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One Step Closer

By: onduril
folder Harry Potter › Het - Male/Female › Snape/Hermione
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

One Step Closer

One step closer

AN: This is my second story. The first is at ff.net but I don`t like it really. Hope you like it and don`t forget to read and review.
Disclaimer: As always, all characters you read are not mine, the belong to famous JKR. The song is from Linkin Park the title is the same of my story.

Everyday I see you and I can`t bear it anymore. You ignore me or you insult me. You say that I`m an insufferable Know-It-All.

I cannot take this anymore
I`m saying everything I said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you`ll say
But you`ll find that out anyway

I asked you why you do this to me. Not so long ago you said that its just a protection. That you want to protect me from the Dark Lord, but now I think that you do it for fun. The Dark Lord has been defeated and you said that from now on everything will be better and that we no longer have to hide. But we still do.

Just like before…

I wanted to make our companionship official. I wanted to tell the whole world. But you said, wait just a little bit longer. Wait until Winter break. Then we have time to think and talk about it and make it public.
Now its spring and we are still hiding from the people. You still call ma an insufferable Know-It-All, although you promised me that you will stop it.

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I`m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I`m one step loser to the edge
And I`m about to break

I cannot take it anymore. I must know what you think of our friendship. If it still means the same to you. When we are together it feels like heaven and you treat me the way I always wanted you to treat me. But in class or when we meet by chance you are the insufferable greasy git and insult my about my hair or my teeth. Which you called the most beautiful thing in the world only some hours ago.

I find the answers aren`t so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in Ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

No you are standing in front of me, and I am asking you why you do this to me. Why do you still insult me? Why you act different in front of other people? If you still love me.
You stand before me, quiet, not saying a word. It seems you are proud of what you made of me, but not in the academically way but in the personal. You stand there with crossed arms and look at me, how I stand in front of you, tears streaming down my face.
Then you begin to talk. How it was just that I was there at the right time and that I needed the extra lesson.
That`s when I break.

Shut up when I`m talking to you

I scream at you, how you were able to do something this cruel. And why you didn`t stop it when you knew that I was falling in love with you.
You laugh at me and my pathetic try to get sense out of everything and you say, that it was just for fun. For fun that only you had.
I left your rooms, tears staining my face and I run until my feet won`t carry me anymore. I scream and cry, but all this won`t make my heart whole again and you broke me for every partnership that I could have had in the future, for I won`t trust anybody again.