Sebastian behind. Once again he sighed, pushing himself off the chair and walking slowly towards his room, his whole body surging with lust and desire for the younger boy. Just having him that close in his lap had been enough to turn him on, and he wanted to get those desires out of him before meeting up with Kole again. The last thing he needed was for Kole to discover that Sebastian was severely aroused, and the last thing Sebastian needed was a throbbing dick straining in his clothing. Pulling out his wand, he pointed it at the closet, muttering a spell to pull the boy’s gift out before working on his clothing.

He only had a few precious minutes.

Clothing laid discarded on the floor as he laid down on his bed, immediately wrapping a hand about his erection and stroking it fondly, a loud moan coming out of his throat as he imagined fucking the young boy instead of masturbating, panting Kole’s name as he started to increase the pressure of his strokes, losing himself in the action. “Oh gods,” he muttered under his breath as he ran his thumb over the tip, swirling it about before stroking back down, repeating the action as he slowly thrusted into his hand. Sebastian was so out of it that he hadn’t noticed the door opening and the younger boy entering the room until he was standing right at the edge of his bed, saying his name repeatedly, his eyes not looking at his face, but focusing on his hand and its movements. Sebastian froze in mid stroke, his eyes going wide as he looked at Kole, his face paling as he tried to grab a blanket and throw it over himself. “Don’t look at me,” he said softly, turning away, trying not to show how embarrassed he was.

Kole, frowning slightly, climbed onto the man’s bed and over to where he was lying, reaching out and grabbing the man’s face, turning it towards him and looking down with those very pretty eyes. “Sebastian…is this what has been bothering you?” he asked softly, his small hand wrapping about the man’s large one, moving it up slowly, causing Sebastian to moan loudly. “S-stop…” he panted, knowing that this wasn’t right, but Kole didn’t want to stop, instead he moved so that he was at the man’s hips with his face, pulling desperately at the man’s hand, gulping in the process. “Let me…please. This…this is what I have been waiting for.” The boy’s words hit Sebastian right in the face and he couldn’t do anything but comply and allowed the boy to pull his hand away from his throbbing dick. Licking his lips, Kole looked up at the man before darting down and taking the man’s dick into his mouth, sucking on it lightly, sending little bolts of lust into Sebastian’s spine, making him jerk slightly.

Teeth scrapped against the sensitive flesh as Kole took as much of the man as possible into his small mouth, sucking on his desperately, his tongue swirling about the man’s throbbing cock. Closing his eyes, Sebastian moaned loudly, pushing upwards into the boy’s mouth, hearing him gag slightly before making up his mind and grabbing the boy’s shoulders, pulling him off of him. “You can’t do this…I am too big,” he got out barely, pulling the boy up and onto his chest, stroking the boy’s back fondly, and realizing that Kole wasn’t wearing a shirt. Actually, he wasn’t wearing anything. “Kole…did you plan on coming in here like this and tempt me?” he asked in disbelief, looking down at the boy who was nodding his head slowly, looking away. “Everyone, they have been teaching me how…to get you to…well…” he said, trailing off, his face turning red, causing Sebastian to finally see that he hadn’t needed to wait all this time after all. Apparently, he hadn’t needed to worry after all.

“Hands and knees…” it was all Sebastian could say.

Being the obedient one, Kole did want Sebastian ordered, his face flushing even more as the man moved behind him, wand out and ready, pointing it at the boy’s ass and muttering a spell, a lube coating the inside of the boy, Kole gasping at the coolness, but he didn’t move away. “I want this…I want this…” he murmured softly, nodding his head and squeezing his eyes shut as he felt Sebastian poking at him, something inserting inside of his ass, Sebastian’s finger poking about, a second sliding in and stretching him out slightly, even more so as the third finger went in. “Sebas…” the boy gasped, the nickname falling easily off his lips, Sebastian rewarding the boy by kissing the small of his back lightly. “I love you Kole…I have for all these years.” Pulling his fingers out slowly, he rubbed the lube over his erection and crawled upwards slowly, pressing the tip of his dick inside of the boy, Kole gasping again. An arm wrapped about the boy’s waist, holding him close as he slowly eased his dick inside the tight opening.

A scream met his ears, but all he could do was press his lips repeatedly to any part of skin that he could find, trying to soothe Kole’s pain, pushing in a little further, knowing that it was hard for him, but he couldn’t stop himself, not now that he started. “It will be ok,” Sebastian muttered softly, pulling out and pushing back in, moaning happily as he did so, he couldn’t help but be happy because he was getting what he wanted, after waiting for so long. Kole shook his head, not because he wanted him to stop, but because he wanted to ignore the pain, pressing back onto the man, gasping sharply as he did so, his body jolting with energy, but it was a good feeling, or at least he thought so. “Touch me,” he gasped out, knowing that Sebastian would know where, gripping the sheets as the man thrusted forward again, moaning softly, the sound new for him, but he could feel that pleasure, behind all the pain, but it was there, and that was all that mattered. “Please Sebastian…touch me,” he whined.

A hand wrapped about the boy’s dick without another word, stroking him slowly, pushing in as he did so, moaning as the young boy did, and his hand clenching him a little tighter. “Kole,” the boy’s name falling from his lips in the process, pulling out and thrusting back in suddenly, his hand stroking him in time with the hard thrusts that were continuing in and out of the boy. Sebastian knew that there was no way he could hold on for too much longer, things were so built up inside of him that he just wanted to let go now, but he wanted Kole to come…he wanted to feel that cum in his hand, so he kept stroking him as he started pounding into him desperately now, pushing deeper and deeper, knowing that he was ripping the boy, but he didn’t care, he just wanted to feel that bliss wash through him, finally fucking this boy inside of just wanking off to the thoughts of him. Kole struggle to keep his mind clear but it was so hard and suddenly he was shaking, pressing onto the man as hard as he could.

And then Sebastian got what he wanted.

Warm cum squirted onto his hand as the boy finally gave in and came, releasing that tension that he had inside of him into the man’s hand, making Sebastian smile slightly in the process, hardly believing that this had even happened to him. “Oh Sebastian,” he said fondly, rocking as the man continued to thrust in and out of him, feeling weak and tired, but he wasn’t going to let that overcome him, wanting to feel what it was like to have someone’s cum inside of him, moaning the man’s name softly under his breath, feeling those lips on his skin, making him flush even more. Sebastian knew that this boy couldn’t take too much more of his actions, but that wasn’t stopping him, wanting to push in deeper and deeper, the boy’s body was already clenching about him because of his orgasm, but he wanted to hit the boy’s peak and make him feel what this was all about, that Sebastian really did love him. “I can’t hold out much longer,” he panted, despite himself, groaning in the process.

It was almost over as soon as it began, his thrusts becoming desperate as he pushed in deeply, feeling his body giving into those many feelings inside of him, thrusting one last time as he felt himself give the only thing he could give to this boy, his cum filling up the small crevice easily, seeping out and he continued thrusting, but not as fervently, slowing down and enjoying the feeling of completeness that was washing through him now, keeping himself as steady as he could, though it was hard, he was losing himself and his body was growing heavy, now that he was completely spent. But he couldn’t stop, not until every bit of him was inside of this boy, slowing almost to a complete halt as he felt his body drip the last little bit out. “Kole…” he whispered softly, afraid to say anything else as he pulled out of the young boy, falling onto his side and pulling the young boy into his arms, holding him close, a tear trickling out of his eye for some strange reason, Kole looking at him confused before kissing it off.

“Why are you crying?” he asked, even though there weren’t any more tears, he didn’t know why this man was so sad after experiencing something so…amazing. He turned so that he was on top of the man, snuggling into his neck and kissing the skin there before looking back up at him, a small tired smile appearing on his face. “I…I am just surprised that this has happened…after everything.” Sebastian shrugged his shoulders, kissing the boy’s forehead, holding him close, sighing under his breath. “You tried once before Sebastian…I wished that you had done it then instead of making me wait for so long…and I didn’t appreciate you trying to wipe my mind clean.” Sebastian was surprised at the words coming from the boy’s lips, but there was no time to react. “Grandfather taught me a thing or two Sebastian…but I forgive you, its been hard for me too…” He didn’t need to say anything else, just snuggled against the man once more and close his eyes, ready to sleep this time.

“On your birthday, I get to fuck you,” he said before drifting asleep, leaving Sebastian…shocked.