TRYING TO REMEMBER

There was a flash of light and Sirius Black came flying through the veil. He looked up and saw a man with tawny and silver hair past his shoulders and a full beard. Sirius drew his wand that he was holding those years ago, and pointed it at the man.

“Leave me alone or I’ll kill you.”

“Is that how you thank the person who brought you out from the veil?” the man said hoarsely.

Sirius recognized the voice and the eyes immediately, it was his best friend and true love, Remus Lupin.

“What happened?”

“We don’t have time now, let’s go.” He gathered his things and shrunk them to fit in his rucksack.

“Do you think you can apparate?”

“Let’s see.”

Sirius apparated from one side of the room to the other.

“Looks good, twelve Grimmauld?”

“No, my cottage.”

"Really?"

“Well it would certainly give the current occupant a shock. C’mon I want to avoid any aurors if at all possible, too many questions.”

They apparated to Lupin’s cottage. Sirius grabbed Lupins arm.

“Okay so when are you going tell me?”

“Tell me what?”

“What’s going on, you looked like you have aged ten years.

“Two and a half to be precise, but thanks.”

“It’s been that long?”

“Yeah.”

“You look horrible.”

“Funny war will do that to you.”

“And how goes the war, do you think Dumbledore will let me join the fight?”

“That war’s over,” Remus looked down sadly.

“What’s the matter? Oh no not Harry.”

“Harry is fine, Albus is dead.”

“What?”

“Voldemort went into hiding after the disaster in the mininstry. Harry wasn’t even having headaches anymore.”

“Just lying low?”

“He wouldn’t make a move with Albus around, he was still afraid of him. So he plotted to have him killed using his newest Death Eater Draco Malfoy. Narcissa made sure Draco wouldn’t fail by making Severus take an unbreakable vow.”

“Which was?”


“If Draco couldn’t kill Albus, he promised Narcissa he would. And he did right in front of Harry.”

“That bastard, I knew it once a death eater always a death eater.”

“Before you go off.”

“C’mon Remus you’re defending him?”

“Severus told Albus about it and they came up with a plan the only way to draw Voldemort out was to kill Albus.”

“Who was going to help Harry?”

“He taught Harry about Horcruxes and how difficult it would be to get past the defences.”

“Hor who?”

“Voldemort split his soul into seven places, and hid six into various items. Once a piece of his soul is incorporated into these items, they become a horcrux. The diary that Harry destroyed his second year was one. Remember the locket in the library?”

“How did it end up at my house?”

“Regulus stole it from Voldemort.”

“My brother Regulus?”

“Know any other Regulus? Left a nasty note too.”

Sirius smiled, “I guess he finally saw the light.”

“I guess he did.”

“Speaking of Harry.”

“He’s a little worse for the wear, all things considering.”

Sirius could tell that Remus was not being entirely truthful.

“Are you sure Remus?”

Remus looked down and shook his head. “He’s a mess. On his journey he discovered more about you and Lily and James and was devastated that he never really go to know any of you. It’s why I brought you back. I couldn’t give him his parents but I could give him his godfather. As much as I try to do for him he really needs you.”

Sirius put his curled his forefinger under Remus’ chin lifted his head and looked into those familiar eyes. “And you Moony? Do you need me?”

Remus heart was beating faster at his mere touch. “You know I do.”

Sirius moved closer and kissed Remus on the lips. At first a slight brushing, then harder. Before long they both had their mouths open and tongues were exploring all too familiar territory. Remus finally pulled away.

“What did you pull away for?”

“I couldn’t stand your stomach growling any longer.”

Sirius heard another growl. “Hey sounds like someone I know in the middle of the throes of passion.”

Remus looked down blushing, “Very funny. I figured something light since you haven’t eaten for awhile.”

He started to make a salad. “Roast beef sandwiches okay?”

“Sure.”

“Mustard, pickles and onion?”

“You know me so well.”

Remus made the sandwiches and they sat down to eat. All the while they looking up shyly at each other making the other blush just like a couple of teenagers. After eating Remus cleared the dishes and looked at Sirius intently.

“Why don’t you go up and take a shower? After two and a half years with out one, well you know.”

“Take one with me?”

“As much as I would love to, I have some things I need to care of. I’ll make some tea and wait for you down here. There are towels in the loo and a t-shirt and pyjama bottoms on the bed. They should fit you.”

“Cocky bastard aren’t you? Preparing for this before you even got me.”

“Just hopeful.”

“Oh and Remus, thank you.”

“No problem.”

While Sirius was taking a shower Remus put on the water for the tea. He then sat down and wrote out a note.

Dear Harry

I would like you to stop by for lunch tomorrow around noon. I have a surprise for you. I will not take no for an answer. Because this is of a delicate nature please come by yourself.

Yours,

Remus

He put the note in an envelope called Socrates and gave him the letter to deliver.

“Harry Potter.”

Remus heard the water from the shower stop, and was wondering what Sirius was doing at that moment. Just getting out of the shower with his hair all wet and dripping down his back, down to his ass, his tight delectable ass. Remus wanted Sirius in the worse way. He turned off the the tea, and quietly went up the stairs. He waited outside and when the door clicked and Sirius walked out Remus grabbed his arm turned him around and pushed him against the wall kissing him very hard.

“I want you and I want you now.”

“And the tea?”

“Shut up.”

Remus pushed Sirius into the bedroom and threw him onto the bed. He started kissing his neck, then down his chest, kissing and sucking on his left nipple all the while twisting the right one, shortly switched. He then licked his way down to his belly button licking the insides. At this point Sirius was fully aroused, Remus took off the towel and started to kiss the inner thighs then started licking his balls and at the same time he put his hand around the base of his cock and started stroking it. He then started to lick the underside of his long hard shaft until he got to the top of his leaking cock. Then took his hardness in his mouth and started licking the tips underside. Sirius was writhering and moaning loudly as Remus started sucking him off. He the placed his hands on top of his lovers head and then started moving his hips up and down thrusting himself deep inside his lovers throat. He started panting heavily, his heart racing and shout out his name as he came. Remus swallowed his seed and then moved up to Sirius lips and kissed him.

“That Mr. Lupin was incredible.”

“I aim to please.”

“And please you did. You know you’re way overdressed.”

“I believe I am. Do you trust me?”

“Since you brought me back I think I can.”

“Good.”

Remus took a scarf from his side draw and blind folded him. “You are going to enjoy this I promise.”

He than grabbed three more and tied each leg to the foot board so he was lying there spread eagle. He then took the last scarf and tied his hands together, raised them above his head then tied them to the headboard.

“Remus what are you doing?”

“Lay back and enjoy.”

Remus took a plume and dragged it slowly across his face, then he leaned in and kissed him. He then dragged the plume down his chest and circled each nipple. He then went down his torso moving the feather from one side to another down to his semi-arousal and was teasing him. Sirius was started writhering, he was getting even more aroused. Remus muttered something and a bowl of ice cubes appeared. He the got off the bed and undressed, Sirius started to whimper at the lack of touch.

“Shhhh enjoy.”

Remus took an ice cube and followed the same path that he took with the plume, except licking the water as he went along. His lover was seriously aroused again with pre-cum leaking from the tip. Sirius then felt something go around the base of his cock.

“What was that?”

“A cock ring, I don’t want you to come just yet. Feel good?”

“I want you to fuck me now.”

“In good time, luv.”

“Then take the blindfold off.”

“Not yet.”

Remus licked his way down his shaft, down past his balls crack of his ass. He conjured a pillow and shoved it under Sirius for better access. He then started tongue fucking Sirius’ ass. Sirius was moving his head back and forth “Fuck Moony!!”

Remus found the message lotion, he bought for the occasion, poured some on his palms rubbed them together and worked it through his fingers. He then took his index finger and worked it slowly into Sirius opening and moved it around until he found the sweet spot. His lover’s eyes rolled back into his head and was moaning loudly.

“I need to come.”

“Soon.”

He stuck his middle finger inside and started to open and close his fingers like scissosrs as he moved them in and out and side by side. With his other hand he removed the blindfold. He then removed his fingers and Sirius whimpered again.

“Fuck me.”

“As you wish.”

Remus untied his legs and put them on his shoulders as to get a better angle, he leaned in and kissed Sirius lips then sucked of his nipples as he was lathering his own cock with the massage oil. He slowly guided his cock inside his lover, Sirius moaned from the shear ecstasy of feeling Remus inside of him. Remus stated moving slowly, each time hitting his prostate.

Sirius wanted more “Faster.”

Remus stopped for a second and removed the cock ring. The he started pounding him and pumping Sirius cock to the rhythm. It didn’t take long for Sirius to come and from the contraction of his muscles Remus spilled his seed right after. Remus collapsed on top of Sirius while still inside. He wanted this to last as long as possible. They were still breathing heavily.

Sirius ran his hands through Remus’ hair. “Where did you learn that babe?”

“Research.”

“Remind me to help me with your research next time.”

“Anytime.”

Remus leaned in and kissed his breast bone and then up to his lips before he rolled off of him.

Sirius rolled on his side looking into his lover’s eyes. “I love you, babe.”

Remus smiled. “I love when you call me that. And if you hadn’t noticed I love you too.’”

Sirius gathered his lover in his arms and started running his fingers through Remus’ hair. It felt nice no wonder Remus loved doing it to him. Sirius eyes started roaming down Remus’ body. “What happened here?” Sirius touched three raw scars. Remus winced.

“Final battle.”

“How long ago was that?”

“About six months.”

“But it hasn’t healed?”

“In time it will.”

“You want to tell me about it?”

“Not now, I just want to enjoy you being here in your arms. It was just really bad.”

“You okay?”

“I am now.”

Sirius leaned in and kissed him deeply.

“What was it like in the veil?”

“It was dark, I had no sense of time or being, at times I wished I was dead.”

“Then you wouldn’t be here with me.”

“And there’s no where else I’d rather be.”

“C’mon let’s get some sleep. I have a surprise for you tomorrow.”

“You’re going to kill me. C’mere.” Sirius pulled Remus closer and kissed the top of his head. “Good night babe.”

“Night.”