Nursing Me Back to Health

Another full moon had come and past, and yet it wasn’t getting any easier.

Teddy looked out the window at the partial moon that was fading into the morning, his dull eyes blinking only once before turning away, not wanting to be reminded that this would happen to him in another month, and it wasn’t getting any easier. His hands gripped the windowsill as his eyes focused on the various cracks in the wood, his eyes still slightly enhanced from the previous night’s encounters, which was bothersome…he didn’t want to be reminded of who his father was in this manner. Closing his eyes, he breathed out slowly a few times before opening them, the now green orbs reflecting in the glass, a small smile shooting onto his features as he ran a shaky hand through his now bright orange hair. Why was it orange? Must be because of the shaken state that he was still in…couldn’t make it the pink that he heard his mother was always so fond of…nor the deep red that he was used to wearing around his visitor…who wasn’t there at the moment, but Teddy knew that he was coming, that presence always was made known to him (this time not due to his special…abilities) and even in his weakened state, he could still sense that he was coming.

Settling with the fact that he looked like shit, and he was certain that his younger guest would understand the way that he was at the moment, he bustled about the tiny place (once he had graduated from the school, his grandparents had presented him with the keys and deed to his parents home) he picked up the random broken furnishes and hid them away, not wanting to alarm his guest to the fact that the pains had been getting worse, he was lashing out more, but at least he hadn’t hurt anyone…if there was one thing that he was careful about, it was making sure that the outside world was unattainable to him during that time of the month. The young man had barely a chance to settle down into his overly huge and comfy chair when there was a knock at the door, a small smile appearing on his face as he chuckled and padded his way over to it. After all this time, proper manners and knocking doors was still a habit and it was something that was so endearing to him. Pulling at his baggy shorts and shirt, he opened the door and greeted his long time friend with a huge smile, almost falling backwards as a pair of slim arms encircled his slim waist, hugging him tightly.

“It’s been so long,” said the muffled tone as he felt a face being pressed into his stomach, it was taking everything inside of him not to shiver at the contact. It was something that he couldn’t understand…well, he did understand it, but he couldn’t explain when it had started to happen and he sure as hell wasn’t going to explain it to his friend…he couldn’t. It wasn’t something that was well known, but he wasn’t fond of rejection. That time when he had been caught snogging with Victorie…well, that had been staged because he didn’t want his family to see how miserable he was, seeing his beloved leave. Even those few months ago he had been feeling these things, Victorie wasn’t all too fond about being used in this manner, but she didn’t want to hurt him either…so she gave in, and he was grateful. Everyone had been fooled because his beloved had caught him in that position, not realizing that they were the reason for that charade. Laughing softly, his arms encircled the boy’s small frame and held him close, giving a quick nod at Harry before pulling the boy with him into his home. “Honestly James, its only been since September…not that long ago.”

He couldn’t help but keep his eyes on the boy, his eyes darting up and down, taking in every curve, hoping that he wasn’t being obvious with his stares, though knowing that he was probably boring a hole into the boy himself. “I am so happy that mum and dad said I could spend part of the holiday with you Teddy. I have missed you so much,” James said, once more hugging Teddy, though the touch was different, it wasn’t urgent, more like loving, those small hands moving up and down his back, and his knees shook this time, he couldn’t stop it from happening, causing him to stumble backwards. “Easy James…I had a rough…occurrence the other night and I am still not up to par,” Teddy said softly, placing a light kiss on the boy’s head, something that he had been doing for so many years now, but now it was starting to mean so much more…at least to him. He just wished that James wasn’t so young, wasn’t so oblivious, and could see how much Teddy loved him…how much he wanted him. Apparently it wasn’t clear enough…didn’t James see the special treatment he got over his siblings, how in his time of feeling so…out of it, he is the only one he allows into his home?

A light touching on his face made him snap back to reality, and he looked down at the boy, locks of black hair falling into his eyes (when did it turn black on him? Maybe when he had been lost in his thoughts?) and he couldn’t help but move his face against that hand lightly. “Teddy…you aren’t alright, are you? I could have waited an extra day…and it looks like you are going to fall over…” That small hand moved to his own and he grabbed it, pulling the werewolf down the hallway to his own bedroom, not understanding what they were doing in there. And he certainly didn’t understand why the boy was taking off his shirt, pulling down his shorts…he was glad that he had worn boxers, adverting his eyes off of the smaller boy, realizing that his hair had finally turned that shade of red to match the boy’s, his face also turning red. “Into bed, now,” the younger boy demanded, dragging Teddy to his bed and pushing him down onto it, the older boy laughing softly, shivering as he felt those hands on him now…there was no point in hiding it. “Mum told me to make sure that you were feeling alright, so I am going to be the Nurse and make you healthy again.”

With a huge smile, he turned on his heel and flounced out of the door, leaving a stunned Teddy in bed, the sheets pooled about his feet as he turned onto his side, huddling close, shivering slightly. He didn’t have the energy to move to be honest, and he wanted to wait for the younger boy…James would take care of him, and he would do whatever he could in return. And he wasn’t disappointed, seeing the boy almost skip back into his room, a teacup floating beside him, and he was obviously showing off what he had learned at school. “Teddy, you are shaking!” he said in an alarmed tone, pulling the sheets about the older boy, handing him the tea afterwards, helping him up so he could drink from it, but now that the Gryffindor was touching him, his shivering got worse and James watched, alarmed. “Teddy…what’s wrong? I am scared…” he asked in a soft whisper, throwing his arms about the werewolf for the third time, snuggling in close to him, Teddy’s stomach doing flip flops that he couldn’t ignore this time. No…this was the right time, this was the moment that he had been waiting for since September and he knew that there was no turning back.

Lifting his head up to look at the younger boy, his eyes swept over him, saw that concern and melted…it was so adorable, so kind, and Teddy knew that there was love there, he just knew. Without thinking about it, he leaned forward, pressing his lips to the boy’s softly, kissing him gently for a moment, nipping lightly at the boy’s virgin lips, a low growl making its way from the back of his throat, causing the smaller boy to shudder, causing Teddy to pull back. Looking down at the bed, James opened and closed his mouth a few times, trying to think of what to say, before looking back at the boy, his eyes full of hurt, a few tears glistening inside of them. “Why did you stop?” It was all he had to say, it was all Teddy needed to hear, and he leaned in again, capturing the boy’s lips in a more passionate kiss, reaching up and tilting the boy’s face upwards, allowing him to run his tongue over the boy’s mouth, James opening it obediently for Teddy, their tongues meeting halfway, wrapping about and pushing against one another, just like their bodies were doing at that moment. James clothed body rested against Teddy’s almost naked form and he desperately pulled him closer, wanting more.

So did the younger boy apparently, because he felt those boy’s hands pressing into his back, dragging over his skin and he couldn’t help but smirk against the boy’s bruised lips, pulling back after a moment, panting softly as he looked down at the red faced boy. He was so…adorable, and so his. Without saying a word, he reached for the boy’s robe, pushing it off of him and throwing it onto the floor, his hands working on the boy’s shirt easily, buttons popping open, the young flesh being exposed as he worked that off as well. Here was where he would spend some time though, leaning forward, pressing his lips to the soft skin, kissing the boy’s neck lightly, his hands playing with the adolescent’s nipples, causing the small nubs to perk easily, moving his mouth to one and sucking on it lightly, James whimpering loudly, squirming against him, but he didn’t jerk away or tell him to stop…which meant he had wanted this too…and that made Teddy eager, moving his mouth to the other pebble, teasing this one with his tongue and teeth, reveling in the boy’s moans. He wanted to eat him up from top to bottom, and he might just have a chance to do so tonight.

Groaning softly, he trailed his tongue down the center of the boy’s chest, the skin tasted amazing, his hands digging into the boy’s sides as he pushed the boy onto the bed, unable to stop those animalistic tendencies that were growing inside of him, his hair going from red to a bright blue, stripes appearing and changing colors randomly. Dipping his tongue into the boy’s navel, he could feel James gasp loudly, his body tensing for a moment before he relaxed, allowing Teddy to do whatever he wanted to, moaning softly now. Teddy dipped his hands underneath the boy’s pants hem, fingering it lightly before undoing the clasp and pulling it open, his hand petting the boy’s groin slowly, his fingers enjoying the feeling of the boy’s partial arousal, surprised that at his young age he was able to feel that much. “James…can I?” he asked, looking up at the boy, James only nodding in response. Teddy bit his lip slightly before pulling down the boy’s pants, his hands feeling the boy’s legs, loving the feel, there was something special about this boy and his body…he loved it. And James squirming only made him want to make him squirm even more…lovely.

All that was left was the same barrier that he had on himself, covering his hard on, and he hesitated for a moment before reaching up and peeling the boy’s boxers off, taking in every inch of his naked form, surprised that James was just allowing him to do it. It made his heart swell because he wanted this…he wanted Teddy…never had he felt so much at one time. Moving slowly back up the boy’s legs, he kissed the skin softly, enjoying the feel of it underneath his lips, there was something wonderful about it. Reaching the boy’s dick, he breathed over it lightly, causing James to move about for the first time, and reached down for it with his hand, giving it a light stroke, the action making James moan loudly, making it stand up enough so that he could bring his mouth down and kiss the tip lightly, James shivering underneath the action. Teddy couldn’t hold back any longer and took the boy’s dick completely back into his mouth, teasing the skin with his tongue, wrapping it about the boy’s member, sucking loudly on it, much to the delight of James who was panting and moaning loudly now, his hands going into the boy’s pink hair, tugging on it slightly.

Bringing it to a full erection, he sucked on it one last time before slowly releasing it from his mouth, James whimpering in response, but Teddy ignored it, his hands going to his hips and pulling off his own boxers, crying out slightly as the cold air hit his sensitive erection, tossing the material on the floor, reaching for his wand. “Get on your hands and knees James…it makes things easier for your first time…I don’t want to hurt you too much.” He watched with amusement as the boy got on his knees, a lone finger trailing up his newly acquired arousal, shivering before placing his hands on the bed, Teddy moving into position behind him, placing his wand at the boy’s opening, muttering a gel spell, James squealing as the cold liquid seeped inside of him. Teddy reached out and smeared to gel onto his fingers before pushing one digit into the puckered hole, James moaning at the contact, the tight hole making Teddy squirm…he wanted to claim the boy’s ass as his own, but he had to do this first, thrusting the one digit in and out a few times before inserting the second one, James grunting softly, a little bit of pain shooting through him, but he wasn’t going to show it.

Soon the third finger was inserted and James let out a pain cried, but bit if back, allowing the boy to fuck him with his fingers, moaning softly, starting to enjoy the sensation, despite the pain. “Yes Teddy…feels good,” he said in a clear tone, though there was lust there, and Teddy shook with pleasure at it. Pulling his fingers out, he wasted no time replacing the digits with his hot cock, thrusting into the boy quickly, James screaming out of pleasure, Teddy moaning loudly at how tight this boy really was. “Fuck James,” Teddy cried out loudly, forgetting that this was the boy’s first time, fucking him as if he had done this before, not even bothering to slow his pace, those instincts taking control. James, crying out of pain, moaning from the pleasure, pushed back on the boy, impaling himself further, crying out loudly as he felt the boy’s dick brush something that made him shudder violently. His hand reached for his cock and he stroked it quickly, shaking as he desperately held himself up, those hands on his hips keeping him up for the time being so he could masturbate to the boy’s actions. He didn’t even realize what he was doing, just going with his gut, and enjoying himself.

Teddy grunted, his thrusting becoming his sole focus, pushing in and out, the slapping sounds mingling with the sounds of pleasure and pain, his body shaking as he pushed himself as hard as he could, wanting to climax, wanting to come in the boy and feel that sensation for the first time with James, his body convulsing as he pushed himself closer and closer. James’ hand worked on his dick some more, though he was shaking violently, and with a loud cry he came in his hand, clenching down on the boy’s cock, causing Teddy to jerk, his orgasm coming early, his cum shooting into the tiny hole and seeping back out onto him, his hips still going as he drained himself inside the boy, huffing and wheezing, his body growing faint because he didn’t know how he could do this in his condition. Collapsing onto the bed, he brought the boy to him, working him off of his dick, and turning him to hold him in his arms, placing sloppy kisses everywhere. James snuggled into the boy, hearing Teddy’s heartbeat, feeling how warms he was, looking up at him with those large green eyes. “I love you Teddy…but I think that you already knew that…and I am glad I could nurse you back to health.”

Grinning, Teddy kissed the boy’s head on last time, holding him close and just reveling in the feeling that this boy gave him. No one would ever know how this boy had saved him, and no one needed to know, but James wasn’t going anywhere from here on out, and Teddy had something to fight for, something to live for…someone who loved him. “I love you too James, I always had, but this is the first time I have ever had the courage to tell you. And now that I have, now that we have given ourselves to one another, you are mine…forever.” Reaching for his wand, he flicked it once, pulling the sheets up about him, sighing once more as he felt that wave of warmth crash through him, needing it, needing James, and knowing that he had him now. James giggled softly, kissing the boy’s neck, humming under his breath. “No one will ever have you again, I promise that Teddy.” Wrapping his arms tightly about him, Teddy, smiled, resting his head against the boy’s and just closed his eyes, allowing his fears and worries to completely disappear. This was his moment, this was his now, and he wasn’t going to ever feel lonely again…and it was…eternal.

“Next time I get to be the Nurse…"