Because He Loves Me

Disclaimer: don’t own these guys but I sure wish I did.


AN-For those who’ve liked my other works here’s another it’s a one shot with some lemon in the middle -AN

Beta: vampchic

Warnings/pairings: Mentions of Draco/Harry, is Lucius/Harry, mentions of mpreg.

Because He Loves Me


"Harry, can I ask you something?" the tall blonde asked as he reclined back on the couch.


"Mm, you know you can," Harry said, looking up above his book he was reading.


"Why do you fuck my father?" the blonde said, straight faced.


"Excuse me?" Harry asked, shocked and scared at that question.


"Why is it that you feel you need to fuck my father when he comes to visit?"


"I thought you knew why! I, it's been going on for over seven years now, Dray. You knew this when we got together."


"I thought you'd stop after we got together. I never even thought you'd continue spreading your legs for him. Do you like being a whore, Harry?"


"You're a bastard, Draco!"


"No my parents were married before they conceived me, unlike you. I guess you learned how to be a whore from your mother…"


((SMACK))


The sound reverberated off the walls of the comfortable living room.


"… How…could…you? Why would you say something like that to me?" Harry asked, his eye's starting to flood.


"Your mother was a whore - she slept with everyone and the only reason she married your father was because he knocked her up… Are you even sure James was really your father?"


"Do you hate me so that you'd treat me this way? I've let your father fuck me for the last seven years because he loves me. Because I'm the other parent to your baby sister and because he would disown you if I didn't. I've grown to love him; I guess I was mistaken in my love for you. You are a sorry, lonely bastard and you always will be. You can't stand to see someone happy unless it's you. Get out of my house, I won't stand for you to be in my presence a moment more!"


"The other parent…? My father said mother had her. I was dating you when Emily was born - how could you be her other parent? Did mother cheat on father with you?"


"No, I was pregnant with Emily, you twat! I was drunk, your father was drunk, I was upset at you and ended up pregnant. I had charms up throughout my pregnancy and when I gave birth, you thought it was an appendicitis," Harry said angry at his now ex-boyfriend.


"Did mother know that father was cheating on her before Emily was born?"


"Mm, I suspect so. She did walk in on a very rambunctious session once, so yes, I do believe so. He had me in some very awkward positions I must say. I think that was about three months after Emily was born - but she stood there and watched as he rammed into me. Stood there drinking and smirking as he called out my name whispering that he loved me."


"Does Emily know that you're her mother?"


"Yes, she's known from the beginning who I am and that I am not married to her father."


"Harry?" They both turned at the sound of the deep sultry voice coming from the fire. "Harry, are you there?"


"Go answer him, whore. I'll be collecting my things and shall leave you alone from now on."


"Lucius? What is it?" Harry asked, sitting in front of the fire so he could see him.


"It’s Emily, love. She fell off her horse today when something spooked it."


"Is she okay, what's wrong? Has she seen a Medi-wizard?"


"The Medi-wizard said she'd be fine in a few days, just need to rest the muscles she pulled in the fall. She had a broken arm and a slight concussion but that was healed quickly. She's been asking for you and I can't get her to stop crying. Please come home and make her stop, the house elves are frightened she's broken."


"Alright, I'll pack a bag for a few days and be right over. Tell her I'm coming and that should help."


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"Emily, darling, come on, tell me what's the matter?" Harry cooed into his daughter's hair as he held her close to him.


"When the Medi-wizard gave me dreamless sleep potion, I had a vision, mama," Emily said, her tear stained face looking up at Harry.


"If its dreamless sleep then that would mean you were not dreaming, love - you couldn't have," Harry said, running his fingers through her blonde locks, smoothing them.


"No mama, I saw you. I saw you and Draco fighting. You were fighting about me and how I shouldn't have been born - it was so scary and then… and then Draco pointed his wand at you, screaming at you, and then you turned around - you looked so scared and then a green light hit you and you just fell to the floor. You didn't move, you didn't blink - you just laid there. Then Draco was screaming, just screaming this awful sound before turning and pointing his wand at himself. It ended there; it was so scary I had to see you. Please don't leave me, mama."


"No baby, I won't be leaving," Harry promised, worried at what she had told him. "Lie down and sleep a bit, okay? You'll feel better when you wake, I promise. And I'll be here when you wake, just call for me and I'll be here, okay?"


"Okay, mama," she said as she cuddled back down into her down comforter, the warmth quickly pulling her into sleep.

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"Lucius, we have a problem," Harry said as he walked into the man's office.


"What is it, Harry?" Lucius asked as he looked up from the papers he was reading.


"Our daughter seems to be a seer, or at least, dreamless sleep potions don't work on her."


"What did she see? She wouldn't tell me what was wrong."


"She saw Draco and I fighting. It was a bad fight. She said I looked scared, really, truly scared and that when I turned around to look at Draco again, he cast the killing curse at me and then turned it on himself."


"Harry, I'm sure it was nothing."


"When you fire-called, I was fighting with Draco, Lucius. Fighting about Emily and our relationship. We broke up tonight, Luc. Do you not see what she has seen? I fear that if you hadn't called when you did, something bad just might have happened. He kept calling me a whore and that I learned it from my mother, Lucius. Do you know what that means?"


Standing quickly, Lucius pulled the younger man into his arms, holding him tightly to his chest.


"Hush, love. I know what you have gone through these past years. I know that you wanted nothing more than to be with Emily and show the world she was yours as much as mine. You're not a whore and neither was your mother. Love, look at me," Lucius said, holding Harry back so that he could look into his face. "Stay here! Don't go back to that dreary house with him. He's more a whore than you could ever be, love."


"What do you mean? Draco hasn't been with anyone since we got together, Luc."


"I had him followed for a few months - I wanted to make sure you were happy and that everything was okay. Emily kept saying that mama was sad that brother Draco was making him sad. I had to check. In all those months, you only saw Emily while he said he was away on job meetings and such - but he was really with another man, fucking like bunnies, I must say."


"Do you have proof of this?"


Going over to his desk again, he rifled threw his drawers, quickly pulling out a large envelope and handing it to Harry.


Slowly, Harry opened it and carefully, he pulled out its contents. "Sit, Harry," Lucius said softly as he watched his loves face change quickly while flipping through all the photographs that had been taken.


"I... I can't believe all this time... he knew about us, we never hid it. It was plain to anyone who wanted to know. This, after calling me a whore for so long, he's been doing this…!" Harry said, the tears forming in his eyes quickly rolling down his face.


"Harry, I'm sorry that I had to show you those. He's my son and I love him as such, but I cannot condone what he has put you through. Yes, we shouldn't have slept together that night, but I won't say I'm sorry for it. I fell in love with you, and when I found out that you were having our child, I loved you even more, if that is at all possible. He never deserved to bed you and I know I'm no better, but please stay with us. Emily would love having you here all the time. If you wish not to be in our bed, I'll understand - I'll work at trying to convince you back. Please think on this, love."


"Luc, I love you, I do. I love Emily. I have no reason not to be in your bed... 'Our bed'. I just worry about Draco. I'll have to go back get my things."


"Leave your things for now, you brought enough to last you a few days right?" getting a nod in response he continued on. "Then come with me, love. Its time we relax a bit."


Lucius led them up to the master bedroom. Slowly he stripped Harry's clothes off, letting them fall to the floor to be picked up by the house elves later. Once Harry was bare of clothing he was lead to the large king size bed and lowered down until he was laying on the soft bed, his hair falling to the side as he sighed.


Quickly, Lucius stripped his own clothing off and joined his love on the bed, carefully pulling him into his arms until his head was resting on his chest. The two fell asleep not long after climbing into the bed.

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Slowly, Lucius woke, aroused to soft lips nibbling at his suddenly hard nubs. Moaning he let his hand card through the soft hair he found.


"Harry, is this a good idea, love?" He moaned again at a particularly harsh bite. "I don't have any of the potion, love. We'll be unprotected if this goes further."


"Don't care. I'm staying with you, I'm not going back, I can't. I love you. Would it be so bad if we had another? I know I'm still young enough to carry another if you wanted," Harry said, sitting up slightly to gaze down just pathetically at the older man.


"Harry, you know I would love to have more children with you. I just want to make sure this is what you want, that you’re not just doing this because you're upset," Lucius said, softly stroking Harry's cheek.


"Yes, I'm upset - but when has making love with you ever been about me being upset. I want to stay with you. I should have always stayed with you. I didn't, and I was stupid. I thought not being with you would give me freedom - all it’s brought was heart ache and fights. I don't want that anymore. You and Emily are my heart; you have it so completely," Harry said, scooting away from Lucius.


"Harry love, come back here. Let me show you how much I love you in return," Lucius said, pulling Harry back to him.


Softly, he peppered kisses across Harry's jaw, lightly caressing his skin as he pulled him into a more comfortable position under him.


"Love me," was all Harry could say as he ran his hands through the blonde's hair, pulling his head down so that he could place a soft kiss on the man's lips.


"Always," Lucius purred before devouring the younger man's mouth.


Soon the two were moaning into each other, grinding and groping until finally Harry could take it no more.


"Gah… Luc… please... in me!" Harry begged at a particularly harsh bite to his neck.


Smirking down at his lover, Lucius obliged. Grabbing his wand he quickly cast a few spells and soon was sinking deep into his lovers stretched opening.


"Uhh... Merlin Luc, I love how you feel," Harry moaned as he was steadily filled.


"Mm, as I you. Tell me how much you want this love," Lucius panted as he restrained himself from just pounding into his love.


"Gods Luc, please pound me into the mattress," Harry moaned, his fingers digging into Lucius' arms, pulling him deeper.


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"Emily, where's father?" Draco asked his six year-old sister.


"Mama and father are still in bed, brother Draco," the innocent little girl said as she skipped away.


Slowly stocking towards his father's room he prepared himself for what he knew he'd be walking in on.


Opening the door, he stared, transfixed at what he saw.


Harry bounced on his fathers’ lap, his head thrown back in ecstasy, moaning loudly as he clawed down the pale chest.


"Ahh, gods... harder, mmm, Luc," Harry moaned as he threw his arms back, holding himself up as he rolled his hips down harder on the man he was thoroughly riding.


"Gods Harry, I'm not going to last much longer, love." Lucius panted as he held onto Harry's hips, for dear life it seemed. "Look at me, love," he said, waiting for Harry to lean back over him. Pulling him closer, Lucius whispered, "Come with me love," before kissing him deeply.


Pulling away, Harry came, yelling out his release for those around to hear as his inner walls clenched around that of his lover's pulsing prick.


Coming back down, Harry looked into Lucius eyes. Placing a hand on each side of his face, he leaned in, kissing him lightly.


"I love you," Harry whispered against his lips.


Hearing this, Draco closed the door lightly before he ran to the fireplace in the main reception hall.


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The weeks went on and Harry collected his things from the house he had shared with Draco for so many years.


After two more months, Harry came to learn that he was pregnant again. And with this news, Lucius finally proposed to Harry like he should have done so many years before.


Draco hardly ever spoke to his father after that day. He got word that they were getting married and that another child was on the way but he didn't care, he didn't want to see their happiness.


Finally, he thought he was over his 'love/hate' emotions for the raven haired man. Oh what the future would tell.

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"Draco, I haven't seen you since I was six! What brings you here? Is it 'cause mama is having twins this time? I swear, I have so many brothers and sisters, people are going to start calling us Weasley's," Emily laughed as she started walking again.


"Emily? Is that really you? Gods you're beautiful now," Draco said, his eyes wide at the long blonde hair and emerald eyes of his sister - she was going to be tall, this one. "How old are you now, love?"


"I'm fourteen, Draco. Where have ya been all this time?"


"Traveling…"


"Oh? Where did ya go? Mama and father took us all over the place, that is when he wasn't pregnant at the time," she giggled. "We went to France and Italy, even Japan once and then a few little islands here and there," she said, smiling brightly at him.


"Here and there, little one. Where is father?"


"Probably in his study. Andy and Lauren are have their tutor time right now. Then it will be Beth and Trenton's. Jane is with mama 'cause she's only eighteen months - mama doesn't like her roaming unless me or father have her."


"Merlin, we are the Weasley's… Okay, well, I'm going to go see father, Emily dear. If I can, I shall say goodbye to you when I leave."


"Okay Draco."


Once Draco reached the door to his fathers study he knocked and waited for the familiar enter.


Opening the door, he slowly entered, his eyes meeting his fathers.

"Draco?" Lucius said, standing up quickly.


"I take it these are Andy and Lauren?" Draco said smoothly.


"Yes. How...?"


"Emily."


"Ah… if you'd take a seat, I'll finish up here and we can talk."


"Fine," Draco agreed, moving off to one of the chairs sitting in front of the fire.


Fifteen minutes went by before Lucius sent the kids out of the room, their lessons finished for the day.


"So, how many kids do you have now, father?" Draco asked as soon as his father had sat down.


"Hmm, six. Seven if you’re included and two more on the way it seems. How are you, Draco?"


"Well, I was traveling and worked a few odd jobs here and there."


"Married? Kids?"


"No, you're not a grandfather yet. At least, not that I know of. Is he happy?"


"I hope so. Would you like to see him?"


"I... I don't know. Would that be wise, father?"


"Only one way to find out. I'm sure Emily has already told Harry that you're here."


"That she has, love." Harry said from the door way, a baby resting on his hip the best it could due to his pregnant form.


"Papa," the child cried as she wiggled out of Harry's grasp to toddle over to Lucius.


"Ah, there's my little Jane," he said, picking her up and cuddling her.


"How are you, Draco?" Harry said softly as he moved over to Lucius side.


"Good. You?"


"Very well. Very pregnant too, it seems," Harry chuckled lightly.


"So I've been told. I, ah... just wanted to see how everyone was doing. I lost track after hearing of your wedding and everything…" Draco trailed off.


"Draco, are you staying or will you be leaving again?" Lucius finally asked, seeing that the air was suddenly turning very stale around them.


"No, I shall be leaving, father. I just wanted to make sure all was well. I'm happy that you are all so happy together. I, um... I should go – say goodbye to Emily, I promised her I would."


"Be well, my son." Lucius called to his first born as he walked out the study door.

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Days pasted since the Malfoy's had seen Draco, that is until one evening they were fire called with grave news.


Draco had killed himself…


The family was saddened and grieved for the loss, as did old friends. Nothing hurt more to Lucius than to see his son lain in a coffin of black and white, covered in lily's.


On October 31st of that year, Harry gave birth to twin boys. They looked so much like Draco, they were in shock. The two boys grew up loving Quidditch and potions just like their older brother.


The end is here but their lives will continue, nothing but love can hold all of this together.

The end


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As always

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