Snow White Queen

A/N: This is my first fic so R+R would be highly appreciated! Also, for all intents and purposes,this story takes place during the Trio's seventh year, making Hermoine 18.

It’s all over. The War, the Final Battle. It’s over. There is no hope anymore. Harry died. Ron died. All those I loved, dead. But I live. As does the only one I thought I could trust.


Severus Snape.


Being a Mudblood in Voldemort’s world is hard enough. Having to be the wife-slave to your former Potions Professor is even worse.

'Stoplight, lock the door.

Don’t look back.

Undress in the dark

And hide from you

All of you…'

Merlin, I wish I could lock a door here or ward one against him. They locked my power, so I can’t. Thankfully he gives me the privacy to undress and get under the bedcovers before he comes in and uses me. He told me to forgive him, that he has to do this or Voldemort will kill him, that I have to trust him.


I won’t trust him, ever. I don’t believe him. I can’t.

'You’ll never know the way your words have haunted me.

I can’t believe you’d ask these things of me.

You don’t know me

Now or ever.'

I can still remember what he told me that first day.


“You should be thankful it’s me who owns you and not Malfoy or the Dark Lord himself.”


Damn him! It’s his fault I’m still alive. He fucking killed Dumbledore, but came back right before the battle to get me and Tonks to safety. Tonks decided that she was going to hex Severus instead. Rather stupid of her, really. Severus is an extremely powerful wizard. So she got hit with her own hex. Severus grabbed my arm and Apparated away with me. He hid me in a house somewhere, and then left me.


I tried to escape, I really did!

I just failed.

For the first time in my life, I, Hermione Jane Granger, failed at something.


Gods, I wish I were dead. I ask Severus once a week “Why don’t you just kill me and get it over with?”

His words are always the same:

'You belong to me,

My Snow White Queen

There’s nowhere to run,

So let’s just get it over.

Soon, I know you’ll see,

You’re just like me.

Don’t scream anymore my love

Cause all I want is you.'”


I don’t even get to undress myself and hide before he takes me that last time. I’ve learned to lie on my back and think of England, to just leave my body and think of the good old days, when I could go outside whenever I wanted, when I had friends and people who loved me.


I’ve learned to be dead inside and to not scream and cry anymore.


I’m so tired. Tired of everything. I wish I were dead, but sleeping will have to do.


'Wake up in a dream

Frozen fear.

All your hands on me

I can’t scream

I can’t Scream!'

Gods, kill me! He’s touching me. It’s the middle of the night and he’s touching me! I repeat the prayer that has become my mantra.


‘Merlin let me die. Kill me. Gods, I beg of you, Kill me!’

'I can’t escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don’t sleep.
I DON’T SLEEP!'

He’s saying it again. Not again, no please…

'You belong to me,

My Snow White Queen

There’s nowhere to run,

So let’s just get it over.

Soon, I know you’ll see,

You’re just like me.

Don’t scream anymore my love

Cause all I want is you.'


“You don’t love me!” I hissed at him, fully expecting a slap.


“I don’t dare. It would mean the death of us both.” He said… Almost regretfully?

I can’t save your life,
Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting'

“You may die soon anyway, Hermione. And I will be helpless to stop it.”

(3 Months Later)

I was allowed outside today. Voldemort gave Severus an estate. I’m sitting out in the garden on one of the stone benches. I wish I could enjoy it more. Weeping ruins it a lot. But I have a good reason to weep. I’m pregnant. Severus comes out and stares at me.

'I’m losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides'

Why do you cry? It’s a good thing. You’ll be kept alive a while longer. So, for now at least,

'You belong to me,

My Snow White Queen

There’s nowhere to run,

So let’s just get it over.

Soon, I know you’ll see,

You’re just like me.

Don’t scream anymore my love

Cause all I want is you.'”