Now Don't Break Me

It was his 21st birthday.

Granted, he had had plenty of birthdays in the past, but this one was supposed to be special, after all, he was old enough to officially do whatever he wanted to career wise, and he was finally no longer considered as a teenager. It was about time that the world would finally see him as a full-fledged adult. Which was why he was only wanting to have an intimate gathering with the few people that meant the most to him, and alas, even after the food was gone, the candles blown out, and the gifts exchanged…there was this lingering disappointment inside of him that he wasn’t able to just get rid of. Shutting the door as the last guest left, he looked back at the small pile of gifts, sighing softly. Grandma Tonks had been so sweet and had gotten him a brand new quill set and several mementos that his mother had left behind for him, Ron and Hermione had been kind enough to buy him several new dress robes seeing that he had shredded the last ones, Harry and Ginny had given him a new broom and a wizarding chest set, and Victoire…well, lets just say that on top of the beautiful scarf she had made that she also had given him a hearty slap on the face when he confessed that he wasn’t really in love with her…something that he didn’t want to relive.

But out of everyone that was there, one person had been missing, and not even Harry was able to explain. James, the one person that Teddy had wanted to see since he had returned to the school, had been unable to accompany his parents here, and refused to say why. That only caused the hole in his heart to grow into something uncontrollable, and he almost just left his guests in the living to go mope about in his room. He couldn’t understand why the boy didn’t want to come and see him…after all, they had always been so close…or at least they had been until this whole thing with Victoire had been made known (seeing that he had been the one to find them). Teddy didn’t understand it really, but apparently the younger boy had been hurt to find his cousin snogging with him and their relationship started to crumble. And now he was really regretting that it all happened. At that time he didn’t know what had gotten into him, but now he realized that he was just caught up in the moment and James had unfortunately seen that, and there was no taking that back. It seemed that no matter how hard he tried, he was failing to make it up to James and he was seeing this boy further and further himself from their friendship, and it hurt so much.

A pain that seemed to be growing inside of him at that moment.

Sighing softly, he walked back into his living room and sat down in one of the chairs, closing his eyes and trying to ignore the pang in his heart, knowing that it was probably breaking because of the fact that this boy didn’t want to be his friend any longer, and Teddy all he could do was sit there and realize that it was all his fault. He was the one that had made the decision to not correct James when he had found them in that position, he was the one that refused to tell the younger boy the real truth, and he was the one that was still hiding things from the Potter boy that he didn’t think that he would ever be able to tell him…unsure if it would be accepted and acknowledged. It was hurtful and he realized that it was really his fault and there wasn’t anything he could do about it if the other boy refused to even come and see him on his own birthday. Gods, there was nothing that was going to take away that pain that he had on the inside, and all he could do was just sit there and wonder what he was going to do, knowing that James didn’t want anything to do with him any more. It was just that…he really regretted the fact that he waited so long to finally figure things out, and now that he knew how he really felt, he knew that there was no way he could make up for it.

Wanting to just fall asleep where he was sitting, he was so close to it when he heard a light rapping at his door, wondering if someone had come back for something that they had forgotten. He told his guests to feel free to just pop in for the party, so he was shocked that someone would be knocking, but he was able to pull himself out of his chair and dragged his feet towards the insistent knocking. Apparently, whatever this guest wanted from him, it had to be important because they weren’t going away seeing that it was taking him a long time to get over to the door…every step was painful for some reason and he wondered if maybe he was falling ill. Leaning against the wall, he puffed out softly, his chest heaving after a moment, a few muttered words falling from his lips. “Just a moment,” he croaked out, stopping to look at himself in the mirror, knowing that he looked like shit. Stumbling forward, he grabbed the door and pulled it open, almost yelling into the darkness, not seeing anyone standing there because he hadn’t realized how late it was. “Well, what do you want?” he asked, slurring out the words, unable to focus clearly, though he was pushed against the wall as a pair of arms were thrown about him, crushing his body, though it wormed a smile onto his face.

What a turn of events this was.

The small frame snuggled up against him and Teddy couldn’t help but chuckle, wrapping his arms about the smaller boy and holding him close, breathing a sigh of relief, surprised that he had been holding his breath there for a moment. “I am so sorry Teddy…its just that I didn’t want to be here while…she was here and I wanted to spend some time alone with you so I just told my parents to come alone and I waited until they were asleep to sneak out because I had to see you…I mean…well, I wanted to see you and I felt bad for making you wait…and…and…and…” The boy was silenced as a finger was pressed lightly against his lips, Teddy smiling as he did so. “Shh…its okay James, I promise…” Pulling back he shuffled over to the door, trying to close it, though he fell against it, clutching his chest in the process, James rushing over to his side as he howled softly in pain. “Teddy…what’s wrong…tell me what’s wrong.” The older boy looked sideways at James, his eyes flashing between gold to red, his hair turning a bright orange in the process. “James, I need my medicine.” The words fell out of him quickly as he struggled to keep his composure, the moon glaring at him from up above. How could he have forgotten that they were entering this period of the month?

Sliding down the side of the wall, his hand clutching at his chest, he hadn’t even realized that the boy had left him there until James was back in his vision, holding the potion bottle in front of his face, his hand shaking violently as he waited for the older boy to reach out and grab it, though he couldn’t even raise his arm high enough to do so. “James…do it for me,” he whispered softly, closing his eyes after a moment, trying not to lose control of himself, gripping his clothing tightly because it was all he could do, the pain was way too much. James fumbled with the lid, barely getting off, holding the bottle to the older boy’s lips, tilting it upwards, though the liquid just sloshed down the side of the boy’s mouth, and James realized that Teddy had no idea what was going on now, losing that sanity inside of him. “No Teddy, don’t give in,” he said, his voice shaking as he did the only thing that came to mind, pouring some of the foul liquid into his mouth, and leaning forward, pressing his lips against the boy’s, forcing the fluid into the older boy’s mouth, pushing it as best as he could with his tongue, making sure that he got it all out of him before pulling back, awaiting the boy’s fate with wide eyes, unsure about what to do next. He had never been around when this had happened before.

Teddy was…well; the boy’s actions sent his mind reeling.

Cracking his eyes open after those lips left his own, he swallowed the liquid quickly, just staring at the boy, uncertain as to what to say next. “More…” he finally got out and James nodded, holding the vile up to the boy’s lips, though Teddy shook his head, reaching out and grabbing the boy’s shirt, pulling him closer. “I didn’t mean the medicine…I meant you,” he said softly before pressing his lips to the boy’s once again, this time he was the one to push his tongue into James’ mouth, the boy freezing up for a moment before wrapping his arms about Teddy’s neck and pulling him closer, kissing him back with more passion than Teddy thought he was capable of. Even though he wasn’t feeling the greatest, he pulled the boy to him, picking him up as he stood, staggering for a moment before walking into the living room, placing the smaller boy on the rug by the fireplace, straddling the boy’s waist easily, just looking down at him for a moment. “James, I broke up with Victoire…she knows that I was only using her to kill the loneliness of losing you. I just couldn’t stand the fact that I wasn’t going to be going to the school with you, so I turned to her to try and feel better, and that was when you caught us…I am sorry. I didn’t mean for you to be misled like that.”

James looked up at the boy and shook his head slightly. “It’s alright Teddy, I understand. I should have told you sooner that…that I have feelings for you, but I didn’t want to ruin whatever you had going with her.” James looked off to the side and blushed slightly, causing Teddy to chuckle to himself…this boy was so cute and it only made him want the smaller boy even more. Reaching out, he ran a hand down the side of the boy’s face, purring softly as he did so. “James, I love you…I have loved you for so long, I just couldn’t tell you because I didn’t think that you would feel the same way.” Smiling, he leaned down and pressed his lips to the boy’s once more, sighing softly at the nice feel, the smaller boy underneath him was just what he needed for the longest time ever. James wasn’t even given the chance to respond, feeling the urgency of the boy on top of him, once more holding him tightly to him as the older boy kissed him, their tongues pressing against one another, sending shivers up and down James’ spine. “Mmm,” he moaned loudly, wanting more, not caring about the fact that he was still so young, he wanted this more than anything. Teddy pulled back for a moment, his mouth nipping at the boy’s neck, feeling the flush on the boy’s skin, knowing that this was absolutely perfect.

“I love you.” James said breathlessly, staring up at the boy.

This was all Teddy needed, a low growl escaping his throat as he raked his hands down the boy’s front, yanking the boy’s shirt open, exposing a pale chest that he leaned down and immediately started to cover with kisses, trailing them to one pink nipple that he sucked into his mouth, biting at it and causing James to wince, wriggling underneath Teddy. Moving his mouth to the other one, he bit down on this one as well, drawing a little blood, which he sucked up, swallowing it without thinking. “Sweet,” he murmured, moving his lips down further, his hands making easy work on the boy’s pants as he slipped his tongue into the boy’s navel, licking and sucking at the skin, James moaning with pleasure, his hands running through the boy’s now purple hair, pulling at it softly. Teddy finally freed the boy of his pants, his hands running up the boy’s legs before grabbing his boxers and pulling them down slowly, James closing his eyes, not wanting to watch, that faint blush appearing on his face, making Teddy smile up at him. “You are so cute…and your body is simply to die for James, and I mean that.” James beamed up at the boy and nodding his head slightly, though nothing was coming to his mind to speak and Teddy took that as a good sign. He loved this boy.

Hands made quick work of the boy’s think shirt and soon Teddy’s eyes were just skimming over the boy’s naked form, taking in as much as he could. How he had managed so long to make it without having this moment with the boy, he didn’t know, but now that James was there, everything seemed to be sliding into place and Teddy felt whole. Slipping his hands to the boy’s waist, his ran his fingers lightly over the soft skin, biting his lip as he leaned down closer, wanting to see if the boy was as yummy as he looked, and pressed his lips to the boy’s stomach, James immediately freezing, squirming slightly underneath Teddy. “Shh baby,” he said softly, looking up at James and then moving his mouth back to the boy’s stomach, kissing the skin, running his tongue over the soft flesh, moaning as he did so. It truly was a magnificent taste and he wanted more…there was no telling him no at that either. Teddy moved his mouth to the boy’s groin, breathing lightly over the boy’s cock, licking his lips before leaning down and kissing the flesh softly, groaning as he did so, James hissing and jerking his hips slightly at this new feeling. Teddy growled, this time because he was going to have this boy, after waiting for so long, and he dived down once more advancing on the boy’s hard member.

And victory never tasted as sweet as this.

Without waiting, he took the boy’s erected member into his mouth and sucked on it, tired of being gentle, wanting to make the boy want him…to need him…squirming and panting…and moaning would be nice as well. His warm mouth moved up and down, his tongue wrapping about the heated dick, moaning as he continued his actions, feeling the boy’s cock twitched in his mouth, knowing that the boy was feeling that pleasure. James closed his eyes, writhing about, though the boy’s hands kept him steady and he shuddered, his body flushing as that mouth kept torturing him, moans and pants making it out of his mouth, whimpering as he felt those teeth grate over the sensitive skin. “Teddy…” he moaned loudly, pulling the boy’s hair, making the loudest whimpering sound ever, clenching his eyes as he tried not to lose it…not so soon. Teddy’s mouth made the cutest slurping sounds and he ate up his newly acquired lover, licking the tip of his dick, the boy’s precum making him squirm, now…he wanted this boy more than anything, and fucking him with his mouth wasn’t enough yet. With a last suck, he moved off the wet dick, reaching down and rubbing the slit with his thumb, making James cry out harshly, before moving further down…there was something else he wanted.

“Teddy…?” The boy huffed out softly, his face flushed as he realized that he was still hard, resisting the urge to touch himself. He would have said something else, but he was cut off as he felt that tongue enter him swiftly, not even realizing that the boy had pressed his face between his ass cheeks, grunting as the boy started to fuck his ass with his tongue. While he was being tortured, Teddy was enjoying this new taste that the boy had on him, pushing his tongue deeper and deeper into the boy, knowing that before he even had a chance to fuck him, he would push James over the edge, the boy’s body was so tender as is and was starting to show the signs of wearing down. When the boy’s body clenched down on his mouth, he was rewarded with the cries of the younger boy as he shot cum over his stomach, grinning as he was finally able to pull back, looking down at the panting boy, running his fingers over his spoiled stomach. “So beautiful,” he cooed softly, bringing one finger to his lips, licking the cum off of it, then pressing the other to James lips, the boy timidly licking off his own body fluids. “Good boy,” Teddy said softly, loosening his belt and tugging at his pants. Granted, James was already spent, but he was hard as fuck and he had to do this…this could be his only chance.

Gods only knew what would happen after this night.

Tossing his pants to the side, he yanked his boxers off violently and ran his hand over the boy’s stomach once more, smearing that sticky cum on his own dick, and pushing it quickly inside of the panting boy, moaning loudly and causing the worst scream ever to come out of James’ mouth. But those eyes on the boy…it told Teddy to continue…to push forward and so the werewolf did so, their bodies slamming together, making the oddest slapping sounds, but that didn’t stop the older boy. James shyly reached up and wrapped his hands about the boy’s waist, Teddy smiling through the pleasure at the action, leaning down and kissing him harshly, their mouths bruising at the action, his tongue making a quick tour of the boy’s smaller mouth, James tasting himself on the boy’s tongue…it was slightly erotic actually. Moaning into the kiss, Teddy continued to fuck the boy quickly, his animalist instincts guiding him, that orgasm threatening to break through him any moment, and James feeling like despite he was being torn in two, that he was receiving the greatest gift of all. Teddy continued to thrust deeper into the boy, his dick hitting the boy’s prostate and he could feel the boy jerk at the feeling. Pulling back from his mouth, he growled loudly, his eyes flashing black as he controlled the boiling blood inside of him, not wanting to change because of his activities.

Grunts filled the room as Teddy forced himself as deep as he could into James; the boy’s screaming had turned into loud moans, nails digging into Teddy’s back as he got more into it, thrusting his hips upwards, accepting more of the boy’s cock into him each time, Teddy’s name falling from his lips continually. “James…” Teddy moaned loudly, pushing in one last time and feeling himself hit that limit, his body spazzing once, his cum quickly filling the boy’s orifice, Teddy continuing to fuck the boy until he was spent and then some, finally collapsing in a messy heap onto James, who immediately rewarded him with an innocent kiss on his lips and a small stroke on his cheek. “Teddy…why did you wait so long to make me yours?” he asked with tears in his eyes, though he was happy as ever, after all, he had been harboring feelings that he thought would go unreturned and now he was being given something that no one would ever be able to take away. Teddy looked at the boy and laughed softly, pushing his head into the boy’s hand, sighing softly as he gently removed his dick from the boy, laying on his side and pulling the boy to him. “I had to wait…until you were old enough to feel this passion…this feeling…now you won’t ever go without feeling…loved.” James smiled up at the boy and nodded his head slightly, kissing his nose briefly before smashing his face into the boy’s neck.

“Teddy…I am your birthday gift…so don’t break me.”